"Hello?"
"Alyssa got in a fight with Mom and cussed at her so now Mom is upset and Alyssa also told her that she didn't wanna go dress shopping with her so Alyssa is on her way to you and she has the money for her dress."
"Um, okay. So I can take her dress shopping, right? Like that's what's going on?"
"Yes."
"Okay."
"Oh, and don't let her get anything inappropriate or she's gonna have to cover up."
Haechan rolls his eyes. "I got it."
He stays by the door waiting for his sister. As soon she knocks, he opens the door.
The girl collapses into his arms. "I hate her! I hate her!"
Haechan just rests his chin on her head and holds her until she calms down and then asks, "What happened?"
"So I was looking at dresses I liked and Mom picked out some and Kade even tried but I like what I like. And they kept giving me suggestions I didn't want so I asked if I could just look myself. But not everything I liked fit me and it would be too much to get it tailored so Mom thought I didn't know my size or what I wanted so she made me let her help again, but it's like everything I picked, she had a problem with. Like I picked a simple dress and she was disappointed and asked if I wanted something more. I picked a fancier dress and she said it didn't look good on me. I picked a loose one and I looked fat, I picked a tight one and it was inappropriate and I was trying to show off my chest. It was so exhausting and I got mad at Mom and asked her why she was ruining it and we know how Mom is."
"Oh, jeez."
"And so Mom called me an ungrateful, spoiled brat who didn't even need to have this nice experience and said I never listen and to pick what I want. I tried looking again but the dresses were expensive and so Mom told Kade I thought she was a money machine and I just snapped and asked her why she's such a bitch. Mom told me I'm the one that's acting like a bitch and that I don't deserve any of this and I'm lucky she already paid for tickets or she wouldn't let me go and I just can't."
"You can stay with me for a few days, okay?"
"What about clothes and stuff?"
"Is there anything you absolutely need from home that I can't replace?"
"No..."
"Okay, then if you really need something that I don't already have, I'll buy you a new one."
"Isn't that too much money?"
"No?" Haechan questions. "You know I can just go out and buy whatever I want, right? And if you feel that bad, I'll tell Dad you need something."
"Okay."
"So, did you find a dress you liked? 'Cause we can go back and buy it."
"All the really pretty ones I like are expensive so I'm trying to find something else."
"How expensive?"
"Like five-hundred dollars and beyond. And I don't wanna spend all that money on something I'm only gonna wear once so I don't wanna buy it...I just like those more."
"Is there one specific dress you want?"
"Yes, but the store only had the silver version and the necklace had this ruffle part I don't like, but I like the dress overall."
"Do you have a picture?"
"Yeah, hang on."
"Okay, see this?" She says, holding her phone up. "I want this but white, no straps, take off the ruffle part, and see how the top is kind of pointy? I don't want that. I want it more round."
"I'm sure they have that somewhere."
"But what if it's too much?"
"I have an idea."
"What is it?"
"You'll see. Send that picture to me."
Alyssa does. "I did."
"Okay", He says, looking at the text he received. He looks at her. "Do you wanna borrow my clothes or should we go get you some pajamas?"
"I can borrow your clothes, that's fine. And I have some money in my wallet."
"I am not taking your money."
Alyssa rolls her eyes. "Fine. But I can pay for some stuff myself, okay?"
"Okay."
Renjun
Haechan
Hi
Um how are you?
Renjun
I'm great. How are you?
And if you're nervous, please be
aware that I have no problem
talking to you and wanna
hangout with you again
Haechan
I'm okay
And we can definitely do that
I have a fashion question
Renjun
Ooh yes, ask away
Haechan
So like how much would it cost
for you to make a dress?
Renjun
I'm petty so if I don't like you, I
will charge as much as reasonably
possible
It also depends on the dress and
the fabric
Like what kind of dress is it?
