Chapter 43
I watched the waves in the ocean. Masakit na ang sikat ng araw dahil magtatanghalian narin. Castielle and Angeleu are in front of me eating while my mind is drifting far from them.
His father is now coming home? Anong ibig sabihin nito kung gano'n? Hindi na matutuloy ang kasal nila Tita Sarah at Papa dahil babalik na ito sa kanila?
But how come? When I looked at Tita Sarah, she looks in love with my Papa. Naalala ko ang kwento ni Castielle tungkol sa isang prinsipe. Hindi ko parin maintindihan kung may koneksyon ba ako ro'n o wala.
All I know is that the Prince wants the King back in the castle. Why would the King wants to go back all of a sudden? I don't know why I feel fine even if my father would be hurt.
Am I selfish? I don't want to be lalo na't kung kay Papa ako magiging selfish. Through the years my father supported me in everything that I want. He was always there for me whenever I need help or even I don't need any help.
He was there. Hindi niya ko kailan man sinaktan, hindi niya ko kailanman pinabayaan, at hindi niya ko iniwan. And here I am, nagdadalawang isip pa kung susundin ba siya o hindi.
Mahal ko si Papa at alam kong mahal niya ko at hindi ko siya ipagpapalit sa isang taong minsan nakong sinaktan at hindi sigurado kong mamahalin nga ako ng totoo.
"Mommy, subuan mo si Daddy." Rinig kong utos ni Angeleu sakin.
Napakurap ako at tumingin kay Castielle na nakangiting nakatingin sakin. Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Bakit ang hirap? Bakit lagi nalang akong pinagtataksilan ng sarili kong puso?
"Your daddy has his own hands." Sagot ko at sumubo ng pagkain ko.
"Yes, I know that, but I want you to play sweet and lovey-dovey like that kid's parents." Anito at nginuso ang nasa bandang likod ko.
Nilingon ko ito at doon nakita ang mag-asawang halos maghalikan na in public. Bigla akong namula. Bigla kong naalala ang halik ni Castielle kanina. Damn it, para kong naramdaman ulit ang pagkagat niya dito.
"Your Mommy's shy, Angeleu. She wants our lovey-dovey in private." Makahulugang sagot nito sa bata.
"Oh, shut up, Castielle..." sagot ko at umiling-iling.
"Susubuan mo lang naman..." Angeleu with pleaded eyes.
The Angeleu now isn't the Angeleu I met in the hospital. Para bang ngayon ko lang nakitang may child spirit parin pala diyan sa katawan niya.
Sumandok ako ng napakaraming kanin at ulam at itinapat sa kaniya. Nanlaki naman ang mata ni Castielle, "Say, ah, Daddy!" sabi ko ng nakangiti at sinubukang isubo sa kaniya but he dodge the spoon.
"Ang dami niyan, Mommy!" asik niya.
Tumawa si Angeleu. Pinagtitinginan kami ng mga tao and some even took a video of us. Nakaramdam ako ng takot kaya naman pinalakihan ko na ng mata si Castielle para isubo niya na.
"Isusubo mo o hindi?" banta ko.
Napalunok siya at unti-unting lumapit sakin upang ibuka ang bibig niya. Napangiti naman ako ng maisubo ko na sa kaniya at halos bumukol ang kaniyang pisnge. Natawa narin ako sa reaksyon ni Castielle.
"Nice, Mommy. Under mo si Daddy!"
I smirked. "Of course..."
Nguya lang ng nguya si Castielle. Uminom siya ng tubig matapos malunok ang kinain. He glared at me and then he was on his plate scooping a food in his spoon. "Ikaw naman, Mommy. Subo mo na'to..." sabi niya at itinapat sakin ang mas maraming lamang kutsyara.
Umiling-iling kaagad ako. Ano gantihan?
"Subo mo na o iba ang isusubo ko sayo..." aniya at tinaas baba ang kilay niya.
Nanlaki ang mata ko. "Castielle!" sita ko. May bata kaming kasama!
He smirked. "Pick baby, isusubo mo to, o iba ang isusubo mo?" banta niya.
Bigla akong pinamulahan. Tawa lang ng tawa si Angeleu. I don't even know if he understands Castielle's dirty talk.
