Continuing
June 4th
"A restraining order. For what?" Shawn looked between the officers with anger
"Well it was informed to us that you where outside her house stalking" Shawn scoffed bitterly
"I was outside her house because she kidnapped my daughter again she did it 11 years old and she did it again 3days ago" he semi yelled and the officer nodded
"We understand but until you have valid proof you can go no more than 3 feet on her property sir" Shawn laughed slowly with bitter
"So what I'm supposed to just sit and wait another 11 years before I can have my child back?" He asked hollering now.
"Sir I'm just here to give the message and to do my job" she nodded
"And as a father my job is to keep my kids safe" she slammed the door in their faces and looked at the stack of papers before he scoffed and tossed them on the table.
"Shawn?" He heard a low raspy voice. He looked and gazed his wife. Her hair all over the place her eyes lie and red but squinted from the morning light. She had on sweats and a t-shirt. She was standing on the stairs with her arms folded as she was rubbing them creating warmth.
"What's going on, why are the kids crying and who was at the door?" She walked down the stairs fully. Shawn grabbed her hands and gel to pulled her down.
"Listen bey," he started. "Candace put out a restraining order against me" Beyoncé eyes water over. She knew if she couldn't handle getting her back and then this happened who was?
"W-what" she choked out. He nodded
"Yeah apparently the Jacksonville townhouses is where they're at. And Amariana seen me so I guess they did too and she said I was stalking them" he explained. Beyoncé looked away gazing before she snapped her head back up.
"Did you tell them she kidnapped my baby again?" Shawn nodded
"They said that they can't do anything until we have valid proof until then I'm not to go more than 3 feet on her property" Beyoncé shook her head angrily. She didn't know how to feel weather she was sad/ mad or both. She got up slowly and began to walk away
"Baby-" Shaw spoke until Beyoncé held her hand up and shook her head still walking. She took the time to go in the bedroom with the kids where they all were holding each other on the end crying viciously. She sat down and pulled Mirahs head into her lap while blue laid her head into Mirahs, she grabbed Chris and out her arm around his shoulder.
"It's ok to cry Chris" she spoke in a shaky voice as her won tears where taking over. Chris nodded in her chest and let out soft sobs.
"Where gonna fix this" Beyoncé spoke to all three of them.
June 5th
Amariana
6:30
I was laying in this basement pretending to still be tied up I didn't want them to know I had my phone back so I put it in my pants. I was swaying back and fourth for moment of boredom. This basement was quite big which makes it worse because it gets dark and I can't see. I heard the door and I tensed up sitting still. And their appeared Candace.
She didn't say a word she just came closer and began to untie me. I widen my years because the rope was looser than what it was. When she realized it she froze in her movements of unting me. She looked at me and just shook her head with a low chuckle of bitter. When I was finally untied and I moved my arms down. They were numb and tired.
"Come on" she finally spoke in a raspy voice like she been crying. I followed her demand and followed her up both levels of stairs. "Get dressed." I nodded my head and went into this bedroom I made sure she was gone and I pulled my phone out seeing it was 6:30 in the afternoon and my phone was on 20%
"Shit" I muttered I decided I'd take a shower I went to it the bathroom and I saw a plug I widen my eyes in excitement. "Yes. Yes!" I said a bit too loud before I covered my mouth quickly peeking out the door to see a clear hall. I went to my bag and grabbed the charger I risen to the Barberton shutting the door.
I plugged the phone in and it began to chard i sighed out my worries and looked in the mirror. I saw my swollen red cheek that formed hand prints but also,For the first time I saw me. The real me, how I look like my real mother and the father I never had how I am Amariana Marie Carter. I looked away when I felt my tears trying to escape. I turned the shower on and I began to undress getting in the hot water letting it hit my tensed stiff muscles.
After I washed up and got dressed I did my hair in a low ponytail since it was wet. I cleaned up and I went over to my phone I turned it on and it was on 78% thank god it was a fast charger. I grabbed it and left out the bathroom. I went over to the mattress and sat down putting on my shoes. I heard a car outside the window and I looked seeing Candace was out there I rolled my eyes and grabbed my phone putting it in my deep pocket. I went to the car and hopped in strapping my self up looking straight ahed not daring to speak to her.
