Chris.
After New York things didn't really change between us. It kind of pissed me off that the shit I was doing wasn't good enough. I could probably give her everything I got and that wouldn't be enough.
I guess when the time is right we'll get back together.
On a more important note our little girl finally turned one. We threw her this huge birthday party and I think I spent the most money in my life for this party. I can tell my daughters are going to be the reason I go bankrupt.
She won't even remember this party.
Sabrina and I were going through her gifts. 2 trucks full.
Even Rihanna sent her something. A diamond bracelet. Sabrina and Rih were always cool. She knew how I felt about Sabrina. Her issues were always with Karrueche.
"Oh my fucking gosh." Sabrina said knocking me out my thoughts.
"What?" I walked down to her.
"Tell your crazy ass girlfriends not to send my daughter dolls of herself! That's fucking nuts!"
"What? Hell naw!"
She took out a card and opened it.
"So that you'll never forget Aunty Ammika." She read.
"Give me that shit." I snatched that crazy ass doll and threw it in the trash.
"You really know how to pick em."
"I know right."
"We're gonna be going through this stuff all night!"
"I know." I got behind her. "Just imagine what our wedding gifts would've looked like."
She looked back at me.
"Well your birthday is coming up." She said.
"I know! What you getting me?"
"I don't know, what do you want?"
"A new car."
"What kind of car?"
"A 2016 Lamborghini Aventador, I want it red and I want a picture of you butt ass naked on the front."
"Ha! First of all that a 400,000 dollar car and that's something I do not have to spend on you and I'm not putting my naked ass on nothing but your face."
"First of all yo ass has never even came close to my face!"
She just looked at me.
"I don't eat no fucking groceries." I said.
"Okay liar, anyway....what else do you want?"
"You to be fiancé again." I buried my face in her neck. "That's all I want for my birthday."
"Awww." She kissed my forehead. "In due time baby."
"It's my birthday you're supposed to give me whatever I want."
"Blah blah blah."
"Alright just let me have a threesome."
"I am not sleeping with no bitch for you."
"Who said you was included in this threesome? I said let ME have a threesome, not us."
"Fuck you! I don't care what you do! You ain't my man."
"Girl hush up with all that." I turned her around and sat her on the counter. "Baby I'm tired of looking through gifts let's go do something."
"Like what?"
"Let's go out. I haven't seen you dressed up and sexy in a while."
"So I'm ugly when I'm not dressed up?"
"Shiiiit, you said it, not me!"
"I really can't stand you."
"Naw but for real babe, you deserve a nice night out after the long day we had. We'll finish this up in the morning."
"I don't know Chris. I haven't been to a club in forever."
"I know! You need this."
"Alright, I guess I'll go."
"Cool! Go change, Ima run to my crib, call everybody and we gone turn up. That's cool?"
"I'm cool with that."
"That's what I like to hear." I kissed her. "Go upstairs and get sexy for daddy and don't take all night."
"I won't." She said.
We kissed again.
"Alright I'll be back."
I gave her one last kiss then ran out the door. I was surprised she said yes.
I couldn't wait to turn up! I felt like it's been forever! I need this.
Swear I did the dash home cause it feel like it took me no time getting there.
As soon as I pulled in the gate my phone buzzed. It was a text from Sabrina.
She bet not had changed her mind.
I opened it.
"God damn!"
It was a naked picture! Thank you God.
Sabrina - Can I wear this tonight baby? 😋
Chris - Girl I'm about to cancel these plans! You better stop playing with me
Sabrina - Nooo lol
Chris - Save that for the after party.
Sabrina - K 😘
That girl is something else!
Bri.
I stood in my closet after my shower looking for something to wear. I haven't been out in what feels like forever so I had to slay tonight. I have so much shit in my closet it's honestly ridiculous.
I think I needed this night out. I'm always in this damn house. Being a parent changes your life drastically.
After ripping my closet apart I finally found my favorite green dress that gives off a lot of side boob action. I grabbed my gold heels then I ran and got dressed.
I wand curled my hair and threw on some make up.
It only took me two hours to get ready, I'm so proud of myself. Usually it takes about 4 but that's because I have to get Reign ready too.
"Baby you ready?" I heard Chris yell.
"Yeah, here I come!"
I quickly finished up my make up, grabbed my clutch and headed downstairs.
When he saw me he bit his lip.
"That's what I'm talking about!"
I couldn't help but smile.
"You look so fucking good girl." He said.
"Thank you baby."
"You ready?"
"Yeah just let me grab my keys." I ran and grabbed the keys to the house. "Alright let's go."
He grabbed my hand and we headed out.