"This is unfair!"
He chuckled. "Don't worry, I can eat you too."
"Castielle, ano ba!"
"Just eat it or I'll eat you." Bagong banta niya.
Damn it. Ibinuka ko ang baba ko kaya naman ipinasok niya kaagad ang kutsyara. Muntik nakong nabulunan sa dami ng isinubo niya. I munched the food quickly as I drink it with water.
"Si Mommy under din!"
"Oh yes, she will be. Under 'yan mamaya..." makahulugang sagot nito.
"Bakit, Daddy?" kunot noong tanong ni Angeleu.
"Watch your dirty mouth, Castielle!" sita ko ulit.
Ngumisi si Castielle at walang balak itigil ang kung ano mang gagawin. "You see, your Mommy and I will play later, and because I'm a man, she'll be under me."
I swear I'm so fucking red right now. Naitakip ko nalang ang mukha ko because some of the guests heard him dahil napapalingon sila samin na may kakaibang ngiti. Damn this guy.
"What if Mommy would get smash because you're big?" inosenteng tanong ng bata.
"Don't worry, I won't let that happen." He said and the looked at me playfully.
Matapos naming kumain ay bumalik na kami sa mansion para maghanda. When we're about to go inside our room Angeleu spoke.
"Are you going to play now?" tanong ni Angeleu kay Castielle. "Can I watch?" he innocently asked.
Nanlaki ang mata ko. Humagalpak ng tawa si Castielle. "Not yet," aniya.
"He's just kidding, Angeleu. We're not going to play." Seryosong sagot ko.
Nauna akong pumasok sa kwarto. Castielle was the one who checked Angeleu kaya dumiretsyo ako sa banyo para maligo. I took a shower again and as if on cue my thoughts have filled my mind again.
All the thoughts that confused me. My heart... My mind... What's right to do and what's wrong to do. Lahat ito bumabagabag sa isip at puso ko and both sides said differently and that's even more confusing.
Nang matapos akong maligo ay nagbihis ako ng simpleng dress para may isuot lang muna bago ang party. Kabado ako dahil hinihintay ko ang pagpasok ni Castielle but he didn't come. Hindi ko alam kung maganda ba 'yun o hindi.
Hanggang sa dumating ang oras ng party sa mansion. I was doing my make up when he entered our room. He greeted me like normally at pumasok sa banyo.
I don't know why I feel bothered. Is it just me or something is up with him? Hanggang sa nakalabas siya at nagbihis ng susuotin sa party tahimik siya.
"Where were you?" I asked and gulped while putting earrings on my ears.
He didn't look at me as he fixes his coat. "I was kinda trapped with the other Senators." he simply said.
"Oh..." yun nalang ang nasabi ko.
Ako lang ata 'tong may problema. Minsan ayoko na talagang maging babae, eh. Our guts are so weird.
"Mauuna ako sayong bumaba, ayos lang?" he asked and looked at me seriously.
Tumaas ang kilay ko. Hindi niya ko sasamahan? Fuck this. But, why do I care anyway? It's not like it's his obligation to escort me.
"Sure..." sagot ko nalamang.
"I want you to escort Angeleu when he gets out," he said and fix his tie.
Pinagmasdan ko siya sa salamin. He looked handsome with his black coat with a blue tie. His jet black hair perfectly fixed like a gentleman. Sometimes, I miss his copper blonde hair. It reminds me of the Castielle I fell in love with.
Tumango lamang ako sa kaniya. His eyes drifted to my outfit. It was a dark blue backless dress. Kinulot ko ang buhok ko using some of my beauty hacks and a light make up na natutuhan ko pa sa Korea.
"I'll go now..." anito at lumabas na ng kwarto.
Napabuntong hininga ako. Pakiramdam ko ay nawalan ako ng ka-date. Ikasisiya ko na ba to o ano? Why do I feel like a girlfriend who's thirsty for affection? Fuck this!
Hindi ibig sabihin na hinalikan ka niya Nari at nag-explain na wala siyang kinalaman sa picture ay babalik na kayo sa dati. I must remind you, Nari na hindi niya sinabing mahal ka niya! Tinanggi niya lang ang picture na kumalat!