"So" she broke the silents as she drove glancing at me. "How was it being back with your people?" I chuckled bitterly and rolled my eyes.
"I wouldn't have to experience being back if I stayed there 11 years ago like I was supposed to" i shot back crossing my arms looking out the window.
"What do you want me to do Amariana? I get you back and you act like I'm some stranger" i shot my head at her and looked at her with my bros drawn together from her craziness in words.
"You didn't get me back you stole me back" I corrected firstly. "And what do I want you to do?" I released while laughing sarcastically. "I want you to take me home. To my sister my father my family" i gritted before I shook my head glaring at her for this next line.
"My fucking mother" i hissed. She hit the breaks and I slightly flew foward. She unbuckled her seat belt and got out the car slamming the door. I got out as well. She was pacing in a small spot with both her hand on the top of her head as they ran down her scalp. Then she looked at me
"That bitch is not you fucking mother. I am" she hissed I shook my head. "I'm the one who put you in school, I'm the one who taught you about your period and boys I'm the one who taught you about becoming a damn woman" she yelled through hissing. "I did not her" I shook my head
"Because she never got the ducking chance to finish her part you snatched me right out of that party" she looked at me with wide eyes dumbfounded and I laughed with bitter.
"Yeah I remember. I was looking for her and you told me she said i can stay the night with you." I sad as my tears began to fall. "I said no." I shook my head looking crying. "I said no." I repeated
With me feeling like everything been my fault thinking now I was just a little girl I still am. And I said no and she still did it. I shot my head back up giving her a evil gaze. "And you snatched me" i gritted. She looked at me for a moment before she shook her head and sighned.
"Just get in the car" she walked off. I scoffed and wiped my eyes standing there for a moment collecting myself and the memory. I blew out sharply and went back to the car getting in I sunk in my seat some and crossed my arms.
"I'm sorry" she spoke with s voice crack at the end. I looked at her and saw her drenched tears. I shook my head and looked away. "I love you Amariana. I really do" I rolled my eyes and scoffed.
"If you love me you wouldn't have did what you did 11 years ago and you wouldn't be doing what you doing now." I looked back out the window she went silent before she started the car back up and pulled off.
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We been in this hardware store for about 10 minutes. And everything she was buying was making my go nervous. She bought a rope a lock and I chain. She looked at me and read my tension.
"I'm not gonna hurt you" she spoke in a soft whisper. I relaxed some and looked down.
"I would've thought" I muttered. She already slapped me in my face and let her little friend drag me by my hair.she huffed and grabbed the things before we went to go check out.
"What do you need all that for anyway?" I asked sassing she sighned
"Just something" I hummed and nodded I looked to my left and saw two officers I widen my eyes. I bit my lip and side eyes Candace to make sure she wasn't looking. I began to bounce my leg still biting my lip. Should I stick tot he plan or should I get out of here now? I thought. If I stick tot he plan it'll play by smoothly because we all know the routine but if I wanna get out of here sooner this is my chance.
I look forward seeing how short the line was, there's was a woman infront of us and man infront of her. Except I've seen that jacket before. I looked closely leaning forward some and squinting my eyes. He turns his head and my heart sunk.
"Uncle Benny?" I whispered to myself I looked at Candace and she looked at me i formed a smile and she exchanged one back. I looked back ahead and tried to get closer for him to see me.
"Uncle Benny?" I whispered yelled. Thank god this place was playing music so she couldn't hear me but then again uncle Benny can't hear me either. I looked over and saw the officer walking out the door. No
"Uncle Benny" I yelled he turned quickly and his eyes went wide. He came to me and grabbed me but Candace tried to pull me back but he moved her hand and picked me up as I held on tightly.
"Officers" she yelled Benny tuned for both me and him to see both officers running our way.
"Whats going on?" One asked as they looked between us.
"This is my daughter and he's trying to take her" Candace quickly spoke I shook my head.
"This is my niece and she kidnapped her 11 years ago and she did it again a few days ago her mother and father is looking for her" Benny spoke the officer looked at each other
"How do we know you not lying sir? Because we saw her come in with this woman "
"Listen I can call her father. Her mother is Beyoncé and dad Jay z" he stated pulling out his phone. The officers chuckled and i scrunched my face. What the fuck? I heard Benny phone finishing for daddy to answer.
