Trust Worthy || Part 2

The meaning of words ch.64

Tk had made willow breakfast and got her ready for school he assured can't that he would be back in 20 minutes to my help him though Carlos deeply appreciated tk and all his help he felt like a burden.

Tk had to help him shower because he was at risk of falling and hitting his head he would eventually be able to shower himself in the next few weeks but not now so tk would help him and it wasn't weird they had showered together regularly but now it was something thing that they had to do and it wasn't for the reasons they would do it Tk didn't mind at all but Carlos always felt like a disappointment

He couldn't help tk with willow because he again had to be monitored so he would be like another child and that's what he felt like another child for tk to take care of and with tk going on overnight he was only getting a few hours which tk was used to its part of the job but even when tk was off he would only get a few not nearly enough

Their anniversary concluded with them ordering in and watching a movie together which for them it was perfect but Carlos felt bad he wanted to make dinner for tk and of course do some other things with him make your conclusions off that but their anniversary the last two years were bother centered around Carlos he got sick the year before which led to tk staying ng in the bathroom all night with him and then sleeping in the tile floor with a candle from CVS and this year well you could say was an upgrade but Carlos felt guilty

So Carlos got off the couch carefully heading to the kitchen getting the pancake mix eggs milk all the essentials he mixed the ingredients as he felt his eyes getting fuzzy the refocused as tk came through the door " Carlos.." tk said placing his keys down "in the kitchen ." Carlos said as tk followed the voice " Carlos we talked about this.." tk said standing next to Carlos " tk I can't do anything I can't help you I can't cook and I love to cook .." Carlos said "please Ty .." Carlos said, " okay just be careful please ." Tk said sitting in a chair on the island Carlos started to get fuzzy again as he turned on the stoves tk noticed Carlos seemed fuzzy as he turned back around " hey Carlos please sit down .." tk said turning off the stove " Tk I'm broken don't you get it ?" Carlos said sitting on one of the barstools " I can't cook ,I can't work, I can't even play with Willow on the floor , not to mention I ruined our anniversary two years in a row ." Carlos said " I can't help you you have to help me do all this stuff I should be able to do myself and not to mention the ugly scar on the side of my head which just labels me that I had a brain tumor .. I don't get how you even can stand to be around me ." Carlos said " I told you I don't mind helping you ." Tk said " Tk i'm practically your patient it's like your going to work just at home because your taking care of me .." Carlos said " your my husband not my patient and I will do whatever I can do to help you regardless of if it was my job or not ." Tk said " and you never once ruined our anniversary why would you even say that ?" Tk said Rubbing Carlos'a hand " last year you spent the day with me in the bathroom which smelled horrendous hell you even slept overnight in the bathroom with me and then this year I couldn't make you a special dinner like I've wanted to the last 2 years and I couldn't and even leave the couch for us to go out .." Carlos said as tk intertwined their fingers " I don't care what we do for our anniversary alright I just wanna spend time with you and for the record the bathroom wasn't that bad ." Tk said " and if it means any hyping I like your scar it shows what you've been through and what you have overcome .." T.K. says running his thumb across the scar lightly " your the Man I love I don't care what you have been through what you need help with I'm always gonna be right by your side ." Tk said