Gaya ng sabi ni Castielle, lumabas ako ng kwarto para asikasuhin si Angeleu. Check his vital signs from time to time.
Handang-handa na si Angeleu. Suot ang kaniyang two-piece suit ay napakagwapo niya. I swear this kid would be so handsome when he grows up and girls would flock.
Sana lang, hindi siya matulad kay Castielle na mahilig sa babae. I'll pray that Angeleu would be a good man and only stick with one girl.
"Pogi natin, ah?" sabi ko ng makapasok ako.
Ngumuso ito. "I looked like Lolo in this stupid outfit." suplado niyang sagot habang nakatingin sa kaniyang damit.
I chuckled at lumapit sa kaniya. "It's called formal attire, Angeleu. And when you're attending a formal party, 'yan ang dapat isuot." paliwanag ko.
He just shrugged and went to his bed and sit. "Where's Daddy Angelo?" he asked.
"Bumaba na siya. Ako ang kasama mo pababa..."
Ngumuso siya. "Then he must be with the woman who went here in my room."
Kumunot ang noo ko. "Woman? May babae dito kanina?" takang tanong ko.
Tumango siya. "Two old women and a young woman like you."
Mas lalong kumunot ang noo ko. Tatlong babae? Kung hindi ako nagkakamali ito siguro ang mga Castuejas na nakasama namin sa private plane ni Senator Valderama.
So... He was busy with someone else, huh? Na-trap daw siya sa iba pang senador na nakipag-usap sa kaniya. Maybe he had fun talking with the girl Castuejas kaya di na siya nakabalik sa kwarto namin!
Damn! Bakit ako naiinis!?
May kumatok sa pintuan. Sumungaw ro'n ang ulo ng isang kasambahay.
"Baba na raw po kayo, Doc, kasama si Señorito Angeleu." anito ng nakangiti.
Kinalma ko ang sarili ko bago tumango at hindi nagawang ngumiti. Inalalayan ko si Angeleu palabas hanggang sa bumaba kami sa grand staircase ng mansion.
Some of the people were looking at us, kapwa sila may dalang mga kopita at nakasuot ng mga magagarang damit, mapa-babae man o lalake.
"I forgot to tell you..." biglang sabi ni Angeleu kaya napatingin ako sa kaniya.
"Forget to say what?"
He looked at me shyly and then looked away. "That you looked beautiful right now." Anito na medyo nahihiya.
Napangiti ako. This is the first time he said that. Pinisil ko ang pisnge niya. "Finally, you realized." Sagot ko.
Buti pa si Angeleu na appreciate ako yung isang tao, hindi man lang ako pinuri.
"It's just for tonight, dream on. The truth is, I hate Koreans and you looked like one so, you look ugly to me. But, you're not. Just understand..." pagpapaliwanag niya.
Natawa ako. "Fine, but I'm not Korean."
"I know." Yun nalamang ang sinabi niya.
The event was held on the wide garden of Senator Valderama. Naka-catering ito at may mga nagkalat na waiter. Mayro'n ding maliit na stage na hinanda para sa tagapagsalita ng party.
Tumutugtog rin ang isang classic music. Hinanap kaagad ng mata ko ang lalakeng 'yun kung kasama nga ba niya ang babaeng Castuejas.
"Look! There's Daddy!" ani Angeleu sabay turo sa direksyon kung saan naroon ang dalawang taong hinahanap ko.
Marami sila actually. Naroon ang asawa ni Congressman Castuejas at nakikipag-usap rin kay Castielle at sa babae.
"Hayaan mo siya, there's a lot of guest who wants to see you, Angeleu." matigas kong sinabi at iginiya na siya patungo kay Senator Valderama na may kausap na mga lalake. Isang matanda at isang medyo bata pa. Mayro'n silang kasamang batang babae.
"Oh, ito na pala si Angeleu! Senator, meet my grandson Angeleu Valderama and his doctor. Doctor Esquilon." Pagpapakilala ni Senator Valderama sa di gaano katandaang lalake.
