April 23rd, 2011
dear Arix,
i was doing so well, Arix, until you got into that damn car crash. i felt like i was getting better, like things were looking up for me. but now, all i can think about is 'does it really make you feel better?' cutting, i mean. i've considered it, but whenever i've gotten close to anything sharp i've freaked out and ran away.
just because i haven't cut doesn't mean i'm not broken, that i'm not struggling through each day.
-Paige