I'm Not Okay {FIN & EDITING}

Galing kay -yxungest

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*MY FIRST BOYXBOY!* Zayden: a teen boy who doesn't know the definition of friends and family and wonders why... Higit pa

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Preview Of I'm Not Okay
{1} Normal and Simple
{2} My Therapist
{3} Glowing Stars
{4} "Are You New?"
{5} Session 1
{6} Two Different People With The Same Story
{7} Session 2
{8} Dead Flower
{9} Time
{10} Lunch Table
{11} Session 3
{12} The Woman
{13} Fuck It.
{14} Brothers
{15} Am I Adorable?
{16} Session 4
{17} What The Hell Is Going On?
{18} Don't Look Back
{19} Session 5
{20} What Am I Going To Do With You, Eden?
{21} Trying To Tell Mom The Truth
{22} Dinner Time Goes Wrong
{23} Hanging Out With Rhett: Part I
{24} Hanging Out With Rhett: Part II
{25} Hanging Out With Rhett: Part III
{26} Car Panic
{27} My Head Hurts Because Of Him But Makes Me Calm Too
{28} About Alexandrina
{29} Session 6
{30} The Meaning Of Sorry
{31} You're The Best Brother
{32} Money Is For Buying Things, Not For Bets
{33} Broken
{34} I Can't Be Gay {Picutre of Crevan}
{35} Nurses Are A Pain In The Ass
{36} Couldn't Stay With You
{37} Session 7
{38} Beaten Eden
{39} Nightmare
{40} "Hi Zayden."
{41} Nightmare = Reality
{42} Session 8
{43} Forget
{44} Fucking Up My Mind
{45} A Scar
{46} Surprise MY ASS! Part I
{47} Surprise MY ASS! Part: II
{48} Draw Me Your Rage
{49} Trick or Treat, Smell My Blood
{50} Smile
{51} Sleep With A Brother
{52} Project A+
{53} Starch Out Laser Tag
{54} Nice Cheeks
{55} Session 9
{56} A Shoulder To Cry On
{57} Love Triangle
{58} "Normal One"
{59} The Park
{60} Cookies
{61} The F Word
{62} Special
{63} Session 10
{64} Questions
{65} Flashback
{66} I'm Not Okay
{67} Kisses And Holding Hands
{68} Everything's Okay...I Think
{70} One Side
{71} A Trip
{72} Flowers
{73} Kind of Like at First Sight
{74} The Dad Talks to Son Talk
{75} New and Old
{76} You're My Star
{77} Nice to See Everyone Here
{78} One Step to Okay
{79} Aunt Cassandra
{80} Hot Chocolate and Cookies
{81} A Fight Worth Fighting For
{82 & FIN} A Whole Family
Author's Note
Bonus Chapter: Movie Day

(69} Fight! Fight! Fight!

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Galing kay -yxungest

I felt a shake on my arm. I groaned and turned the other way. I tried to fall back asleep but then I heard Eden's voice. He was screaming, and then I heard myself screaming too, and a crash! I gripped the sheets and my eyes snapped opened.

"Wakey, wakey, eggs and bakey,"  my mother said, and I  jumped. I turned around quickly and I stared into grey eyes.

"Finally! I've been trying to wake you up for the past five minutes!" Eden said and took a step back. I rubbed my eyes and looked around my room.

"What time is it?" I asked.

"It's 7:46 a.m.," Eden said while checking his watch. I glared at him and yawned.

"Dude, it's Saturday. Why in the hell would you wake me up so early?" 

I was going to go back to sleep when he said "It's not Saturday, idiot! It's Monday!"

My eyes widened and I jumped out of my bed. "Why didn't you wake me up earlier?" I screamed and ran to my drawer.

"I did! You wouldn't wake up!" He screamed back.

I heard footsteps coming up and my door opened. "What's with all the screaming?"

I stopped looking for clothes when I saw Cade with his book bag on one shoulder and holding the door knob. I looked behind me at Eden. "So you're walking to school with your boyfriend?" I asked and a small smirk started to form.

Eden blushed and walked over to Cade. "Dude, I said wait for me downstairs," Eden said, glaring at him.

"I did but I wanted to see your face," Cade said. Eden turned into a red tomato and I laughed. There was a honk outside and Eden grabbed Cade's hand, pulling away from me.

"Hurry up! I don't want to be late for school!" Eden yelled.

"Who's downstairs?" I yelled back.

"It's a surprise!"

I hate surprises. I quickly grabbed my clothes, set them on my bed, walked into the bathroom and took a quick shower. I brushed my teeth and looked at myself in the mirror. My grey eyes seemed a little happier, all the stress was finally away from me, my dad accepted me and Eden for who we are, and I just felt happy. There was another knock and I thought about drying my hair but when I noticed the clock on my wall, I decided to let the job for the air. I walked out of my bathroom, got dressed, and ran downstairs. Cade was eating toast while standing next to Eden who was biting his nails.

"Okay, ready," I said. I heard a groan and I turned around to see my dad having trouble with putting his tie on. He groaned again and gave up. I shook my head, and then walked to my dad to help him with his tie. When I was done, he flashed me a smile and ruffled mine and Eden's hair.

