Jai's POV
I went to find Beau, I walked into the lounge to find him on the couch watching the tv.
"Mums on her way home" he said, bluntly.
"Really Beau, why did you do that?" I asked in an annoyed tone.
"It really upset me, she felt like she couldn't tell me" Beau said.
"Imagine how she feels then, and how is she meant to tell you if you react like this!" I said, as if it was obvious.
"Cause I'm her brother" he shrugged.
"Beau, she's crying right now, did you even see her face when you came in, she was scared of you" I said as i raised my voice.
"DONT TELL ME THAT SHES SCARED OF ME" he yelled as he stood up.
"ITS THE TRUTH" I shouted in his face.
"FUCK OFF" Beau yelled, he sat back down on the couch.
"Wow some brother you are" I murmured as I left the room.
I went back to Ellie and Luke who where still on my bed. Ellie was doing something on her phone and Luke was in his laptop, they were cuddled up together. I went and sat the other side of her.
"Beau said mums on her way home" I said, scanning Ellie's face for a reaction.
She sighed.
"El, she'll understand" Luke assured her.
"Okay, is Beau mad at me?" she said quietly.
"No, he's just upset" I answered.
"I'm really nervous" she said, I could feel her shacking.
"Kiddo, don't be me and Jai will help you explain" Luke said, as he rubbed her back.
Beaus POV
I had called mum, I wasn't annoyed at Ellie I was just really upset that she had done it again.
Mum came running through the door to me where I was sitting watching tv.
"What happened?" She said as she was panicking.
I stood up and tried to calm her down, "sit down" I said as I pointed to the couch, she did and she looked up at me waiting for an answer.
"Mum, Ellie's been self harming" I said, really quietly.
I looked up to see her eyes filling with tears.
"What, for how long?" She asked.
"A while" I said.
"And you didn't tell me?" She asked, a hint of anger in her voice.
"Well Jai is the one who knows the most" I said, totally dropping Jai into it.
"This is serious Beau" she said, crossing her arms.
"That's why I told you" I said, defending myself.
"Where is she?" Mum asked bluntly.
"Luke and Jai's room with them" I told her.
"I'll go see her" she sighed.
"I'll come" I said as I got up and followed her to the twins room.
Ellie's POV
Mum opened the door, she had tears in her eyes, that made me feel really guilty.
"Ellie" she said as she came over and hugged me.
"Tell me everything" she said looking at me, to the twins and then behind to Beau, she then sat down on the bed.
Jai started explaining everything, from when mum went Italy to today, I just sat there nervously.
Mum looked so sad, she looked at me sadly.
"I've been such a bad mum, I wasn't here for you" she sighed.
"No, your an amazing mum, I love you" I tried to assure her.
"Why did you do it?" She asked, sadly.
"Everything got too much" I said, looking down.
"I'm here now, you can talk to me whenever l, okay?" She said, I nodded.
"Ellie, you don't need to do this, you've got 3 brothers and a mum who love you" Beau said as he stepped forward, phew I thought he was mad with me, he still didn't seem to understand completely though.
"I'll try not too" I said.
"We're always her for you" Luke said.
"I know" I said.
"I'm sorry for acting mad before" Beau said, he came over and kissed my head, I flinched away a bit he had scared me earlier.
"It's okay" I said, not to sure though.
Mum was staring at my arm, the shirt was still around it to stop it bleeding.
"Can I see please" she asked.
I moved the shirt off my arm, it was covered in blood and I saw tears start to form in mums eyes.
"Do you want me to clean it up?" She asked.
I nodded.
"Let's go to the bathroom" she said.
I got up and followed her, leaving the boys in Luke and Jai's room.
I sat down and mum started dabbing at my arm, she cleaned all the blood off.
"Why didn't you think you could tell me?" She asked.
"I didn't want to worry you" I said, honestly.
"Baby, tell me next time, I can help you" she said.
I nodded.
"I love you so much" she said as she took me in for a hug.
"Love you too" I said as I hugged back.
Beau walked in and came over to me, he joined in me and mums hug.
"El, I'm sorry for acting mad, I was just upset" Beau said again.
"It's okay" I mumbled.
He didn't seem convinced, "are you scared of me?" He asked slowly.
"No" I said, looking down.
Mum got up and walked out leaving me and Beau.
"Come here" he said, I went closer to him.
"I'm sorry, I was just really shocked" he said as he took me into a hug.
"It's okay Beau" I said.
"I would never hurt you" he reassured me.
"I know" I nodded.
Luke's POV
Me and Luke where in our room.
"How are we meant to go to la now?" Jai asked me.
"What do you mean?"
"Well we can't leave Ellie, she get worse"
"True, we'll have to talk to mum about it" I said.
Beau walked in just as that moment, "do you wanna talk to mum now?" He asked.
"Yeah, where's Ellie?" I asked Beau.
"In her room, she's watching something" Beau said.
"Okay, let's go" Jai said.
Mum was in the kitchen, we all went in and sat down.
"Mum we need to talk to you" I said, she sat down at the table.
"What is it?" She asked nervously.
"Well, you know the janoskians is getting bigger and we want to be as successful as we can" beau started.
"We were thinking that we should move to La, and we think this is the right time" Jai added.
We all sat there waiting for a response.
"How soon?" She asked.
"2 weeks" I said.
Mum looked down then up again, "I don't want to stop you guys, this will be amazing for you and James and Daniel, it's just what am I meant to do about Ellie" she sighed.
"We could FaceTime and call everyday, you could visit us, we could come back sometimes" Beau tried to reassure mum.
"It's not the same though" mum said, as tears started to fall.
"Mum don't cry" Jai said, he got up and hugged her.
"I'm not" she said as she wiped away the tears, "go you'll be amazing" she smiled at us.
We all had a family hug, gods knows how we are going to tell Ellie!
Note
Hey guys, so I hope you liked this chapter, there's going to be a few more chapters then I'm going to be doing a sequel!
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