"YOU NEVER LISTEN, THAT’S THE PROBLEM" I yelled, Niall stood there. His arms crossed over his chest, and a smug look on his face.
"Maybe it’s because you nag all the time! Niall do this, do that. Clean this, clean that. Just shut up for god sakes woman!" He retorted,
"Maybe if you wouldn’t make a mess all the time I would have to ask you to" I said crossing my arms.
"It’s my fucking house! Don’t like it, don’t live here!" He yelled his face now inches away from mine.
We’d fought bad before. But never this bad, he’d never told me to leave before.
"Maybe I won’t" I said before marching up the stairs.
-
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
"I didn’t mean what I said" Niall said following me to the front door.
"I’ll come back when you’ve left for tour tomorrow, to get the rest of my things. Text me once you’ve left" I said opening the front door.
"I love you" he said,
"No you don’t" I muttered.
"Don’t do this" he pleaded,
"Already done" I said before shutting the door behind me. Walking to my car.
-
I spent the night at my friend’s flat. Who kindly offered me her extra room, which I accepted. With rent, etc.
Niall- I’m at the airport now, you can go get your stuff if you want…….. It doesn’t have to be like this
Y/N- I’ll go by now.
He never texted back after that. I was done, between Niall yelling all the time, his attitude and his bitterness.
Yeah, he was stressed about the album and the tour. But he didn’t have to be so rude about it. The four other boys were perfectly fine, they were pleasant to their girlfriends, they didn’t yell at them everyday. I had tried to comfort him, in many ways. Trying to talk it out, rubbing his back, even sex. But he just took advantage of it.
You’re the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson’s learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
*4 months later*
"No Brian! Stop tickling me!" I giggled, as my boyfriend of 1 month tickled me.
"Come on baby" Brian laughed,
"Stop! It hurts!" I giggled slapping his hands away. He stopped and wrapped his arms around me from behind.
"What now baby?" Brian asked,
"Get the wine, I’ll get the food" I smiled.
"Okay, I’ll be right back" he pressed his lips to mine lightly, and smiled before walking off.
"Y/N?" A familiar voice spoke behind me, I turned around and was met with Harry.
"Harry!" I smiled as he hugged me,
"What are you doing here? Aren’t you supposed to be on tour?" I asked smiling.
"We got a few days off and we’re back in town, how have you been?" He asked smiling,
"Good! Well, as good as I can be, a couple of rough weeks, but I’m okay now" I said,
"How about you?" I asked.
"Tired, but great! I love being on tour" he smiled,
"You always did, what about the other boys how are they?" I asked. "You mean Niall" he said, I frowned, I’d deleted my twitter and everything and I barley watched the news anymore in case I saw anything about him. I couldn’t bare it.
"He’s had a rough four months. He misses you, you changed your number and deleted your twitter so he can’t even talk to you" he said frowning,
"Not even I could" he said shaking his head.
"I’m sorry Harry, I was really upset, and I couldn’t bare the thought of talking to him, I would have gone crawling back, like always" I frowned.
"I bet you didn’t know he spent all this time looking for you, he loves you Y/N, he can’t live without you" he said crossing his arms.
"He has for the past four months" I said,
"He’s hanging by a thread! He can’t stand being alone for five minutes without bursting into tears" Harry snapped.
"Harry! I found the- Y/N?" Niall said reaching the end of the isle we were standing in. He was just the same. Blonde, cherry red cheeks and an Irish accent thinker than blood. He was still the Niall I fell in love with. I couldn’t bare to look at him.
"Niall" I spoke in nearly a whisper,
"I’ve been looking for you" he said coming closer.
"You found me" I gave a weak smiled, he pulled me into a hug.
"Y/N?" Brian said from behind me, I pulled away from Niall and turned to Brian.
"You ready?" Brian asked, I nodded.
"Umm, it was nice seeing you two" I mumbled as Brian took my hand. I saw Niall’s smile fade fast.
"Will we see you again?" Niall asked, almost in tears. I shrugged, I didn’t know if I wanted to.
Brian nodded at the two boys and pulled me away.
I thought I heard Niall call after me.
-
Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
His rough hands grazed over my breasts. Niall smirked on my lips. I fisted my hands in his brown locks.
Wait- brown?
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Brian stopped kissing me and looked at me.
"Are you okay baby?" He asked hovering over me, I shook my head.
"What’s wrong?" He asked rolling off of me, letting me sit up.
"I can’t do this" I said grabbing my shirt and pulling it on.
"Babe, we have sex all the time" he chuckled,
"You have sex all the time" I muttered getting up.
"With you" he said watching me,
"No, you do it to get yourself off. The only reason I even have some pleasure is because I don’t think of you while it’s happening" I said grabbing my purse.
"And who do you think of? That boy band douche?" He asked getting up, I nodded.
"I can’t do this with you anymore" I said walking to the door,
"Whatever, go run to him! He can’t treat you like I treated you!" He yelled after me.
-
I drove.
I didn’t know where I was going, but I ended up at Niall’s house somehow.
I don’t know how I got out of the car, I don’t know how I made it up the elevator or how I got to knock on the door but I did.
