Warnings: Mature Language, E.Ds Mentioned, Underaged Drinking, Scheming, Slut Shaming, Homophobia, Biphobia, Making Out, Sexual References, Crying, Anger, Anorexia, Hallucinations.
This chapter is long bc its the last ep of s1/ unedited work.
Also Merry Christmas everyone!!
❝𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞..❞
"𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐦𝐞 thinking I'd be the one doing the walk of shame." Georgina spoke up sassily whilst I was doing up the buckle of my high heels. "It's not the walk of shame my dear, it was me trying to let you rest. I hope I impressed you once again." I smirked to her, my former best friend walked towards me and placed her hands on my shoulders. "Sweetie, you always do." She beamed. I chuckled to her, "What's so funny?" Georgina questioned with a quirked brow.
I pressed a lustful kiss against her lips, "How gullible you are." I smirked to her as her face fell, "Oh sweetie, you didn't think I'd fuck you with pure lust did you? Sure you made me cum but... I was using you." I smiled softly to her before stepping closer to her. "If you fuck with Serena once more, you'll wish you never abandoned your prince." I smirked to her before grabbing my bag and leaving.
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"𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 think you'd gotten lost." Chuck voiced sternly, he was sat on my couch in my bedroom. "Why are you in my room?" I questioned with a scrunched up nose, "I was admiring your decorum." He shrugged standing up and walking towards me, "What bullshit, where's the truth?" I rolled my eyes at him as I went to walk away from him, yet he grabbed my wrist and pulled my closer. "What were you doing with Georgina? I thought we were meant to be getting to her, exiling her and I hear you with some phony Russian accent going to hook up with her." Chuck ranted to me, "You are so immature." I snapped at him, freeing his hand from my gasp.
"Instead of making petty accusations you could actually sit your ass down and listen to what I was doing. But no, you're Chuck Bass and you're an entitled asshole. Why do you always have to try worm your way into my business?" I retorted to him, he sat back down on my couch, "Enlighten me then." He ordered with a smug smile, one I knew too well. "I slept with Georgina so she thought I'd trust her and she told me a lot about her little friendship with Dan, he is our way in Chucky, she likes him and she wants to use him to get to Serena." I explained as Chuck let a small grin creep onto his face.
"I can't deny that thinking of you and Georgina does bring me some pleasure." Chuck smirked as I rolled my eyes, "I thought just as much." I sat next to Chuck and turned to him. "God, I wish I trusted you more." I mumbled to myself, "Why do you wish that?" He asked me, turning to face me. "Don't you think if we trusted one another a bit more we could be happier?" I wondered, meeting his gaze. "Where's this coming from?" Chuck asked me, his hand linking his mine.
"Serena and Dan, they got me thinking is all." I answered gently, what if Chuck and I were supposed to be something? What if we were meant to be together? Maybe I'm just kidding myself but something about him made me feel different. "Thinking about what?" He questioned, I sighed softly, "It doesn't matter, it's stupid." I brushed it off quickly.
Chuck grabbed hold of me face, "Hey, it's not stupid. I know I'm an asshole to you, but it really upset me when I thought you were with Georgina." He admitted, "What, because you weren't there?" I sassed him, he responded with a longing kiss onto my lips. "No, because I wasn't the one making you cum... And that." Chuck smirked to me causing me to hit him across the shoulder. "You're ass." I told him with a laugh. "Maybe I am, but I like yours kitten." He told me with a grin.
I leant my head on his shoulder as we sat there enjoying one another's company for a brief moment, "I know what you mean, I see something in us that I've never seen with another girl before." Chuck confessed quietly- that should've been the first obvious sign that he would fuck me over. "I don't hate you." I said softly to him, "You know that, right?" I asked gently, our fingers entwined together. "I know that, I don't hate you either." He chuckled slightly.
I let out a long sigh, "This isn't just sex anymore is it?" I rhetorically questioned, "I think you know the answer to that kitten." He smirked before I turned to face him. "Do you want help with your best man speech?" I bluntly asked him, I didn't mean to sound so harsh and rude yet I did. "How did you-" He went to say. "I'm not stupid Chuck, I know you, you know darling? Do you want my help?" I wondered softly. "I don't need your help, don't worry kitten. I'll see you later okay?" Chuck asked me, standing up and pulling me up with him.