Ngumiti ako sa kanila. They both looked at me pati kay Angeleu. The Senator greeted Angeleu while the other man beside him looked at me with a smile. Nginitian ko rin siya pabalik. He looks nice.
"John Guerrero." Pagpapakilala ng lalake sakin sabay lahad kamay. Kung hindi ako nagkakamali ay matanda pa ito ng ilang taon sakin or maybe it's his stubble that made him more mature.
Tinanggap ko ang kamay niya ng nakangiti. "Narian Esquilon," sagot ko.
"Sho, say hi to Angeleu..." sabi ni Senator Guerrero sa batang babae.
The little girl, must be 4 years old hid on his father's slack. Napangiti ako habang nakikitang may takot sa mukha ng babae. Kumunot naman ang noo ni Angeleu. He looked at me with curiosity.
"Do I look scary?" he whispered leaning a bit on me.
"Maybe you should smile a bit..." bulong ko.
He tried to smile but the little girl just hid even more on his father's slack. "My daughter, Sionelle is quite shy, sorry for that Angeleu."
"It's okay." Suplado nitong sagot.
The little girl looked at me cutely so I smiled and waved at her. She smiled a bit and showed herself. She looks beautiful with her pink dress and her face, para bang may lahing Korean. Napatingin ako kay Angeleu na suplado parin ang mukha.
Mukhang alam ko na kung bakit suplado ang isang to. Mukhang may lahing koreana ang isang to, but the little girl was scared of him. She must have been felt that Angeleu dislikes her.
"This is my niece, John Guerrero. He's running as the new Mayor of Aurora." Pagpapakilala ni Senator Guerrero sakin sa pamangkin niya.
"You two should talk, may pag-uusapan lang kami." Sabi ni Senator Guerrero samin ni John. "Take Sionelle with you."
"Sige po, Uncle." Magalang na sagot ni John at iginiya si Sionelle.
Umupo kami sa isang bakanteng mese di gaano kalayo sa maliit na stage sa gitna. Katabi ko si Angeleu at John in both sides habang hinahanap ko si Castielle.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit hinahanap ko ang isang 'yun. He's also a doctor of Angeleu. Dapat nga ay mas tinututukan niya ito kaysa sa ibang bagay!
"Sho says Angeleu is scary." Natatawang sabi ni John.
Kung hindi pa nagsalita si John ay hindi ko siya mapapansin. I smiled. "He really is."
"Shut up. Where's Daddy Angelo?" suplado niyang tanong.
Pinanliitan ko siya ng mata. "Don't talk to me like that young man, I'm your mommy." Mariin kong sinabi.
Ngumuso ito. "We're done playing."
"Then why are you still calling Castielle your daddy?"
"Cause I want to! And I will be having a new mommy. Si Mommy Hazel." Sagot nito at humalukipkip.
Kumunot ang noo ko. Hazel? Hazel pala, hah? Grabe, ang bilis talaga akong palitan.
"Mag-ama nga kayo. Ang bilis niyong magpalit." Bulong ko.
Mainit ang ulo ko ngunit kapag kinakausap ako ni John ay napapawi ang inis ko. I couldn't get mad with this nice guy. Tanging pinag-usapan namin ay tungkol sa mga advocacy niya sa nalalapit na eleksyon and I might say he's quite a catch.
But while I'm talking with him my eyes are finding someone and I finally found him with the Castuejas. He was looking at my direction though habang umiinom ng wine.
I only looked at him coldly habang sinasagot na may ngiti sa labi ang mga kwento ni John. My phone vibrated kaya pasimple koi tong tinignan.
Castiello: Having fun, are we?
Tumaas ang kilay ko. Dahil sa naramdamang inis ay ipinasa ko pabalik ang text niya. He's also having fun...
Castiello: Too busy to reply, huh?
Ako:
Ikaw hindi ka ba busy diyan? Sige lang. Enjoy mo lang, bro.
As I sent him that message ay kaagad ko siyang sinilip. Nakatingin siya sa ibaba, must be reading my text habang kinakausap siya ni Hazel sa tabi niya. Kaya naman pala hindi ako hinintay dahil may nag-aabang na pala sa baba.
