I'm walking out... this room holds nothing but my true loves body.
I feel tears start to fall down my cold cheeks,
as I'm walking the nurse comes.
Nurse- there she is! Ada where did you go?
Me- it's not important....
I look up and try to blink the tears away.
the nurse walks me back to my bed that I use to be on. I lay down and I feel nothing but pieces of my heart breaking even harder.
Nurse- Ada, were going to take you to room 219,
I take a deep breath and drift off into what I think is sleep.
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I wake up with a slight head ache.
Me- what time is it?
Person- 10:45
my eyes shot open. I thought it was Niall but my eyes meet Jacob.
Jacob- oh hey calm down its just me.
Me- how long was I asleep?
Jacob- 3 days.
I look around. still in the hospital.
Me- w-where's Niall....
Jacob looks at the floor.
the silence in the room seems to last forever.
Me- Jacob, answer my question.
he looks up at me with what seems like hurt in his eyes.
Jacob- Ada, you should rest.
Me- No. Jacob tell me where he is!
at this point I start taking off all the things connected on me.
Jacob- no Ada stop. He..
Me- he's gone isn't he...
Jacob- Ada I'm sorry...
Me- please leave.
Jacob- but
Me- please.
Jacob gets up and heads for the door.
Jacob- Ada, I truly am sorry... that should have been me.
I look at Jacob, he has tears in his eyes. I feel like a total b*tch. now.
Me- don't say that.
Jacob- its true. Niall was so in love with you that, now he cant show it..
I feel tears falling down my cheeks. he opens the door and walks out.
I lay there, thinking about what it would have been if me and Niall had made it out together.
I look out the window and I see white things everywhere. its snowing.
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as time passed. I sit at home with a cup of tea looking out the window. it's snowing lightly. I got out the hospital a week ago. I called my mom to come get me because there was no point of me staying there, the love of my life died. it brings nothing but memories I don't want to remember, but they'll be with me for as long as I live.
I have been crying a lot lately. I wake up with my pillow having tear stains on it. I cry in the shower. I once had a thought cross my mind while being in the shower. dying do I could be with him. but I had a feeling that he wouldn't want that..
my mom wanted me to go back to school but I refused. I don't want to go to a place where people question me acting like they care for me or my loss. she also asked if she wanted me to stay home. I told her no, I would like to be alone. she gave me a small smile and walked out the door.
I locked it and ran upstairs. I take out so black skinny jeans with some white converse. I put on a white t-shirt and throw a jacket over it. I'm leaving. not running away but I'm going to the house where me and Niall were. I left my mom a note for her to read when she comes back....
Mom, it's me. no I was not kidnapped. I decided that leaving would be better for me. and don't try looking for me because I turn 18 in a week so I will be considered a young adult so I have a right to leave. I'm taking my car, ~ Love Ada. xx
I go back upstairs and take out my bag. I start putting my things in it. I find a picture of me Ira and Mason. I rip it and throw it away.
as I'm heading down with all my things and bags I hear a car door close. I put my bags down in the kitchen and look out the window. it's Mason.
I don't want to open the door, but then how am I suppose to leave. before he comes to knock I open the door with my bags and head to my car.
Mason- Ada.
I don't turn around,
Mason- Ada, what the hell happened to you?
Me- nothing i have to go.
Mason- where are you going you just got here?
Me- can you please stop asking questions, yeah I know we were like brother and sister but things changed, I've changed.
Mason- no that prick Niall changed you.
I walk up to him, being face to face.
Me- if you ever call him anything again you will never see another day. got that?
Mason- why are you defending him?
Me- because you don't know what happened so that gives you no right to call him anything.
Mason- wow Ada, you changed.
Me- same goes to you.
I push him out of my way and get the rest of my bags. I head upstairs and get my things out the bathroom and close the door to my room. I head down stairs turn off the TV. and walk out. I lock the door and take my car keys out.
Mason- Ada,
Me- goodbye Mason.
he looks at me with pleading eyes. I just turn and walk to my car.
I get in and start my car. Mason is still standing there looking at me. i pull out and speed off.
I turn on the radio and head off to the house.
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after and hour and a half I finally arrive. there's a car here. I don't think anything of it because i think its Niall's.
I get off and walk up to the door, its unlocked. that's odd I thought it would be locked. I walk in and head upstairs, its still the way we left it.. I feel tears slid down my cold cheeks. I turn and walk back down stairs.
as I'm walking I hear a noise, as if someone was moving something..... what the..
I run down to see a tall figure, dark curly hair, skinny, tight black skinny jeans. he turns around. he has green eyes, and tattoos.
Him- oh I'm sorry I was looking for Niall.
Me- isn't everyone...
Him- what... oh I'm Harry, Harry Styles.
Me- oh your him.
Harry- what?
Me- I'm Ada.
Harry- oh yeah, your the one Niall was talking about... so where's Niall?
I feel a lump in my throat. my eyes get watery, I guess he notices because his facial expression changes.
Harry- I'm sorry I didn't know.
Me- how do you know?
Harry- its not hard to tell, but um do you live here?
Me- no this is where me and Niall stayed.
Harry- oh,
Me- yeah but I'm staying here now why?
Harry- I was wondering who Niall was going to leave this house to..
Me- do you have a place to stay?
Harry- yes, my car.
I looked at him for a while I thought he was joking. he wasn't
Me- well you could stay here if you want.
Harry- no I don't want to bother you,
Me- no, I'm sure Niall would have wanted you to stay....
I give him a sweet smile and head to my car. I take out my bags and I see Harry's right behind me.
Harry- let me help you with that.
Me- thank you.
as I'm walking behind him I feel as if someone is watching us. I turn to see no one, just trees.
Harry- you coming?
I nod my head.
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A/N omg I'm so sorry that it took me forever. I'm busy I have finals and its having me thinking like crazy. I'm thinking about updating again today... don't know what do you guys think? xx