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"Are you drinking tonight Nic?"
"Yep. I'm going to Blo's house." I smiled as we walked the beach. Another block party and i'm about to have fun this time. Mami was home last time so I didn't do anything, but now, it's over for putas. When I have no adult around to scold me, i'm all for the shit. Catch me everywhere but in another nigga bed.
"Ouuu you getting on they asses tonight huh?"
"You know it." I chuckled and went to the table. After I got my drink I went to a table. I'm about to take this covering off. My swimsuit is so cute. It's something i've been trying to wear but of course I had an entourage of people to prevent it. I always find a way to do what I want though. Something tells me that i'm gonna see my brothers here and they'll fuck shit up for me. Not that i'll care though.
"Girl you got an ass on you."
"I know right! Untie this." I turned around so she could take my top cover off. It fell down my body and I stepped out of it. It's a bit cold but i'm sure it'll warm up once I hit the water. "You see Blo?"
"Yea he's over there."
I looked in the direction she pointed in and smiled. He was already coming towards me, but his eyes widened as he came quicker. That made me look behind me. Then I realized what he was looking at. My covering is off so my body is out. He doesn't really trip about the revealing things I wear, but this is really revealing. I'm tiny though so I don't see why they trip so much.
"Nic."
"Hey papi. I missed you." I wrapped my arm around his neck the best way I could. He's so tall. For some reason I attract guys that are way bigger than me. In many many ways.
"Gimme this." He grabbed my covering from the chair and wrapped it around my butt. Then he pecked my lips a few times before pulling away. Still holding the covering around me. I'm about to pout my way out of this. It'll make him upset but he'll get over it, hopefully. That's if it works.
"I don't want it on babe." My lip went out and I frowned my face a little. He flicked it with his tongue before chuckling. Ugh.
"Imma just hold it around your waist. Youn have to put it all the way on."
"I wanna show my swim suit. It's cute on my butt." I smiled and turned around so he could see it.
"Show me sumn then." He pushed my head down and I bent over. I started twerking to the music before he pulled me up chuckling. "You a goof man. Trynna shake this lil ass."
"Shut up. I'm 17, what you expect?" I mushed his shoulder and he laughed. There's a bit of black in me so I have a piece of ass. More than the people around me. But then there's the Latinas that has so much ass it's insane. Makes me ashamed to even show my ass off. But they already know i'm not just one ethnicity/race whatever. I'm mixed with all types of shit it's crazy. Anyone would be surprised.
"17 with a good piece of ass for me."
"Just for you." I stood on my tippy toes and kissed him. Humming after every peck. I grabbed his lip with my teeth before pulling and letting go. "You look good." I ran my nails down his chest. He doesn't see me tripping about him having his sexiness out. I'm already knowing that he's all for me and i'll throw a fit if someone tries it with him.
"Thank you. So do you."
I let him go and grabbed my cup from the table. Taking a sip and putting it up to his mouth. He was too busy holding my coverup to pay attention. Looking at my body like he was about to say fuck this party. It's okay to take a little brake and come back. I'll be down for whatever he suggests. We can fuck in this water right now.
"Mira nena."
"No lo quiero."
"No beberás conmigo esta noche?"
He shook his head and I pouted before sitting it back on the table. Guess i'll be getting drunk alone. That's fine. I'm still gonna be laid up with him in the end. After having a long session of sleep therapy. Wink wink.
"Blo!"
We both looked over at the person calling his name. It was his sister, always. Every time i'm on the phone with him, she's saying something. Need to mind her business. Im always wondering why she's even at his house in the first place. I have no respect for her. Mainly because she threw my fathers death in my face. That's nothing to play with.
Only reason I stopped thinking about beating her to death is because of my man.
"What B?"
"I need you. Business." She's trying to take him away from me.
"Nah I can't come right now." Good daddy.
"Blo....business dawg." She got serious and he sighed.
He looked down at me and I gave him a look. Better not leave me for that. Before she came he wasn't doing it so he better not start. I'll fuck him up. That hurts my feelings when he leaves me for that because I won't see him for a long time. It's sickening.
When we first started talking I hated when he did that. But we had a long talk and he promised to not put work before me. So I expect it to stay like that. This girl doesn't run shit. Everyone acts scared of her because she killed those people but not me. I'll go toe to toe with her. See who can knock the most people down. Bet I win.
"She coming with me." He pulled me closer by my covering.
"Why?"
"Look what she got on foo."
"I don't see nothing."
