April 9th
Beyonce
8:22
Shawn's been having it if meeting lately it's just been mad and the girls at home. He says that they hav been making plans for a few songs to perform buts it's been back to back meetings. He left about an hour ago and said he'll be back around 11:00, which is weird there is no way in hell he needs 4 damn hours to go over some songs because I don't even need that long and I'm the Queen of this shit. Right now I'm trying to shrug it off because I don't want to be all tensed up around my baby's. Right now we are making cookies why because it was honestly out of boredom i told them to wait until lunch to eat them so we'll just sit them to the side for later.
"Amariana stop eating the batter" I said popping her hands she been eating the batter and blue been eating the chocolate chips
"Y'all keep eating we not gonna have no cookies to eat" I chuckled
"Yes we will just not fully made" Amariana laughed
"Where's daddy?" She asked looking around standing next to me I smiled at the name. If can't wait til I get there
"He umm he had another meeting"I said mixing the dough
"Damn that all he does is work" she shook her head. I honestly wish I had that mindset to think it's work as well
"Yeah I guess it's comes with being a busy man" I replied dryly trying to shrug it off she leaned forward looking me in my eyes
"Beybey, are you okay you seem bothered" I shot my head up quickly forming a fake smile as she moved back giving a concerned smile
"Yeah,yeah it's just I-I miss him that's all" she noded her her slowly squinting her eyes and deepening the side of her mouth playing with it with her tongue
"Uhn huh" she replied eyeing me. Don't tell me she likes mama and the girls and can tell and see right through me. Am I that bad of an actor? I don't think so I would've never gotten my movie rolls especially obsessed man that bitch Lisa had me and Sharon fucked up.
"Anyway can I asked you something?" She said putting the dough on the pan looking up at me i noded my head telling her it was ok
"How come you don't wanna celebrate your birthday?" I signed and shook my head
"I don't know I guess I'm really used to it by now 11 years didn't feel like worth celebrating if felt like being trapped in hell my baby was gone what did I look like trying to celebrate a damn birthday when I didn't even know if my child was healthy or even alive" she looked at me with sad eyes and walked slowly closer to me hugging me I smiled and wrapped my arms around her small frame and kissed her head
"But I'm here now and it would hurt me to see you not happy especially on your birthday"
"I know but to be honest it doesn't fell like I got the whole you back I mean you don't cal me mom yet and I miss that from you. We had our own relationship and we were in love with each other" she huffed and grabbed my hands turning me to look at her.
And I'm sorry it all went down the drain but I'm willing to bring that back for the bother of us we just have to getting to know each other and I can't just say oh yeah I remember that we can continue when really I don't and I'm jus know getting comfortable but don't doubt that one day I will call you mom I mean you are my mom right? She chuckled and I broke into a smile
"Yes,yes I am" I smiled
"Ok just give it time besides we don't wanna rush it because then it'll feel like it being rushed and it's not a real relationship to get the old us back it takes time" she was completely right we can't rush it because it may seemed force like we are just trying to get to the point when it's more to it.
"Ok that's enough I feel like a child getting a prep talk" I pulled away gently laughing as well as she did
"Well hey I'm been told I'm very bright for my age with talks" she laughed. My phone began to ring and my heart dropped at who it was it was Michelle is wiped over slowly walking over to the island
"Hey Michelle" I said nervously I got her phone
"Hey bey how are you?" It sounded real butt sarcastic at the same time
"I-I'm great how are you?" I chuckled
"Oh I'm great besides the fact YOUR ASS DIDNT THINK TO CALL AND SAY MY NIECE WAS HOME" she yelled i hissed at the pain in my ear moving my phone. Then I brought it back clearly my throat
"I'm sorry" I shrugged as if she could see me
"Really bey your sorry, I cried for that child and no one thought to tell me she was home" I looked back at Amariana to see her putting the cookies in the oven before turning back around.