"Well I can-" I went to say, holding his hands in mine. Chuck quickly let go of them, "You can't do anything. You are not my girlfriend, let me do my shit on my own." He snapped at me, "Forgive me for trying to help, fuck you!" I retorted angrily. "I already said that I don't want your help." Chuck harshly told me. "Get out of my bedroom, get out of my house! Just go Chuck. And don't expect to see me at the goddamn wedding." I yelled to the boy I cared for, Chuck simply scoffed and walked towards the door. "I wouldn't want you there anyway! But I'm sure you'll miss me." He teased standing in the doorway.
"I will not because you always treat me like crap." I snarled to him, I met Chuck's eyes- something changed in them. "Do I really?" Chuck questioned, his voice was softer than previously. "Yes, you do and if you can't tell that you do then you're fucking stupid. Goodbye Chuck." I hissed slamming the door in his face. "Alex..." Chuck trailed off, I sat beside my door; holding the tears back. I didn't understand why I was so emotional.
"I thought I told you to go away." I sternly said, running a manicured hand through my hair. "You did, but I'm not known for listening am I?" Chuck commented, I envisioned him with a smirk on his face. "You're known for many things." I commented grumpily. "I didn't mean to make you feel like that, I've just got a lot on my mind right now." He softly sighed. "I still want you to go Chuck." I sternly told him, "Okay, I'll go." Chuck agreed, "It'd be a shame if you weren't at the wedding."
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"𝐇𝐞𝐲, 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐒𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐡, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 know what to do." Georgina's voicemail rang, fake ass bitch. Blair and I sandwiched Dan between us as we urged him to lie and help us plot against Georgina. After Chuck left I called Dan and emphasised the importance of our task, I assured him that I wouldn't speak a word of the antics that I saw and that if he had dared to do anything else with her I'd cut his balls off. "Voicemail." He whispered to us. "Okay, like we talked about." Blair encouraged whilst I nudged him.
"Hey, hey it's Dan. Uh, after you left earlier, Serena and I got into a huge fight, and.. and she said all this crazy stuff. I honestly don't know what to believe, but what I do know is that I wanna see you. So call me." Dan spoke hanging up the phone, I stroked his cheek. "Good boy Humphrey, I'll give you a gold star." I smirked to him. Blair rolled her eyes at me, "Excellent work, she's totally calling you back." Blair smiled.
"This is weird. I don't normally make plots against people." Dan confessed looking between the two of us. "Don't worry, virgin. We'll talk you through it." Blair snidely commented as I snorted. "In this world Danny boy, you need to learn. You'll get along without schemes for a while, but then something bites you on the ass.. Or in your case someone." I told him seriously, before anyone could speak again his cell rang. "Ah, right on schedule." B and I said in unison.
Dan went on to explain how sorry he was about Serena interrupting them, which made me think she went to see him after I left her. "It was a little awkward to say the least." Dan spoke as I tried to hear what "Sarah" said on the other line. "It was a little bit, I'm sorry I left you for Alex." She apologised. "Don't worry about it." Dan assured her as Blair glanced to me with a raised brows. "What? Some of us like pu-" I went to whisper when Dan cut me off.
"Serena and I left things kinda uncertain, so I..I think I wanna end it. I know I do, will you meet me?" Dan asked delicately, she paused for a moment. "Our spot in the park, by the pond?" She asked, putting on a sweet voice. "See you then." He said hanging up. "Humphrey, you are a born liar!" B smiled. "Yeah, you could run Gossip Girl for her money." I smiled. "All the stuff about last night was genius." Blair stated as I chimed in, "Anything you want to tell us?" I asked him sternly.
"Uh, no. Like you said, just born to lie." Dan brushed it off as I got a message on my phone.
Message from unknown number: EAT U SKINNY BITCH!
I gazed at the phone with a sigh, "Well you better not be lying, Daniel. Or else..." I warned before getting up. "Where are you going?" Blair asked me. "To get changed, I can't go out like this." I commented softly before walking off to my room.
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"𝐀𝐥𝐞𝐱! 𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠?" Blair called out. "One sec." I promised, I looked out my bare body in the mirror. Fat. Ugly. Repulsive little Alexandra. I grabbed my pink lipstick and drew a large cross on the mirror, emotionless as ever.
