Selena Gomez- Camouflage,open it before you read
Hey,diary.Again.
It is 4th day that I started writing you. And Justin still didn't give us any hope to understand if he will wake up or not.
Any reaction,any move,any change.
I feel like my life is ending day by day. I remember how we started talking,when fought and about what, our first meet,first look,first laugh,first kiss. I remember when we talked all night, face timed,called. I wanna cry to death,but I'm at hospital and I'm crying silently. I wanna cry more when I realize that. And it is so weird to see a lot of people come and go here. They come and ask to Pattie how he is,then they say oh my god it is so bad i hope he gets better soon and they go.
Me? I will never go untill I see his eyes open. I'm a medical faculty student and I know what all of these things mean. Probably he won't wake up because his braindeath materialized. If he did, there would be a lot of problem like paralysis or amnesia,but there is a little hope that these things wouldn't happen and with a miracle,he can wake up healthy. Although it is a very little hope,I still believe him. Nobody can feel me now,I know myself. I love him. I won't want anyone else in this world. I need him and nobody can replace him. I would give my everything to wake him up. I miss him and I really can't stop crying all day. I didn't eat or drink anything, I didn't talk with anyone except doctors. I want him to call me child. I want to look into his perfect hazel eyes and say I love you. I'm crying too much I can't write anymore. Like in 4 days I said, when I calm down I will write you again.
Justin's angel.