Author's Note: I got a laptop for my birthday! I have been writing this damn story on my iPad and iPhone this entire time. lol Please vote and comment...it inspires me to keep going, mkay?
"Dream A Little Dream Of Me" - Mamas and the Papas
||Harry's POV||
After a long day of interviews, Nikki had gone back to her little house to pack a small bag. She wanted to stay at my house because her dad may come around looking for her. We stayed up until the wee hours of the morning in each other's arms. I learned so much about my broken angel. Her relationship with her dad went downhill when her twin brother drowned in a lake when they were 12. She desperately tried to save him, but was too late. Her dad blamed her for the death of his only son. He took his anger out on her for the next couple years and it became physical.
She was sent to a boarding school and would sneak to London on the weekends with her band to do shows. Nikki fought like hell to get her music recognized, so she could get away from everything. Her band was offered a record deal, but since she was a minor, her parents had to get involved and sign it, as well. Her dad didn't think she deserved it. He beat her for sneaking out of school and kicked her out of the house. She was only 14 years old. Her mum never did anything to stop her dad and she resented her for a long time. The only thing she did do was sign the contract and forge her father's signature; she helped her daughter run.
The next several years were a blur for her. She was on various drugs and drank her problems away. The relationship with Ville was also abusive. Running from her problems backfired on her. Everything started to make sense with how unsure she was about us. She was conditioned by her father to hate herself and not believe she was good enough for anything or anyone. I loved her even more for sharing her dark past with me. It made me want to show her just how wrong her dad was about her.
Her body completely bewitches me as I stare at her naked sleeping form. This is the first time I have woken up before her and I wanted to memorize every detail. Her back was facing me; her long dark hair fell down in waves. I traced the intricate tattoo on her back with my hand. A sigh escaped her lips as her body shivered at my touch. She mumbled something incoherently, but I ignored it. I lightly placed kisses beneath her ear and sucked and nipped at her neck. She started giggling now and I laughed lowly in her ear.
"You're a vampire in the morning..." She rolled onto her back and wrapped her legs around my waist.
We both froze, forgetting that we were stark naked and I was so very close to her entrance in this position. She loved being naked as much as me and we both slept this way comfortably. Were we still waiting? I knew we were both sexually frustrated; we both abstained from sex for the past 3 months. We are committed to each other now. Why was it my idea to wait again?
"Harry...come back to Earth." Nikki unwrapped her legs from my waist. "Do you still want to wait?" She asked while playing with the ends of my hair. "No. I don't want to wait anymore, but I want it to be special for you. You deserve the most romantic night of your life then I will take you. I mean, you deserve that much after I asked you to be my girlfriend over the phone whilst having a cough attack." I laugh.
"It was romantic in our own weird way!" She winks and pulls me down, so that she can whisper into my ear. "I'm going to take you, too. Just you wait and see." My little devil was getting antsy.
"Careful, Nikki. I will fuck you here and now. I swear." I warn, but smirk in amusement. "I wouldn't stop you. Take me whenever you want." She says and kisses down my jaw and I turn to kiss her full lips. "Before we go back on tour." I say between kisses.
"Hmm?" She kissed my chin, moved down to my neck, then licked my Adam's apple. Christ.
"We need to have sex before we are separated again." I groan as she traces the fern tattoos on my hips. "Sounds like a plan. Is now not a good time?" She pouts.
"I have a photo shoot and some interviews today. I want to take my time with you, angel. Maybe tonight? I can take you out on a proper date." I take her wandering hands in mine. "Tonight, ok?" I kiss her to seal the promise.
"It's a date." She smiles against my lips.
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I might've been a tad late to our Billboard Magazine photoshoot, which I was a bit embarrassed about because I'm known for being quite punctual. The guys looked at me like they knew why I was late. Little did they know that I was actually trying to resist the horny little devil in my bed.
"Hey guuuys." I tried to act casual. "Long night?" Louis asked with his arms crossed.
"Erm yes and no..." I sipped on the tea I brought in with me. "We saw the Buzzfeed interview with you two." Liam said very seriously. Was I actually in trouble?
They all looked at each other then busted out into goofy giggles.
"Harry!!!" Niall exclaimed cheerfully. "You have never looked at a woman like that in all the time I've known ya! Always so serious and nonchalant around all the model babes, but you look like a geek with Nikki." He laughed.
"I hope you mean geek in cool way, Niall. A cool way, right?" I narrow my eyes and Louis slaps a hand on my shoulder. "You're in love, Haz." Louis stated matter of factly.
"I must be." I pause and mutter to myself more than to them, "We haven't even had sex yet."
Louis spits out his coffee, Niall missed his chair when he went to sit down, and Liam just gaped at me in shock.
"Ok. Where is Harry? Who the hell are ya?!" Niall asked from the ground. "We want to of course! Uh..." I ran my hand through my hair. "It's not like we haven't done stuff. I just care about her too much. I want to prove to her that I'm not some womanizer..." I realized by saying it out loud that I not only wanted to prove it to her, but to myself, as well.
"It's different when you actually fall in love. I think you've been in love with yourself for too long." Louis chuckles.
Have I really only been in love with myself? What an odd thing to think about...
The photoshoot went about, as normal. The whole time I thought about where I wanted to take Nikki for our date tonight. The Little Door was a romantic Parisian restaurant and I knew she would look even more angelic in the candlelight. Hopefully I could work out a last minute reservation.
I was waiting around for awhile since we were being interviewed individually, so I made some calls and got us a reservation for 8:00pm. I received a Snapchat from Nikki while I was on the phone and went back to open it.
She was doing dress fittings for the Billboard Awards tomorrow. I half hoped she would wear this particular dress tonight so that I could pull those strings off with my teeth and —
"Harry, they're ready for ya!" Niall called as he walked over from where they were doing the interviews. "Oh alright..." I subtly adjusted myself and walked over, shaking the interviewer's hand.
