Harry POV
I was in my office at headquarters when the guys walked in.
"Harry come to the pub tonight"
"leave Alexis home so you can get laid. maybe it will get the stick out of your ass"
"what makes you think I'm not getting laid" with a smirk
Liam said "you barely come to the out and when you do it's with Alexis"
Niall looked towards me "you're fucking Alexis" My smirk dropped
louis stood up "I fucking knew it styles."
Niall said "what the fuck Harry please tell me you don't have feelings for her
"Don't fucking start Niall you brought her home."
Niall said "to FUCK I didn't have feelings for her!"
"I don't have feelings"
Liam said "I call bullshit the fact you haven't fucked anyone in god knows how long means you only have been fucking her the Harry we know doesn't stick to one girl"
Niall said "you realized how fuck this is styles right . It's already a fucked up plan never mind if she has feelings for you. You're going to have to shoot someone you love"
"I don't love her."
Louis spoke "there's no need to bullshit us. It is what is. it's just going to fucking suck for you when the time comes"
I stood up and walked out before I shot them all in the head.
louis voice echoed down the hall "that answers everything". I took my gun out and fired down the hall
"fuck sakes styles you almost shot me" with a laugh
I shot again
he laughed "I know you have better aim then that if you actually wanted to shoot me you wouldn't missed dipshit" I stormed out
I punched my steering wheel driving home. Fuck I need to stop fucking around with Alexis. I hate to admit it but I think I might have feelings for her. I don't love her though I know that for damn sure. But It's one thing to hurt myself in this situation but I don't want to hurt her she deserves better.
I walked into the house entering the kitchen she smiled "Harry come try this" holding a spoon of the dinner she made she shoved it in my mouth "hmmm that's good" placing my hands on her hips "what is it?"
"Cheddar cheese potato pie" she smiled
"fuck you're amazing cook" i kissed her.
"I'll get you a plate"
I went to the fridge grabbing her a spite and me a beer placing them on the table.
Moments like this is what I want to last forever. if I could freeze time I would right in this moment. Sometimes I wish i was different that I would be the relationship type of person. But even if I was this situation is fucked. Sometimes I wonder if I am as bad as I seem. Times like right now proves I am. Because the moment we sat on the couch All I could think about was fucking her.
Lexy POV
Harry pulled me onto his lap. it was a heated kiss he's tongue found it's way into my mouth a few time followed by biting my bottom lip and pulling it lightly before pecking my lips. squeezing my hips and pulling me closer. a slight whine came from him causing me to open my eyes. he's eyebrows were furrowed together before mumbling "fuck" into my lips I pulled back "what's wrong."
"I shouldn't be feeling like this. I shouldn't be doing this."
I looked at him "why?"
he threw his head back saying "because it's wrong lex if you knew smidge you would hate me you would want to shoot me yourself"
I looked at him and said "I would never shoot you Harry or anyone actually".
"Alexis don't trust me ok".
"Harry stop"
"fuck that's the problem I can't stop. you deserve better baby." Tucking my hair behind my ear
"Harry"
"we should stop this your going to regret being with me."
I Kissed him "let me regret it then don't worry about it. it's my problem for the future *kiss* right now I'm content. Please don't take that away from me"
he nodded and kissed me with all his emotion he had. He moaned "fuck alexis you drive me mental" . Before flipping me onto my back hovering over me. "Tell me what kind of spell did you cast on me to feel like this?"
I laughed "Do you think Im a witch or something?"
"I'm starting to get suspicious." Pulled me in to kiss him. "I would do anything to make you feel good."
he kissed my neck
"you know what would make me feel good?"
He moaned "tell me please." I moved his chin up so I could kiss him then mumbled "strawberry ice cream."
He pulled back with a smile with his dimples "actually?" I nodded and bit my bottom lip
"we can go get some but I need a kiss"
I kissed him and he smiled and "again" I kissed him deeply he pulled me closer squeezing my hips then pulled away "I would suggest if you want ice cream to not make me harder then I already am"
I laughed. moving my hips on him
"don't test me Ill fuck you until you can't walk."
"all talk."
"you think I'm bluffing"
"you once told me you were rough I would say you're vanilla "
he laughed "careful I've been holding back don't taunt me."
"interesting.." standing up "so ice cream?"
he smirk standing up pushing me against the wall hard. "you have no idea what you just did."
I smiled he kissed me and then leaned over to put he's shoes on while also turning to my foot placing it on his knee to tie my laces still smirking.
"I'm really considering you being a witch because I don't know how I'm taking you to get ice cream instead of bending you over on that couch."
I smiled let out a small"mahahaha" hugging him from behind as he unlocked the door. I walked under his arm.
"maybe I'll get sprinkles"
"I draw the line at strawberry ice cream it's gross enough I can't watch you eat it with sprinkles"
He opened the door to the passenger
"what flavor are you getting? Vanilla?" He stood with the door open
"don't think I won't fuck you in this car I'll show you fucking vanilla."
We started driving it started to rain.
he said "this is shit weather for ice cream"
"really? it seems like perfect weather."
We sat in the car eating ice cream. "my mom likes mint to I find it gross "
he she has good taste. He turned to me "why don't you ever talk about your dad?"
"He's in the military and lives on base. He visits when he can so i don't see him much."
"Do you believe in love?"
Huh?
You know since your parents are still together.
I sighed going into deep thought "Yes and no. I don't see it just as in a relationship way. I think that you can love someone and not be with them. But also just because you're supposed to love someone doesn't mean they love you.
But also I think most people fall in love with the idea of being in love."
He hummed
"if your asking because you think I believe in fairytales and want to see where my head is with us. Then don't worry I'm ok I'll be ok I know you don't do the whole relationship thing I get it."