"Listen things weren't ok at first it was a little rough"
"Ruff like how bey?" I heard her fake chuckle
"Hey bey I'm gonna go check on blue I put them in the oven" Amariana said standing in the exit of the kitchen
"Ok" I smiled she walked out and I sat down at the island
"Was that her?" I signed rubbing my temple
"Yeah" I said lowly I heard her scoff
"I can't believe you" she gritted
"What was I supposed to say hey I found my child and she hates me and won't talk to me" I asked in a white girl voice
"No but you could've at least called me and said she was home your relationship with her isn't my business but I would like to stop crying not only for her but for you" she yelled
"I was to busy trying to get her to ease up and see we are her family that's why I didn't call I think you would be this upset" she scoffed and it went silent for a moment
"You didn't think about me at all because if you did you would've called and I'll think about coming in three weeks"
"Michelle I'm so-" before I could finish the line went dead I pulled the phone form my ear looking at the call ended screen before turning it off. Question is who the hell told her about Amariana. I let out breathe and sat my phone down
"Where did I go wrong?" I asked myself lowly
Shawn
9:00
I was in my office going over a few songs and marking areas were me and bey will be performing for the tour I heard a Knox and I took my pen and sat it down before saying come in. The dirt opened and I look to see red bottom hills up to see clear Carmel glowing smooth legs up to thick curves of hips and up to of course the exposed cleavage going up the neck up the jawline to the face
"Becky?" She smiled and closed the door
"Hi Shawn" i twitched at her smooth flowing voice I cleared my throat and sat up
"What's up?" She let out a breath and sat across from me at my desk
"Did I do something wrong I mean you kinda just up and left that night" she chuckled
"Becky I'm married and I have two daughters man I can't be cheating and playing with my wife's feelings and she happy right now" I said in all honesty
"But are you happy?" She got up from her seat slowly walking to me I closed my eyes trying to remove the view from my eyes until I felt soft plump on my penis causing me to lowly groan lowly felling her ass on my penis. I inhaled her scent and she got closer to my ear
"Because you were looking at me, that bottoms lip couldn't stay from in between your teeth as well" I cleared throat pushing her by her waist until she grabbed my hand and move it down her ass I gripped it and she moaned lowly in my ear.
"You were looking here" she said moving my hand to her Brest
"Here" she moved it to her thighs feeling the fist skin rub against my palm
"Here" she moved it back to her ass
"And here" she pulled back bringing my hand to her lips I bit my lip when she straddle my lap
"Becky I-I can't my wife" i stutter out
"Shhhhhh. What she doesn't know won't hurt her" she whispered in my ear she began to grind hard rolling her hips i out my hand on each side of her hips helping her roll her hips I felt her vagina rubbing against my penis every time she came back down grinding. I felt my self getting hard and I groaned at the feeling of her being on my tip
"Shit" I mumbled she slows down unbuttoning her shirt taking it off showing her breast slighting hanging from her bra I bit my lip and chocked her pulling her to me
"I hope you can handle this since you don't know how to listen" I said said biting her neck and shit the neck alone had a taste of sweetness
"I can handle it daddy" she moaned out grabbing my neck. I sucked lower to her breast I unclip her bra I took her left Brest into my mouth massaging her right
"Damn" I mumbled at the taste I pushed her back to where she was leaning some and held her waist so she didn't fall I sucked her stomach roughly leaving marks I looked up and she had her hand running through her hair with her mouth slightly opened she was sexy as hell.
I pulled her back to me and kissed her lips i tapped her leg talking her to get up she got up and I slid her down on the couch I had in my office I pulled her skirt down and saw her thong was tight in the right areas I bit my lip and removed her thing slowly her vagina was freshly shaved and glowing I laid between her legs and took a few started licks
"Fuck" she moaned out lowly I stuck my tongue in her hole and she grabbed my head arching her back
"Daddy" she moaned I smirk before putting my mouth over her inside of her walls sucking she was moaning and arching her back I held her hips down for her to stop moving. Her juiced began to stop and I suck them up still going she had a sweet flavor of fruit.
"I'm cumming" I sucked and sucked and she arched off the sofa pushing my head in more I felt her hips buck and her clit got swollen I knew she was about to release
"Let it go baby" soons I said those 4 words she released all in my mouth
"AHHHHHH FUCKKKK SHAWN-MMMHH" she moaned I stoped and rubbing her clit causing her to jump and close her legs at the sensitivity
"Oh we're not done" i whispered in her ear kissing her neck she bit her lip and noded I undid my pants and let's just say I began round for rounds.
