Part 8- As Long As We're Alright
Ambers p.o.v
"You're not falling asleep are you?" Jay asked, shaking my shoulder lightly as I drifted out of my slumber.
"No? Course not!" I stretched.
"Good because there's half an hour left and I don't want you to miss it!" Jay smiled as I sat up and snuggled into him.
"Yeah I know!" I smiled.
"Well that's funny, sleepy head, because the film finished an hour ago!" Jay sniggered and began to tickle me.
"You're a muppet Jaybird!" I laughed and pushed him playfully before snuggling back down with my head on his chest and his arms pulled around me.
"What do you wanna do now? Should we head to bed?" Jay smiled.
"Nah, I'm not tired now!" I giggled and Jay kissed the top of my head.
"Can I ask you something?" Jay asked, clearing his throat.
"Awh I always dread the next part when a conversation starts like that, but go ahead!" I laughed nervously.
"Erm... Are you... A um... Are you a Virgin?" Jay asked nervously.
"Bit personal bird!" I laughed, feeling my cheeks flush a deep crimson.
"I know, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked" Jay said, pulling me on top of him and kissing my shoulder.
"No, it's okay, but yes I am!" I smiled shyly.
"Ah okay" Jay shrugged and kissed my shoulder again.
"But... That's only because I haven't found the right guy yet" I blushed and felt my heart flutter.
"Fair enough, I'm glad you respect yourself enough to not give that to just anyone, it's a big step!" Jay grinned and kissed my forehead.
"Hmmm, you're right, but if I found the person I wanted to do it with, then I'd be more than happy to... And guess what Jaybird!" I smiled as my heart pounded out of my chest.
"What?" He asked, turning to face me.
"I think I've found him!" I beamed down at Jay, he raised his eyebrows at me before pulling me down on top of him and our lips crashed together. I was shocked at first but began to kiss him back. He licked my lips for entrance and I granted it, his tongue slipped into my mouth and traced swirls around my mouth and along my teeth. Eventually we both pulled away to gain our breath.
"Should we take this upstairs?" Jay smiled. I gulped and nodded.
"Come on then" I nodded, got to my feet and pulled Jay up the stairs until we reached my room and my heart continued to race.
"Amber, is this what you want?" Jay asked, standing behind me and kissing my shoulder.
"Yeah, I do, I just don't know what to do! I'm nervous I'll do it wrong..." I blushed. Jay stepped in front of me and took my face in his hands.
"Hey, look at me, if you don't want this, we don't have to, but if you do, I'll talk you through it and we'll do it together?" Jay smiled and kissed my lips. I pulled away.
"I do want this, I want you Jay, you and no one else!" I smiled and he grinned back at me, sending his lips crashing against mine. We kissed until he gently lay me down on the bed, he crawled on top of me smiling and pressed his lips against mine again. Jay reached out and helped me pull my top over my head as I lifted his t-shirt over his. I grinned as his flawless chest appeared in my face. He pulled my trackie bottoms off and I unbuttoned his jeans and reached out as he pulled then down.
His lips were back to mine now, they began to creep down my chin, my neck and across my shoulders and collar bones. Jays hands slipped behind my back and unhooked by bra.
"It's not too late to stop?" He asked, worriedly, his eyes looking deep into my own.
"I know" I smiled and leant up to kiss his lips. He pulled my bra from under my back and flung it across the room. I cringed away as Jay ran his eyes down my body.
"Hey, you're beautiful", he smiled and kissed my lips. I pulled him down on top of me harder and kissed him hard. My hands trembled and found his boxers, he tugged them off and kicked them to the floor. He did the same with my underwear, we were both lay naked on the bed. I took him in and he did the same with me. My breathing began to tremble.
"Let's go Jaybird!" I smiled.
"Okay babe, you ready?" Jay asked, looking into my eyes. I nodded and Jay slipped inside me. I gasped.
"Ow" I breathed as I felt the pressure inside of me as Jay moved rhythmically in and out above me.
"Am I hurting you babe, do you want me to stop?" Jay asked concerned.
"No, keep going" I gasped and dug my fingers into the sheets around me as Jays lips found mine again and he continued to move in and out.
"Okay baby" he breathed on my lips. My arms went around his neck and I raked my fingers through my curls. A while later Jay stopped and rolled off panting for breath next to me as he pulled the covers over the both of us.
"Wow" I sighed, as I rolled over to look at him and smiled.
"How was that for you?" He asked.
"Amazing!" I beamed.
"Really?" Jay asked, raising his eyebrows, I nodded and he kissed my head.
"Can we sleep now?" I asked.
"Of course!" Jay smiled and kissed my head as he pulled me into his chest and I nestled my head into him as his big strong arms wrapped tight around me. I smiled to myself as I drifted off to sleep happily with my body pressed up against Jays...
Molly's p.o.v
The film ended and I silently sobbed against the arm of the chair. I can relate to Miley's character so bad. She plays the piano and her Dad dies. I didn't know that was how the film ended, I sat silently staring off into space.
