Don't forget about the Sad moments Don't let go of the bad moments What kills you, makes you weaker What doesn't kill you makes you stronger Heart break is the best of both worlds The only thing in the world that can kill you but at the same time, makes you stronger. ~ Unknown
Erica Pov's
Moments before our walk that afternoon, I realized the path ended too soon. Not long enough to hold his hand, this amazing person, this loving man. Not long enough to engage his eyes and remember his always brimming with love, happiness and pride. Not long enough to stand by his side, as he was by mine after every rough tide. Not long enough to laugh with him still, after every bad joke, after every tough hill. Not long enough to walk with this man, who has taught me to be the person I am. Not long enough as we walked by his love , to thank them both for my wonderful life. In all the walks I've taken in my life, first as a girl and now as a to of a wife, I'll remember that walk I took with my father and always wish it could have been longer.
Me: *laying in bed looking at bey* Baby I don't think I can do this
Bey: We have to be strong for me and the kids today please *kissing her forehead*
Me: what if I cant babe? what if I have a mental breakdown? *breaking down*
Bey: baby its perfectly fine and I will be here every step of the way.. Remember our promise?
Me: Yes .... As long as you down I'm down
Bey: You got me I got you *holds out pinky*
Me: And that's all that matters *interlock our pinkies*
Me&Bey: We Ride Till We Die *kissing each other*
my phone pinged indicting I had a notification I didn't feel like checking my messages but I did anyway and its a bunch of text messages from my friends
*Text from CynniePie*
CynniePie : My deepest sympathies Jasmine. I loved Papa Brian like own father and I cant believe he's gone, I so sorry that I didn't reach out to you sooner babe, words, however kind, can't mend mine or your heartache, but for me and those who care for you share your grief and wish you comfort and peace of mind.A great soul serves everyone all the time. A great soul never dies. It brings us together again and again. Erica I know he was your father but he was my papa too just know we are going too get through this as a family and I love you and I always will
*Text From NickiPoo*
NickiPoo : Accepting a loss of a dear one is really difficult, but is just another test of faith. God only gives us trials lesser than our strength and assistance beyond our eyes can see. My deepest condolences to you sissy. I know this must be a very difficult and demanding time for you. Please know that I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.Now, the angels in heaven rejoice as a wonderful soul has finally made its way home. We are all sad because he is no longer with us. Life must go on and we must follow our ways so that he feels proud in heaven because we could get up and continue without him. Erica I love you okay and my heart goes out to you Cyn and the family, that I'm so happy to be apart of if you need anything don't hesitate to call me okay I'll come running ... xoxo Nicki
*Text from LiyahThaSinga*
Aaliyah : Your father was an inspiration for all of us. I know he was one of the best fathers in the world to all of us . Your Daddy was the most gentle person on the earth. From all the year I knew papa Brian . We have shared love, joy , and laugh. Now I want to share the grief of his passing away. I know the Pain of his sudden demise of our dad is not easy to recover. But accept my sympathy.
*Text From ShawnThaDon*
Shawn : Mena I'm so sorry that you lost your dad. Death gives us a huge heartache which no can heal. But the love is given by the person who left us leave with a huge collection of memories which no one can steal. Pops was a good man and we was loved by everyone who he came across including me. As you big brother from another mother I will do everything in my power to protect you I promise ....