"Come on Shawn" Benny mumbled. But no answer. I felt my eyes watering and my heart skipped a beat of pain.
"Sir give this woman her child please" the officer tried to grab my hand but I snatched it back shaking my head.
"No, she not my mom" I yelled as my tears escape freely from my eyes.
"You have no proof of her being kidnapped. If you don't give her to her guardian we will have to arrest you for abducting"
"What?" Uncle Benny yelled. "So I say she kidnapped her and now I'm the one abducting?" He said in full disbelief shaking his head.
"Sir don't make it harder than what it has to be. Please give this woman her child" uncle Benny sighed and shook his head. He tried to put me down but I gripped tightly not letting him.
"Listen baby girl it's gonna be ok" I shook my head crying.
"No. Uncle Benny please" I cried i looked his eyes and saw a rage a tears trying to fall.
"Listen I'm gonna get a hold of you father and let him know." I cried listening to his words. "We gonna get you home ok" I looked down and sobbed but nodded. He kissed my head and Candace grabbed my arm. She didn't even butt the things she just pulled me away.
"Un-cle Benny" I cried reaching for him as she pulled me away from his sight.
"I'm gonna get you home baby girl" I cried and he soon disappeared when we made it outside. She snatched my and forced me to turn around and walk forward. We got in the car and soon she got in, she slapped me right across my facing making me snapped my head to the window. I was in shock of the force of the hit. I gasped and I held my cheek and slowly turned my head her way. She looked at with evil in her glare.
"Have you lost your fucking mind. You tryna get me sent back to jail?" She hissed. I couldn't even fix my lips to said anything I was in shock of the hit.
"Answer me" she snatched my jaws I looked at her a bit taken back. She mushy my face away and began to drive. I cried silently while laying my head on the window. I wiped my face getting myself together because I want to know.
"Why?" I spoke in a low rasp she glanced at me then back at the road quickly.
"Why what?" I shook my head facing forward not daring to look her way.
"Why kidnap me, and then do it again?" She didn't give me any reply besides a frustrated sigh. I scoffed.
"Why can't you just take me home?" I cried. She didn't answer. We came to a re slight and she sat back and dropped her arms from the wheel.
"Because I'm your home" she finally replied
Shawn
7:11
My phone was ringing and I slowly sat from being asleep up with a groan, I rubbed my eye and grabbed my phone from off the nightstand. I looked at the contact and it was Benny, I swiped over and answered.
"Hello" I spoke with a slight rasp of sleepiness
"Nigga Get yo ass up" he yelled. I scrunched my face and moved the phone from my ear before bringing it back.
"What's up?" I sat up I heard him huff
"Man I just had Amariana with me" my stomach twisted and ticked as if I was on a roller coaster. My heard paced and I sat up quickly some more.
"What?"
"Yeah man. At the hardware store they where there I almost had her but there was two officer there and I tried to tell them you was her father but you didn't answer you jack ass. What are you doing?" I sighned frustration
"I was sleep man. I been up with these kids. Kelly took Beyoncé out to ease her mind about everything and I stayed with the kids" I explained
"Well she got away I had no proof and they let her go with Amariana and she was crying for me man. I felt hurt from that so I can't imaging what y'all going through" I stood up and slammed my hand on the nightstand knocking the clock off.
"Fuck" I yelled.
"And umm i- think you should know but she doesn't look to good" i perked up.
"Come on man don't be round the bush what you mean?" It took him a minute.
"She had a mark on her face a hand mark, a-nd she just looks weak and there was robe marks on her wrist" i clenched my fist feeling my blood boil
"Somebody is dying. For this time" I gritted.
"I'm sorry Shawn I tried man I really did" I relax and shook my head
"Nah man I'm sorry its my fault. I should've answered" I spoke.
"Are you gone tell bey?" Damn it.
"Yeah ima have to even though she can't fit to try to do this I told her I'll keep her updated. Her and Nicki been tracking things on the computer to find her anyway" I spoke
"Daddy I'm hungry" I heard I looked up and saw blue standing there rubbing her eye
"Look Benny blues up I'll talk to you soon man. Thank you again."
