I'm So Exhausted

By iDontCondoneThis

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Rooms
Flowers and Gravestones
Butterflies
Go To Hell
Crimson
Speak
Self Destruction
Why Can't You?
Dear Nova Aurora Grace Wilson,
At the Brink
Reason
The Boy
Lies
Matches
Angel
Perfect
Him
light up my life
Eyes
Wonderland
Cuts and Burns
Blonde Hair Blue Eyes
Anxiety
Happy
walls covered in you
love
crooked grins
Drinks
strangers again
Yin Yang
Satisfaction guaranteed
89,000
hero
More or less
I'm too nice
rose petals
marijuana kisses
Ive been thinking too much
You Were Everything I Was Nothing
To All That I Lose
heart shaped kisses
...
tell your kids about me
we were not meant to finish the story
A letter to the girl who loves him next
No
I hope you miss me like i used to miss you
Jealous
I said no
Im getting lost in space
Sometimes you have to let go of your own happiness
What do you want me to do
this pandemic makes me feel so alone
Heartless
Knees
How did i know when it was love?
Cake
Water
how strange is it to be anything at all
it's just a dream
surrendering
I broke my glasses
strangers with memories
.
Making You Stay
questioning
I watch my phone for a text
snow
I have made peace with my past, just not with myself yet
they were false, but they were made for me and that's the biggest honor
I've been cutting every label off
what happened to us
trying is so trivial , I know we are closing the chapter
How long until we cave in
I've had sex but Ive never made love
different place, different time, I know we could have rewritten these lines
a very short summary
it's all I've ever wanted from you
I miss being a child
I still haven't even told you I loved you
we are too far, but I'm far too committed to you
I'm not quite sure which hurts more
you can choke.
you're grinding me down
I can't stop
The Army Sucks
Maybe

Me Vs. You

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By iDontCondoneThis

You are a morning star
I am a speck
I indulge in your radiance of beauty
But i can never have it

I am a blade of grass
You are a rose
There are thorns that have damaged the hands of those trying to pluck you

You are breaking me

But they are all a part of you
And you are glorious

I am a black hole
I reel in everything around
only to be suffocated by the reality that
it isn't you that i am holding

I choke everything in my grasp
You are a constellation all your own

Light-years away from me
My beckons for you are encaged by space

I am a second in your lifetime.

I am chipped pain on a wall
I detach from society
I fall to the ground of defeat
I gave up on clinging to the other parts of me

When i hit the ground
People notice
But they don't even bat an eye as they put a fresh coat of paint
They replace me so easily.

The sun bleaches the tint from me
You gave me my color.
I lost it.

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