I was absent for three days. My cellphone is also off. I didn't even show up to Rad.
I was scared and embarrassed to face Rad. I wanted to tell him what Franko did to me, but I couldn't. I am so scared!
Veron returned to the US yesterday. Somehow, we got close. Especially yesterday.
Someone rang the doorbell, so I was shocked.
Here I am at the counter and drinking wine. My eyes are full of dark circles, and I don't sleep much.
I opened the door and was surprised to see who had rung the doorbell.
"Cas," I uttered.
She immediately went inside.
"Frix." Her voice is full of concern. She looked at my whole body.
"What? Are you sick? How many days have you been absent?" She pulled me so I can sit beside her. "And you're losing weight." She spat.
I shook. "No. I just don't feel good." I said hoarsely.
She looked at me as if she weren't convinced. "Did you have a misunderstanding with Rad?" She suddenly asked. So, I settled down.
"N-Not. Why?"
She shook his head and cursed. "Really? Did you not quarrel? Or something ?! "
My heartbeat violently. Why does she seem to want to convey something to me?
"Say the fucking word Cas. Dammit!" I cursed and pulled my own hair! I am totally messed up!
Damn you Franko!
She sighed.
"I don't really know what's really happened between you two but Frix."
She stopped for a while as she estimated my reaction.
"There's a rumor than. He is in a relationship with Pia!" My chest throbbed at what he said.
I'm confused.
"Huh? But, how ?!" I'm a tired mess. Didn't Franko show the pictures? That is possible.
"You'll know that Frix so If I were you. You must go to school and talk to him."
Cassy left immediately because she still had work to do.
I had no other thought but who was Pia, Cassy said. She said Pia Altamirano is the transferee at our school. Couldn't Pia call Rad and the transferee at school be the same?
I straightened up and put on a uniform. I'm going to the afternoon class.
I'm too nervous. I'm being nervous.
I didn't even turn on my cell phone and text Rad.
To Rad: Rad, please let us talk.
I sent it and I hailed a cab.
When I arrived, I could no longer imagine my nervousness.
I swear in my mind I can't really forgive Franko no matter what he planned and did.
Whispered immediately, and the students shook to greet me.
"I told you; they broke up! Pia is Rad's girlfriend now. Gosh, I saw them making out! Seriously!"
"Unfortunately, Rad just made it a point."
A familiar kind of pain filled my chest. I can't breathe in pain! It's all my fault!
Suddenly my phone beeped.
From Radleigh: Science building room 4.
I am sweating cold when I decided to meet him today. While entering the school, I heard various comments from students about my scandal with Franko!
I heard what they say. Damn!
A familiar kind of pain filled my chest. I can't breathe in pain! It's all my fault!
Suddenly my phone beeped.
From Rad: Medicine building Science room.
I almost prayed to all the saints that everything would be okay and that we would be okay.
I'm in the hallway to the Science room here in the Medicine building and I can't seem to walk because of the shaking of my knees! There aren't too many people here.
I knocked on the door before I opened it.
I almost fell to my feet when I saw Rad. He's not alone.
Rad was leaning on the table as a woman stood in front of him. They were kissing torridly. Rad's t-shirt was lifted, and the woman caressed him.
My tears flowed and I covered my mouth to avoid sobbing.
He bent his head so he could suck the girl's breast and then the girl moaned.
I could almost cover my ears because of the woman's moaning. I was stuck in my position.
I can see Rad's eyes widen. He doesn't even care if I saw it! Fuck!
He saw me.
To see that there was a kiss and someone else holding Rad was like destroying me.
"R-Rad," I called him.
If the woman hadn't heard me, they wouldn't have stopped!
The woman was shocked and stopped in shame. I didn't know I didn't have time to look at the woman. All my attention was on Rad.
I wiped my face with my palm.
Rad smirked and licked his lips.
"Leave us, Pia," Rad said.
He called the girl Pia. So, it's true? Pia Altamirano huh?
"Okay, babe. I'll wait downstairs." She said with a sweet tone.
Very painful. I'm speechless. One thing is for sure, I am hurting.
I approached him. I tried to hold his hand, but he pushed me.
He smirked.
"You're a bitch. Now, does it hurt too ?!" he said emphatically. Words I never thought he would say to me.
"Rad, please. Don't be like this." It's hard for me to say. "What's wrong--"
I couldn't continue what I was going to say because his cell phone crashed on the floor. He threw it at me!
I saw his dark aura and he was dangerous. His veined arm flexed.
"That's all you're going to say. That's all!? What is that? That's a picture of you with that fucking Franko!" He scoffed and raked his hair. My tireless tears... flowed.
"Is it good to taste someone else?" He punched the table. My eyes widened. He was like a monster lost in a cage.
My knees were trembling when he gripped my arms. I winced in extreme pain!
"R-Rad. Let me explain. You misunderstood --- "I couldn't continue because he pushed me, and I fell to the floor!
"Why, Frix huh? I love you so much!" He shouted. "So dearly! I just became stupid!" He nodded. His eyes were bloodshot.
I saw his tears roll down.
I covered my mouth and let go of Rad's cell phone. So, Franko set this all up! He planned to break Rad and me!
"Rad, you got it wrong! Please let me--"
"Wrong ?!" He shouted and laughed.
"I don't know Frix, I don't know. I don't know if I'm the only one who fucked you now or maybe we're two ?!" Trembling, he said to me. His jaw clenched and he balled his fist. He punched the wall again!
"Oh, my g-god." I stuttered.
"We are done." He said emphatically.
I lost strength in what he said.
"Rad... Please let me explain."
"You're a whore. Aren't you satisfied with me, so you still did that? Is that why you didn't come to me and answer my calls that day because you and that assholes were together?! "He rasped every damn word.
His chest rose rapidly. His face, neck, and ears were red.
"Let us break up, we're done. I don't want to see your face again." He looked at me with disgust. I was almost depressed.
"Rad, No! Please."
"I said I don't want to see your face!! Get out!" He shouted at me, and I almost jumped in fear.
Sharp words that left a scar on my whole being.
I looked at him one more time. I memorized his face. His eyes have become a favorite scene once in my life, and his face that I adore much.
I nodded. Another tear rolled down my cheeks. So, that's it. He ended up our relationship just like that. He didn't even let me explain.
And for the last time. I looked at him again. It almost broke my heart to see him cry.