"Yeah ok. No problem man" I nodded and I heard him hang up I dropped my arm and titled my head back.
"Daddy are you stressed?" Blue asked. I brought my head back down and laughed some.
"What you know about being stressed?" She shrugged.
"Mommy says stressed is a way of tired and you look tired." I nodded
"Well then yeah princess I am." I spoke honestly
"Yeah I can tell" I gasped dramatically
"Dang girl what you tryna say, is daddy getting old?" She laughed and shook her head
"No not at all" I laughed as well as she did. I walked over to her and held out my hand.
"Come on let's go get some food" she nodded. "Where's Mirah and Chris?" I asked. Them being here is honestly normal like their my kids as well. But that's because Amariana is my kid and they are apart of her so it's normal.
"Sleeping still" I nodded as we walked down stairs and I began to make some dinner.
Beyonce
7:20
"Bey how have you really been?" Kelly asked for the 6th time I rolled my eyes playfully. We where at her house and just talking and having drinks.
"I told you I'm goo-" she cut me off holding her hand
"And don't say your good. I know your trying to stay strong for those kids but you can let it out Beyoncé" her words began to hit me and my emotions started to build up.
"It's your daughter Beyoncé not a friend or some random family member. It's you daughter." I sobbed right then and there. She placed her glass down and came up to me.
"I'm sorry" I cried out while shaking my head embarrassed. She soothed my hair and shushed me pulling me into her chest. I relax my body and she stroked my hair.
"Awww bey. It's not east I can't say I k ow bed I don't I would lose my mind if titan wasn't in my sight. But you very strong beyonce a few days of this is t nothing for you, you went through this for 11 years." She spoke. "But do you really wanna relive those 11 years of being sad and hurt instead of trying?
I thought about her words I spent almost the 11 years in my rooms sad and depressed I was tired of the same answers or being disappointed causing my hopes to die down. I sat up and shook my
"No I don't" I wiped my face. "But it be like those 11 years that's what I'm scared for I don't want another 11 years to go by she'll be grown. But I can't hear the same disappointment about how they can't find her or her looks or her height her name" i named off. "It's too much"
"Yeah I get that. But Beyoncé I really think you should try at least for your baby" I bit my lip tenderly gazing away. Of course I want her home don't get me wrong but those 11 years left me traumatized and I can't go through it again not only for me but for blue and I have two other kids. But my first needs to be home.
"Ok" I nodded "ima gonna do it, just not right away. I have to process a few things still" she nodded with a smile
"Good" we went silent and she grabbed her glass sipping it.
"Mmmh" she swallowed. "How are the kids anyway?" I tucked my lips shaking my head and she frowned
"Still" I nodded she sighed
"Blue keeps asking about her, Mirah won't talk to anyone, and Chris alone in his room" I spoke sadly. The kids have been taking this hard. Extremely hard.
"Wow" she muttered. "Well had Shawn have any information on where they are or anything?"
"Apparently Shawn was right pursed Amariana window when he went to the townhouses" I started. Her eyes widen and I nodded. "But he didn't know it was her so Candace filed a restraining order on him for being outside of her home"
"What?" I nodded bitterly.
"So what's he doing now?"
"Well" i Breathe out. "He Ben trying to get the police involved butt hey keep saying until we have proof she kidnapped her they can't do much." She huffed
"Bullshit" she mumbled. I never understood why it was so hard to just help with this. When it first happens it took them a minute when they realized who we where and we did have a child all over the socials. Which is why I don't get why this time it's a struggle. But we didn't pop out with Amariana since she been found yet. I hate it all over, it's makes me feel like Candace really is her mother no one believes she's mine and it was breaking me. The thought of her touching and taking my baby I get her back she does it again and now they all think that bitch is her mother. If detective Ree-
"Bey" I snapped out of my thoughts with wide eyes looking at Kelly.
"What?" She asked worriedly I shook my head and relaxed a bit.
"I-i know who can help" I stuttered my words out.
"Who?" Kelly raised her brow
"Detective Reese"
Just sad.
Thoughts?
Amariana seeing Benny?
Candace buying all of that?
Shawn not answering?