Chuck: Heard bout ur plan from B. Sounds gr8, take the bitch down for the both of us. xo
S: Thanks 4 doing tht w G for me. I love you A xx
Tone: Heard what u n G got up to, got any pics princess? C u at the wedding where u will look as better as ever x
Unknown: U NEED 2 EAT. DYKEY SLUT.
I closed my phone, applied mascara and walked out with my head held up high. Who was texting me and why?
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"𝐒...𝐒𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 gonna go back to Serena like nothing happened and just leave me all alone?" Georgina stuttered in an attempt to manipulate Dan. "Oh, you're not alone now G." Blair spoke as I smirked, "We're here now baby girl and we brought some people who really wanna see you." "I think you remember your parents." Blair grinned. I husked to Georgina, "I certainly remember your dad. Ooh he is good in the bedroom." I winked to her. "You bitch." She seethed.
𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙥𝙖𝙬𝙣 𝙤𝙛 𝙎𝙖𝙩𝙖𝙣? 𝙈𝙤𝙢 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝘿𝙖𝙙.
The Sparks both turned around and walked towards myself and Blair, glaring at Georgina. "Hello Mr Sparks, I tried to warn her that going down this path wasn't a good idea... But she never listens." I told him softly. "Thank you Alexandra, without yourself and your sister we'd be left in the dark." He thanked me, I smirked to him. "Anything for you sir." I winked discreetly before returning my attention to Georgina.
𝙇𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙒𝙖𝙡𝙙𝙤𝙧𝙛'𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙗𝙞𝙩𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙨 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣. 𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙮'𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙚 𝙗𝙮 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙤𝙛𝙛𝙨𝙥𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜.
"Mom, Dad, this isn't what you think. You have to believe me." Georgina urged. "There there Georgie, it's going to be okay." Blair planted assurance onto Georgie, handing her a handkerchief. "No, this time it won't be." Mrs Sparks sternly answered. "Or it won't." I shook my head, I noticed Mr Sparks' eye on me, I'm glad I left an effect. "Your parents were so worried Georgie. They told us everything and I told them a little something too." I innocently stated.
"They told us how you're supposed to be on the equestrian circuit but sold your show pony for cocaine." B explained. "That was a difficult time, but I...I've put that behind me." She stammered. "What? When you were in rehab? It's hard to get clean when you hitchhike into town, steal a credit card and book a ticket to Ibiza. And don't even get me started on the drug dealing." I pointed out.
"Y-You didn't see where they sent me. I mean, that place was awful. It-It was in Utah. At least I lasted longer than Lohan." Georgie stammered. "We were trying to help you." Mrs Sparks sternly spoke. "I've had enough of this, I'm going." Georgina sternly spoke throwing the handkerchief to Blair and going to walk off. "No you're not!" Mr Sparks loudly refused.
"Yes, stay Georgina, we'll go." I smiled. "Oh that reminds me, I almost forgot to leave you the information that I discussed with your parents." B smirked handing G a leaflet. "Alexandra and Blair were kind enough to do some research." Mr Sparks said cheerfully, yet his face didn't form a smile. "Haven't you heard?" Blair smirked.
"We're the crazy bitches around here." My twin and I said in unison smugly. "Enjoy reform school." B smiled as I blew a kiss and we walked towards our cars.
"Blair, wait." I called after my sister. "What?" She asked to me. "I'm sorry, for what I did and I love you B." I smiled slightly to her. Blair wrapped her arms around me, "I forgive you sweetie, A, please don't put yourself down for it anymore. I'm sorry too. I love you too A." Blair smiled to me, it dawned on me that Blair must've been sending me those messages. "Look, I appreciate the messages and all B but I really don't need you sending me that stuff. I'm fine." I promised her.
"What messages?" Blair asked with a quirked brow. "Oh, nothing. I'm just talking outta my ass again." I chuckled nervously whilst my phone buzzed:
Natey: Can u come over? I could use u w me rn
"I have to go, I'll see you at the wedding." I smiled, kissing her cheek and taking my car to Nate's.