*text from TommieThaHottie*
Tommie : My heart goes out with sorrow when I heard the bad news. I am sending love and remembrance for the brave soul. Whenever you feel sad, just look into your heart and remember all the sweet memories that you spent with him. You will see that you are really weeping or which has been your delight. Our papa will always be missed for his lovely smile, Gentle behavior, and kindness. He will always with us in our heart.You are Champ and I know you will easily get out of this bad time. Always remember that you are never alone, we all are with you. I am really blessed that I got to meet him in time to call him dad. He is really a pure soul whom I always miss
I put my phone down and I look on the dresser to see a note saying
Dear My Beautiful Wife,
Let this letter be a promise to you that I will do my best as your wife I want to be for you. I may not yet know all of the difficulties that come with a lifetime commitment, but I have enough relationship experience to know what I want and how I picture my life with the person I will commit to which is you. I know I can bring your father back but what I can do is love you for the rest of my life . My heart aches over the loss of your dad. He was such an amazing father to you and role model to all of us I learned quite a bit from him, and I'll always remember his words of wisdom. I'll call soon to see if there is anything I can do.I promise to do my best to make you beam daily, so count on many surprises. Your smile and the kids will be my priority. I get weak knees when anybody smiles, so just imagine the effort I will make to be the source of yours. I promise I will always look at you with the same adoration as I did the moment I realized I loved you. I promise to ignite the same sparkle in your eyes I see when you're surprised, inspired, motivated or when you are about to lean in to kiss me. I promise to strive to be a role model for our children. I want both you and them to see me as a source of motivation. I want to inspire them in the same way that my you inspire me. I promise to do my best to love your family as you love them and to be by their side as much as I am by yours. I promise to always listen to you when you simply just want to be heard , when you want someone to vent to about something or when you want advice.
Love Your Future Wife
Beyoncé Giselle Knowles - Mena
Bey: *hugging from behind* I had walked through life with nothing until you. Until you, I knew no pleasure and then one day God sent you to me; you, my wife, my treasure. A gift from God, a gift so fine that you can never be measured. A love so fine, so sweet, so kind; it's you, my love; you, my wife, my treasure. I promise to hug and kiss and hold you each day. I promise a love with devotion that will never ever fade away. I promise and swear to God above to show you nothing but my pure love. I will admire the blessing of your boundless love, because I know that you are a true gift from heaven above. I will not hurt you with my frustrations. I will hold you close and kiss you with loving admiration. I will always appreciate your commitment to me. Give me a chance, for can't you see? This is not a game of chance that we play. It is true love that I swear is committed to stay.
Me: Baby I -
Bey: You say that at times you are afraid. This one I can find no rhyme so let me be clear:
I will... Love you endlessly s evote my life to making you happy admire you each day for the person you are take interest in the things that you like to do admire your beauty daily in awe and reflect it back to you be attentive to you and your needs Be forgiving Listen to you with never a harsh word in return I swear it and pray for it in God's name Show you by my actions that I love you Be more open and fun to you, your family and friends Never go to bed without you Rub you, kiss you, bathe you, lift you up or whatever it takes when you are feeling down. I will kiss you and love you all that I possibly can, and don't be embarrassed to be seen holding my hand. I will treasure each day as if it were our last, and at the end of your life you won't regret me being your past. You are the sunshine in my morning, and like a the bird, I will sing you a song. I know that in this life when I am troubled, through God it's you who keeps me strong. You are the mother of my children and the air that gives me life, My truest friend of all, my heart, my soul, my wife. I love you very much; you are all that is good in this world.
Me: *turning around* thank you for everything I love you so much *starts to cry* Ever since I laid eyes on you, I knew for a fact this was a dream come true. Everything my heart desires, in one single go, fell into my lap, made my love grow. I know now my life is complete. No more struggles or battles to compete. Now I see my future at last. Up the life ladder we go, together it's a blast. You showed me the true meaning of love, my guardian angel,sent from above. The heart is an organ we cannot live without, but I give you my heart, In trust, without a doubt. For years to come we will become stronger together, hand in hand and forever longer. I love you with all my heart and soul. You met me broken and made me whole. I want you to know that I appreciate you more than anything .Sometimes I wonder what my world would be like if I didn't have someone like you in my life. I come back to reality only to see that I wouldn't be myself without you and me. I am looking forward to the future, hoping you'll be with me, growing old together and being happy as can be. I want to spend the rest of my life making it up to you. I know all of the hell I've been putting you through. You still stuck by my side no matter like right now with my dad's death and funeral I seriously don't want to go to because I cant face the fact the he'll be in a casket *breaking down*
(TO BE CONTINUED)
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*fast forward to the funeral*