Wow, ang galing niya. Hanep talaga! Bangis!
"Your boyfriend?" John suddenly asked.
Hindi ako nakasagot sa tanong niya. He smiled and put out his phone. "My girlfriend is texting me too. She suddenly asked who I am talking and I told its a lady and she's now jealous." aniya at umiling-iling.
Napakurap ako. Hindi ko inexpect na sasabihin niya 'yun. Bigla akong napangiti.
"Really? But what if, yung nagtanong... Ex mo? Ano kayang ibig sabihin nun?"
Tumaas ang kilay niya. "Oh! Maybe he wants you back." sagot niya. "Is he here?"
Nagkibit balikat ako at tinignan ang bagong reply ni Castielle.
Castiello:
Brother, huh? Yan ba ang sinabi mo sa katabi mo? Want me to go there and properly introduce myself?
Kumunot ang noo ko at sinilip si Castielle sa kabilang lamesa. He's not there anymore but then biglang may umupo sa tabi ko ng di ko namamalayan. Angeleu was now sitting beside Castielle.
"Anong ginagawa mo dito?" takang tanong ko sa kaniya.
"Bakit ayaw mo? Am I interrupting you with something?" he asked and glimpsed on John.
John smiled. "You must be the ex boyfriend. John Guerrero, nice meeting you." pakilala ni John sabay lahad ng kamay.
Para namang natauhan si Castielle sa sinabi ni John. He slowly accepted his hand.
"Dr. Castielle Ongcuanco..." he said and looked at me with his curious eyes.
There you have it, Doc! I didn't introduce you as my brother, ni wala naman akong balak na ipakilala ka.
"Why are you doing here?" ulit kong tanong.
Tinaasan niya lang ako ng kilay at umupo ng maayos. "Just checking..." sagot niya.
Nanliit ang mata ko. "And what's with the text, huh? What's your proper introduction?" hamon ko sa kaniya masyado kasi siyang mayabang.
Hindi siya nakasagot dahil may babaeng lumapit samin. At kaagad kumulo ang dugo ko ng makilala.
"Oh, nandito ka lang pala, Castielle. Hi, stepsister of Castielle, I haven't introduced myself to you before, Hazel Castuejas nga pala..." anito ng nakangiti.
Medyo nagulat ako sa sinabi niya. Ako nga pala ang nagsabing step brother ko si Castielle. Why is that I feel regretful now?
Pinasadahan ko ang kaniyang suot. Isang revealing na gold dress. Tube ito na may malaking guhit sa gitna kung saan reveal na reveal ang kaniyang dibdib.
Damn this! Ilang beses na sigurong dumapo ang lintek na mata ni Castielle diyan. Knowing him, yun siguro ang dahilan kung bakit niya gustong makipag-usap sa kaniya.
"Hi! I'm Narian Esquilon." pagpapakilala ko sa kaniya.
"Your step siblings?" tanong ni John sa tabi ko kaya napatingin kami sa kaniya.
"Oo, they are, John. Diba, Narian?" tanong ni Hazel sakin.
Ramdam ko ang paninitig nilang tatlo sakin. Hindi ko alam kung anong isasagot ko kaya mahina akong tumango.
"But... I thought he's your —"
"Please stand for a little prayer." anang emcee kaya nakuha nito ang atensyon ni John.
We all stood up and bow our heads for a prayer. Nakapapikit ang lahat ng maramdaman kong may lumapit sakin.
"I told you never said that again." mariin niyang sinabi g pabulong.
I could feel his breath on my neck making me shiver a bit and the heat was kind of excruciating in my body.
Napapikit ako ng mariin. "What do you expect me to say?" mahina kong bulong.
Hindi siya nakasagot. See? Kahit siya ay hindi rin alam ang isasagot. This is just so fucked up inside. Hindi ko na maintindihan.
Ano ba talaga Castielle? Hindi na kita maintindihan. Ano ba ang gusto mong mangyari?
Umalis si Castielle at Hazel sa upuan. Well, Hazel just followed him like a dog. John's curious eyes bore into me. Ngunitian ko lang siya.
"Long story..." yun nalamang ang nasabi ko.