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"𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭, 𝐈 𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞. What's wrong Natey?" I asked him softly, stepping into his home and sitting on his couch with him. "I didn't interrupt anything did I?" Nate wondered, grabbing two drinks from his refrigerator and brought them to the coffee table. Cream Sodas, we used to drink them as kids. "No, I just finished dealing with Georgie in complete honesty." I admitted picking up the can, I glanced to Nate with a smile. I raised my can towards him, "Can you open it for me?" I wondered softly. Nate let out a loud booming laugh and took the can from my hands and opened it for me, "I like this side of you." He smiled handing the can back to me.
"What's wrong?" I gently questioned him again. "I just miss us being friends yanno? We used to talk about everything..." Nate confessed, "That's because I made you talk to me, because we were dating." I smiled slightly, he let out a sigh. "Nate." I began gently, placing the cream soda on the table and grabbed hold of his hand. "Tell me what's on your mind, talk to me." I pleaded from him. "I'm worried about my dad, he's back after everything and I don't know if I can be around him without being a nervous wreck; let alone trust him." Nathaniel confessed to me.
I stroked his hands comfortingly, "It's natural to feel this way. I know it's different but when my father came out to me and cheated on my mother I struggled to accept the new dynamics in my life. But, I think you can do it Natey, you have to just try with him but if you don't feel ready- don't force anything." I confessed to him, I knew Nate was with that Brooklyn Bimbo and I genuinely didn't want to ruin anything but something in me missed how myself and Nate were- before he fell madly in love with Serena.
Nate pressed a small kiss on my hand before placing my hand down softly, "Thank you Alex." He smiled sincerely to me. "How are things with you and your dad now?" He asked gently, I smiled to him. "Blair still struggles to accept it." I answered. "I didn't ask about Blair." Nate told me, a soft tone on his voice. I missed how different he was to Chuck, Nate was like a breath of fresh air and Chuck was like a storm cloud.
"Oh, sorry, I'm kinda used to everyone asking about her. She's the Queen B you know?" I apologised sheepishly. "Well, once I got over the fact my father cheated on my mother, I accepted daddy with open arms. You know I'm... well, no stranger to feeling attracting to the same sex. I didn't want him to feel alone, I knew mom would shut him out and I knew Blair would feel so hurt by him she'd not talk to him, not properly." I explained. "When I get sick of the Upper East Side, I escape to France to forget life." I admitted.
"Is that why you went to France last summer?" He asked and I nodded. I shuffled closer to him, "Yeah, it was. But, I'm not mad anymore." I promised him, I looked up to him- our faces were close together. "You're a really good friend Nate." I smiled to him. "You too." He smiled back. I pressed a loving kiss against his lips, he returned the kiss and I ran my hands through his hair. "Al, this isn't right." Nate sighed pulling away from me. "You're right, I'm sorry." I apologised to him.
"I shouldn't have done that, you're with Vanessa and I'm... Well, it wasn't right. I just- I'm envious of you okay?" I confessed biting my lip. "Jealous? Why?" He asked me. "You're kind, sexy, you know what to say, you're not cruel or vindictive or selfish..." I listed sadly. "Can I tell you the truth?" Nate wondered. "If you must." I rolled my eyes. "I think you like Chuck but you're too scared to admit the truth, because he brings out a side of you that you don't want to admit you are. I think we both liked the idea of one another Al; we didn't love each other- not like we should." Nate explained as I sighed.
"Fuck Archibald, you're right." I sighed standing up. "Where are you going?" He wondered. "To get ready for the wedding, thanks Archibald. I'm sorry and thank you!" I smiled walking out of Nate's home.
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(See Alex's Dress Below; envision her in the red dress)
"𝐇𝐨𝐰'𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐞𝐜𝐡 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠?" I smirked to Chuck, peering over at his speech. "You spelt that word wrong, if you'd have let me help I could've encouraged better grammar and added sentimental shit in there." I commented smugly. "I didn't know you could be sentimental." He retorted. "There won't be a dry eye in the house, trust me." Chuck smugly spoke, "Darling I don't trust you. That's the issue." I seriously told him, Chuck ignored me and changed the subject. "How did things go with Whoregina?" He asked me. "Not a dry eye there either." I smirked to him.