"Nice to meet ya, Mr. Styles! This will be quick and easy. These questions were all submitted by fans. You are welcome to plead the fifth if you need to!"
I laugh and look away. I probably would have to plead the fifth. My fans were quite nosy.
"There are rumors that you're in talks to do a movie. Is this true and can you tell us about it?"
"I can't confirm anything right now, it's still too early to say. Hopefully it will work out. It's an interesting project. Definitely something different." I answer honestly. "How do the fans find out about this stuff?" I laugh lightly.
"They're really good stalkers! What are the top five most recently played songs on your playlist?"
"Um hold on..." I take my phone out and look. "Let's see, "The Sound of Silence" by Simon & Garfunkel, "Take Me to Church" by Hozier, "Paradise" by Coldplay, "Space Oddity" by David Bowie, and "Summertime Sadness" covered by Within Temptation. I guess I was feeling mellow with some melancholy on the drive here." I notice Nikki send me another picture and it's the dress she decided on. It was an red off shoulder and lace Christian Dior piece that hugged her body perfectly. I quickly texted that she would be the queen of the night and to bring home the black dress from the first photo she sent me.
"You mentioned "The Sound of Silence." Is that a significant song to you? I only ask because it is a segue to the next question about your recent tattoo that seems like a homage to the song."
"It's very significant, yes. The tattoo is to honor a very spontaneous moment in my life that will forever connect to me to someone of great importance." I smile softly to myself remembering the very first moment I saw my angel.
"Is that someone Nicole Samson?" The interviewer smirked.
"I plead the fifth on that one." I laugh and hold up hands.
"Well you might plead the fifth on this one, too. What happened with Cara Delevingne?"
"She is a great friend of mine. Nothing happened per say or whatever that question might be alluding to. We went on one date, but realized we are better as friends." I sighed and rubbed my bottom lip.
"Now you don't need to elaborate on whether or not you and Nicole Samson are or are not in relationship, but do you thinking hanging around someone like her has changed you in anyway? You're known for being quite the womanizer with models and then there's Taylor Swift..."
"I know I'm a serial dater...I get it. It's not something I'm proud of, but I just hadn't found the right person. If I wasn't famous, no one would care." I try not to glare too hard at the interviewer and continue, "Nikki has been in this industry longer than me and yet she isn't like anyone else I've met. She's honest. She's unapologetically herself. She sees me as a human being and not the enigma so many people build me up in their minds to be. I've been so "media trained" for so long. I guess I want to be more honest now. People have the wrong idea about me." It felt like a relief to just say what I wanted. The band was going on hiatus soon anyway. What was my management going to do? Kick me out of the band?
"That is probably the most you've ever said in an interview, ever." The interviewer laughed.
"I'm probably going to be in trouble now. Don't tell my publicist." I laugh nervously.
"Last question, if you had one plane ticket to go anywhere in the world right now, where would you go?"
"Easy. I would fly home to my mummy." I smile.
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I finally got home around 6:00pm. The day felt like it dragged on and on. Nikki had gotten back an hour before me. I had made sure to give her a spare key, just in case she did. I walked up to my room and noticed the black dress I asked her to bring home was hanging on my closet door. She better wear that tonight. Where was she, though?
I suddenly hear music softly playing downstairs and begin walking down to investigate. Halfway down the stairs I hear the most beautiful sound. Her angelic voice rang throughout the large house, bouncing perfectly off the walls.
Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper "I love you"
Birds singing in the sycamore trees
Dream a little dream of me
I haven't heard her sing like this since she sang to me in the elevator all those years ago. She has such unbelievable range. Listening to her gentle singing now, you wouldn't be able guess that she could belt out a rock song and do a guitar solo like a damn queen.
Say nighty-night and kiss me
Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me
While I'm alone and blue as can be
Dream a little dream of me
I quietly made my to the living room and I smiled widely at the sight before me. Vinyl records laid fanned out around her as she laid on her stomach on the floor. Her feet were swinging back and forth in the air. She was only wearing a tank top and cheeky boy shorts; her long dark hair appeared wet from the shower. I could smell the Japanese Cherry Blossom shampoo from here. I leaned against the entryway wall. This was another moment I wanted to memorize.
Stars fading but I linger on dear
Still craving your kiss
I'm longing to linger till dawn dear
Just saying this
Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me
Nikki started to giggle as she sang and looked over her shoulder at me. "Enjoying the view, dahling?"
I walk over and sit on the couch. "Very much so. Have I ever told you how beautiful your voice is?"
She sat up and crawled towards me. I remember her doing this move once before in Australia right before she sucked my cock. I nearly moaned out loud at the memory. She settled between my legs on the floor and rested her head against my thigh. Her eyes looked innocent. Maybe she doesn't always realize how seductive she is.
"Your voice is beautiful, too. When you sing...when you speak...when you moan...when you growl..." Nikki was still looking up at me innocently, but her tone was saying otherwise. "You're driving me crazy, again. We need to leave for dinner soon." I lightly massaged her scalp and her eyes fluttered shut.
"Ooh that's nice...and I don't know why I drive you crazy. I was just complimenting you. Where are we going for dinner?" Nikki dreamily sighed as I still scratched at her scalp.
"It's a surprise, love. You'll like it. Wear the black dress. I'm ripping it off your body the moment we get back." I promise and she opens her eyes--all innocence gone.
"Looking forward to it." She says, her voice an octave lower than usual. She grips my thighs before getting up from the floor and walking up stairs. I smirk to myself knowing that we would be driving each other absolutely nuts tonight.
"AND DON'T WEAR ANY PANTIES!"