The whole car ride I just took selfies lol. Chris was all in my ear with that freaky shit. I caught a picture of him licking my neck and put it up on Instagram.
@Sabrina took 45 minutes to get all dressed up and we ain't even gone make it to this club 😋👅💦 @chrisbrownofficial #HeReadySoReady
"I can't get over how good you look baby." He said while gripping my thigh.
"You wanna go to this club or not? You better stop rubbing on me like this!"
"I'm not gone lie Sabrina you was losing yo touch after you had Reign. I'm not used to you not looking your best at all times."
"Are you serious right now?"
"Yes baby."
"Well I don't have a team of people to keep me up. When you're taking care of a little baby by yourself most of the time you can't think of how you're looking. It's all about them!"
I can't believe this fool!
"Is that why you cheated? You weren't attracted to me anymore?" I asked.
"Sabrina really?"
"Yes, really!"
"You really are crazy."
"I'm crazy but you won't even answer the question."
"Ima let you believe whatever you want to believe. Let's go we here."
The car stopped and helped me out. He grabbed my hand as we walked to the club. Paparazzi constantly jumping in front of me. This shit is annoying.
"Are you guys back together?" One of them asked.
"Don't worry about it, get that camera out her face." Chris said.
"How's Reign? Did she enjoy her birthday party?" They just kept yelling out crazy questions.
I was so happy when we finally got to club. I honestly wanted to go home but I'm here now so I might as well enjoy myself.
Once we got inside we basically went our separate ways. He went to the stage and I went to sit down. I should leave.
Ima be sitting here by myself the whole night! I already know. If you go somewhere and there's a stage that's most likely where you'll find Chris.
At least I can get drunk and not have to worry about how I'm getting home.
I grabbed a bottle of henny and poured me a shot.
Cheers!
Later on
I was buzzing sooooooo hard. Since I'm basically over here by myself I had nothing else to do but drink. I think if I take one more shot I'll be done for the night.
I was reaching for my cup when I felt a hand on my waist.
I quickly turned around.
It was some guy. He was tall, light skinned, had eyes that would make your heart melt, and Chris's possible replacement.
"What you doing up here all by yourself?" He asked.
"The person I came with is currently entertaining everybody else but that's his job so I can't get mad."
"Oh your Chris Browns girl?"
"Not really, we have a daughter together."
"Oh ok, I knew you looked familiar....I'm Zach."
"I know who you are. I'm Sabrina...nice to meet you."
"The pleasures all mine." He licked those pink lips. I couldn't help but stare.
"What are you doing in LA? Don't you play for Minnesota?" I asked..
"Well since we ain't make the play offs I got a lot of free time on my hands."
"Oh ok."
"So you know a little something a basketball."
"I know a few things. My dad is huge basketball fan."
"Well hopefully I get to meet him one day."
"Hopefully." I bit my lip.
"I'm in town for a few more days. I'd really like to take you out. If Chris don't mind."
I looked at Chris who was still in his own world.
I waved my hand. "He won't mind."
"Cool, so let's exchange numbers and set something up."
"Okay."
We switched phones.
"Now don't play me girl." He said.,
"I'm not I promise."
"Alright, well I gotta get out of here. I'll talk to you later." He gripped my waist and kissed my cheek. That shit sent chills down my spine.
"Okay bye."
"Bye."
He walked away.
Maybe this night wasn't a waste after all.
Chris.
I danced around the stage to Back to Sleep. I was having a good time. I loved being on stage, it's nothing better than this.
I was off in my own world when somebody tapped me on my shoulder.
"Aye yo girl was just up there with Zach Lavine."
"Who?"
"The basketball player. The one that won the dunk contest at the all star game."
I looked back at Sabrina and she was all in her phone.
"Where he at?" I asked.
"He just left! We been trying to tell you to look back there."
I handed the mic over and went to where she was sitting. I snatched her phone out her hand.
"Ummm excuse you!" She yelled tryna snatch it back but I kept moving.
"So you talking to niggas while you out with me huh?"
"Chris bye! Go back on stage."
"Naw man."
"Why you care?! You not my fucking man! Stop forgetting that shit! I can talk to whoever I please. You did it, now it's my fucking turn." She said.
"You know what you right, I ain't yo man so take yo phone." I tossed it at her. "Take yo THOT ass home! Next time you wanna be a hoe in a club, come by yoself!"
She instantly turned red and tried to hit me but my bodyguards grabbed her arm.
"Don't try to make a scene up in here." I yelled.
"Fuck you Chris! You such a weak ass sorry ass bitch!"
"Get the fuck on. Take her ass home."
She grabbed her stuff and started walking to the door.
She really gone try and embarrass me?! Whoever that weak ass nigga is can have her!
Fuck her!