"Good to know I wasn't missed." Charles commented. "Humphrey actually lent a hand. It was nice to see he got those hands dirty for once. I'm not sure how much fun he had though. Blair and I made up too, it was fun to coach the virgin together. Well, no one enjoys their first time." I explained, straightening Chuck's bow-tie. "Except you, save me a dance?" Charles seductively asked me, I pulled harshly onto his bow-tie.
"Now that Georgina is done, so are you and I. She was the last thing we had in common." I snarled to him. "Oh kitten, you don't mean that. We have so much in common and you know it." He smirked to me. I gripped harder onto his bow tie, "I'm sick of going around in circles with you Bass, prove something to me." I sneered to him. "What?" He wondered. "Right now, prove you want me. Prove I am worth something to you. Kiss me, be kind to me, tell me you feel something for me." I urged him, Chuck looked me in the eyes, he didn't say a word. He just stared at me.
I kicked him hard in the leg, "Break a leg, you utter ass." I hissed before releasing him. "I think I just did." He winced and I walked away to find S and B.
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𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥 talk, checking on Serena, making snide remarks about Vanessa with Blair, pretending to eat and drinking lots of champagne- it was time for the best man's speech. I wasn't ready to listen to whatever bullshit Chuck was going to spout, it was clear to me that Lily and Bart would be in a loveless marriage. She lost her shine that she used to have. The tapping of a glass echoed in my ears, I clutched onto my champagne and gazed to the floor- I didn't dare want to meet Chuck's eyes.
"I'd like to propose a toast." Chuck declared.
"My father is someone who goes after what he wants. And Lily van der Woodsen was no exception. In typical Bass man fashion, his pursuit was direct and at times, not exactly subtle." Chuck began before pausing, I sipped on my champagne and decided not to be rude, I should look at this man when he spouts utter crap he doesn't believe him. Prove your worth- you're not afraid Alex.
"One thing I learned from my father's courtship of Lily is the importance of perseverance." He began, then he looked directly at me. I sent him a sharp scowl. "That in the face of true love, you don't just give up. Even if the object of your affection is begging you to." He said softly, was he talking about me? "And one thing I learned from Lily is the importance of forgiveness. She gave my father the gift of a second chance and in kind, I've watched him become someone actually worthy of that gift. And one day... I hope I'll be lucky enough to find someone who will do the same for me." Chuck continued his speech, his eyes flickered to Lily then fixated on me.
"To the happy couple." He spoke, I raised my glass, the corners of my mouth lifted slightly to a smile.
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"𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐚 speech, all your hard work must've paid off. Maybe you didn't need me after all." I smiled slightly to Chuck who was smiling in the corner of the dance floor. "That wasn't what I wrote. I was inspired by the moment." Chuck confessed, wrapping an arm around my waist as I wrapped one around his neck- our other arms joined together as we held hands and had began to dance. I tried to hide a smile, "Look, I know I said some horrible things, even for me." He began. "You mean blogging about our sex life to gossip girl, comparing me to your dads sweaty horse and constantly calling me a slut?" I questioned him with a quirked brow.
"What's your point Waldorf?" Chuck asked me softly. "What's yours Bass?" I retorted gently. "You don't belong with Nate." He told me, "Is that right darling?" I wondered, he was right. "Never have, never will." He whispered to me seductively, our faces nearing one another. "And you don't belong with anyone." I pointed out gently. "I told you to prove it, you didn't." I sternly told him.
Chuck pressed a gentle kiss against my lips, "That's not proof enough." I whispered quietly, Chuck passionately kissed me and of course I returned it, I brushed my thumb over his knuckles as he pulled me closer. We broke away from the passionate kiss, "Let's take it slow this time. Do it right." He proposed. "Chuck Bass is a romantic, who knew?" I wondered with a smile. "Now you do, that's all that matters." He told me with a smile. "Chuck." I spoke to him gently. "Yes kitten?" He asked softly.
"Is it still taking it slow if we go somewhere private?" I husked to him. "I think so, come on kitten." He smirked, grabbing my hand and leading me away. "Take me away, dorogoy." I smiled.
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One week later
"𝐒𝐨... 𝐓𝐮𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐂𝐡𝐮𝐜𝐤?Sounds romantic, minus the Chuck part." Serena smiled looking through my clothes that I was packing. "Ugh, why did Blair have to go to Sydney with Anthony? She's not here to defend me." I complained with a smile. "Chuck invited me in his father's private plane. And I was headed to France to visit daddy and Roman anyway so..." I trailed off, packing clothing into my suitcase, I was trying to settle my nerves.
