Harry Styles P.O.V.
*4 months later*
Things have been great around here, for example Selena or as I call her; Selly and I have gotten super duper close.
We are practically the best-est of friends at this moment, it is like we are inseparable now.
I still have not told her about my feelings towards her yet nor do I ever plan on it, but what bothers me sometimes is the fact that she is always blabbering about the guy she likes, or more like loves.
That is not the point though, I will never be with her or be even close to having her wrapped around my arms as we cuddle the night away. Especially now that I am going to be gone for a while.
Remember that X-Factor show I signed up on? Well yea I got a response two nights ago saying that I was accepted into it. My mum said she was excited to see me take such big steps, and as for Gemma...Well let me tell you a bit, she has changed a lot.
Ever since the day Selena came over, she looks at me more different. Of course she still teases me but it is not to the point where I feel like I want to die.
It actually feels like I am finally fitting into society for once. Just maybe I will be known as the cool kid. As for my hair, I took Selena's advice and left it down in its curly state. Along with my glasses, I use contacts now. They bug me so much but it is slowly helping me get less bullied at school.
Maybe this is wrong but I am hiding something from Selly...I have not told her about leaving today at night. Mum told me that I should have told her but I do not seem to have the guts to do so.
I will just end up crying, or maybe she will, either way I will not tell her. I'll tell my mum to tell her that I had to move or something along that line. Hopefully she believes it, knowing her she probably will...I just have fallen for her too much.
"Harry! Give me my journal back!" Selena squealed, jumping up and down, trying to take her journal out of my big hands.
"No can do missy!" I replied sticking it up in the air causing her to pout.
"We aren't beat friends anymore then!" She started crying, well fake crying and ran around my living room. Meanwhile, mum and Gemma were in the kitchen, pointing at us while giggling. Grr girls.
I started running after the tiny brunette also, catching her instantly in my arms. I handed her the journal and she smiled, pecking my cheek which just made my face light up red, like a matchstick.
"Thank you Harry, we can get married now." She joked around poking my nose, oh but how I wish that could happen. Instantly I scrunched it up, I have this weird thing that when people touch it, I have an instinct to scrunch it up. Do not judge me I am just weird that way.
"Haz can we watch a movie for the rest of the night?" My arms were still around her but she did not seem to mind so why remove them?
"Sure love, I'll get the stuff ready. You pick out the movie." Her smile was seriously the most contagious thing on this planet.
I walked up to my room getting some blankets and walked back down throwing them on the couch. Selena was sitting cross legged in front of our movie box thing trying to decide what to pick, which honestly looked adorable.
"Want me to get food?" I spoke up, then she turned around.
"Pwease?" She put on her puppy dog face, causing my stomach to do all sort of flips.
"Of course." With that being said, I walked into the kitchen where mum and Gemma were talking about irrelevant things.
"Having fun with your girlfriend?" Gemma asked me, wiggling her eyebrows funnily.
"Tell me another joke cluts, I wish." I replied causing her and mum to laugh.
"She's going to be heartbroken when you leave her buddy...Why don't you tell her?" Mum butted in.
"Mum...please not this subject again..." I sighed putting the popcorn in the microwave.
"I am just pointing out the obvious love, if I were her I would be pretty hurt."
I stayed silent as the popcorn popping was the only sign of sound, this was going to be hard.
Selena walked in obviously not hearing our conversation.
"Haz I can't pick a movie, will you help?" She asked coming towards me and wrapping her arms around my waist.
"I will love, are you feeling alright? You seem a bit pale." I touched her forehead with my hand making sure she didn't have a fever, but gladly she did not.
I turned towards mum and my sister who were staring at us shocked, what did I do now? "No...I'm having girl problems." She spoke up quietly only for me to hear.
By that I instantly knew what she meant. "Aww, I'm sorry is there anything I can do to make you feel better?"
"No not really...well actually yes, cuddle with me?" Her eyes looked up into mine making me go weak in the knees.
"S-sure." I replied nervously, the last time we cuddled it was for like a minute befor her mum called and she had to leave.
"You're stuttering again, did I cause that?" My eyes went wide with shock. Was the Selena Gomez trying to flirt with me? I must be imagining stuff now.
"What!?! Noooooo!"
"Mhmmmm..." I shook my head laughing and grabbed the popcorn that had finished popping by now.
With that we both walked into my living room leaving mum and Gemma a lot to discuss about.
We both picked a movie and plopped down on the couch with our bowl of popcorn. We are such fatties.
I lay down with Selena following along, by laying on my chest. Oh gosh I have never been in contact with a girl this much. It made me too nervous, the movie we randomly picked started.
It was the movie 'A Walk To Remember'. How did I know that? Lets just say I've been forced to watch it with the girls that live in this house...Cough Gemma Cough Mum Cough.
We were in the middle of watching the movie when my shirt started getting wet, I looked down at Selena to see tears gathering in her eyes and then spilling out.
"Selena...don't cry." I took hold of her cheek and rubbed it softly with my thumb, wiping the tears away.
"I-I'm sorry, it's just so sad how he losses her." More tears spilled now causing my heart to break. I've never seen her cry, thus is the first time.
"Shh it's going to be okay." Doing the unthinkable, I brought her face up to mine and pressed my lips onto her pink, plump, soft ones.
As cheesy as this will ever sound I felt sparks, wait no I felt fireworks exploding inside of my body as she kissed me back. This was bliss.
Her hands slowly started clutching my shirt as the kiss got deeper with her pressing onto me. Everything inside of me felt like if it had exploded.
My hands pulled her closer to me and just like everything good ends a crashing sound came from in front of us causing us to pull apart, gasping for air.
"YOU- OH MY GOSH! KISSING! AHHHHHHH" Gemma yelled almost crying with excitement as the cups of tea lay broken on the ground. Selena burried her blushing face into my chest as mum ran in.
"Is everything okay? Did anymore get hurt?" Mum asked with her most worried face.
"HARRY AND SELENA WERE KISSING- MY HARLENA MOMENT FINALLY CAME TRUE!" Gemma yelled, crying full on now with happiness and ran up the stairs yelling random stuff.
Mum stared at us shocked, and then cracked a big smile at us. She walked away with out saying a word leaving Selena and I there alone.
"I-I'm sorry..." I was about to start rambling when her lips came into contact with mine again, catching me off. The fireworks were there again making me go wild.
Her hands left my shirt and went up to my curly hair as she put her hands in it, pulling me closer if possible.
Out of no where she started giggling against my lips. "Harry as much as I lile you, please keep it in your pants." We both pulled back, with me blushing at the fact that my bulge was straining against her thigh
"Y-you like m-me?" I asked shocked, it was her turn to blush now.
"A lot..." She mumbled into my shirt causing me to grin wide. Could this night just get anymore perfect than it already was meant to be?