"Mol?" Nathan asked quietly, I forgot he was here.
"What?" I sniffed.
"Are you okay?" He asked.
"Yeah why?" I croaked, he pulled the covers off me and appeared behind them, frowning at me sadly.
"Awh babe, look at me?" He asked, his hand stroking my face. I hesitated and then looked into his sad concerned eyes. He wrapped his arms around me and I let him. I let him pull me onto his knee as I silently cried.
"It's okay love..." he sighed and stroked my hair.
"I know, you're right" I shrugged and calmed down, still sat on his knee.
"You have a piano?" Nathan gasped as his head snapped up and scanned his eyes over my red piano that sat in the corner of the room.
"I do indeed!" I said, my head against his chest as I listened to his heart beat.
"Can I play?" He smiled.
"Course?" I shrugged climbing off his knee. He got to his feet, stretched a little and took my hand, pulling me towards the piano. He dragged the seat out, sat down and patted the space next to him. He looked up at me and grinned like a little kid at Christmas before hovering his fingers over the keys.
"I know what I'll sing, listen to the words!" He smiled and tapped me on the nose.
"Okay.." I smiled back nervously, shoving his hand away and rolling my eyes.
"I know you can't be sleeping
'Cause you're not anywhere near me
All the way on the other side
Wish that I could read your mind" he sung as I watched his fingers dance over the keys.
"I'm kissing on your shoulder
But you don't wanna turn over
You know I'd rather have another fight
Than be a victim of a silent night" he continued.
"Tough shit!" I teased and he let out a chuckle, shaking his head.
"You can scream and let it out
I will fix it, tell me how
You can say the words
And I'll be wrong as long as we're alright
Call me names, I'll take them all
This time I'll take the fall
And I'll be wrong as long as we're alright" his voice sent shivers down my spine. I'm knew exactly why he was singing this song, so I thought I'd have a bit of fun with it.
"Did I hurt your feelings?" He sung.
"Yes you did!" I shrugged.
"You should know I don't mean it" he sung.
"Well you did!" I laughed.
"Don't disguise it, let it all out
Say it's my fault whatever you like now" he sung and smiled at me.
"Alright, happily, it's your fault!" I smirked and he shook his head pouting at me. I couldn't help but laugh.
"Used to talk, used to talk
We could talk about everything
So what's wrong? Let me know
'Cause I can do anything
I'm no good if your heart breaks
So I'll do whatever it takes" he sung while laughing.
"Will you now?" I smiled and he shoved me playfully, I regained my balance and was still laughing.
"You can scream and let it out
I will fix it, tell me how
You can say the words
And I'll be wrong as long as we're alright
Call me names, I'll take them all
This time I'll take the fall
And I'll be wrong as long as we're alright..." he sung and I listened as his fingers played over the keys of my piano. He started playing the keys hard then stopped, he took his hands off and placed them over my own, singing into my eye.
"Tic, toc, looking at the clock
If we take a minute we can make it all stop
Tic, toc, when we're gonna talk?
Let it out your head, baby give me all you got tonight
Let me make it better" he smiled and bore straight into my eyes, the back of bus hand brushed my cheek before his nimble fingers returned to the piano.
"Okay" I whispered, smiling at him and his eyes lit up at my forgiveness.
"Sing the last chorus with me?" He smiled, picking up the chords again.
"No!" I shook my head embarrassed.
"Come on?" He said, jabbing me in the side with his elbow. I nodded and took a deep breath, ready to sing.
"You can scream and let it out
I will fix it, tell me how
You can say the words
And I'll be wrong as long as we're alright
Call me names, I'll take them all
This time I'll take the fall
And I'll be wrong as long as we're alright
And I'll be wrong as long as we're alright
And I'll be wrong as long as we're alright" we sang together. He stabbed the keys and finished before turning to look at me. He held my gaze for a short while before I tore my eyes away.
"Well I guess I'm going to head to bed, you're amazing by the way" I blushed and stood up from the stool.
"Okay, well I'll be on the couch if you need me..." He shrugged and hung his head, traipsing back over to the couch.
"Don't be daft, come on" I said, standing at the bottom of the stairs and holding out my hand for him to take. It didn't take long for him to reach my side and lock his fingers around mine. We walked up the stairs together and into my room. I threw back the covers, couldn't be bothered getting changed and so flopped into bed in my trackies and Nathan climbed in the other side.
"Sleep well Mol" he whispered and pulled his arms around.
"I will, because you're here!" I smiled. He leant forward and kissed my cheek, my body tensed in shock.
"Sorry!" He blushed.
"That's alright" I shrugged, rolling into his arms and planting a kiss on his forehead.
"Sweet dreams" he whispered and I buried my head into his chest. I was lying there as Nathan's breathing began to slow. I lay listening to the soft drum of his heartbeat before I drifted off to sleep in his arms...