The Beginning
I almost rolled my eyes when I saw the two of them kissing in front of me. The fuck with these two?
Hindi porke't nasa isang club kami ngayon na puno ng mga naglalandiang tao ay pwede na silang makipagsabayan.
I don't even know why I am here when obviously I didn't come here to flirt kasi wala naman akong jowa. Gusto ko lang makalimot but I'm only getting bitter with these two people making out.
I fake a coughed, "Get a room, will you?" I hissed.
Tumawa ang peste kong pinsan na nag-suggest na maglasing ako ngayon para mawala ang sakit. But where's the pain? It's still lingers in my heart.
"Dear cousin, you're just innocent. Naninibago ka lang sa nakikita mo, but look around..." Erene said while pointing some couples who were also making out.
"This isn't new... and if you don't want to see us. Alisin mo nalang ang glasses mo para blurred na kami," she said in between kissing her boyfriend, Ivan.
I rolled my eyes and shook my head. Lumagok nalang ako ng basong may lamang rum.
Kasalanan ko ba kung baguhan ako? This is my first time drinking and going to clubs. And also, she might be right about my glasses.
Inalis ko muna ito upang tuloyang maging blurred sila sa paningin ko and it was helping me. Napabuntong hininga ako.
I was down so Erene wants to cheer me up. She ordered us a lot of drinks. Tinuruan pa nila ako ng kaniyang long time boyfriend na si Ivan.
Cocktails. Tequilas. Rum. Whiskeys. They make me all taste it and none of them made me numb. Well, sort of.
I felt dizzy and maybe that's a sign that I'm already drunk. Kanina parin naman kasi ako umiinom.
Tuloy-tuloy lang ang pag-inom ko. Inubos ko na ang rum at cocktails sa lamesa namin. Ni hindi ko nga namalayang umalis si Ivan at Erene. CR daw, silang dalawa. And who knows what will they do!
Nang maubusan ako ng iinumin. At dahil hindi ko naman trip ang tequila, tumayo ako at hinanap ang bar counter. Doon ay unlimited ang inumin. Kaya pa naman siguro ng ipon ko ang mga drinks dito.
Hilong-hilo ako habang nakikihalo sa mga tao sa paligid. Malabo ang mata ko pero nakikita ko pa naman ang mga galaw nila.
Marami na ang tao sa club and they're all dancing wildly in the dance floor and some of them were couples na isang eyesore para sakin.
I'm fucking hurt right now because of that fucking asshole! How dare he! Three years na kaming mag-M.U and I never cheated!
Well, wala nga kaming relasyon pero we kissed! We act like a real couple for the past three years and yet enjoy siyang kasama ang pinakamagandang babae sa nursing department!
The bar counter was loaded with girls. A lot of them! Nakatumpok silang lahat sa isang lalakeng nasa loob ng counter na hinahagis ang bote sa ere.
Ang medyo blonde niyang buhok lang ang nakikita ko at ang boteng hinahagis sa taas. Kahit nahihilo ako, sinubukan kong tumingkayad para makasilip and because he's tall, I saw his face pero blurred naman. Ba't ko ba nakalimutan ang glasses ko sa table?
Ngunit hindi ko siya namukhaan. A lady jumps off in her seat in the high stool chair kaya nakaupo ako and luckily I can watch how the bartender flips the bottle expertly. At least just like that, I can see.
Manghang-mangha kaming lahat sa galing niya. Nakatalikod siya sa direksyon ko na ngayon ko lang narealize dahil nagsi-alisan ang mga babae sa pwestong kinaroroonan ko dahil panget ang view rito.
All I knew is that kahit malabo ang mukha niya. The bartender is extremely hot that he can make ladies swoon in his counter to just watch him flipping some bottles.
Dahil abala ang hot bartender, ang isang bartender nalang ang kumuha ng order kong rum. I want to get wasted!
I can feel the heat in my cheeks. Nakatatlong baso na ata ako na inunti-unti ko nang mapansin kong nagsisi-alisan na ang mga babae sa counter dahil nakahinga-hinga ako.
Itinukod ko ang kaliwang siko ko sa lamesa at doon nangalumbaba habang nakatulala sa basong wala na palang laman.
Ipinikit ko ang mga mata ko at saka inangat ang kamay upang makapag-order ulit. Cocktail naman kaya? Bloody mary! But tequila will make it more hard! Pero ano pa kaya ang mas may tama? Hmmm.
Nang imulat ko ang mata ko ng konte ay nakita kong may tao na sa harapan ko para kunin ang order ko.