Haechan
Like that but white, without the
thing in the neckline and a
rounded neckline instead of a
pointy one
And make it strapless
Renjun
WAIT
IS THIS A PROM DRESSS
ARE YOU ASKING ME TO MAKE
A PROM DRESS
Haechan
If that's okay then yes
My sister really likes this dress with
the modifications listed and she
doesn't wanna spend a bunch of
money on something for one time
use
Renjun
Tell your sister something for me
Haechan
Okay?
Renjun
A PROM DRESS IS LIKE A WEDDING
DRESS, YOU CAN CUT IT SHORT AND
WEAR IT AGAIN
I WILL PERSONALLY CUT IT SHORT
FOR YOU
DO NOT LET A PRETTY DRESS GO
TO WASTE
Haechan
Got it
And we'll pay for the fabric and
whatever
Renjun
That's kind of you
First I have to see exactly what
that dress is made of and what
I have
And obviously I need to take
measurements
Does your sister have skin
sensitivity to certain fabrics?
Haechan
She might
She loves sequins and glitter but
that dress looks it might bother
her
Renjun
Sequins are tricky but I can
make it work
Haechan
So what should I tell her in
regards to her dress?
Renjun
Tell her she's gonna have the
most gorgeous designer dress
ever and she'll look absolutely
stunning at prom
She's already so cute but she's
gonna look amazing all dressed
up
You better send me pictures,
they're part of the fee
Haechan
No problem😂
➳
It's normal for Kun to wake up in the middle of night craving water or simply having trouble sleeping. What's not normal is a knock on his door between two and three a.m. Regardless, he looks out of the peephole and finds the person he's been wanting to see standing outside the door.
He opens it, not hiding the shock on his face. "Xiaojun."
"Yeah, hi, sorry. I stayed up and then I started overthinking and I ended up with here with a poorly-formed plan in my mind."
"What plan?" He's not fully focused on the answer, too distracted by his outfit. He's obviously in pajamas but one of Kuns favorite things in Xiaojun is a hoodie with his hood up and him wearing glasses.
"This would be skipping steps. I came to talk to you."
Kun gulps. "Okay."
"Kun", Xiaojun smiles awkwardly. "I love you."
Kuns eyes widen. "What?"
"I love you. And I don't like being without you. I learned that pretty quickly but it's kind of annoying now." Xiaojun chuckles towards the ground before meeting Kuns eyes and saying, "I don't care that you're scared. I'm always scared. But I'm also bored and a hopeless romantic. I blame K-dramas. I don't mind putting in the time and effort to get you to trust me. I want to do that. I know the serious stuff is scary but didn't you like it at all? And if me and my friends aren't blind, you still like me. And you probably didn't realize, I still like you. I don't want anyone else. I haven't dated anyone since you 'cause no else is you. And I'm sorry to bother you at almost three a.m. but I remembered that you wake up at this time and I don't sleep so here I am giving you a love confession because why the hell not?"
There's a few things to talk about in Xiaojuns confession but Kun is stuck on one. "You love me?"
Upon seeing the tears fall, Xiaojun rushes forward and cups Kuns face in his hands. "Of course I do. How could I not love you?"
"But I hurt you."
Xiaojun chuckles. "So? You think I've never been hurt before? I know what you did and I know why you did it. Kun, you've never given me a reason not to love you and I think the fact that I stay up watching fictional people get partners because I can't cuddle with mine says how much I miss you."
"You'd watch dramas anyway."
"You're right but I didn't need them to make me feel something when I had you. I want you, Kun. I love you."
"I love you too", Kun says, continuing to cry. "I'm sorry."
"Oh, baby, don't apologize. It's okay. I've never been mad at you."
"I don't deserve you."
"Yes, you do. You deserve someone to love you and climb over your walls so you can understand how wonderful and beautiful you are and much someone wants to be with you and only ever take care of you. Can I do that?" Kun nods, avoiding the males eyes. "I can?"
"Yes", he whispers.
Xiaojun caresses Kuns face with his thumbs. "Thank you, baby."
