Note before reading:
• this chapter contains long dialogues, just in case you like skipping words XD
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"You know why I forced you yesterday to come with me?" Jungkook asked sipping his coffee
Here we are, sitting at the corner of the coffee shop drinking coffee
"No why?" I asked
Wait,.. Is he gonna propose?!?
I'm not ready.. I thought
"I think its time.." He said
He really is going to!!
"Its time to tell you all, the things I did to you before,when I tried to forget you.." He said as he held my hand
I feel so embarrassed.. I was assuming LOL >_<
"O-okay.. Go ahead" I responded assuring him with a smile
"I blamed you.."
My eyes widened, did I do something wrong??
"H-huh?" I asked in confusion
"Yes, I blamed you... About my mothers death, but I regretted blaming you, it was my fault.. I'm sorry Jungha.." He said, trying to hold back the tears in his eyes
"Its okay kook.. I'm not mad, you can tell me all.. I understand" I smiled at him, holding his hand tighter, assuring him
"When we stayed in america, I felt so lonely Jungha.. I felt so lonely without you.. Yes, i had friends but its different with you, I wanted to go back, so I decided to save up money" he said looking down
"After I saved up enough money, I decided to run away.. That's why I sent you a message 'I miss you..' I wanted to surprise you..
But, little did I know that time my mom was so worried, she searched for me.. I didn't get to answer her calls since I fell asleep..
And then..
I was.. Too late.. She.. Her car crashed, when I woke up I received a call from dad, I immediately ran away from the airport, seeing my mother's dead body broke me, I was not in my right mind that time
So that's why I blamed you, I blamed you its because I chose you instead of my family.. I know, it was so dumb of me to blame you.. I'm sorry" he said, breaking down. Crying
"No no no.. Its okay you can continue, I forgive you kook" I responded, wiping his tears
"That's why I changed my number, throwing my sim. Months passed my dad found this new love of his, I hate her. My stepmother, she forced me into this arrange marriage.. She said I should do it for the company
And because I was too crazy to think that time I agreed. Then I saw you...
I was so surprised hearing your name, that time when you're name was on the list, I immediately chose you
But again, when I saw you.. The image of my mother reminded me again. That's why.. I .. I tried forgetting you.. Because anger took me..
But I always feel jealous when Taehyung-hyung is with you, it angers me more, I always wanted to say sorry every time I make you cry but there's this feeling its holding me back
I'm sorry Jungha.. I'm so sorry.. I'm sorry I blamed you.. It was my fault.. I'm sorry" he muttered, hugging me
"Sshh.. Its okay.. I love you.." I replied, hugging him back
"By the way kook, you look like a baby when you cry" I said, laughing
"Yah!" He sniffled
I giggled in response
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We went out of the coffee shop, Jungkook's arm wrapped around my shoulder
"So.. Since I'm finished explaining to you everything, what do you want to spend the rest of the day with?" he said, leaning on my face with a cheeky grin
"Hmm.. I really don't know"
"How about going to my house?" He said
"What? You're house?" I asked
"The house where we used to hang out before" he said, poking my head
"Really? I thought you already sold it?"
"Why would I? We had a lot of memories in that house back then" he stated, kissing my cheek
"Ugh.. Fine fine let's go before things get even more cheesy-er" I chuckled, rolling my eyes at him
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As we reached his place, I immediately threw my body unto the sofa
"Ugh.. I feel so sleepy" I groaned and at the same time I yawned.
"Same"
"So what do you wanna do kook?" I asked
"Cuddle in bed?" He responded, a cheeky grin was plastered in his face
"Oh that would be a very very great bad idea"
"Huh? Why?" He asked, clueless
"Psh..I know you kook you will never let me get out of the bed until you fell asleep, you will just wrap me in a blanket hug me tight and never let me go until you sleep" I said, rolling my eyes at him
"Wow! That would be great"
I was to late to run away when he immediately carried me unto his bedroom, his legs tangling unto mine and arms wrapped around me
"I feel so cozy" he said, laughing
"Shut up!"
"Hey.. Jungha.. Do you still remember our first kiss? I was 6 years old and you were 5 and we-"
"Don't you dare conti-"
"We were playing as married couples and the priest was my big elephant plushie, and after saying I do-"
"Yah!"
"After saying I do, I gave you a peck but you didn't have brain that time so I was the only one who blushed since I loved you ever since I first laid eyes on you"
"You just said such cute and sweet things to me but isn't it quite offensive telling someone 'not having a brain' before? Hmm.." I said, rolling my eyes at him
"Yah! Isn't it true? You were 5 years old that time and you were to dumb to realize that I had feelings for you" he said, laughing
"Another offensive 'COMPLIMENT' thank you..thank you"
"Sorry sorry I didn't mean to" he said as he stopped laughing
"Apology NOT accepted" I said, emphasizing the word 'not'
"Aish.. This girl.. What do u want me to do for you to forgive me?" He said, scratching his head
"Give me lots and lots of chocolate! Bout that?" I responded, smirking at him
"Okay, that's a no problem to me, but let us continue cuddling first.. I missed you so much" he said, pecking my lips
"Okay okay.. I miss you to" I responded as I hugged him back
"I love you"
"I love you more"
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BTW 3 or 2 more chaps left before this story ends
And also...
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And just like I said, last chapter was it? Or last last chapter? Idek anymore
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Did not proofread this shit
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