Nagkwentuhan pa kami ni John sa lamesa. Angeleu's with his lolo and whenever I looked at Castielle's direction, masaya itong nakikipagtawanan sa iba pang politiko kung saan naroon rin si Hazel.
"John, can I ask you something?" I asked while spinning my wine glass.
"Hmm?"
"If you're in a situation where you have to choose your heart and mind, what will you choose?" seryoso kong tanong.
"What's right to choose? The mind of course." diretsyo niyang sagot na ikinasikip ng puso ko.
"Really?"
"Uh...huh. But, sometimes when you choose the right thing to do, eventually, it will only be temporary. Your heart will torment you for not choosing it." seryoso niya ring sagot.
Napaawang ang labi ko. Parang sumikip ang puso ko. He's actually right. My heart will torment me, and slowly killing me if ever I chose to follow my mind.
"You can do it, Doctor Esquilon. I think you two are both confused. Talk with him. Then after that, try to think it out again if his worthy for you to risk." dugtong niya.
I looked at him and smiled. Pakiramdam ko, nawala lahat ng agam-agam ko. Pakiramdam ko alam ko na ang gagawin ko.
"Thank you, John. I think you would be a great Mayor of this town." nakangiting sabi ko.
He smiled. "Thank you. Glad I could help."
Nagkaroon ng sayawan. John and I didn't want to dance kaya naman nakinood nalang kami. Sinilip ko si Castielle na tumayo kasama si Hazel upang makisama sa sumasayaw.
Namilog ang mata ko. Tumikhim si Angeleu dahil nakabalik na siya sa tabi ko.
"Looks like I have a new mommy now." anito.
Sumimangot ako at hindi siya sinagot. Nilagok ko ang wine at mariin silang tinitigan.
Sumayaw silang dalawa like a couple. Aliw na aliw silang dalawa na para bang sila lang ang tao sa party.
Higad na Hazel. Alam niyang may girlfriend si Castielle, hindi ba? Sinabi ko ito sa kaniya! Kahit wala man dito, sana ni-respect niya yun!
Wow. Look who's talking. Did you even respect the girlfriend?
Hindi nako nagtagal pa sa party. Ipinaubaya ko na si Angeleu sa isang kasambahay dahil lumapit si Angeleu sa bago niyang Mommy.
I feel like I was drained that all my energy was all gone. The positivity I got from John was all gone. Wala na atang pag-asa. Castielle's a playboy. He likes girls and it's impossible that he would like one girl only.
Nakarating ako sa kwarto. Gusto ko sanang sumalampak sa kama ngunit gusto kong maligo. I want to wash away my thoughts again in the shower.
Whenever I'm down, whenever I feel so drained, I only want to shower to wash it all out. Pakiramdam ko napapanatag ako dahil sa bawat pag-agos ng tubig mula sa shower ay kasabay ng pagpatak ng mga luha kong lagi kong kinikimkim.
I quickly went to my bag para kumuha ng damit ng biglang bumukas ang pinto. Pumasok roon si Castielle habang mariin akong tinitignan. Pinantayan ko ang kaniyang paninitig bago mabilis na naglakad papasok sa banyo.
But he quickly walk towards me, blocking my entrance to the bathroom na ikinabigla ko. Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin. "Ano sa tingin mo ang ginagawa mo?" asik ko.
"Why did you leave?" tanong niya.
Tumaas ang kilay ko. "Cause I got bored? And tired? Padaanin mo nako kasi gusto ko ng maligo at matulog." Mariin kong sagot at tinulak siya paalis ng banyo. Nang tuloyan akong pumasok ay isasara ko na sana ang pinto ng pumasok siya.
Nanlaki ang mata ko. "What the fuck?"
He coldly looked at me while he starts to remove his coat. Ako naman ay mas lalong nagulat. "What the fuck are you doing!?" gulat kong tanong at humakbang palayo.
"Taking a bath with you." He simply said as he unbutton his white long sleeve revealing me his perfectly sculptured chest.
"Oh my fuck, get out! Maligo ka mag-isa mo!" singhal ko sa kaniya at itutulak na sana siya ng maghubad siya ng slacks revealing his boxer.