"Xiao?"
"What is it, angel?"
Kun wants to cry all over again at the nickname he's missed so much. "Can you kiss me?"
"Anything you want, baby." Xiaojun kisses his nose and gets a last confirmation before pressing their lips together. His hands drop to Kuns waist to pull him closer. He grins into the kiss when he feels Kuns arms slide over his shoulders and a hand pull his hood down so Kun can play with his hair. When they pull away, the two giggle and Xiaojun presses another kiss to Kuns lips. "I love you so much."
"I love you too."
"Let's go inside and sleep."
Right after the two get inside and shut the door, Kun says, "Don't think I'm not gonna talk to you about your sleeping habits later."
Xiaojun groans. "Angel, please."
"You're not getting out of it. Also an open hoodie, t-shirt and pajama pants, really?"
"You like this on me though."
"Yeah, when you're inside."
Xiaojun holds Kun by the waist. "Stop worrying so much. It's my job to worry, alright?" Kun opens his mouth to speak but Xiaojun continues. "And there's nothing to worry about. I had the heat blasting in my car. Standing outside was a cool down."
Kun continues playing with the drawstrings on Xiaojuns hoodie and murmurs, "You're still stupid for that."
"Then it's a good thing I came to you to keep me warm, isn't it?"
Both males break out laughing. "Really Xiao?"
"I got the cheesy flirting from you!"
"No you didn't!"
"A flower for my flower? Giving me the first thing you saw cause I'm you're number one." Kun rolls his eyes, smiling. "Don't worry, it's cute. Like you."
The two share another kiss, both smiling like they've been like this all night.
"You're so gorgeous, Xiaojun."
"You too. My pretty angel."
"Thank you for coming back to me. I missed you."
"Don't worry, I can't stay away. And", Xiaojun says, pecking Kuns face all over, making him giggle. "I don't want to. Ever."
Kun wraps his arms around Xiaojuns neck and pulls him into a hug, finally feeling free of the weight he's put on himself since they broke up. He finally feels like he can be happy.
➳
"Uh, where are we?" Winwin asks, not being able to see due to the hands covering his eyes.
"Hold on", Yangyang tells him. He puts Winwin. "Keep your eyes closed until you hear the door shut."
"Okay?"
Yangyang takes one more glance around the dimly lit room and disappears through they came in from.
As soon as Winwin hears the click, he opens his eyes to find a classic date night set up. A round table in front of him with a white tablecloth, a single candle, and a rose. He looks around and finds more roses scattered around the room with things next to it. On a shelf is a scrapbook with a picture on the cover. It's of him and Renjun.
As if scared, he quickly looks behind but still finds himself alone in the room.
What the hell is going on?
Winwin continues to walk around the room, keeping track of the roses for fun. He finds more pictures and then he finds another table farther away with a bunch of items that make his breath hitch.
It's like a memory table, all items he gave Renjun or things from when they spent time together. Everything in the room has meaning.
"Why are you doing this?" He says to himself.
"Because I messed up."
His head snaps to the source and finds Renjun looking beautiful as ever, sadness on his face. Winwin gulps at the sight of him in a black satin cowl neck minidress. Renjun could wear anything and still be the most stunning person in the room but it's every time he gets dressed up like this that it takes Winwins breath away.
"What are you talking about?" Winwin asks, hoping Renjun can't tell how fast his heart is beating or how much he loves him from looking into his eyes.
"I made a mistake. A really fucking huge one." Renjun sighs. "And I'm trying to fix it."
"How?" Winwin asks, glancing around the room.
Renjun takes another breath before speaking. "I know I made you think I'd be happier without you. That I don't want you to love me. That I'm waiting for someone else." Renjun squeezes his shut, feeling more nervous than ever. "I'm not. I'm not waiting for anybody else 'cause I'd rather have you."
"What?"