"Can you give me the most awesome drink ever?" I asked with a sweet smile on my face.
And when I saw the bartender's face, tinitigan kong mabuti dahil malabo nga ang mata ko, my heart flipped like it was his bottle his flipping a while ago.
His messy copper blonde hair. His silver earing at the left side of his ear, his chinito eyes, arrogant jaw, sexy lips. Yun lang ang malinaw-linaw nang titigan kong mabuti.
Hmmm. No wonder girls flocked at him. Kahit malabo parin siya sa paningin ko, sapat nang kahit blurred, gwapo parin siya.
"Sure, Miss...?" he asked for my name.
"Susan Pevensie," sagot ko.
Maybe a bartender would eat that. Hindi naman siguro siya aware. And damn, for a bartender, he has the scent of Calvin Klein perfume.
He chuckled, "Woah, then, your highness, I'm Prince Caspian." aniya at tumawa.
Gulat akong napatingin sa kaniya. Nanonood pala siya? So he knew.
Napakagat labi ako. "Thought I can fool you. Angelien ang pangalan ko," pagpapakilala ko. Though, Angelien is just my second name.
A/N: Angelien pronounced as An-gel-yen :)
He smirked, "Hmmm, is it okay to call you Susan for tonight?" he said with a British accent. Like in the Narnia movie.
For a bartender. He's so fluent in speaking English, ha? At ang itsyura at boses niya'y mukhang mayaman rin. I really should not underestimate bartenders lalo na't ganito sila ka-hot.
"Sure, Caspian. So can you give me a drink? A drink that will send me to Narnia!" biro ko at humalakhak.
"And, oh! Can you do that flipping thingy a while ago?" I asked.
"Sure, your highness." he said with a winked.
Tumango ako sa kaniya at saka siya tumalikod sakin kaya napagmasdan ko ang maganda niyang likod. He's wearing a white polo with some badge design from the back. A badge that I can't differentiate because of my fucking eyes.
Nang humarap siya'y may ngiti sa labi niya. Napatingin ako sa mga labi niyang mapupula and I almost bit my lip.
He started flipping the bottles. Shaking it sexily while looking at me with his tantalizing eyes, yep I saw that. Oh, God! Kaya naman pala pinagkakaguluhan siya. He's hotter when flipping the bottles.
"Here's your drink to Narnia, Queen Susan Pevensie." he huskily with an accent said and leaned towards me as he gave me the drink.
Napakurap-kurap ako. Hindi ko maiwasang mapatitig sa mukha niya at halos malula ako dahil mukhang 5 inches nalang ang layo namin sa isa't-isa. Like if there wasn't a counter between us, it will be less than 5 inches. And because of that 5inch medyo luminaw na siya sa paningin ko.
"T-Thank you, your highness." sabi ko at sumimsim sa baso.
I don't know why I'm feeling like this. Bigla akong na-conscious sa mukha ko. Erene put simple make up on my face before we get here. She made me wore some revealing clothes too pero nagdala ako ng leather jacket.
Nang malasahan ko ang alak na ibinigay niya'y nakaramdam ako ng kakaibang sarap at lakas ng tama. This drink taste wonderful. Hindi ko nga lang alam kung ano ito.
"How's your drink?" he asked leaning forward to me.
I licked my lips because I think the flavor was still there and when I looked at him, he was staring at me, at my lips.
Napalabi ako. "Masarap." ani ko at napatitig sa kaniya.
He smirked, "May mas masarap pa diyan, Angelien. Do you want to know what is it?" he sexily asked.
My heart beat fast. Hmmm. The way he says my name makes him more attractive to my eyes. His voice was making me dizzy and hot.
"Yes, please..."
"It's a cocktail called C.A.O and most girls wanted that. Want to taste it?" he said while looking at my lips and then looked at my eyes.
Para akong naliliyo sa mga tingin niya. Parang kapag tinititigan ka palang niya'y nag-iinit ka na. The hell wih my words!
"Mahal ba 'yan?" tanong ko. "I don't have enough mone-"
He chuckled, "For a beautiful girl like you, it's for free." aniya at umangat ang kamay niya upang idampi ang kaniyang hinlalaki sa gilid ng labi ko.
He wiped off something at the side of my lips. Akala ko aalisin niya na'yun ngunit nanatili ang kaniyang kamay saking mukha.
Tahip tahip na ang tibok ng puso ko. Damn! This is the fucking first time I ever felt like this. Ibang-iba ang elektrisidad na namumuo sa buong katawan ko.
