She looked at the test, fear boiling in her chest. Her breathing getting faster and more difficult. She was hyperventilating.
'I'm not ready for this! What if I hurt it? What if I have a miscarriage? Would John forgive me? I don't want to feel the pain!' She started to become lightheaded and dizzy. Her chest became heavy and then she caught her breath. She got up from the ground and decided to take the test.
When she got out of the bathroom, she saw John on the bed sound asleep. She grabbed some soft brown blankets and covered him so he could stay warm. After that, she got her a book to read until the test was done, but she could not focus on the story. She was too scared to tell him what was on her mind. She did not want him to get angry at her. She loved him with all her heart and the last thing she wanted was for him to be mad at her.
Her thoughts were interrupted by a soft beep from the bathroom. The test...
She got up from the bed hesitantly and walked to the bathroom. Picking up the test carefully, she looked at it in shock.
Positive.....
She felt a sudden wave of excitement hit her as a smile spreads across her glowing face. 'I'm pregnant!' She thought happily.
"I'm pregnant," she whispered to herself.
She looked over to a waking John and ran into the bedroom, jumping on him. She squealed at him in excitement.
"I'm pregnant!" She screamed.
She saw his face light up with pure
happiness, giving his warm eyes that beautiful sparkle he always had.
"Really!" He asked stunned.
"Yes!" She grinned.
"You probably shouldn't jump around though, okay?" He warned.
She suddenly realized what she did and her smile disappeared in an instant.
"Are you okay?" He asked worryingly.
"I'm already messing it up." She said sadly.
She cried, tears streaming down her pale face. Her eyes turning a deep blue.
"No your not, you'll be the best mother in the world! Nothing will ever change that!" He said reassuringly.
"Promise?" She asked.
"Promise." He confirmed.
He pulled her into a warm and comforting hug that relaxed her completely. She nestled her face in the nape of his neck while sitting on his lap. He rested his hand on her stomach, where the baby would be.
"I love you so much." She whispered.
"I love you to beautiful." He cooed softly.
The sun suddenly shined brightly through the window and landed on their figures. They could hear the birds quietly singing in the deep forest. John looked at her now sleeping figure and started humming 'Ordinary World' by GreenDay; carrying her bridal style to the bed. It was one of her favorite slow songs.
'I'm gonna be a father.' He thought to himself looking at her soft state of slumber. He smiled, listening to her steady breathing. She slept when she was either stressed or had a headache. 'She didn't seem like she had a headache, so she might be stressed... but why?' He wondered.
'Maybe I should ask her when she wakes up.' He thought.
He touched her stomach once more.
'This is our child, and we will love them no matter what.' He reminded himself. After he checked Faith over one last time, he went to the living room to watch television. He turned on Criminal Minds to see if the new episode was on for Faith, then he turned it to SpongeBob. She loved it when he watched these shows because it reminded her of one of the reasons she loves him so much- he's cute!
Faith was in the room sleeping, dreaming. She dreamt that she was in their room holding her beautifully innocent baby in her arms, cradling it back to sleep. It opened its soft hazel eyes and looked in her dark green ones. Her and John looked at its sweet little smile and giggled softly, trying not to stir its slumbering state. She kissed its small head then laid it gently back in its nursery bed. John covered it up with a soft green blanket and turned on the baby monitor.
Faith awoke to a familiar nauseous feeling and ran to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet once again.
John heard her gagging and ran in to help her. He held up her hair and rubbed her back to comfort her. When she was done, she got up and brushed her teeth; ridding the acid from her mouth so no damage could be done. After that, she hugged him with all her love and gratitude.
"Thanks, but I'm sorry." She said.
"Your welcome, and don't be, it's my job." He said sweetly, kissing her forehead.
"This is going to be a lot of work." She sighed.
"Yeah, but it will be worth it." He added confidently.
She let out an agitated sigh and sat on their bed. John sat beside her, she laid down already tired.
"Are you tired?" He asked.
"Just a little" She replied softly.
He went to the living room and grabbed a soft blanket and covered her gently, laying beside her. She nuzzled his neck and pulled the blankets over her shoulders; she was cold.
John had turned on the television and cuddled her so she could stay warm.
They watched Criminal Minds for a few hours when Faith's phone played "Still Breathing" by GreenDay, signaling her that someone wants to FaceTime her; it was Lornea! Faith pushed answer.
"Hey Faith! How's the Honeymoon?" She asked perkily.
"Better than anything I could ever ask for, I actually got some great news, but you can't tell anyone!" Faith said excitedly.
"Okay, hit me with it!" She said.
"I'm pregnant!" Faith squealed.
"Oh my god, Faith, that's great! I'm so happy for you!" Lornea said, waking John.
"Who are you talking to?" He asked wearily.
"Lornea, she called to see how we're doing." Faith replied.
"Hi John, I thought I said no touching!" She said making Faith laugh.
"I didn't promise anything" He said cutely.
Faith laughed and said bye to Lornea, hanging up, and decided to get up and shower since her aching shoulders were bothering her.
"Fuck!" She yelled.
She dropped her brush, again.
"Stupid son of a bitch!" She screamed.
She suddenly heard laughing from the bedroom.
"Wow, she is hormonal" a voice said.
"Yeah" she heard John say.
She walked in to see Lornea and John laughing. She would have laughed if she was not so agitated by everything.
"Ha ha, very funny." She said agitated.
She gave them the deadliest glare she could give and brushed out her hair.
"Are you really that hormonal, or am I having a nightmare?" Lornea said aloud.
"I'm gonna stab you!" Faith screamed.
Lornea looked at her as if she'd gone mad. She finally realized what she said and decided to apologize.
"I'm sorry, I'm just... Annoyed at the moment" she said.
"How did you get here so fast, I thought you were in Moundsville?" Faith asked.
"I called from the car, I have some news for you." Lornea said.
BOOM!! Cliffhanger!!! How ya like me now, huh! Well anyways I hope you like this so far. Remember feel free to leave suggestions or comments, always welcome! Anywho, let's read!