"I hate having someone else touch me and I can't think of anybody I wanna do anything with than you. I only want to kiss you, I only wanna be held by you. When I'm happy, I wanna see you. I smile because of you. Being without you is horrible and I'm so fucking sorry for all the pain you went through while I was sorting my shit out and I one-hundred percent understand if I lost my chance but you said there's nothing wrong with trying to be happy again. You're what makes me happy."
"I thought you didn't feel the same way."
"I thought I didn't." Renjun chuckles bitterly. "But I know I love you and there's not a single thing about you that I don't love. I didn't realize my feelings until I had to just sit with them and scream at myself for being an idiot but I realized that if I'm gonna exist in a world where someone falls in love you, that someone is going to be me."
Winwin hates the question that comes out of him but he has to ask. "Are you sure, Renjun?"
"This is gonna sound really fucking cheesy but it's true. I'm never sure of anything. Ever. I'm barely even a planner. I live with chaos and don't really find peace in staying still unless I'm reading 'cause I'm no longer existing in this reality." Before he gets carried away, he says, "My point is that I'm sure of you. If I wasn't sure, I wouldn't have done this. I waited and I thought, and I thought and I thought. I drank too but that's besides the point. I don't ever want someone to have the chance to love you more than I do. I'm not sure anyone could win but I don't wanna see anyone try. I'm sure people would line up for you if you if they knew you like I know you but I guarantee that no one else is gonna try as hard as I am to make you feel loved and nothing but loved. I wanna be the person who takes care of you and makes you feel safe and wants to kiss you goodnight and good morning and every thing I could possibly do. I will love you the hardest if you let me."
Upon realizing he's crying, Winwin glances away and awkwardly clears his throat as he wipes away his tears. Renjun notices and his eyes soften, just wanting to wipe the tears for him.
But he doesn't have permission yet.
"Renjun, come here." Renjun carefully approaches Winwin and gasps when Winwin grabs his hand and pulls their bodies together. He blinks up at Winwin, which 'causes him to groan. "I always get weak when you look at me like that."
Renjuns breath gets caught in his throat, especially seeing the harsh gaze Winwin has on him. Of course he's seen this look before but he never recognized the feelings in it, always assuming it was lust.
But it's so much more than lust.
"I think I'm getting weak too", Renjun admits, getting a little breathless. If he's not imagining it, their proximity is decreasing.
"Good", Winwin says. "I love you too."
Without hesitation, he brings his hand around the back of Renjuns neck and pulls him into a kiss, tasting everything he's missed. He kisses him like a starved man, ravishing Renjun in the most loving way possible. The way he cradles him in his arms, absolutely adores him in the kiss. If you could see the way he melts for him.
And Renjuns doing it right back, holding Winwin against him, trying to express the same passion. Because he's crumbling inside. No one else has ever made him feel this way and no one else ever will. Renjun is sure he only wants Winwin and he'd never question it. If it was Winwin or someone else, he'd pick Winwin a million times over.
Renjun smiles against Winwins lips and brings a hand up to cup Winwins face, gaining more control of the kiss as Winwin falters with his actions. And when the fire starts to dim, Renjun cradles Winwins face in his hands and kisses him all over, calculating every place his lips touch.
At Winwins confused face, he laughs and tells him, "I kissed in shape of the letters that spell out 'I love you'."
Absolute disbelief takes over Winwin, showing on his face. "What?"
Renjun kisses his face again, smiling. "I love you." He does again. "I love you."
"I think I'm gonna get obsessed with hearing that."
"Good." Renjun kisses him again."'Cause I'm always gonna say it."
"Promise?" Winwin asks, holding out his pinkie.
Renjun giggles. It's so adorable and innocent but pinkie promises was something they always did and Renjun loves that about them. Especially how serious Winwin looks right now, completely throwing off the vibe he has on the outside.
Renjun links their pinkies together. "Promise."
Winwin smiles and pecks his lips before looking around. "So is there a reason that's set up like a dinner table or is that just the vibe?"