"Are you sure?" he asked and caressed my cheeks using his knuckles.
Napalabi ako. "Yeah..."
Ngumiti ng matamis si Caspian and looked at me with full of desire. Inilapit niya ang kaniyang mukha sakin at lumipat ang kaniyan kamay sa batok ko.
Hindi ko alam kung dahil sa kalasingan ay hindi ako makagalaw. Obviously, he's trying to kiss me but I'm not pushing him away instead I'm waiting for his sexy lips to crushed into mine.
"Casty!" I heard some voice that broke us apart.
Lumayo sakin si Caspian at tumingin sa lalakeng tumawag sa kaniya. Binigyan niya ito ng iritadong tingin.
"Ikaw na muna mag-DJ. Wanna is out." anito.
While listening to them I chose to sip into my drink. I think Erene is looking for me already.
"What? It's my day off. I'm busy here!" rinig kong iritadong sagot ni Casty. Casty is his real name, ha? Hmm.
"Oh, please, leave her, makakahanap karin ng bago maya-maya." sabi ng lalakeng kausap niya sabay tingin sakin.
Hindi ko alam pero nakaramdam ako ng galit sa sinabi nung lalake. Makakahanap din ng bago? From that, pakiramdam ko bigla akong nagising sa katangahan.
I rolled my eyes at naglabas ng isang libo para sa ininom ko kanina at walang sabi-sabing umalis na roon. I heard him called my name but eventually, he disappeared. Tsss, fuck boy.
Pagewang-gewang ako pabalik sa lamesa nila Erene and when she saw me kaagad niya akong hinila at pinaupo sa upuan namin kanina.
"Where the hell have you been, Narian!?"
Tinuro ko ang bar counter, "Uminom lang." sagot ko at hinilot ang sentido.
I didn't expect to get hurt double time today but the pain has gotten numb. The hell with that guy to play with me? Hahalikan niya pa sana ako, ha!?
Arghh! Parang gusto kong sumayaw nalang! At tamang-tama tumugtog ang napakagandang electro music sa club. People screamed with excitement as they run to the dance floor. Parang bigla silang ginanahan.
"Let's dance people!" anyaya ko sa dalawang kasama at inunahan na sila sa dance floor.
Sumabay ako sa sayawan sa dance floor. Walang pakialam kung hindi kilala ang mga taong nasa paligid ko. If I'm in my normal state, I doubt I can dance wildly and energetic like this.
Maraming sumasabay ng sayaw sakin. I move my hips like a fucking sexy dancer. Pinasadahan ko ang mahaba at umaalon kong buhok at bahagyang inawang pa ang labi. I don't even care if the people surround me is blurred because of my eyesight.
"Damn, babe, ang hot mo!" rinig kong sabi ng isang lalake habang sumasayaw sa harap ko. Malabo siya sa paningin ko pero who cares?
He leaned forward to me, our bodies are now touching while his dancing sexily. Dumausdos ang kaniyang kamay saking bewang at hinimas 'yun.
What the fuck? I flinched as he touched me. Ngunit napakaraming taong nagsisiksikan sa dance floor so even though I pushed him he'll be pushed back to me.
"Get off me asshole!" I hissed.
The asshole smirked. Mas idiniin niya pa ang sarili sakin. "Ang bango mo, babe..." sabi niya at akmang hahalikan ako ng itulak ko siya.
Eew! Gross!
Mabilis akong nakipagsiksikan sa dagat ng mga tao upang makalayo sa lalake. Even though I'm super drunk alam ko naman na nababastos nako.
Ngunit biglang may humila sakin. I thought it was the perveted asshole again but when I saw his familiar face bigla akong nasilaw.
I was on the verge of pushing him away when he whispered Susan in my ears.
Tiningala ko siya. He's taller than me na hanggang dibdib niya lang ako and also I can smell his Calvin Klein perfume. Damn it! It's his scent.
He leaned down to me and whispered, "I think we have an unfinished business to do, hmmm, Angelien?" he huskily asked.
Biglang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Naramdaman ko nanaman ang kakaibang elektrisidad na bumabalot sa buong katawan ko. The heated feeling I can't explain. Is this because I'm drunk, I feel strange?
But no matter how attractive he is to my eyes, it doesn't mean he's not a jerk, a perverted asshole, a playboy or what they called this...a casanova.
"I think not," I said as I pushed him hard pero mas hard pa siya sakin.