Mas lalong nanlaki ang mata ko. Napamura ako sa inis. "I'm going out." Mabilsi kong sinabi at lalabas na sana ng isara niya ang pinto at ni-lock. Gulat ko siyang tinignan.
He smirked. "I told you we'll bath together. Now remove your fucking dress, Nari. I'll show you how I take care of my step sister." Malamig niyang sinabi at lumapit sakin.
Kumabog ng malakas ang puso ko na para bang may parada kung saan napakaingay ng mga tambol at kudyapi and now the greatest showman is the greek God in front of me almost naked.
"Fuck it, Castielle! Don't make a fool of me! Bakit hindi ka nalang maghubad kasama ang Hazel na'yun, hah!?" galit kong sigaw.
Excruciating pain is invading my heart. Matapos niyang mag-enjoy sa malusog na dibdib ni Hazel ay sa akin naman? Why the fuck have I fell in love with a manwhore!
His lips twitched making him more arrogant. Halos murahin ko na siya sa paraang alam ko kung kaya't hindi ko namalayang nasa harapan ko na siya sobrang lapit na sakin.
In front of me is the big mirror of the bathroom. From here I could see his beautiful back flexed sexily making me gulped even his ass looks sexy and there I look like a stupid girl.
"Does my step-sister jealous?" he asked softly touching my waist.
Mabilis kong inalis ang kamay niya roon that made his sexy lips twitched arrogantly again. "Stop fooling around, Castielle." Mariin kong sinabi at sinubukang makawala ngunit hinarangan niya ko gamit ang kaniyang kamay sa pader.
Mas inilapit ni Castielle ang katawan niya sakin kaya dumikit ako sa malamig na pader ng banyo. He was looking at me intently. I looked away because I think I couldn't take how intense his eyes look.
"I'm just asking you, does my step-sister jealous?" he asked again as he held my chin up to meet his gaze.
Napalunok ako ng magtama ang mata naming dalawa. Ito nanaman muli ang puso ko na parang nababaliw nanaman. I could feel myself catching my breath cause his making me fucking breathless.
"I'm not jealous..." sagot ko at kumurap.
"Uh...huh. Does it really?"
Tinulak ko siya. "Bakit naman ako magseselos? Alam ko namang mahilig ka sa babae. Kahit sino pa 'yan basta maganda, sexy, papatulan mo na. Diba nga kaya ka hindi bumalik kaagad sa kwarto kanina kasi nakausap mo siya? At kaya mo ko iniwan kay Angeleu kasi escort ka niya!" galit na galit kong sinabi.
Pakiramdam ko sobrang pula ko na. I fucking mad alright. Gusto ko ng maalis to. Gusto ko ng hugasan lahat ng inis at galit na nararamdaman ko dahil pagod nako. Pagod nakong masaktan.
"And you're telling me you're not jealous, huh?" he sarcastically said.
Pikon na pikon ko siyang tinignan. I looked at him making him feel my anger with my blazing eyes. Malakas ko siyang tinulak ngunit kaagad niya kong idinikit sa pader at siniil ng halik.
A one teasing lips slowly moving on my lips. Nanlaki ang mata ko ngunit sa patuloy na paghalik ng kaniyang labi ay nadadala ako. His hand found it's way on the zipper of my backless dress pulling it down while he kissed me passionately.
Naramdaman ko ang pagbaba ng dress ko. I softly moaned when I felt his hand cupping my boob and even if my brassiere is still on I could feel his hot hand on my skin.
Tinugon ko ang bawat paggalaw ng labi niya. His kisses now were far from his kissed this morning. That was ruthless but right now all I could feel for him is passion.
Isinukbit ni Castielle ang kamay ko sa leeg niya while we continue kissing. Kaagad niya kong inangat kaya ipinulupot ko ang binti ko sa bewang niya habang patuloy akong hinahalikan hanggang sa leeg at balikat ko.
He walked into the glass shower without breaking our kiss. I felt my back leaning again in the cold wall but nevertheless, his kisses were making me hot and wet.
His insistent mouth parted my shaking lips sending wild tremors along my nerves, evoking that same feeling I felt the first time we made love. I let him enter my mouth, sliding his tongue into my mouth, gentle but demanding.
