April 2nd 2023
Amariana
After what happend yesterday at school I was completely lost they were telling me how they think mama isn't my mom. My birth certificate failed my birthday fail and my social security number was fake and failed. But the officer finally admitted since they didn't have full on proof of it I can go home with her.
Im sitting at the table eating a bowl of cereal and doing my school work mommy said I didn't have to go since all of the commotion that went down yesterday. They must've said some things that upset her because they asked to speak with her alone in the office while I waited outside and after they were done she barley said two words.
I got up from the table to go to go wash my bowl since I was finished. I heard the door bust open Causing me to jump and drop my bowl in the sink. I saw mommy and she looked scared. She was out of breathe and all over the place
"Amariana baby we gotta go" she said quickly and panicking
"What why?" I asked following her to the back where our rooms are
"Because we have to go, go pack a bag" she said rushing packing clothes in a suit case
"Why?" Now I'm getting annoyed we go through this eveytime I'm in a new school
"Just do it" she yelled
"Mommy I'm tired of this why do we keep moving like this"
"You wouldn't understand" she said
"So help me understand" she stopped in her movements of packing and look at me with fear in her eyes
"I-I did something really wrong" she said on the verge of tears. What could she have done for this to keep happening it's like we're on the run
I-
"CANDACE MOORE OPEN UP" i heard as banging was being followed behind the yelling of a man's voice
"Mommy what's happening" I asked scared she came up to my and crabbed my face with both of her hands kissing my forhead
"Baby I can't explain this to you fast enough but just know I love you so much and everything I did was for you" she said as tears formed in her eyes now I'm scared
"Mommy what are you talking about" I asked. The door bust opens and we heard heavy foot steps I looked through the hall and saw cops and a swat team.
"Candace Moore?" They asked mommy started sobbing as she slowly noded her head they stormed to her and spun her around aggressively.
"You have thr right to remain silent whatever you say or do will be held against you. He said cuffing her
"Hey let her go,mommy what's going on?" I yelled in tears watching them man handle my mother
"Baby I'm so sorry" she cried as they were pushing her out the door with me following behind them
"What did you do mommy tell me" I sobbed
"I-" she began
"You have the right to remain silent Ms.Moore"the officer cut her off walking out the door before I could step foot out to follow a woman stopped me
"Are you Amariana?" She asked bending down to my level
"Y-yes" i stuttered nervously
"Ok I need you to come with me" she said holding her hand out for me to take
"No what's going on" I'm getting frustrated and mad they bust through the door snatch my mother and now I'm being asked to leave
"Listens you ever heard the term the baby doesn't cry for you you cry for the baby?" I scrunched my face the hell is this
"No what's the point of this can you tell me what's happening?"
"Let's just say a woman been crying for you for 11 years and it's not your fault non of it is you didn't get raised in any harm you just got raised in the wrong family" she replied
"What are you talking about?" I yelled
"Do you have any family here that's been around"
"Yes is cut all have hella family ain't aunts uncles cousins what the meaning of all of this I'm tried of?"asking
"Right now I need you to come with me to the police station and I'll explain it all your complete blindsided right now but if rather have you sitting down" I huffed and rolled my eyes
"Fine" I said
"I'm if there's anything you wanna take I think you should get it now you won't be back here for a while" i noded my head slowly in confusion. I walked to my room and changed into some clothes and put my shoes on. I grabbed a few clothes my phone charger. And my paintings I looked on my dresser and saw a picture of me and mommy from my birthday photshoot we had i grabbed it off the dresser and put it in my bag.
I walked to my door and turned around looking at my room one last time and cried. I turned the light of and slowly walked out. The detective looked at me with a sad smile
"Ready" she asked i noded my head looking around my home
"Ok let's go baby doll" she opens the door for me to walk out as she followed behind shutting it. These past two days had been complete confusion for me.
Shawn
9:45
I was sitting in my office just looking at my daughter's pictures, detective Reese found more information like the passed houses she been in and people she had been involved with. I was looking deep at the one picture that's most recent and I cracked a smile chucking to myself at how much she looks like bey. My phone rung in my pocket and I pulled it out looking at the caller id and it was defective reese.