Niall came to the door in only his shorts, and was shocked, to say the least when he opened the door.
"Y/N" he said letting me in,
"I’m sorry, I was driving and I ended up here. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t be bothering you" I rambled on.
"No Princess, stay please" he said taking my hand, and pulling me in the house.
It’d been months since I heard his sweet voice call me princess. I looked up at him and wrapped my arms around him, he instantly hugged back.
"Lets go sit in the living room yeah? I’ll make some tea, I know how much you like my tea" he said looking down at me.
I smiled and nodded.
-
"So I left his house and I came here" I said looking at Niall.
"And what did he do?" Niall asked, I held my phone up.
"He’s been texting me" I said, Niall chuckled.
"How is life on tour?" I asked pulling my legs up to my chest.
"Y/N, you know that’s not what I want to talk about" he said, I frowned.
"You left, and you wouldn’t let me talk to you. You changed your number and deleted your twitter and everything" he said, I sighed.
"I thought I’d lost you forever. Why did you do it?" He asked,
"I was scared Niall" I whispered. I looking up at him.
"I was scared that you were going to go off on tour and leave me, forget about me. So I yelled, and walked out. I figured if I walked out first, I wouldn’t get hurt, when you walked out on me" I said wiping my tears.
He scooted closer to me, and pulled me on to his lap.
"I would have never left you. I know I was stressed and I was being an ass, but when you left, it broke me. I didn’t eat or sleep for a month and bit. I tired everything to contact you, to find you." He said lifting up my chin so I would look at him.
"I never forgot about you, I never will. I love you, and you only" he said before pressing his lips to mine.
"Now I know I wasn’t the only one who didn’t forget" I smiled,
"I missed you princess, everyday" he smiled,
"I missed you too" I said.
He kissed me again. This time with more force and love. I cupped my hands either side of his face, straddling my legs either side of him. His hands held my waist, my boobs pressing against his chest.
"I want you" he whispered moving his hands up my torso.
"You can have me" I mumbled pulling on his bottom lip with my teeth, then letting it snap back.
"Bedroom?" He asked kissing down my neck. I nodded and attached my lips to his collar bone.
He stood up and I wrapped me legs around his waist.
He carried me into the bedroom, and laid me on the bed, hovering over me.
His crotch brushed up against my core, causing me to moan. Niall noticed and did it again. I moaned again. I wasn’t wearing any panties, making the sensation stronger. Niall started thrusting, making friction between us. I moaned louder,
"You like that baby?" he smirked. I moaned in response. I pulled him closer. He chuckled, and went faster. I was close. In such a short time, Niall had turned me on so much, and he knew it.
"Let it go princess" he growled, pressing his fingers deeper into my hips. With a loud, long moan I came.
He tugged my shirt over my head and threw it on the floor.
"In four months your tits grew, again" he growled unhooking my bra, he threw my bra on the floor, then taking my nipple in his mouth.
His rough hands playing with the other.
"Mmh, Niall" I moaned reaching for his shorts. I unbuttoned them and he took them off.
His Calvin Klein boxers looking tight against his erect member. I flipped him over so now I was on top of him, he knew what I was about to do. He stopped me. And undid my shorts.
"I love having you tiny lips wrapped around my cock, but I haven’t had sex in four months. I’m not going to last long" he winked as I took off my shorts.
He shoved his boxers down and kicked them off. He lined himself up with my entrance, and slowly entered me.
It took me awhile to adjust to his size. Brian was no where near as big as Niall is.
"I want to ride you baby" I whispered rolling my hips. He moaned,
"God, you’re so tight" he growled holding my hips. I placed my hands on his chest and moved my hips.
I noticed Niall growing a six pack, tour was doing him well. Not that he wasn’t fit before.
His stomach tensed, he tightened his grip on my hips. Suddenly I was laying on my back. And Niall was in top of me, thrusting into me. I moaned and pulled my nails down his back. Niall’s eyes shut, picking up his pace. Doing what I unspokenly told him.
"Y/N" he moaned,
"Niall" I drew out the last letters of his name.
I clenched around him and came, setting him off. He came deep inside me, with a grunt of my name.
He looked down at me with wide eyes, realizing what he’d done.
"Shit- fuck, I’m sorry" he said pulling out of me. I giggled,
"It’s fine, I’m still on the pill" I said as he grabbed a tissue off the bedside table. He cleaned me up and threw the tissue in the bin.
He pulled me under the blankets and held me against him.
Looking into your eyes
Oh won’t you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I’d like to stay…
He looked down at me, his blue eyes piercing into mine.
"I love you" he cooed, tucking a piece of hair behind my ear.
"I love you too" I said draping my arm over his stomach and cuddling into him. He pressed his lips to mine.
"We can move your stuff back in the morning" he said smiling, I giggled.
"You really want me to move back in?" I asked tracing circles on his stomach.
"Princess, you never really moved out, your drawers are still empty, you were always here to me" he smiled, I smiled and kissed his chest.
"What about tour?" I asked looking up at him,
"What about it? You’re coming with me" he said simply.
And in his arms I stayed, forever.
The end! :)
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