I sighed when he took the covering off and mugged his sister. She scrunched her face like she was checking me out and smirked after. Weirdo. I snapped in her face because she was looking for way too long. Little fruity.
"Stop looking at her like that. That's why she coming."
"I feel you on that one. Might come back and somebody got her ass. Let's go."
Blo pulled me in front of him and we went behind her. She kept glancing back at me and I mugged her hard. Damn. Stay looking like she got something to say. It's like she has a staring problem that'll get her ass beat.
"Deja de mirarme."
"Son mis ojos. Puedo mirar."
I rolled my eyes and kept following her. She's annoying. If I ask someone to stop looking at me, I expect them to stop. Unless they have a problem that needs to be addressed. So i'm guessing she has one.
"Stop arguing."
"Ain't nobody arguing with her. Long back ass." I thumped her exposed back and slapped it.
She stopped walking in front of me and I ran into her. Why would she do that? I mushed her up and she laughed like it was so funny. Yellow ass. I don't get her point of picking at me. Bothering me every time she sees me. That's so dumb.
"You bringing her all the way?"
"Duh."
"Shut up leprechaun."
I leaned back on Blo and huffed. This ain't where I visioned my night to go. I'm supposed to be getting drunk so I can have fun with him. She's messing this up. Plus the block party is so packed tonight so I know it's a vibe. My girls are probably twerking on each other by now. That's supposed to be me out there.
"Gon in little umpa lumpa."
"Stop talking shit. Giraffe." I walked inside the small building and was hit with weed. It smells good as hell but it was also familiar....Weed comes in so many different fragrances that I can't even remember where i've smelled this one before. We walked in further and I was pulled back. It's like Blo stopped walking so it made me jerk.
Blo let my covering go and made me grab it. I glanced back and caught his stare ahead of us. Shit. My brothers were sitting in the corner. I thought quick and moved towards his sister. She looked at me funny but I gave her a look and pinched her. Of course she did it back but I ignored it. This is about to be such a pain.
Barely know her but she's about to get me out of some shit. Some really really deep shit.
"Go with it." I mushed her ahead and followed her. "What's your name?"
"Don't worry about it."
I glared at her until we got in front of my brothers. They looked me up and down before each other. Hopefully this plan works. I'm sure it still wouldn't make up for the reason i'm inside of here.
"You fucking with the other side nina?"
Other side? I don't even know what the other side is specifically.
"What?"
"Why you fucking with them? You fucking over?"
I know that even if you're family, fucking over means you're done for. They could shoot me dead if I said yes to their question. But I know they wouldn't do that. They'll lock me up in a castle before they shoot me.
"What? I'm with my friend." I pointed to Bey and they looked up at her. Maybe I shouldn't have come. I'm lost with everything so there's probably some stuff I don't know. I probably made things worse by saying I was with her. She did kill people and just get out of jail.
"Get over here Onika."
"Ok." I stepped over and sat next to Oscar.
"You're in trouble nina." He whispered to me and I just sat back. I can feel the little alcohol I have in my system now. Please let me find a way out of this.
"I didn't know!"
"Tell the truth. Why were you with them?! You can't even tell me the bitch name!"
I groaned and slammed my room door on him. I'm upset because I definitely couldn't come up with a lie in time. Now i'm getting yelled at by them. Turns out that Blo isn't someone I should be around. Neither is his sister. They're both against our side and whatever business they had was to discuss a shooting.
Trying to figure out who initiated it before they caused any problems.
"Slam another door and you won't leave out this shit."
"Oscar leave me alone."
"Do you know what type of shit you're in?"
"No. And I don't care."
"Is that the same guy Mama said was in here?"
I went quiet and avoided his stare. It isn't my fault that I didn't know Blos dad killed our father. How was I supposed to know when they don't tell me anything anymore? I'm clueless with a lot and now I fucked up. All I can think about is if Blo knew. If he was plotting.
"Onika. Tell me that's not him."
"I can't tell you that."
"Oh my fucking gosh....Papa is shaking his fucking head at you right now!"
"Don't say that!"
"Well shit it's true! You had an enemy in his home! The dude could've been doing anything around here! You've put yourself in danger! Stupid!" Oscar is the only one yelling at me now. Alex sat back and watched it unfold with a stale face. He's just gathering his thoughts to yell more. I know they're probably really disappointed in me now....I really fucked up.
I sighed heavily while fighting tears back. Their yelling became louder and louder, I tried my best to blank them out. Everything felt like it would crash down on me. I failed my Papa for a guy.
He's so disappointed in me.