"Hello"I said into the phone hoping it was good news I was getting nervous my palms got sweaty and I rub end them against my jeans
"Hey Shawn we um we have her" I held in a deep breath and my throat started to lump I froze at the words that transformed through the phone and held the phone to me ear.
"Shawn?" I heard bringing me back
"I-I'm here" I stuttered
"Ok you can come in if you want"
"How did she take it do we need to be prepared for anything" I asked
"Well she didn't take it to well she had an out burst and she isn't ok or happy right now I told her what been happening all these years and she won't accept it" I shined and shook my head knowing I had to tell bey that
"Ok I'll be there soon thank you" I said
"No problem" she said hanging up I shook my head at the though do what could of went down in that police station. But I didn't care I'm just glad my child is coming home I closed my lap top and left my office Turing off the light.
I went upstairs to me and beys room looking for her in sight but I didn't see her anywhere
"Bey" I called out
"Bathroom" she replied
I sat on the end of the bed playing with my fingers waiting for her to be done, I heard the toilet flush and I jumped up walking to the door and she opened and jumped when she seen me
"Damn Shawn" she said holding her chest I didn't say a word just smiled
"What?"
"They have her" she lowly gasped and her face began to turn a shade of read as her eyes waters like two deep pools. A tears like deform her left eyes and she broke down as I pulled her into my arms and let her get it out
"My baby" she cried with her head in the crook of my neck
"Yes baby it's her but we have to go get her" I said softly she lifted her head quick and wiped her eyes
"But bey um they said he didn't take it to well she's not happy" I said warning her
"I don't care as long as she is back with us I don't care" she said getting dressed I noded my head in understanding because I felt the same way after we both were dressed bey dressed blue and now we're dropping her off to Kelly's. I glanced at bey and saw her body language of nervousness i grabbed her hand and held it tightly
"Calm down bey it's gonna be ok"I said bringing her hand to my lips kissing it
"How bad do you think it was?" She asked looking at me
"What her outburst?" I took a quick glance at her before looking back at the road
"Yeah I mean don't you think it's bad if they had to warn us with it"
"Yeah, but she might have a change of heart when she sees that she has a loving mother and father who never gave up on her"
"Yeah hopefully" she said letting out a deep breather i knew her tension was gonna get the best of her just as her thoughts I cant lie and say it wasn't the same for me but I just need my child and wife to be ok right now
"Don't stress babe" she noded her head before laying in back on the head part of the seat
we pulled into Kellys we all got the car bey grabbed blu and I grabbed her back pack and iPad.
"ok blue I want you to be good for auntie Kelly ok" bey said knocking on the door
"ok mommy are you going to get my sister this time?' she asked happily bey smiled and nodded
'yes baby we are"
"YAYYYY"!!! she yelled happily
"I knew I heard my cute niece" Kelly said opening the door smiling at blue bending down to hug her
"hi auntie Kelly" blue yelled happily I laughed and shook my head
"Blue baby inside voices" bey said chuckling
"Sorry, can I got play with titan?"
"Yes baby go head" Kelly said standing up to let her in the door she ran off and kelly turns to us
"Thanks kelly" I said she noded
"Of course anytime,Well how do you guys feeling it's finally happening"
"Well a bit nervous she didn't take it to well but I don't care I need her here with me" bey said
"Bey I'm really proud of ,both of you I can never imagine if I lost titan" she said looking between me and bey
"Thank you Kelly" beys said hugging her
"Well you better get going go get your baby" she quickly breaking the hug
"Ok" bey chuckled
We left from the porch and went back to the car driving off. Bey was happy but nervous she started hyperventilating laughing though it. We talked about how we were gonna spoil her and how bey and her we're gonna do makeup and hair together we'll see about the makeup part but I don't mind the hair.
W pulled up to the police station and I parked and we sat quietly per pairing for what our child's reaction is about to overcome upon us. I didn't realize I was this nervous until we got here.
