"It's going to be okay." // "Why do you care?" // "I thought you hated me."
Pt2 to broken!!
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Tin sat on the steps in the IC building, tears building in his eyes as he looked at his lock screen. It was a simple picture Pete had snapped when Tin and Can first got together; when Tin was still pretending to like Can, even if he planned to break up with him later.
That was the beginning and this is now. Now they are over like Tin had wanted in the first place but now he felt like he was dying. He felt sick to his stomach and he couldn't sleep. When he closed his eyes, all he saw was Can's hurt face when he overheard Tin tell him brother that Can was annoying. He could only hear Can cries of anguish and whispered words of pain when they broke up because Tin's ego was too big. Water droplets landed on the glass of his phone screen as he cried silently.
His head dropped to his chest as he cried, mistakes and regrets running through his mind. He felt dumb, he felt lost, he felt broken. He felt like he didn't deserve these emotions because he was the one that caused this in the first place, but he felt it. He hated himself.
His phone buzzed and he looked down, shocked at who texted him.
His heart hurt and he looked around frantically to see where his boy was. His boy. Did he even have the right to call him that anymore? He quickly responded, not really thinking about what he was saying.
Tin felt his heart squeeze at the fact that Can still worried about him. That meant something, right? Can still caring about him means something... right? Regardless, Tin let his fingers fly, not caring about The consequences of his words because his baby was talking to him again. That's all he's wished for every night for three weeks.
He sighed, placing his phone back in his lap as he subtly began looking for Can again. It was almost eleven pm and Can liked his sleep, he always went home earlier than most kids did. Tin usually went home but everything reminded him of Can so the IC building was the only place he felt safe, especially since Can hated it.
He made Can hate it. He did a lot of stuff to Can he didn't even realize. His phone buzzed again and he checked it regretfully.
He looked up at a light, trying to stop the tears from flowing again. Can loved him. Can still loved him. Tin didn't deserve this angel but god was he so scared to lose him.
Tin typed carefully, the blur of his tears making it hard to see his keyboard. He sighed, knowing that this was still the end of them. That no matter what he said, Can would still not want to be with him. He deserved that though. Tin was a fuck up who didn't deserve love.
Tin's head whipped around so hard he was sure it was going to break, but he didn't care. Can was there, eyes red but still sparkling, a small smile on his face. He cocked his head a bit and giggled quietly.
"Are you just going to sit there, or are you going to kiss me like I want you too?"
Tin didn't think he moved that fast in his life.
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This was much longer than I expected but oh well, I like it.
Do you guys like this style? I might do it more often!