He snaked his hand into my waist and pull me closer to him. Nagulat ako sa ginawa niya. When he started dancing mas lalong kumalabog ang puso ko.
"Dance, baby. Like how you dance a while ago please..." he begged.
How did he--nakita niya pa ang pagsayaw ko kanina?
Nang makita ko ang mga mata niyang nagsusumamo hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko. Hindi ko siya matanggihan! He's so fucking attractive lalo na ang kaniyang chinito eyes.
I move my hips and start dancing. I dance sexily while looking at him. Hindi ko alam kung bakit may pakiramdam ako na gusto ko siyang makontento sakin.
Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko at pinaikot and then pinatalikod. Nagulat ako ng ipulupot niya ang braso niya sa bewang ko mula sa likod.
I can feel his breathe on my neck. Breathing hotly in my skin and I don't know why I find it so good.
"You don't know how fucking hot you are right now, baby." he whispered huskily that sent shiver down my spine.
Napakagat labi ako. "You too. You're so hot..."
He smirked, "Uh...hah. Do you feel hot right now, baby?" he asked sexily.
"Uh...ha." I said mimicking him.
He smirked again. Pinasadahan niya ang kaniyang buhok at ramdam ko ang mainit niyang paghinga sa tenga ko upang makapagdagdag ng kakaibang elekstrisidad sa katawan ko.
"Want me to do something about it?" he asked with an intimidating voice.
Napakagat labi ako ng himasin niya ang bewang ko paakyat. I am fucking aware that this guy is taking advantage of me but damn he's so hot.
I looked at him with full of desire... a desire to feel his lips, desire for his touch...
Hindi paman ako nakasagot siniil niya nako ng halik. A forbidden hot kiss that made my whole body to tremble. Kung hindi pa ko nakakapit sa batok niya'y siguradong tumba nako.
The kiss became more and more aggressive, more passionate, hotter than before.
And I just find myself unbuttoning his white polo while his kissing me passionately. I don't even know how we get into a room.
When I successfully unbuttoned his polo, it revealed his whole upper abdomen and fuck he got some six pack abs!
"God, baby, you're so hot and beautiful," Caspian whispered sexily as he kissed me on my neck caressing my breast.
Ngayon ko lang na-realize na hubo't hubad narin pala ako. I moaned when he sucked my breast. Fuck!
Fucking shit, Narian! What is happening to you!?
"Oh! Ah...w-what are you doing to me?" I asked when he stopped sucking my breast.
He gave me an amused grin, "I'm romancing you." anito at siniil muli ako ng halik.
This time itinulak niya ako sa kama while kissing me. Pumaibabaw siya sakin. His sinful lips kissed every part of my body until he reached the center of my thigh.
Agad ko siyang pinigilan. "N-No...please..." I begged.
"Don't be scared baby, you'll enjoy this." he said and parted my thigh.
He started caressing it and fuck I don't know what to feel because it's giving me senseless pleasure.
"And that was it..." sabi ko at napahilamos ng mukha.
"That's it?! Imposible!"
Bumuntong hininga ako, "That's it. Really..."
"Bakit naudlot? Foreplay lang kayo?"
Kumunot ang noo ko, "What the hell is foreplay?"
Umirap si Erene, "Yun ginawa niyo! Kung hindi niya naipasok edi syempre hindi 'yun se-"
Bago paman niya matapos ang sinabi niya ay kaagad ko tinakpan ang bibig niya gamit ang isa kong kamay habang ang isa'y ginamit ko upang itaas ang nalaglag kong salamin sa ilong.
"Shut up, Erene."
Inalis niya ang kamay ko, "So ano nga ang nangyari bakit naudlot? Don't tell me hindi niya tinuloy kasi wala na atang lalake ang kayang magpigil kung hubo't hub-"
"Erene naman!"
She giggled and then zipped her mouth like it was true. Napairap ako at muling inalala ang nangyari nung gabing 'yun.
He was there...down to me...pleasuring me when my phone rang.
"Narian, my Angel-yen, this is me your Staven calling..."
That ring tone when he is calling me. He made that ring tone for me and I made him too.
All of the sudden the heat I'm feeling disappear. Biglang bumalik ang wisyo ko sa kung anong kamaliang ginagawa ko.
"Narian, my Angel-yen, this is me your Staven calling..."
Kaagad akong bumangon. "Oh, god! This is wrong!" kinakabahang sabi ko at hinanap ang damit ko.
"What's wrong, baby?" tanong niya sakin.