"Shawn I'm nervous" bey admitted
"I know I-I am too"
"Oh god what if she doesn't want to come with us. Or is she thinks we're bad people that's taking her away or-"
"Bey you gotta breathe aight everything's gonna be fine at least I hope but if it doesn't go as planned it doesn't matter we are her parents aight" she noded letting out a deep breath
"We got this" I spoken. We got out the car walking up to the door. bey stoped half way there and closed her eyes letting out a breath i walked up behind her grabbing her hand and kissing it. She noded knowing i was letting her know it's gonna be fine. We walked into the station and as we got closer to detective Reese office we heard arguing with loud roars of words
"NO I DONT CARE I WANT MY MOM BACK" I looked at bey as she looked back at me nervous of what's happening behind the door
"Amariana you have to calm down" we heard deceptive Reese say
"NO WERE IS MY MOTHER" she yelled lil mama got some base in her high pitched voice. I looked at bey and she had her hand over her mouth as tears poured over her cheeks. The door opened quickly causing us to snap our heads at it and there's she was. My baby girl looking just like hey with a flesh of me but she looked upset her eyes brows drawn together with her left one slightly arched that's corms form Beyoncé side of the family, her nostrils going in and out which means she taking big breathes. She was just eyeing us until detective Reese came up behind her
"Who the hell is this" she asked looking back at detective Reese. I looked at her and she looked back at me before looking down at Amariana again clearing her throat
"These-um this is your mother and your father" she said lowly. She looked back at us with her arms crossed mugging us and looking us up and down
"These are not my parents and she definitely isn't my mother" she said storming out the station. I heard a big sobbing I turned to bey and she was bending over as if she was about to fall forward with one hand on her stomach and the other on her mouth.
"Shhh bet alright alright" I said lifting her to hug her. I looked at detective Reese and she mouthed "I'm sorry" I shook my head in disbelief I mean she could've said anything but to say that after all the trauma we had for her.
"Thank you detective Reese for all these years we couldn't have done it without you" I said sincerely she noded her head and formed a small smile
"Of course call me anytime" i noded my head and slowly walked away with bey still in my arms we walked out the station and I saw Amariana sitting on the stairs looking down I walked dirt to the car and let her in before going back to Amariana
"You ready lefty?" I asked smiling at the name a gave her since she was born. She looked up scrunching her face
"Who the hell is lefty?" She sis diet attitude I already know this girl is gonna be the death of me
"Oh it's a name I gave you since you were born" I said nervously
"Well that's not my name" she said walking away to the car. I sighed and shook my head
"Lord help me" is aid to my self walking to the car
The whole ride was silent I took a few glances at Amariana in the review mirror she saw me a few times and rolled her eyes. I looked over at bey and she was sitting with a blank expression as tears fell down each cheek. I grabbed her hand and held it tightly.
"I'll ask Kelly to bring blue just go home please" she said lowly I knew she wanted to go in the room and cry. I noded my head driving in the direction of Houston we were passing the leaving Jackson sign, Amariana looked back following it with her eyes as we past. She turned back around crossing her arms and I saw a flesh of tears in her eyes.
We made it to the house and we all got out the car. Amariana was carefully looking at the house with wide eyes.
"Holy shit" she said lowly i chuckled not even caring she cursed I'm happy she said something. I opens the door and we walked in as she slowly walked in. Her mouth slightly dropped at the sight.
"Umm I can show you your room if you like" bey said . She rolled her eyes not saying anything and bey looked down I saw her tear fall on the wooden floor. I knew she was crying
"Hey lefty how about you explore" I said trying to get rid of her to talk to bey.
"I told you that's not my name" she walked off and I sighed watching her until she was out of sight I look at bey and she was crying her eyes out again.
"Bey was just gotta give her some time she is blind sided right now" I said holding her
"I knew it" she cried
"You knew what baby?"
"She hates me"
How do y'all feel about Amariana not accepting them and hurting bey all over again ?
Stay tuned many more on the way 😘