JORDI ADKINS
Ever since the unfortunate passing of Xavier's mom, he has been such a fun type of lad to hang out with quite surprisingly. It was initially difficult and confusing for me to adjust from this new whole new Xavier but I will admit, I am loving it as much as how I fell in love with the old Xavier.
When my grandma passed away, I was in the longest state of shock and sorrow but eventually, I ultimately I learned how to recover from such loss. Xavier on the other hand, while I'm aware that he had cried a lot during his mother's passing, he bizarrely took a hard left in probably the most positive way that I've seen of him. He said he's going to live his best life and I don't even have anything bad to say about his decisions in life.
I took the ride with him and it has been the most fun and carefree adventure that I've ever had in my life. Initially, I had lots of doubts and confusions about Xavier's intensely positive behavior but ultimately, as time passed by, I ended up falling deeply in love with how he was trying to live, laugh and love. I guess people do actually tend to recover from such a devastating loss differently and this was a clear evidence of it.
Xavier and I probably did the most for the following days after his mom's death. We went hiking, visited many different beaches, ate at every expensive restaurant in the city, we went skinny dipping in the dark, we partied a lot and we even confronted most of the people who bullied me in the past. This was the adventure of a lifetime that I wasn't quite expecting but I'm in it with the wildest ride of my life. It was basically the two of us living like there's no tomorrow, loving like we don't have anything left to give and laughing too much that people might've thought at one point that we are some cuckoos who got out of our cages. I will say it was such a delight to be around this new and revamped version of Xavier Rockwell.
One Saturday morning, I woke up in this king size bed, it's the very same bed that I've been waking up on for quite a while and the first person that I caught sight of was Xavier still in deep slumber. We just partied pretty hard last night and it was basically liberating for both him and I made possible by our fake ID's and smartly dressing up like we just graduated from a certain university. We got inside this gay club where everybody's either part of the community or an ally. I saw how Xavier flaunted his newly acquired personality of just being his true self and while we're both not acting like that at school, it is just giving me more joy to witness him actually flaunt his gayness with both of my own eyes.
It was still quite dark inside the room and the only light we have was from the lampshade. Thankfully, even though I have consumed a lot of alcohol last night, I only have a mild hangover. Maybe my system has started to grow even stronger since I've been partying with Xavier for the past three months now.
I was just looking at his serenely angelic face and all I could think was the love that I have for this person. I'm not going to lie, we've gone so far and been through shit but I still can't believe he went from scaring and bullying me to eventually loving every inch of me. I still can't believe that I went from utterly loathing the shit out of him as a person and being bat shit scared every time I see to absolutely making him my favorite person in the entire universe. To me, it is such a miracle that we've come this way when most people just go out their way and hate each other until their death. It is truly crazy that our relationship has turned from hating each other to a hellish extent to eventually loving each other to a heavenly extent.
Using my thumb, I gently caressed his lip and I thought he was still gallivanting somewhere in his sleep but I saw how his eyeballs twitched.
"Good morning, babe." He moaned out, his eyes were still closed which I kind of adored. This was the guy who deserved to be loved, I thought to myself.
"I can't stop looking at your sleeping face." I whispered almost inaudibly. Deep inside of my heart, I am thankful that I've got to meet this wonderful person. Yes, we might've not been treating each other well initially but the star gradually aligned for the both of us.
"Mhmm." He moaned once again. I don't if that was the sound of him acknowledging what I just whispered towards him.
Using my fingers, I gently brushed his unkempt hair slowly brushing them off to the side so I could get a better of look of his handsome facial features. I'm quite glad that he changed his hair color back to the original ginger. That was so iconic for him and you know it's him even when he's inching his way several meters away. I would say He looked so much better in ginger hair than in black. "I love you, Xavier." I followed up but this time, I made my voice a little bit louder for him to intentionally hear.
"I love you, too, babe." He replied with smile even though he still got his eye closed.
I snuggled deeper into him and he pulled me closer within his arms making me feel as comfortable ever. The feeling of our skin directly rubbing against each other's bareness felt existentially arousing. I felt the warmth both literally and figuratively and I thought to myself, maybe it's time for the small surprise that I've prepared for him. I laid inside his inner spoon for about five more minutes until I eventually got to my senses and execute that little surprise that I've been cooking for him.
