Lay
Wheewww!!!! Why ain't nobody tell me all this temptation comes with being in a committed relationship!
I've been in a relationship for roughly four months and let's just say tha niggas has been hounding yo girl! I mean I'm use to it but now it's different because I would turn them down so they could chase me but now it's like when I say I have a boyfriend they don't chase me anymore not gon lie it bruised my ego a lil bit.
Let's get into my boyfriend though!!
Im slowly becoming fully faithful to Fletcher (my man name 😝) I just dropped my last lil trick and although they wanted to be silent partners but something in me knew fletchy deserved all of me.
Everything has been smooth sailing so smooth that it makes me uncomfortable at times. My mom nem said that's because I'm use to chaos being around me that when it's not around it makes me uncomfortable and I go searching for it. I disagree but hey if it makes sense to them then.
I ain't gon lie one day he wasn't answering his phone and I thought he was out here doing dumb shit. I blew his phone down!!! I showed my ass but come to find out he was playing basketball or whatever. For a hour in a half yeah okay...
Anyways I tried to argue with him and the whole time the nigga wasn't giving me nothing to work with!! It got to the point where I just walked the fuck away and left it alone. I was not abouta keep wasting my precious breath on his ass.
That's just him...MY MAN..he so....My man just so MMMM!!!
Aw shit he got a bitch falling for him already ....damn playa down!! Well I ain't gon say down but a bitch slowly sliding down the wall.
BUT ANYWAYS!!!!!
I was currently at home cleaning my room since I'm in my final days of living here! My sister and I are moving into a three bedroom and 3.5 bath apartment. We had to have my momma co-sign for us because although I make a nice amount of money and Niy make decent money we had to use Niy income because the lady said something about my money isn't set or something the bitch was just picking honestly. But yeah moms co-signed for us or whatever and now we just waiting g for them to get it ready.
We still in the same area as everyone just probably 10 more minutes away. My Nana,Ej and auntie ari live on the same block as eachother. My mom nem, Uncle seam, and auntie Mari, live 5 mins away from them and they live by eachother. Then my auntie Lei nem live roughly 10 mins away I think idk.
But yeah, my mom nem didn't want us to be far away from family because "the way this world going" blah blah blah but I needed my space, at first auntie Laiah was trynna tell my mom nem to build us a home on their land but that's still close to Leland!
Speaking of Leland....We do not get along!! We just got into it like 30 mins ago because my music I guess. He came in here talking about people with jobs is sleeping so put headphones in. And ya know me imma talk my shit.
I told him selling drugs ain't a job and that my job was more legit than his so he should be taking notes. Ooo baby that pissed him off but who gives a fuck.
"ZALAYIA!" Leland yelled busting through my door.
"Yes?" I asked not turning the music down.
Now yall probably like why you picking with this man but any other time yes but I kid you not my volume is only like on 40. It's so low that when I go into my bathroom or closet I can't hear it.
"You're fucking done!!" He yelled snatching my phone off the bed.
"Hold up! Never is you boutta take my phone! At this point Leland you just picking with me! My volume low as fuck. I don't know who pissed you off but don't come in here with yo bullshit trynna take that shit out on me!"
"Little girl who the fuck you talking to?" He asked calmly slowly walking over to me.
"Aint shit little over here" I said staring him up and down
"Little girl I will choke yo ass out and still bring you back to life to show yo goofy ass" he said wrapping his hand around my neck
"My man..." my words abruptly cut off by this lunatic choking me.
"What the fuck you was saying!?" He whispered harshly
"Daddy what the hell! Let her go!" Niyah yelled pushing him off me
"What the fuck you was saying?" He whispered again. I quickly shook my head making him let me go. "Next time I say turn that shit down do that!" He said storming out the room.
"You okay?" Niyah asked coming up to me hugging me. I softly pushed her off me walking to my bathroom.
I walked straight to the mirror looking at my neck. It wasn't any bruising or redness but that shit felt like it left a bruise.
"Roughly 4 more days" I mumbled giving myself one final look before leaving out the bathroom.
......
"Okay fletch what's going on?" I asked looking around at all his effort.
This man took me to a private restaurant with just us in it. Lit the way with rose petals and candle lights, soft music playing the whole time we dined and even gave me multiple drinks and took shots with me.
"Whatchu mean?" He asked
"All this....either you did something or you boutta piss me off which one is it?" I asked pointing around
"First, I just wanna say I'm offended because anytime we do date night I go all out secondly knowing how bratty you are you boutta be pissed" he said making me smile and nod
"I knew it was something what?" I asked
"I gotta go on the road for a week and a half" he said staring at me uneasy
"Like I'm not gon be able to see you for a week and a half? Why do you gotta go on the road anyway?" I asked confused
"Lay my job...I told you imma truck driver. All this time I've just been taking local jobs but this one is to good to pass up" he said making me scrunch my face up
When the hell did he tell me he was a truck driver! Wow so I'm fucking with someone beneath my tax bracket now...wow I really lowered my standards to anyone who can fuck good.
"Whatchu thinking about?" Fletch asked waving his hand in my face
"Nothing, I just...um ...okay" I stuttered
"Nah..we not doing that what's on your mind?" He asked grabbing my hand. I slowly slid my hand out his grasp
"What I supposed to do when I wanna be up under you?" I pouted
"You can always come with me? I'm my own boss and my truck is big enough for us" he shrugged
"Hell No ! That ain't gon work for me I have hosting and shit to do"
"Mmcht I ain't even tell you when" he said staring at me with a straight face
"You didn't have to because I have bookings almost every other day so I know for sure that wasn't going to work" I said staring at him
"Right...You ready ta go?" He asked standing up from his seat.
I nodded slightly scooting out as he quickly came around to help me out my chair.
He grabbed my hand as we walked out the restaurant going straight to the car.
I can tell how this car ride was a boutta be uncomfortable like hell! I can sense him feeling some type of way but hell I feel sometype of way.
I don't think I have a problem with him being a truck driver they make okay money, but what about when I'm missing my man and he all the way in Texas or some shit! I'm really gon have to find a nigga for when he leave to keep me entertained.
"And you sure you don't wanna go with me?" He asked again as we started driving back to his place
"Yup" I said turning my body looking out the window.
"Such a brat" he mumbled placing his hand on my thigh
"Yup" I mumbled. I turned the radio up slightly so we could avoid any conversation he thought we were going to have.
"Matter fact can you take me home? I have a hosting tonight". I said turning the radio back down
"You serious? It's 10 at night" he said in disbelief
"It's my job, they need me I'm going this to big to pass up" I said using his line
"Yeah okay Za'layia, I'm only dropping you off because I don't have time for your attitude" he said
"No you're dropping me off because that's what I asked you to do" I said smartly
"Za'layia" he warned stealing glances at me
"Fletcher" I said in the same tone.
He reached over grabbing my neck squeezing it slightly.
We stopped at a red light and he turned to look at me with his hand still on my neck. He got close to my ear biting it until I whimpered.
"What I say about that mouth?" He asked biting down harder
"Oww! Babe the light is green!" I said
"I don't give a fuck, what I say about that mouth?" He asked again squeezing my neck
"Watch how I talk to you" I mumbled making him let go and drive.
"Asshole" I whispered so he couldn't hear me.
"We going back to my house and chilling and if you got a attitude about it then I have no problem fixing it" he said looking over at me
"Whatever" I said rolling my eyes. He lucky I didn't really have a hosting tonight.