"So it's worth a week with Chuck to avoid airport security?" Serena asked holding up one of my favourite lingerie items in her hands. "Oh, don't you worry. I'll frisk him." I smirked taking the item from her hands. "Oh! A! Gross!" Serena laughed with a scrunched up face. "What can I say? He brings out a worser side to me, but weirdly, I bring out a brighter side to him. He's been a perfect gentlemen all week." I mused happily. "Is that why you're driving yourself to the airport?" S asked with a raised brow. "He wants to see his dad before he leaves." I commented before frantically packing my things.
"Oh, A, what's it going to take for you to relax?" My best friend wondered gently. "Chuck." I husked turning around to her. "Ew! My ears are bleeding make it stop!" She grimaced as we chuckled. "Listen, S, I'm really sorry for everything that happened between us and I'm sorry for what happened between yourself and Dan." I apologised sincerely. "I understand why you did what you did." She told me. "And don't worry about me and Dan, we're fine, it's for the best.. For both of us." S admitted as I wrapped her into a hug.
"I love you S and I'm always going to be here for you." I promised my best friend. "I love you too A." She smiled to me. "If you need me, text or call. Your new step brother will understand." I smirked as she jokingly slapped my shoulder. "Shut up!" She groaned. "I think you have a plane to catch." Serena told me with a small smile..
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𝐌𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 worry, what if Chuck didn't come? What if this was a game and I was being fooled? What if Bart had said something? I was scared I'd be stranded. I looked towards the jet as I tried to calm myself down, don't freak out for no reason. "What are you looking at?" Chuck asked me with a smile, I turned around to see Chuck stood there with a bunch of roses in his hands. "I was scared you wouldn't come." I confessed to Chuck before beaming at the sight of him. "I wouldn't do that to you, kitten. I care for you too much." He admitted as we walked towards the jet- Chuck's men carried out bags for us and he led me towards our seats.
After take off, my boyfriend placed the flowers down, ordered us drinks and requested privacy for the flight unless stated otherwise. "You've really lit me up you know?" I told him with a smile, sipping on my champagne- fancy. "How do you mean kitten?" He wondered. "Chuck Bass, you make me so happy. You're what I've been missing in my life." I admitted to him.
He placed his scotch down and patted his chair, beckoning me to come over. I got up from my seat and sat on his lap, he wrapped his arms around my waist. "I've never been truly happy, not in childhood, my pre-teens or freshman year. Until you came into my life, you threw a spanner in the works and you have made me realise that there is light at the end of a dark tunnel." Chuck smiled to me pressing a loving kiss on the nape of my neck.
"Well, dogoroy, I want to make sure you know one thing." I smirked, turning around and straddling him. "Yeah? What's that?" He wondered with a smirk on his face. "I'm the one that will be making the rules." I ordered sternly ghosting my lips along his jawline. "I don't think so kitten. Why do you think you can do that baby?" Chuck asked darkly, I leaned forward, giving him a clear view of my curves, breasts and pushed my body against him. "Because I'm spoilt, selfish and bitchy." I husked sucking on his lip, he let out a groan.
"Yes you are kitten." He groaned, pushing me down further onto him and gripped hard onto my hips. "But you love me like that, right dogoroy." I seductively said biting his neck. "Fuck, Alex.." He hissed. "You know I do, kitten." Chuck seriously told me as I kissed up his neck and brushed my fingers against his cheeks, I looked him in the eyes.
"Chuck Bass, promise me." I sternly asked of him, rolling my hips. "Promise you what Alexandra Waldorf?" He wondered softly pressing a kiss against my lips. "Promise me that you'll be good." I breathed. "I promise you, I'll be good." Charles promised passionately kissing me...
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A/N: My babies are going to slay in Tuscany! The next chapter will be complete filler about what Chalex are up to in Tuscany, there will also be the introduction of a new person, Edward Myres who is played by Alan Rickman- he is Bart's business rival who can be considered corrupt and will greatly impact Chalex in the future. I hope you enjoyed this chapter, feel free to vote, comment or not! Merry Christmas xx