SARAH
I tightened my grip on the coat I had on, as I sat in my office watching the little cracks in my office.
Then I saw a five-foot figure walking towards my office door, and then I heard a tap on my door.
At first, I thought I had seen Ryan walk right through the corridor headed for my office but then, all of that was meant to be in my imagination.
“Come in,” I said with a smile creased over my face as I looked up to the door wondering who it was.
I was shocked to find a man in uniform right in front of me, surprisingly holding a bouquet as he walked in.
His face didn't look familiar in any way but then from the uniform he had on, I could tell he was one of those delivery guys.
I guess!!… I thought to myself as I pulled my chair closer to my desk sitting in an upright position.
“Good day Madam, sorry to bother you, you have a package,” He said moving closer to me with a smile.
My eyes widened seeing the bouquet wrapped with multiple ribbons.
I smiled standing up on my feet and staring at the bouquet in amusement, wondering who the hell had sent me this right in my office.
“All this for me?” I asked as I sniffed at the flowers.
“I'm off now Madam,” The delivery guy said on his way out as I heard the sound of the door closing.
I sat back down to my chair, running my fingers through the ribbons and then I found a note.
It read…
“My dearest Sarah, sometimes words are not enough to express my feelings for you. You brighten my world and give me a reason to keep going.
With Love.
Robyn”
I couldn't help but smile at the thought of someone sending me flowers. At first reading through the letter I had wished for it to be Ryan but then the minute I saw the name boldly written underneath, I scowled and it still didn't change the fact that I blushed afterward.
“Someone looks happy,” Ryan said teasingly as he barged into my office without even knocking. I jolted at the sight of him walking in on me just like that.
“Ryan!” I said placing the flowers down on my desk as I stared at him nervously.
“Was I interrupting something?” He asked as his eyes bore through the dress I had on and around my office, probably wondering whether or not I had someone kept in my office.
“Not at all, come in,” I said pulling a few strands of my hair to the back of my ear trying so hard not to look too tensed.
Ryan’s narrowed gaze fell on the flowers but my eyes were fixed on the look on his face.
“Care to explain?” Ryan asked pointing to the bouquet on my desk.
I gulped nervously staring at the bouquet, lost for words to say to him.
“What?” I asked anxiously staring back at him. He folded his arms across his chest with an arched brow.
He opened his mouth to argue but then closed it, probably remembering he was right in my office and sort of had no right to complain whatsoever.
His expression hardened as he shot me a glare, making it sort of obvious that he was jealous.
“Ummm,” I said. “It's not what you think,” I said looking straight into his eyes.
“It's from a friend,” I lied as I wrenched my gaze away from him, of course, I couldn't look him in the eyes saying those words.
“Just a friend?” He asked leaning forward to me by my desk with his eyes locked completely in mine.
“Hmm hmmm” I answered as I bobbed my head with a fake smile. He had a smirk on like he could tell from just looking directly into my eyes that I was lying.
Ryan frowned and kept silent, so I continued. “You don't have to bother yourself,” I said with a smile on my face.
“I see,” He responded standing up to his feet walking over to my door, and then walked right through the door without a word to me.
I gasped, my hands covering my mouth as I ran my hands through my hair wondering how bad the whole situation suddenly felt.
I sort of felt choked a bit, receiving flowers from my Fiancee, and then Ryan walked in and left paranoid seeing these same flowers.
“How worse can this get?!” I asked myself.
The day at work seemed a little fast as all I craved was to be in bed resting my tensed nerves from what had happened today at the office.
I couldn't help but chuckle at the thought of everything changing for the better after meeting Ryan. I smile more often, I get angry far less. But just when scenes of what had happened resurfaced in my head, I quickly remembered he had dashed out of my office in anger.
I sauntered towards the couch as I lay for a bit, where I dozed off after a couple of minutes without taking off my dress from the office.
A soft knock sounded on my door, I opened my eyes as I turned my head, my brows furrowing in confusion.
I staggered on my way to the door still feeling sleepy as I groaned walking towards the door.
I opened the door sluggishly looking up to find Ryan in front of my door. I pulled him in immediately, as I looked into the road hoping no one had seen him come into my house.
“What the hell are you doing here?” I asked angrily as I screwed in the locks.
He sighed in annoyance and headed for my couch. “Anything else?” He said with his eyes roaming around the house.
“You have to stop doing this!” I huffed at him wrapping my hair up in a bun as I approached him by the couch.
He rolled his eyes around the walls of my house like he felt I had someone hiding. “Is he in there?!” He said headed up the stairs in a hurry as he yelled.
“Ryan!” I yelled back hating the fact that he was starting to overreact.
“I know he's in here?” He scowled running up the stairs, and then paused the minute he got to my bedroom.
I wrapped my arms over my chest as I stood by the entrance of the door staring at him in anger. He placed a hand over his head like he felt embarrassed about what had just happened.
“Satisfied now?” I asked feeling disappointed over his sudden reaction. He paused and turned facing me with my face already heating up in disappointment.
“I…” He stuttered. “I'm sorry,” He uttered looking so embarrassed.
“I overreacted,” Ryan said. For a minute, I could see reasons why I had fallen deeply in love with him, he was just the man I wanted. His actions, muscular body, and down to his innocence.
He walked towards me slowly with a sad look on. “I didn't mean to react this way,” He continued.
I found him staring at me with a smile playing on his lips, and then his hands reached out to my cheeks. “You are beautiful,” He said.
I took my gaze off him trying to hide the fact that my cheeks were already burning up and a blush was slowly forming on my face.
“Look at me!” He cupped my cheeks, looking straight into my eyes. My legs felt warm all of a sudden, as his eyes bore right through my soul.
He leaned down to my face, his warm breath against my cheeks. He smiled as he tucked a loose strand of hair, behind my ears and then kissed me on the lips.
I closed my eyes, feeling his soft lips wrapped around my lower lips. I swallowed hard feeling my heart pounding in pleasure. He wrapped his hands tightly around my waist, and then carried me up In his arms in bridal style still smiling at me.
“You and I know we are not supposed to be doing this,” I said as I could feel his smile against my skin.
“I love the sound of that,” He said kissing me on the lips as he placed me softly on the bed.
I felt numb in his arms, suddenly becoming overly submissive.
His hands ran down my thighs pulling up to my breasts as he played with my nipples which made me wet in between my legs.
“Do you want him or me?” He whispered in his Husky voice into my ears, making the hairs at the back of my neck tingle.
I was short on a reply to give as all I wanted was for him to continue with whatever he was doing to my body.
“Tell me!” He said as he looked straight into my eyes.
“I want you, Ryan, always!!…” I moaned out.