desiderium || Chris sturniolo

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slowburn/enemies to lovers chris sturniolo X fem oc desiderium :an ardent desire or longing especially : a fe... Mer

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im sorryyyyy

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Quinn chalmers

"Quinn..she knows about your mom.."

my heart dropped the second he said that sentence

how did she know??
the only people i've ever properly told the entire story too was Chris, blair and matt

nick and alahna also know but not all of
it..
and we'll the only person that could've told her is chris... but why would he? i mean he already told the whole school that i was responsible for her death but he didn't tell them everything..

i didn't think he'd stoop that low

"what?! how do u think chris said something??"i started

"no no no. he does apparently hate you but i don't think he'd do something like this.."

"yeah because if he did he knows he would get curb stomped by all three of us"nick says trying to lighten the mood

my breath came out in uneven breaths as i attempted to calm myself down by pacing

"ok so what if she does know.. she could be lying i mean how could she even know??"

alahna places an arm on my shoulder
"hey hey hey quinn it's going to be ok let's just go home and try figure this out,the bitch is probably lying anyway"

i nodded at her and tried to be as calm as possible

"yeah besides i think blair will be finished with her date soon"

that caught matt's attention

"WHAT DATE??"

oh shit whoops

"umm ok so since u we're going out with ruby blair wanted to make you jealous so she's kinda on a date with tyler macol right now..."i said waiting for him to blow up

"WHAT??TYLER FREAKING MACOL???! the guy who's only personality trait is being an asshole to women and playing his way through the whole school?!"

yep i pretty much expected him to react exactly like this

he had always been protective of blair

"ok calm down lover boy she only did it to piss you off she's probably hating every second with that dickwad"i say trying to get him to calm the fuck down

he just glared at me because of the nickname

"fine but we are getting her right now and going back to our place and sorting this shit out"

i just roll my eyes and take out my phone to txt blair

Bbquinn 🍖
heyy come meet us outside the mall  i've got a surprisee

blair bear 🐻🧸
it better be a good surprise because this date is absolutely horrible why did you let me do this ughhh b there in 5 just gotta end this date

Bbquinn 🍖
ok we will be in the van the fountain ;)

"alright lover boy pucker up she's meeting us at the van outside the fountain in 5 minutes"

he just glared at me"ok but she better not bring tyler"

i just laughed "i think you'll be glad to know that she is in absolute agony on this date and is mad at me for even allowing her to go."

nick and alahna were trying to fight back laughs as matt just looked down to his feet and smiled

Blair flynn

i ended the day with Tyler quickly by telling him i was on my period witch made him seem absolutely disgusted so it definitely was a great excuse

as i made my was over to the van i wondered what quinn meant by a 'surprise' hopefully it was something good

like ruby had fallen from the top floor of the mall and matt was broken from the evil witches spell.. but i doubt it's that

i hope it's matt and he will
come running back to me and tell me everything is going to be ok..

but i doubt it

i saw the van parked infront of the fountain. oh alahn must have drove it here..

but as i got closer i realized that in the drivers seat was my favorite fluffy haired boy looking through the crowd nervously

once his eyes locked with mine he gave me the cute smile like he used to

in that moment it felt like we were the only two people in the world

i wish that i could live in this moment forever as i rushed towards the car and jumped it to the passenger seat and wrapped my arms around matt and squeezed him tight never wanting to let him go

he just held me as i cried into his shoulder

"please never leave me like that ever again" i whispered to him

"wouldn't dream of it" he said slowly running his fingers through my hair

i pulled back and said to
quinn "lovely surprise"

she just nodded and said "wait until you hear the whole story..."

my smile faded as i turned to matt

***

as we arrived back at the triplets house quinn finished telling me about that little bitch ruby and how she apparently knew everything

"that sneaky little bitch.. i swear when i see her  i'm gonna-"
i was cut off by matt

"hang on we don't wanna piss her off too much we don't know for sure that she isn't lying so i think it's best if we just leave her for now until we know more.."

Quinn Nick and Alahna all agree and we get out of the car

as we walked up the porch Matt grabbed my hand i looked back at him and he said
"hey can we talk for a minute??"

i nod and sit down on the porch seat where we shared our first kiss

"And you? You're okay?" He said with such gentleness that my breath caught.  Nodding my head, I gave him a smile.

"Yeah, a little shaken up but that's only because you and quinn seem to enjoy scaring the shit out of me"  The corners of his lips turned up at my comment but quickly turned back to a frown.

