When her parents died, Zhong Leyou was only seven years old.
He suffered from severe post-traumatic stress disorder after witnessing the death of his parents. Since then, he has closed himself off and communication barriers have also emerged.
Before this, his mild mental retardation had not affected his life much. He did develop slower, react slower, and learn less than the average child—but that was all. He just needs to study longer than others and more times than others. He can still learn what he needs to learn more times. His parents love him deeply and are very patient with him. They don't ask how he will become famous in the future, but only ask him to be safe.
Until later, the Lin family who took care of him found that he could not communicate with others normally.
At first, he just thought he couldn't accept the loss of his parents. After all, it takes a certain amount of time for adults to get over such a tragedy, let alone a child under ten years old.
The Lin family also ignored the possibility that he might have a psychological disorder. At that time, they didn't have such awareness. They didn't realize it until the serious problem was revealed, but it was too late.
It doesn't matter whether it's a mild intellectual impairment or a communication barrier. If they are separated, they probably won't be regarded as fools. But these two obstacles are concentrated on Zhong Leyou. He is not a fool, and he is ridiculed as a fool.
Leng Fujun later learned about these things from Lin Suxi.
He always felt that Zhong Leyou's fear of Lei was beyond the level of ordinary people, so he asked Lin Suxi if there was any reason for this.
Lin Suxi knew that Zhong Leyou was afraid of thunder, and knew where his fear of thunderstorms came from, but if it wasn't for Leng Fujun, she probably would never have known that Zhong Leyou would be so scared that she wanted to hide herself The degree in the closet-this year, he was eighteen years old, already eighteen years old.
Lin Suxi is really distressed, it is impossible for Zhong Leyou to tell her such a thing.
Leng Fujun never thought that things would be like this. He only knew that Zhong Leyou's parents died early, so he never lived in Lin's house. But because Zhong Leyou has a good face and a simple temperament, and Lin Suxi treats him like her own brother, caring about everything, when she sees him, she feels that she is just a little more courageous, and there is nothing wrong with him—how can you know that he is so old? Carrying such heavy memories.
Now that I know it, I can't help but feel that the child's experience is very rough.
He asked puzzledly: "Did you take him to see a doctor?"
Then he set himself another task because of this extra question.
Lin Suxi told him: "I have been there, but the effect is not very good. He doesn't trust strangers very much, and even the doctor is unwilling to cooperate."
Then: "Brother, now that Leyou is with you, I still trouble you Take care of him more. Now that he has grown up, he is not as clingy to me as he used to be. When he has something to do, he is afraid of causing trouble to me... Please help me persuade him more. If he can cooperate with the psychiatrist to receive treatment, it is the best Alright..."
The words have come to this point, of course Leng Fujun couldn't refuse openly, he said: "They are all relatives of my own, you don't have to be polite, I will give it a try." It should be a response,
but Leng Fujun Fu Jun also had no idea. Since Du Zhong Leyou doesn't believe in the doctor, it's even more impossible to believe him - he just doesn't cooperate with the doctor, and he is nervous and afraid from time to time when facing himself.
what can he do
Maybe it's because he seldom appears in front of Zhong Leyou so that he won't be nervous?
Leng Fujun thought so mockingly - but in fact Zhong Leyou's frightened and panicked appearance was still in his mind, and his arms still remembered that when he hugged Zhong Leyou to comfort him, he was in his arms How trembling.
At that time, Leng Fujun sincerely wanted to do something for Zhong Leyou.
On the other side, Zhong Leyou himself returned to normal after the thunderstorm night passed.
He dreaded all days of thunderstorms, because the sound of thunder would always trigger that horrible memory hidden in his mind. But after so many years, he was stung enough to numb the habit—after all, he could only get used to it, forcing himself not to think about it, and then deceiving himself that everything would be fine when the rain passed and the sun reappeared.
Zhong Leyou is not willing to remember what happened in such days. If he collapsed for several days every time he encountered it, he would have collapsed long ago. Although it may not make any difference if others see it, Zhong Leyou has worked hard to adjust herself. So his only memory of that day was that he cried, and after crying tiredly, he fell asleep in Leng Fujun's arms.
Wait until dawn, the sun is in the sky, and it will be a new day.
Besides, Zhong Leyou also has other things he wants to do at this time, he wants to make friends.
He didn't participate in military training, and he didn't live in a dormitory. So far, he doesn't have a classmate who is a little familiar-although high school is almost the same, but now he is in college. He hopes that his college will be better, so don't pass it Be like high school.
Fortunately, he found a classmate in the class who he might be able to get along with.
This person is called Qin Yunji.
