"I shouldn't be mad at you, " tk said biting his lip " but I am ." Marjan had left hours ago he had insisted her to go but she said that her should talk to Carlos let him know what he was feeling
" I don't know why I'm really doing this I don't know if it's because I know you can't hear me ." Tk said shaking his head " I shouldn't be mad especially with what your going through right now .." tk said " but Carlos .. I am .." tk said " you told me we would be okay .." tk said " you told me you were gonna be fine .." tk said " I believed you .. and now here you are sitting in a hospital bed having a ventilator breathe for you .."
" I know I have no right to be mad because I do this shit more than 5 times a year I'm surprised you don't hate me yet .." tk said " you should hate me .. What you see in me I'll never understand.." tk said " Willow misses you a lot .." Tk and said "so do I ..." tk said "I'm not sure what I'll tell her if -" tk said tk got up wiping his face "I can't do this I'm sorry .." he said under his breath
Owen had came to watch Carlos when he arrived he saw tk his face was red and his eyes were flushed glossy but tk wanted to get out of there he needed to breathe