My fingers grip his hair, pulling him closer. My veins are throbbing and my heart just explodes. Even though I feel hatred towards him my heart just wanted him and for the first time again my mind wanted to try and risk.
He pressed his body to me and I could literally feel him. I felt his hand unhook my bra so it fell on the floor. Castielle started kissing my neck as he cupped my breast with his two hands gently caressing it making me moan.
Napakagat labi ako. "Do you like that?" he asked, teasing his finger on my nipple.
I closed my eyes as the ecstasy slowly invading my whole system and nodded as a moan escape my lips. My legs still wrapped around his waist and I could literally feel his erection poking in between my thigh.
Then he lowered his face to reach my breast as he sucks one of it. I grip his hair tightly, making a loud moan, as he sucked my breast still pinning me to the wall.
"Oohh..." I moaned as he kisses and sucks my sensitive nipple while his hand roamed down to my wet core until he slowly stroke it with his finger making me tremble.
Napakapit ako ng mariin sa kaniya lalo na ng bilisan niya ang paggalaw ng kaniyang daliri. "Ohh, fuck, Castielle... fuck..."
Hindi ko alam kung saan ibabaling ang ulo ko. Until a something exploded inside me. Hinihingal akong napatingin sa kaniya. He captured my lips, kissing me more intensely at unti-unti akong ibinababa.
He kiss me again before he turn on the shower. Para akong kinilabutan sa lamig ng tubig ngunit nang makitang lumuhod siya sa harap ko ay biglang nag-alab ang lahat. He removed my panty slowly while looking at me.
Napakagat labi ako. Here he goes again, worshipping me. Kahit na nahihiya ako, hindi ko kayang tumanggi. I could imagine how he eats me expertly. He hooked my right leg on his shoulder as he faces my feminity, breathing on it, teasing it making me crazy.
Halos mapaliyad ako ng maramdaman ko ang labi niya roon. He kisses and sucks me there again, like how he used to do in me. I grip his hair again, moaning his name.
"Fuck, Castielle. Oh my..."
I was fucking trembling making me forget all my rational thoughts as I felt his tongue licking me hard and tongue fuck me. The water drenched our naked body that made him even hotter down under.
I felt my body shivered when I exploded making me scream his name. I felt him licked all the fluid that came out to me and it makes me dizzy.
He stood immediately, removing his boxer revealing me his erected shaft. Halos mapamura ako sa isip ko lalo na't kinarga niya ako ulit at siniil ako ng halik.
"Step-siblings don't make love baby..." he whispered as I felt him slowly entering my heated core.
We both groaned in pleasure as soon as we became one. Nakaramdam ako ng sakit, it was like it was my first time again doing this. And then I realized, he's the only man who ever enters me and it will be always him.
Napamura si Castielle habang nakapikit, nakaawang ang labi. "Fuck your still tight, baby. I fucking miss you so much." He whispered as he moves slowly, reaching my lips.
Inilayo niya ako sa pader. Buhat-buhat niya ako habang nakahawak saking bewang. He move my hips, pounding me in standing position. Napakapit ako sa kaniya, patuloy niya akong hinahalikan mula sa labi hanggang sa leeg ko.
I kissed his shoulder blade, gripping his hair tightly, moaning loudly in his ear. He groaned erotically as he jackhammered me even faster. I move my hips helping him but he steadies me with his firm hand.
"Oh fuck, I'm gonna..."
As if on cue he moved faster making me scream out of pleasure. And when I looked at him so red and hot, I exploded. Pleasuring spasm shook my core. He moved even faster until I felt him exploded inside me.
Isinandal niya akong muli sa pader, both of us were catching ourbreathes while looking at each other. Siniil niya ako ng isang mapusok na halik.
"Please stop calling me your step-brother, baby. Cause I'm not going to be. I won't let that happen." He whispered as he trails me with kisses on my neck until to my shoulder blade.
Tonight, I let myself give in even if Papa doesn't want to. Tonight, I want to risk and take chances. Tonight, I will be his and he'll be mine.
I will just enjoy this moment for tonight cause I don't know what will happen tomorrow.