"Blair.." 

I looked up to meet his eyes, even though it was sort of difficult in the low light.

"Yeah?" 

It looked like he was struggling to find the right words.
"That morning after we kissed..." He started trailing off awkwardly.

My cheeks heated up but I said nothing, waiting for him to continue.

"When I woke up I saw that i was getting a call from an unknown number i picked it up and it was ruby . she told me everything she would do. To you and Quinn. All of it.if i didn't agree to go out with her,i know it's hard to believe but i swear to god it's the truth"  I wasn't sure I was breathing anymore.

"I never meant for this too happen. i though if i acted more distant it would hurt you less but it seemed i did more damage that way ,and i don't expect you to forgive me, but i'll be apologizing for and for the rest of my life. i'm sorry, i am, for feeling like i needed to sheild you from this or whatever" 

"I should've noticed.." I whispered

"I'm so sorry Matt. I was so caught up with you blowing me off that i didn't even thinkto realize something was off."

He suddenly reached forward and grabbed my hand making my heart skip a beat.

"you Don't need to apologize. It only made sense for you to be hurt."

I bit the inside of my cheek but nodded nonetheless, the warmth of his hand on my own making it hard to focus. 

de ja vu?

"You do always know how to make me feel better don't you?" i say letting out a laugh . 

This made matt laugh aswell

alright Blair is the time you stop acting like an idiot. 

Swallowing the nervousness coating my tongue, I dropped his hand.

His eyes flashed with hurt but he waited for me to speak.

"What is this? We keep toeing this line between friends and something else and I have no idea what side you want to be on." 

matt cocked his head to the side, seeming to be in deep thought.
"Well what do you want this to be?"  he scratched the back of his back awkwardly

I was taken aback at the sincerity in his question. It seemed he was wondering the same thing I was. 

I opened my mouth to answer but stopped when He grabbed my hand again and pulled me over to the bed.

His deep blue eyes bore into mine.
"I will be whatever you want us to be, Blair. If you want us to be just friends, then I will back off and enjoy every moment I get to have with you. If you want us to be more..." He paused, "Then I will try to be enough for you and give you what you deserve. No matter what it takes. Whatever you want." 

His words struck me deep. So deep that I couldn't find the words to answer. Instead, I decided to show him exactly what I wanted.

Before he could react I dug my hands into his hair and smashed my lips against his once more.  He let out a short breath and kissed me back. After a moment I pulled back again to look him in the eyes.
" I want everything. I want to be with you as your friend and more. I want all of you. There is nothing that you can give to me that I want besides you. You've always been everything that I've wanted" I said my voice so sure and steady that it surprised me.

this made him blush like a cute idiot and look down at his hands

the he looked back up at me

"you're blushing" he said poking my cheek and laughing

The heat from his body and the exhaustion from the long day hit me all at once and I leaned against his side, breathing in the distinctively tropical scent of his cologne.

"I'm glad you're back" I muttered, tracing lines over his hands. 
"So you can get some action huh?" He said, a light teasing tone to his voice.

I looked up at him with an annoyed look,
"No you moron. i didn't get to tell you about my new books" 

"I should've known that's why you missed me"  I just gave him a wink and pressed a quick peck to his lips before closing my eyes and listening to the sounds of his steady heartbeat.

Tomorrow we would worry about everything else but for now, it was all gone. 
i slowly started to doze off in matt's arms

***

"You two are sickening. Honestly, get a room" A voice said drawing both Matt and I from our sleep. 

Once the owner of that voice fully processed in my head, I shot up from the bed i was now in.

awww he must've carried me up here when i fell asleep last night

Matt too was looking at Quinn with wide eyes.

She just observed us with a teasing smile from above us. 

"What? You're not going to tell me I look stunning?" She drawled gesturing toward her blood shot eyes,messy hair makeup smudged on her face and dark bags under he eyes

"you look stunning my love"

"why thank you my fair lady shall we go inside an have a cuppa?"quinn said in a posh accent

"i would like that very much lead the way ombré" we both laugh as me and matt walk downstairs too the itches i can't help but think about all the shit we have to deal with

Later. 

We would all deal with it all later.

A/n:
wow a lot to unpack in this chapter but FINALLY MATT AND BLAIR 🥳🥳i was trying not to laugh at how different Matt and Blair's relationship is to to Quinn and Chris's  lmao

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