Madilim ang kwarto kaya hindi ko mamukhaan ang lalake pero sigurado akong ito ang bartender na si Caspian. Lumalabo nanaman ang mata ko.
"Sorry, I'm very sorry..." sabi ko at binalot ang sarili sa kumot upang abutin ang bag at ang mga damit ko.
Nakatingin si Caspian sakin na parang gulong-gulo. "What? Don't tell me you're going to ditch me when we're now fucking naked?" medyo iritadong nitong saad.
Napakagat labi ako habang nagbibihis ng damit. Hindi ko magawang tignan o harapin siya. Wala nakong pakialam kung nakikita niya pa kong hubad ngayon habang nagbibihis ako.
"I'm sorry, I have a boyfriend. Lasing ako kaya nagawa ko 'yun. I'm really really sorry. I shouldn't have done it."
Lies! You wanted it! Wala kang boyfriend kasi M.U lang kayo ni Stave and he's is a fucking cheater! But still...
Naramdaman kong hinawakan niya ako at ihinarap sa kaniya. Nakasuot nako ngayon ng bra at panty.
"Damn, baby. You seduced me very hard and..." suyo nito and he held my hand and kissed it softly.
I gulped. Oh, freaking shit! What the hell is happening to me? Why does my heart beats like shit!?
"And hell no one ever ditches me like this before..." masuyong bulong niya at muli akong hinalikan sa leeg.
Lasing parin ako kaya nakakaliyo at nakakapanghina ang mga sinasabi niya. Lalo na't ganito siya ka lapit sakin.
Ngunit si Staven! Even though he's a cheater, mahal ko siya. Tatlong taon na kaming mag-M.U at alam kong mabuti siyang tao.
Mabilis akong umalis sa tabi niya but he captured me with his hands. Niyakap niya ako mula sa likod at hinalik-halikan ang balikat ko and here I am frozen and a part of me want him to touch me more and give in for my throbbing core. But...
"Please, find another girl. I-I'm a virgin. S-Sorry. Hindi ko kayang magtaksil sa lalakeng mahal ko." I said at muling kumalas sa mga bisig niya.
Tumunog muli ang phone ko. That ringtone was a wake up call. I shouldn't be doing this.
When I successfully put all my clothes on, kahit malabo ang paningin ko'y tumakbo ako palabas, without looking back.
"Oh, damn..." ani ni Erene at napatakip ng bibig. "I can't believe may ganoon kanang experience, partida at first time mo! And I can't believe that you can actually be loyal kahit nasasarapan kana!" manghang sinabi niya.
Napapikit ako dahil sa walang ka-filter filter nitong bunganga. "You say it like it was the most wonderful thin-"
"Oh, yes, dear cousin. And we should find that guy." sabi niya at sumimsim sa juice na inoder.
"Teka, naalala mo pa kaya ang mukha niya?" dugtong niya.
Umiling ako. "Malabo ang mukha niya pero alam kong gwapo siya."
"He's a bartender at ano pa?"
Nagkibit balikat ako, "Yun lang ang naalala ko."
"Then we must find him! Para matapos na'yang insomnia mo. Though maraming gwapong bartender sa Prive."
Umiling-iling ako. "No. I will not find that guy. Nakakahiya na nga't tinapakan ko ang ego niya dahil iniwan ko siya roon."
"Kunsabagay. Boys!"
I suffered from insomnia pagkatapos nung gabing 'yun. That scene kept on replaying into my mind every night and the hard thing was, hindi ko mamukhaan ang lalake. Malabo na nga ang mata ko, lasing pa 'ko.
Pero mabuti na nga rin 'yun dahil nahihiya ako sa taong 'yun and I choose him to be just a memory. Mawawala din to sa isip ko. Mawawala din ang insomnia ko eventually.
Biglang tumunog ang phone ko. Sinipat ko ang cellphone ko kung sino ang tumawag. I sighed when I saw his name.
Pinalitan ko na ang ringtone niya sa phone ko. Hearing that ringtone again makes me remember that night. That one steamy night.
"Staven's calling," sabi ko at bumuntong hininga.
"Hindi parin kayo ayos? Tagal na niyan, ah."
Napakagat labi ako. Staven and I aren't in relationship. One month ago, he cheated but he already explained to me that it was a false accusation at naging okay na ulit kami.
I forgave him because I knew that may nagawa din akong mali. But, after naming magkaayos, naging mailap nako sa kaniya.
"Malabo na ata kami." hindi ko sinagot ang tawag niya.
