You have recently noticed that Shawn was acting different. He changed his password on his phone and is always on his phone. I decided not to question it. I come home from work and Shawn said he was going to be out all day because he was going to be at the studio. You hear a noise upstairs and get very confused. You try your best to get upstairs quietly so whoever is here doesn't know that you are here. You hear the noises coming from yours and Shawn's room. You open the door slightly as quiet as you can.
When you heard the noises coming from your room you get a little anxious as if you know what you are going to see but you don't want what you think to be true. When you get a proper look you just stand there not knowing what to do because that's another girl kissing my boyfriend and he's kissing back and it's not just a kiss but a full make out session. Your feel the years falling down your cheeks. Shawn promised you when you first got together he would never hurt you in anyway. He knew that my last boyfriend cheated on me and said he couldn't believe he did that and told me he would never dream of doing that to me.
It took him forever to trust him and be a good girlfriend because of how bad I was broken. I made him wait because I wasn't ready and he understood and said he would wait for me because I was worth waiting for. All that now was just complete lies. You open the door widely now. You start to say without crying "so Shawn you would be out all day huh?" This stops them both and they both look at me. Shawn looks shocked." Oh and the hoe on my bed leave right now you are not wanted." She grabs her clothes and runs out of the room. Shawn starts to talk " Y/N babe what you just saw meant nothing." You scoff " meant nothing, well it meant something to me. Do you know what that meant to me? It meant that the person I love and trusted betrayed me and that makes me feel like I am nothing and that I meant nothing to you it hurts." Shawn runs his hand through his hair. "Y/N I never intended to hurt you. I love you." "Then why did you do it Shawn? Am I not enough for you?"
"Of course you are enough for me Y/N and I don't know why I did it. I was not in the right state of mind. I wasn't thinking. Will you please forgive me? I'm sorry."
"Look Shawn are you really sorry or are you sorry about being caught?"
" I am genuinely sorry. I love you. I'm sorry, you are the one that I want."
"You promised me at the start of this relationship you would never hurt or cheat on me. Look what's happened. Why do you think I didn't want another relationship? I thought you were different and you were up until this point. I'm sorry Shawn but I can't be with someone who cheated on me you should know that after my last relationship and what I told you."
"Y/N please don't leave me. I need you I am nothing about you!"
"Please don't make this harder than it already is Shawn, Ok?"
"If you leave me I don't know what I will do. I can't lose you. You are my everything."
"Look I'm not saying we are breaking up Shawn. It's just I need time to comprehend what I want. I need time to think about us. I need to think about me forgiving you. I want time ok Shawn. But this doesn't mean I don't love you ok because I do. I just need time. So I am going to pack a bag and sleep at my friends for a while until I figure out everything Ok?" Shawn nods not being able to say anything. You got to your room and pack a bag.
Shawn stands there watching you while you put your clothes into a bag. You hear him quietly crying. You felt bad but he hurt you and you needed time. You have finished packing and walk over to Shawn. He hugs you and you give him a quick peck on the cheek. You then grab your keys and drive to your friends house leaving Shawn standing there at the door way.
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Hope you enjoyed it. There will be a part 2 soon. Thanks you for reading.