Beyoncé
10:22
I been calling Shawn for the past 25 minutes not getting an answer. I called him around the time me and Michelle got off the phone and we had an agreement to take the girls to the movies just us but he wasn't answering and he should be almost done. I called more time getting an answer on the 5th ring
"Hey baby" I heard in the phone followed by shuffling I moved the phone from my ear scrunching my face before bringing it back
"Hey, are you ok you're sent answering?"
"Uh yeah yeah I just ended up having a late meeting with my agent about the tour" i noded my head not sure to even believe his words but I'm gonna play it off because I need to see his body movements for my self
"Oh,ok well me and the girls will be ready when you get here"
"Ok I'm on my way"
"K I love you"
"Love you too" I hung up and rested my hand on my chin with my index finger over my top lip thinking. He seems so tensed up and jumpy last night when I kissed him he barely kissed back like he was nibbling then smooching.
"Hey hey" I heard I jumped from my thoughts looking up meeting eyes with my eldest daughter I broke into a smile just looking at her I'm gonna brush the Shawn shit to the side since I'm too happy about having my baby looking me in my eyes
"Hey what's up"
"I need a pad" i scrunched my face and looked at her like she had six heads
"A pad?" I asked tilting my head
"Yeah it's that time of the monthhhh" she dragged out in confusion noded her head slowly
"Oh-ok come with me" she followed me upstairs to my room into the bathroom I went into the cabinet and grab out a pad and handed to her
"Thank" she smiled and i noded
"I-when did you get your period?" I asked
"Uhh last year" i just nodded
"Oh" truth is i was hurt I missed that for her makes me think what all did I miss. I felt my face heat up and my eyes began to burn in the back of my head I was looking at the groin and my vision filled with wet blurred my tear fell right on the floor soons I blinked
"Hey are you alright?" I looked up and wiped my eyes quickly
"Yeah yeah it just- i-i missed that for you I wish I was able to be there" i sighed she noded looking down
"Sorry" was all she said
"Hey it's not your fault I really have no choice it's Mother Nature" she noded before looking back at me
"Well at least I have a whole life ahead of me and you'll be alert of it now. Like when I drive, graduation, get married, have kids, things like that I know it's gonna be a few years but at least you'll be present" I chuckled and wiped my freshly falling tears
"Yeah I guess your right" I pulled her into my side I've only had one real hug from her but I guess me being able to hold her in any way was fine.
"Hey I'm home" we pulled away a and walked out the room
"Ima go change this real quick I'll be down in a minute"
"Ok" I walked downstairs and saw Shawn holding blue before he looked at me
"Hey baby" he walked over to me and hugged me I didn't huff back I slightly palmed his chest miving him
"What do you smell like that that's not my scent" I asked sniffing his chest
"Like what?"
"Like a female"
Shawn
10:56
"Like a female" my heart drop to my ass. If I would've known that would've went down I would've brought a change of clothes it like with comes with Becky is evil her looks her touch her voice her scent it won't leave.
"Oh baby that's Regina they got back in the middle of me working that's another reason why it took me so long to answer" I smiled nervously hoping she bought the idea she looked at me with squinting eyes before speaking
"Mmh so if I call Regina she gonna say the same thing you know she my home girl Shawn" I threw my hand sup in frustration
"Come on bey I been working all day I could really be relaxing but I decided to take my baby's to the movies and this is what I get" I said offended she looked at me and her face softened she came and hugged me and I held her waist
"I'm sorry" she whispered into my ear before pulling back and kissing me I kissed back wrapping my arms tighter around her waist
"Let me go check on blue" she said kissing me on last time pulling back going upstairs I sighed and flopped down on the couch closing my eyes. I hate that I lied but I would also hate to lose my wife and my kids she finally happy and i would hate to ruin it not only her happiness but the girls as well. I heard a soft voice clearing their throat and I open my eyes coming in contact with hazel eyes
"Hey lefty I didn't see you there" I chuckled
"Yeah I just got down here, you know Beybey was worried about you right where did you go?" She asked I looked around and rubbed dry head
"I had a meeting and a friend of mine got back in town" she nodded and loooked down
"So is that how you got that" she said pointing to me. I looked for what she was point f or finding it
"What?"
