to everyone who has read this book we went through a lot to get to the end. we experienced so much heartbreak and a roller coaster of emotions. i can say most of them were sadness and anger. to those who were here since the very beginning before i even reached 1k i love you so fucking much. to those who go here after 1k i love you so much as well if it wasn't for all the endless love i would get i wouldn't have 1m views.
this goes to one of my very special friends called ruth! i wanted to say thank you from being from the very beginning. she has been here since "ethan dolan bet on me". when i felt stuck on what to write she gave me ideas and there was times we would facetime to plot what would happen next in step-brother. even though she can be very rude to me i love her. i hope i meet her one day and i know she will say "tuh this is gay". i'm grateful for you even if it doesn't seem like it. i wish you the best in life and if it doesn't go your way get up and fight the bitch back! ruth was one of the few people who believed in me. when the views on this book grew she would always congratulate me! when i hit 1m she congratulated me as well but this one felt even more special because it was moment that i got of "i made it". the endless writers block, times i would sit in the back of class writing as much as i could, or even sleeping late to get chapters done. ruth is a special ass bitch to those who are surrounded by her you're lucky because i still need to wait to meet her. i had people make fun of me for the things i write on here and i know my smut is bad but she believed in me. i love you and i hope you know that. blehethan03
i actually put feelings into this book like when dylan died because that represented how a friendship of mine was dying. or the act that macy would put up with people surrounding her. even how shitty the mom would be to her but at the end of the day the mom loves her even if she has a strange way of showing it. with ethan it shows for me that you need to give people time to open up because they will surprise you. remember how in this book you all expected for them to end up together but they didn't. that proves not everything will go your way no matter how hard you try to make it work. sometimes it's best to just move on but you will know how hard you tried to make it work. brianna shows that she wasn't a really good friend but she was hurt in the way her loved one died after all the circumstances she was in. it may be all fictional but everything won't go as planned. always treat people with kindness it does sound cliche but in the end that's the way people will treat you. malia in this books shows to be who you are even if others find it weird or with dustin don't be scared to reveal yourself.
i love you all thank you for this!
peace
-mitzy 😓