Renjun laughs. "There's a reason. I had our friends make us dinner. And the main dish I helped with." Then he pouts. "I got scolded a lot by Xiaojun."
Winwin laughs and kisses his nose before hugging him, soaking in the feeling of having this beautiful boy pressed up against his chest, holding him back. "He's very serious about cooking."
"We started arguing while holding knives. Hendery took one look at us and dragged me away to make sure no one dies. Sungchan and Yang were watching with concern and Taro looked unfazed."
"Of course he did."
"So I take it you cooked using my grandmas recipe?"
"Yep. That was actually one of Xiaos points. I almost messed up and he said shame on me and that your grandma would be horrified if she found out your boyfriend ruined her recipe as a meal for you."
"I feel like we missed a step."
"Huh?" And then Renjun realizes. "Oh shit, we did. Well, I guess it's less scary to ask, will you be my boyfriend?"
Winwin smiles and kisses various spots on his face. "Of course."
➳
Renjun and Winwin kiss for what could very well be the hundredth time that day.
"Winwin", Renjun whispers airily.
"What?"
"Let me give love to you."
"You mean...?" Renjun nods and Winwin snorts, trying hold back his laughter.
Renjun points. "What?"
"Nothing, nothing. It's just you...with me."
Renjun rolls his eyes but then goes back to look at Winwin with utter fondness. "Let me do it. Let me worship you."
Yet again, Winwin feels himself struggle to breath, too hypnotized by the male. Renjun wants to love him in every way, including this.
And who is he to disagree?
➳
Renjun and Winwins bodies press together as their lips move in sync. Renjun moans into the kiss, trying to not to slip under Winwins spell, remembering what he wants to do. But his mind gets clouded when Winwin touches one of his straps.
"Is this a new dress?"
"Yeah", Renjun says into his mouth and then kisses him again. "I bought it."
"Why didn't you just make it?"
"'Cause I didn't want you to break it again."
"I'm sorry!"
"It's okay." Renjun smiles and kisses him again, making sure Winwins lips never forget his own. "I could fix it. But I bought this dress for you specifically."
"Why?"
"So you could take it off."
Winwin 💋, Yangs💖, My...
Renjun
Winwin is off limits
Yangs💖
We know
Johnny
Everyone be honest, is there
anyone here who didn't already
know Winwin and Renjun are
a thing?
Yuta
I doubt it
Taeil
Y'all are SO obvious it hurts
Haechan :)
I feel like you're lying
Taeil
How nice of you🙄
Haechan :)
I love you😘
Taeil
Cue the jealous boyfriends
Jaemin😝
Why would we be jealous? We're
the ones he's falling for
Yangs💖
Damn Jaemin
My calmer half🤍
Oh this is probably a good time
to tell you all that me and Kun
are dating
Jungwoo🥰
I got bestie privileges and was
told first
Haechan :)
AND I'M JUST HEARING THIS
NOW??
Jaehyun
KUN WHAT THE FUCK
Jeno
YOU KNOW EACH OTHER??!!
Jaehyun
We're friends
Along with Winwin
Jeno
What the actual fuck
Haechan :)
THAT'S NOT THE POINT
KUN I STARTED A SUPPORT
GROUP FOR YOU
My calmer half🤍
What???
💋Winwin💋
We basically formed a little
emotional support group and
Haechan is our leader
We do weekly check ins
Jaemin😝
COOKIE???!!
Wait I already knew this nvm
Haechan :)
The way you literally forgot
about Winwin
Jaemin😝
WE DON'T NORMALLY TALK
Renjun
Wait what????
I thought it was just Yangyang
who speaks to Jaemin sometimes
Twin from Hell😈
Renjun this what happens when
the people in a groupchat
interact...
Renjun
I know that Taro!
Ten🙄
Well congratulations to all of
you
And fucking finally
Yangs💖
TEN!!!