I moved away from Xavier and with the bigger movements the I made, he was trying to pull me back into his embrace but I just pushed him away with enough force. Then I gradually moved towards the very edge of the bed and on the floor was my pants that I left after we both pulled each other's pants off last night. I have been planning this for so long and I was just waiting for the right time to present it to him. This was probably the right time.
I reached out for the pocket of my pants and eventually fished out a tiny black box that housed the paper ring that I've been trying to fold for the entire two weeks. Yes, it took me two weeks to finally fold this origami to perfection and I'm glad I was patient with it because I know it would be worthy.
As I scrunched up back to Xavier's inner arms, I decided to take a quick selfie of myself along with the box and Xavier who was still trying to get some more sleep.
"It's time to wake the fuck up, buttercup!!!" I jumped right on top of him with just enough force to wake him up.
"Mhmm, I need five more minutes, babe." He moaned out loud in protest but I know this cannot wait for another five more minutes. I've been waiting for this for over a month and I couldn't wait any longer.
"This cannot wait for five minutes, babe. If you're not going to wake up, I'm going to give it to somebody else." I muttered teasingly before eventually getting off the bed.
He probably noticed the weight off of him and finally opened his eyes. "What is it?" He asked rubbing his eyes.
I ignored him for a while as I opted to turn the lights on first so we would have nice lighting and it made him suffer from such unprecedented brightness. I walked back near the foot of the bed, sat at the soft bench before eventually turning on the widest flat screen TV that I've ever seen in my entire life. I connected it on my phone using the help of Bluetooth and everything was now set in place.
"What are you doing, Jordi?" He asked crawling up towards the very edge of the bed. He reached out for my nakedness and gave my nape little kisses.
"Good morning." I cheered. "I want you to see this."
I clicked the play button and the video and pictures of us together that I've been compiling for a long while began to play. It took me three and a half hours to edit and put all of this supercut together along with a remix of the songs that we loved listening to.
The video opened up with the scene of him and I during Valentine's day when we were both forced by our friends to go to the wedding both and have a fake marriage. It quickly cut right away to pictures of us on our hike together then to our adventures in the sands. Then it transitioned to a series of photos and clips of us when we forced Nikki and Jane to go skinny dipping in the dark of the night along with Jane's boyfriend Brendon and Nikki's so-called friend Henry. After that, it was a series of photos of just Xavier and I living our best life together as a couple along with some music that went perfectly with the mood.
"Wow, you made all of this?" He asked, he was now sitting right beside me on the bench with his arms all over my shoulder.
"I did." I nodded already feeling my heart jumping out of my chest. This is it, I thought to myself.
"Oh god, I love you so much, Jordi."
Before the video ended, I recorded a video of myself saying, "Xavier, you are the center of my universe, the pulley to my lever, the key to my ignition, the fire to my ice, the sun to my moon. You are my biggest cheerleader of all. You are the sunshine to my storm. You put the love in my life and quite frankly, I wanted you to cum in my heart and cum you did. You came and conquered." In the video, I took a long pause and took a deep breath while closing my eyes. I looked over at Xavier and he was having a mixture of laughter and tears.
"You really wanted me to cum in your heart?" He chuckled because that part was something that just came on me when I was recording the video.
"Hahaha," I just laughed it off.
As the video of me continued to roll, the Jordi on the video brought out a piece of folded paper. As he slowly unfolded it, Xavier took his time to read what I wrote. "Xavier Rockwell of the house Rockwell, will you be my prince?"
I quickly got on my knees right in front of him and showed him the tiny black box.
"Will you be my prom date?" I muttered slowly opening the tiny box to reveal the paper ring that I made just for him. I know I couldn't afford to buy a real expensive ring and I don't even want to buy one of the cheap ones so I got extra creative.
"Yes, Jordi, yes. I will be your prince. I will be your prom date." Xavier thundered, the look on his face was painting of such excitement and happiness.
"I'm sorry, it's just a paper ring origami. I couldn't afford to buy you a real one so I just made you one." I slowly put the ring on his finger and it fit in perfectly.
"It's fine, babe. This is actually better than buying one."
"I love you so much, Xavier." I purred and with that, Xavier got up and lifted me above the ground before eventually giving me a kiss.
The kiss was long and hard and I ended up fighting back aggressively. "You're mine, Jordi. You're mine." He threw me right into the bed and the next thing I know; we were already about to continue what we have started last night.