"Paanong hindi? Si Caspian ang laging nasa isip mo." panunukso niya.
Umiling ako, "Hindi nu! I just got tired. Alam mo namang naghihintay nalang ako ngayon na itanong niya sakin ang mga salitang 'can you be my official girlfriend' pero wala. Napapagod nako, Erene."
"Kunsabagay. Hay nako. Buti pa kami ni Ivan, stay strong parin. Tara na nga't mag-shopping!" aya niya.
I rolled my eyes, "Libre mo? Mahirap lang kami."
Siya naman ang umirap, "Like, duh! Anak ka kaya ng Finance Manager ng VBank."
"I'd rather buy books, Erene."
"Ayan ka nanaman sa fetish mo sa mga libro! Kaya wala kang fashion sense! Sige na nga! Libre na kita!" aniya at hinila nako palabas ng food chain na kinainan namin.
In the end iniwan ko muna si Erene sa isang boutique na katabi ng bookstore. Sumasakit na ang mata ko sa mga damit, I need to see books.
Nang makapasok ako. Sininghot ko ang amoy ng libro. Hmmm, there's just something about the pages of books that's making me crazy.
Lumapit kaagad ako sa mga libro. Halos lumuwa ang mata ko ng makita ang nagugustuhang libro.
"Tsk! Kung hindi lang to mahal, hmmmp!" sabi ko sa sarili habang hawak ang bundle ng mga libro ni Lang Leav.
I read her poems and it's all good. I'm not into poetry and writing pero gusto kong magbasa.
While I was checking some books nasagi ng mata ko ang makapal na libro ng Narnia. Napakagat labi ako ng maalala nanaman si Prince Caspian.
Napapikit ako ng mariin but I can't help but smile at the thought.
"Hindi ko akalaing pinapahanap mo sakin ang librong 'yan."
"Just find it," aniya ng isang pamilyar na boses.
Sumilip ako upang hanapin ang may-ari ng boses na'yun. Nakita ko ang dalawang lalakeng nakasuot ng cap, nakaporma yung tipong ripped jeans, naka-polo tsyaka may nakakasilaw na mga earing.
Napairap ako. Typical fuck boys. Iwinala ko nalang ang atensyon sa dalawang lalakeng kahit nakatalikod ay malakas ang dating.
Dahil na-miss ko ang Narnia, I opened the book and read it. Hmmm, I can smell the book. Nakakaadik talaga.
It's so funny to think that Queen Susan and Prince Caspian kissed in the movie when infact Prince Caspian is just a kid in the book. Hay nako. This is why movie adaptation of books I love disappoint me.
"Miss, bibilhin mo ba 'yan?" tanong ng lalake.
Hinarap ko siya at nang magtama ang mata namin ay bigla siyang nagulat.
Kaagad kong naamoy ang Calvin Klein niyang pabango. Naalala ko kaagad si Prince Caspian--that hot bartender! Shit!
Tinignan kong mabuti ang lalake. I know this guy! He's from school at sikat siya bilang isang playboy. Ang Master Casanova ng school. Now that I have my glasses on, I can freakin see how gorgeous this heartbreaker is.
Nag-iwas ako ng tingin. "No, I don't." sabi ko at ibinalik ang libro sa shelf.
Hanggang ngayon ay nanunuot ang pabango niya saking ilong. Sumulyap ako upang makita ang buhok niya ngunit nakasuot siya ng cap pero kitang kita ang copper blonde niyang buhok na lumalabas.
Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. No way...
"Have we met before?" tanong niya.
Sumulyap ako sa kaniya. His infamous flirty smile was plastered on his face. Napalabi ako at umiwas ng tingin. He couldn't be. I mean...eew!
"I think not," sagot ko at kunwari'y kumuha ng ibang libro para inspeksyunin.
"Hmmm, maybe you're right. 'Coz, I wouldn't make out with a four eye girl and not-so girly girl." he said and gave me a look, mula ulo hanggang paa.
"Coz, they don't make me horny." he said bluntly with a fucking smug smile on his lips.
Tangina lang?
Lihim akong napapikit. Fuck this guy and his filthy mouth. Ang sarap niyang sapakin! Sana...sana hindi siya 'yung hot bartender na naka-make out ko.
Because, I'll be so fucking disgusted that I let that fuck boy, Master Casanova,
Castielle Ongcuanco kissed me and I will forever hate myself that I fucking love it!
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A/N: Nagustuhan niyo ba? Please comment your reaction guys! Very much appreciated 😘😘