Ten🙄
It's the best I can do
Anyways, finally because me
and Yang have dying to have
dinners and stuff with our
friends but that also means
PARTYYYY
Haechan :)
I already agreed but I'm tired
just reading that
Ten🙄
Too bad
Haechan :)
🙄
Ten🙄
So anyways we're doing that
And Yangyang said to be
mindful of the single people
Twin from Hell😈
That's assuming the single people
care
I have Hendery
Yangs💖
That's basically his platonic
husband that he's been married
to for 30 years
Hendery is the best
We're going for 100
Twin from Hell😈
We celebrate our anniversary
Lele's boyfie
Me, Jaemin, and Haechan do
that too
Twin from Hell😈
Are you trying to one up us?🤨
Lele's boyfie
Oh come on, you can't all be
clones of Renjun
My precious cutie
That one is
Renjun
He's my twin from Hell
Lele's boyfie
Of course you have a twin from
Hell
Renjun
I have a calmer half too
That's Xiaojun<3
Lele's boyfie
Oh thank the Lord
Xiaojun I already love you
LELE
So unloyal🙄
Lele's boyfie
Mark, Jeno, Kun, Renjun, Jaemin,
Haechan, Johnny, Jaehyun
LELE
Bro you love most of them too
Mark
BRO🤣
Jeno
BRO😭
Haechan :)
Bro💀
Renjun
I just know Lele and Jisung
gonna have a fun time later
💋Winwin💋
Jisung, I apologize
Chenle, I don't think you care
LELE
I don't
➳
Ten and Yangyang are surprised to find their friends already in the tattoo shop when they get there, speaking quietly, all smiley.
"Aw, that's cute", Ten says, interrupting them. "But me and Yang are cuter."
Kun rolls his eyes playfully and whispers something in Xiaojuns ears, making him laugh. They two speak quietly for a little longer before Kun pulls Xiaojun into him by his waist. Xiaojun pecks his cheek and then Kun does the same, the smile never leaving his face.
"I missed bringing you lunch", Xiaojun mumbles.
"Oh shit, me too." At their confused expressions, Ten continues. "I always take a bit of Kunnies food."
"That's how ended up paying me five bucks."
"We tried doing that to Renjun but Winwin, Sungchan, and Shotaro cave so fast."
"Apparently Renjuns not allowed to pout for even one second."
"The favoritism is strong."
"You're my favorite", Kun and Ten say to their respective boyfriends and then look at each other in betrayal.
"Kun!"
"Ten!"
Xiaojun and Yangyang laugh at the two.
"Oh, I just remembered", Xiaojun says. "The dinner party is tomorrow. And you can invite Jungwoo if you want. We don't mind and I'm sure Sungchan would like that."
"Am I expected to bring anything?" Ten blurts.
"Ten, we've been over this."
"Yeah, but I'm still nervous."
"Me too actually."
"There's nothing to be scared of. You've already seen our friends protective sides. Now, they're just gonna be nice."
"And themselves."
"Sungchan and Hendery are always nice."
"Great."
"You'll be fine."
Xiaojun turns to Kun and kisses him one more time. "I'll see you later, okay?" He asks against his lips.
"Okay."
Xiaojun gives a short nod to Yangyang and leans by the door, waiting for him. Yangyang turns to Ten and gets pulled into a deep kiss that makes Yangyang roll his eyes.
"Ten, really?"
"You had the opportunity to do this to Kun, don't get mad at me."
"Ten!"
When MarkNoMinHyuck get together, the world starts to heal
What If I Wasn't Done Love You? by Fly By Midnight is RenWins song fr
And Dress by Taylor Swift
I have like one...ohhh. Okay so like there's one more uh key event(it's not bad, just like a result of something) and then there was something else but idkkkk. It's not really necessary—well actually....okay, I'mma do it anyways and then unless I come up with more ideas, I literally don't know. Well...I'm like not helping myself whatsoever. Anywaysssss
I love you🤗
Not proofread❤️