"That" she pointed to he reck remarking me of mine I felt my neck and whipped seeing lipstick my eyes went wide and I chuckled nervously
"Oh, you know how ya mama is she was just kissing me" i laughed a little
"Yeah I also know she doesn't we're bright red lipstick and i saw her less than 5 minutes ago she didn't have nothing on but chapstick she takes her brow. Shit bet is in order when it comes to makeup and things so everyone knows the what to ears and the what not.
"Listens it's alright ok she knows what's up and I do too we're married it's a thing we have" she noded and got up walking outside
"Hey ready" I turned to see bey informed a nervous smile before nodding w elect
Out the house lock it up and got in the car.
Amariana
11:07
The car ride was pretty silent my dad seems so jumpy lately and it makes it no better because he always gone so it gets in my head on why he always gone and jumpy. I know Beyoncé is feeling something she just won't say it I know I didn't know her well and all but I can tell when someone is tensed and bothered by something.
"So Amariana have you talked to Chris and mirah about onika?" Beyoncé asked Turing slightly in her seat
"Oh yeah Chris just sent me her number I can give it to you"
"Yes that would be fine, I still can't believe she was your teacher we were wondering where she went"
"Yeah she was more of the mothering type for me though" I chuckled shaking my head before my small smile fell hold the fuck up yeah she treated me differently. Did she know that I was kidnapped?
"Hey bey?"
"Yeah baby?" She replied
"How long were you and mrs Maraj friends?"
"Oh um, it's been years we went to school together then we started doing music together then I met your dad and she was around for a bit but not as much and when you were 2 she just left" she had to have known I mean my looks my name the ways she treated me but then again I don't even know if was reported missing on the news or anything I mean I'm sure of it my mother is Beyoncé but I guess it's privacy lifestyle for her.
"Why is something wrong baby" she asked fully turning to look at me
"No no um I was just curious" she noded and I looked down.
"Mommy why did sissy go missing anyway?" Blue asked I looked up and looked back down I thought I handle this with her already
"Well baby umm some people are cruel and I-well the things they do is cruel to people and someone was cruel 11 years ago and stole sissy from me" bey explain blue noded her head before looking back at her iPad bey looked at me with sorry eyes about how she explain Candace
"It's alright" i mouthed she smiled slightly and noded her head turning back in her seat she let out a huff and looked at daddy grabbing his hand and kissing it he glanced at her and smiled I shook my head and look out the window.
Beyoncé
11:17
We got to the movies and we were in the middle of getting snacks blue was getting in a slight trouble for getting 6 bags of candy.
"But mommy it's a movie your supposed to enjoy it how am I gonna enjoy it with no candy" blue whined I shook my head and chuckled she not gonna stop until she gets a yes
"I never sis you couldn't but enjoy it with 1 bag of candy baby" she stoned her foot and poured bey gave her a look with her left brow raised she huffed and threw the candy walking away
"Blue Ivy Carter" bey said in a stern tone calling for her to come back. She came back and blue grabbed her hand whispering in her ear she let go and blue picked up the candy and put them back only leaving on out to have.
"Thank you"I just stood there watching until I felt a hand in my shoulder I looked and saw daddy
"Hey" he smiled down at me i scrunched my face a bit and moved away
"Hi" I replied dryly he looked at me worried before speaking
"Do I smell or something?" He said sniffing his armpits. Yeah like another female I know Beyoncé ain't wearing that cheap shit
"No I just-I" I let out a breath shaking my head before walking over to Beyoncé and blue I had my arms crossed and a slight pout I felt a soft finger come in contact with my chin lifting my head up forcing it to turned and when it did it was Beyoncé
"You ok mini" I mailed at the name and she smiled back but still concerned that just made my day I hugged her from and she hugged back laughing I never fully hugged her but this will do for now
"You just needed a hug?" I noded my head resting it on her chest
"Ok let's go I didn't spend 134 dollars for nothing" she tapped my shoulder I pulled away laughing
"Girl that's pocket change for you" I laughed and she shrugged
"Money is money" i noded my head in agreement daddy came over smiling and I tried to form a smile I know it's not really my business but I did some fucked up shit to Beyoncé so him doing whatever it is it's just gonna hurt her all over again. We walked through the theater going up the stairs to sit at the mid middle of the theater seats. We sat down and the previews began to play. This movie is about to be 2 hours yes it's the new Ariel with Halle. I thought to get the chance to go to the bathroom.