"Have a good day!" He said cheerfully.

"You too!" We replied together. In a blink we were out of the house and as I was locking the door when I felt two arms wrapped around my waist, and then someone put their chin on my shoulder.

"Hey babe," he whispered. I automatically knew who it was.

"Stop calling me babe. It makes me feel like a girl," I said with gritted teeth.  

"You are the girl in this relationship." he argued.

"Who said we're in a relationship?" I said annoyingly.

The arm disappeared and I turned around to see Rhett with a smirk on his face. "If I asked you right now, would that make us boyfriend and girlfriend?"

"I'm not a girl!"  

"Um, sorry to interrupt your flirting, ladies, but we have school to go to!" Eden yelled. I looked behind to see Rhett's red car. I thought back to the accident we had and was going to deny the offer but I had to go into a car someday. I sighed slowly and Eden's head went back inside the car.

"Don't worry. I will make sure we won't crash," Rhett said and I narrowed my eyes, hoping that he meant it.    

~~~~

We drove to Eden and Cade's school first, and when we got there, I turned around in the passenger seat and saw Eden biting his lips.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

Eden looked at me and then his school. "What if people start calling us names? How can I tell my friends that I'm dating my bully?"

"I was a bully," Cade corrected him.

"Yeah, that. What if they're homophobes like Rachael?" I never thought about that...

"You shouldn't care what other people think about you. At least you have Cade with you," I said. Eden looked at Cade and Cade grabbed his hand.

"Don't worry. I got your back. I'll kick anyone's ass if they hurt you." Eden cracked a smile and said bye to us before he got of Rhett's car. I watched as they walked into school together. Few kids stopped what they were doing and watched them walking in school together. I knew it shocked them that they were together but what really shocked them was that they were walking together holding each other hands.

"Now to our school," I said and Rhett drove off. We have our own demons to fight, I thought.    

~~~~

When we parked into the parking lot near our school, Rhett took off his seat belt and was about to get out when I grabbed his arm.

"What if Eden's right?" I asked and could hear my voice shaking.

He grabbed my chin so I could meet his eyes. "Like Cade said. I'll kick anyone's ass if they hurt you," he said and squeezed my hand. I sighed and looked at the window. I needed to stay calm and not to give a damn about anyone's thoughts. I took off my seat belt and got out of the car. I slammed the door behind me and I heard the other car door slammed.

Rhett walked next to me and we stared at the thing we called school. We looked at each other and Rhett grabbed my hand. He smiled when I tightened my hold, and we walked past people. They stopped talking to their friends and watched us walking together. I looked around and saw shocked and confused faces.

I looked down to my feet, trying to hide from their questioning faces. We finally got inside the school and I pulled Rhett towards my locker. I wanted to hide my face in my locker until I die. The stares were making me uncomfortable.

"Why won't they stop staring?" I whispered to Rhett.

"Because we're a cute couple," he whispered, and I chuckled and tried to put my stuff as quick as possible. I felt Rhett disappear and then someone was slammed on the locker next to me. I jumped and saw Rhett's face in pain. He was struggling with someone. I was going to scream at the person who was hurting Rhett when I saw who it was.

"What the hell is your problem, man? Get off of me!" Rhett screamed and Crevan pushed him hard.

"What the hell is your problem, man? You don't hit a girl!" And then Crevan kneed him the stomach and threw him on the floor. A circle started to form around us and people were cheering or whispering to each other. They had their phones out and Crevan and Rhett were still fighting. I had to do something. I couldn't stand around doing nothing and watching two boys that I like fight. Wait what?  

That was not the time for my mind to wonder! I got behind Rhett and was going to scream when I saw a fist heading towards me. BAM! I heard nothing. I was staring at the floor with my hand on my cheek. A pounding automatically came. I looked at Rhett and Crevan and their eyes were wide. I was breathing heavily, I heard my mom's screaming for me, and hands on my arm.

"Zayden, I-I'm so sorry." I looked up and saw blue and brown eyes. I roughly pulled my arm away from his hands and glared at him. I looked behind him and saw Rhett breathing hard with sorrow eyes.

"Thanks for protecting me," I said with gritted teeth, turned around, and walked away.  

"Zayden!"

"Zayden, come back!"

"Zayden I'm sorry!" The people who were watching the fight made a path for me. They knew I was pissed off. They knew something was up with Rhett and me. They knew me and Rhett were fags. Rachael was right. We are fags and fairies.

"I love you!" Someone screamed, and I stopped dead in my track. I turned around slowly to see Crevan and Rhett still breathing heavily with their arms up. What did they say? Maybe I wasn't hearing right. But the faces of the people who watched the fight were shocked as I was.

They heard it, too.  I heard something dropped almost breaking the silence from the hallway. I instantly turned back around and what made my day more horrible was seeing Alexandria's face. Her eyes were popped out, her face was pale as a ghost, and on the floor was a red heart shaped box.

"W-w-what did you say to him?" She asked and I touched my pounding cheek. I looked down at my Converse and wished I was back at home with my dad and Eden.

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