When painting in a professional class, Zhong Leyou sat next to him. Because it is free painting, the classroom atmosphere in those two sessions is very relaxed. As long as you don’t disturb others, the teacher will turn a blind eye when listening to music or eating.
Zhong Leyou drew quietly, while Qin Yunji was listening to the song. Then Zhong Leyou saw Qin Yunji listening to You Qingshu's song - this is Zhong Leyou's favorite singer, and Qin Yunji happened to be listening to Zhong Leyou's favorite song. Immediately, his favorability towards Qin Yunji increased, and he really wanted to talk to him.
But in the end did not dare to do so.
Zhong Leyou breathed a sigh of relief, but before she could speak, her heart beat like it was about to explode. He knew he was too brave, but he just couldn't do it.
After that, Zhong Leyou began to pay attention to Qin Yunji, and he found that Qin Yunji seemed to be alone more often. He would sit with his roommates during class, but he would walk alone after class. I saw him several times in the school cafeteria, and he also ate alone.
He saw that Qin Yunji had eaten butter cookies in class, which was the same brand as his favorite. I found out that Qin Yunji had read the manga, and it was the one he was following and updating.
He felt that if he dared to take the first step bravely, he might be able to become good friends with Qin Yunji. After all, what he saw on the surface of their hobbies had many similarities.
But Zhong Leyou really didn't dare, he just didn't dare.
Once Leng Fujun came home for dinner and found that Zhong Leyou was absent-minded. He was afraid that Zhong Leyou was being bullied by others at school, so when he saw something was wrong, he asked, "Did something happen? You seem to have something on your mind?" Such emotions were clearly written
on his face, but he was cold When Fu Jun found out, Zhong Leyou quickly denied it: "...No, no..."
If Fu Jun could believe it, there would be ghosts.
He is not Lin Suxi, he will not worry about this and that. He is very straightforward: "You have something wrong written on your face. What happened? Did someone bully you?" After all, people entrusted
him In order to take care of him, Leng Fujun must ensure that Zhong Leyou is safe and sound, otherwise, don't make it difficult to explain to Lin Suxi and Song Shengqiao, and he himself will be ashamed—could it be that Leng Fujun can't even take care of a child?
Zhong Leyou couldn't help being frightened the most, once Leng Fujun's tone became serious, he didn't dare to hide it anymore. But it's not that someone bullied him, it's just that he wants to make friends with people, but he doesn't know how to do that.
Zhong Leyou didn't dare to look up at Leng Fujun, he asked softly: "...Brother, can I ask you a question?" Leng
Fujun looked at him: "You ask."
"...I want to talk to you What should I do to be a good friend by myself, tell him?" "
..."
Although Leng Fujun knew that taking care of Zhong Leyou would probably be the same as taking care of a child, but Zhong Leyou asked such a question, and let him Confirm this feeling again.
It's hard for him to describe what it feels like to exaggerate a bit, as if entering another world from one world.
When Zhong Leyou was so old, he had already tried to get in touch with the family's business and prepared for taking over. For so many years, the business field is used to vigorous and resolute. On the Internet of Interests, I have seen enough intrigues and intrigues. He thought his life was going to go on like this - he spent most of his time thinking about work, guarding against his opponents, and suppressing his uncle who refused to accept him.
He didn't feel that there was anything wrong with his life. He was the head of the Leng family, so he had to go through these things as a matter of course.
But just after seeing the scene of adults fighting to the death for profit as the norm in the world, and then hearing Zhong Leyou say "I want to make friends with a person, how should I tell him"—he suddenly felt a sense of time and space disorder .
Leng Fujun couldn't believe it, and Zhong Leyou was too innocent. Is it because of his mild intellectual impairment that made him think simple, or was his nature so pure, or both?
But the strange thing is that Leng Fujun's heart actually calmed down.
It is true that he rarely has access to people like Zhong Leyou.
Too many people show flattering smiles when they see themselves for the sake of profit, but the truth and falsehood are confused, making it difficult for people to see clearly.
Just Zhong Leyou, he is one of the few who not only won't come up to him when he sees him, but also afraid of running away.
Thinking about how I treated Zhong Leyou very preferentially, at first I helped him beat up those bastards, no, later on Ren Songyun bullied him and he happened to save him. Now, let him live in his own home, tell his aunt to take care of him, and tell the driver to take care of him.
But no matter what he did, Zhong Leyou would still cringe when he saw him - Leng Fujun couldn't handle a child like Zhong Leyou by himself, he really couldn't handle it. Because he doesn't know Zhong Leyou's way of thinking about problems at all, and what simple things are in his mind every day.
But at that moment, a wish emerged in his heart, and Leng Fujun thought, if only all the people he needed to guard against could be like Zhong Leyou, the world would be peaceful.