"Hey I'm gonna run to restroom real quick" i whispers to bey
"Take blue please just in case" i noded my head grabbing blue hand walking out the aisle. We walked out the theater and went to look for the bathroom.
"Um excuse me can you tell me where the bathroom is?" I asked a worker he turned around smiling then stopped. As well as I did my heart fell sunk in and my throat created a lump of nervousness and fear my flam began to sweat and my breathing picked up my chest was lifting up and down quickly as I slowly backed away from this man that toured me for some time.
"A-Amariana?" I shook my head and he inched out to touch me
"No" I said and shook my head
"NO" i yelled i grabbed blue hand and ran back to the theater
"Amariana stop" he yelled I looked back and saw him chasing after me I held blue hand tight and pulled her i front of me I looked back and saw him running after us I just ran not remembering which movie number we were in. This place is so damn big you would thinks it's a movie mall
"Rich people" I said still running i looked and saw he was far behind but still trying to get to me is stopped for a moment looking around trying to find a worker to help soon I came in contact with one I grabbed blue Hand
"This way" we ran to the worker and stopped i from if he tout of breath
"Excuse me which movie room is the little mermaid?" I was tired from running so I was speaking between heavy breathing which made it harder because I was about to cry
"It's 114 are ok? Do need some water?" I noded my head and she went behind the desk for a few minutes coming back with 2 water bottles
"Thank you" i sighed
"Is your parents here?" I noded my head sipping the water before pulling it down and putting the lid on
"My mother and father are in the theater"
"Ok I'll call on the walkie for them ok?" I noded my head and she pulled out the walkie
"Go for amber" she sis do to it the walkie sounded fuzzy and I hear shuffle
"I'm here" I heard
"Hey we have 2 girls here looking for their parents. What their names?"
"Beyonce and Shawn" I replied she noded her head speaking back into the walkie
"Beyoncé and Shawn" I looked at blue who was fiddling with her fingers I feel terrible for bringing her into this I pulled her into a hug and she laid on my chest
"Who was that?" She asked I signed rubbing my temple
"Don't worry about it blue he can't hurt us"
Beyoncé
11:32
The movie was about to start and I kept taking glances at the door looking for the girls it's been a while since they been to the bathroom but they haven't came back yet
"Where are they?" I whispered to Shawn
"I don't know I know they ain't holding that much piss" I looked at the door and saw some people but I couldn't see because it was dark I looked at saw a person who looked like security coming our way I sat up as they got closer
"Hi are you Beyoncé and Shawn?" My heat fell what Happened and where are my kids
"Y-yes"
"If you can come with me we have your daughters at the front desk"
"Is everything ok?" I asked rushing to get my things
"I really don't know ma'am but follow me" we grabbed out things and got up from our seats rushing behind the woman allowing her to lead us were ever my kids are we made it to the desk and I saw the girls with a worker
"Babies" I ran to them pulling them in hug I squated down to blue level holding her face in my hands
"Are you ok baby?" She noded her head and I pulled her into a hug I look at Amariana and Shawn was holding her she looks struck and froze as if she seen a ghost about to cry
"Mini baby you ok?" She noded her head slowly not looking at me I followed her eyes and mine landed on a worker I scrunched my face in confusion Turing back around
"What happened?" Shawn asked the worker
"I-I don't know sir she came to asked for the movie room and she seemed terrified and tensed I knew something was wrong"
"Ok thank you" she noded her head and walked behind the desk i huffed and turned back to the girls
"So much for a movie" Shawn chuckled bitterly
"You girls wanna go home or stay?"
"Go home"
I smell drama
Amariana on to Shawn?
Did Ms.Maraj know about?
Amariana being kidnapped?
Shawn cheating with Becky?
Who was that man at the movies?