Thought I was dead, right?
Wrong!
Yah, I've been a bit busy I haven't came to update my things yet so I'm very sorry about that. In other news, I'm happy that I'm returning to this
And on other note, I'm almost done with school so guess what,
More chapters!!! Yay!!!
Other than that, do enjoy!
Bit of a warning: language, sad past.
Heh, sad ending~ wink you'll see
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Levi stared at Eren with some what disbelief. Why was this exciting him so much?
He took his gaze away when he finally finished his eggs, walking over to the sink to clean is dish then setting it in the rack to dry. Eren watched him as he ate the rest of what was left from his meal before getting up and doing the same.
Eren walked over to the sink, but was stopped by a hand taking his plate, along with the pan and spatula he was using which were already in the sink for washing.
"I'll do the dishes. Go have a seat on the couch and wait."
Eren looked at him with a worried, almost puzzled expression, but decided to leave Levi with the work. Heck, that was less cleaning for him to do.
He walked out of the kitchen, taking an eye full of the house he had been recently in the past. He never did get a good look as Levi would always bring himself to the center of attention, especially for the past events regarding a maid outfit.
'Hopefully he forgot about that promise,' Eren thought before making his way to the living room that connected to the hallway.
He walked over to the couch, seeing that is was one of the soft, plush ones and took a seat on it. He looked around the room a bit. Flat screen TV in front with a whole shelve thing to hold it along with disks and what seemed to be speakers on the side of them. The walls were painted a tinted beige which the couches were a chocolate brown. He had a couple pictures, but none seemed to regard his parents or even siblings.
'Does he have any?'
The doorway he came from had a tan frame which matched with the decor of this room. He wondered how his family was so rich seeing all of the ways his house looked. The kitchen he came from had marble counters with beige wood and silver accessories. (Meaning fridge, and stuff like that.) The dude had to be packing some money. Hell, his room was pretty much a rich person's bedroom.
Eren saw movement out of the corner of his eyes which snapped him out of his dazed state. He looked to see Levi making his way over to the couch and sitting down next to the boy, crossing one leg over the other, coffee in his hand. Eren looked at him, pregnant silence felt awkward at this point to which he broke it.
"So how come your house is so, well expensive looking?"
Levi set his mug down on the side of the table before crossing his arms.
"My parents always had money, when they passed, I was given the money and the house."
Eren blinked
"Your parents died?!"
"I recall telling you, no?"
Eren shook his head.
"Well, there's a bit of history for yeah. My parents died a while back, when I was about 10. At the time, I didn't know much about money or bills so I was quite troubled. Erwin and I knew each other from the very start so he was able to ask his mom if she knew anyone that could help. We did end up finding someone to teach me, to which, his mom paid for the trouble. That's how I can still manage to keep this house and pay for things needed to keep it running."
Eren looked at him astonishingly. He had only been 10! He was making mud pies with Armin at that age. He felt sorry for Levi that he had to rely on himself so heavily at such a young age.
"So wait, how did your parents die?"
"My parents had just came from my grandparent's house in France. Though, they didn't make it back as their plane crashed somewhere in the pacific. The only reason I didn't go was I didn't want to listen to my grandma bitch and nag at me all day."
"What for?"
Levi uncrossed his arms and reached for his mug. He brought it up to his parted lips and sipped the dark liquid inside before setting it back down, taking the same position again.
"My grandmother would nag at me for not being happier. Let's put it that way. I hated everything and I hardly bothered with the outside. Dirt and germs are not my thing if you couldn't tell. She'd nag and bitch about how I wasn't normal and needed to spend time out more, make more friends, live the normal kid life."
"I never cared for what she said, but one could get tired of her bitching. I didn't have the patience. Now that I think about it, I would have been dead if I did go to deal with her nagging."
Eren gulped, his adams apple bobbing ever slightly as he darted his eyes away from Levi's gaze. Wow, Levi would have died. This was something big to take in, I mean, he wouldn't even be having this conversation right now if he went.
"So..uh..did they ever find the bodies?"
Levi tore his gaze from him before looking at the flat screen that played blackness.
"They did."
He felt bad. Levi never got to really have a childhood. He didn't much either, but at least he had some kind of life with his. It wasn't fair, but then again, when was life ever fair.
Levi got up and picked up his empty mug, heading into the kitchen. Eren couldn't move, it was so sad, it paralyzed him. He somehow wished he was there to hug Levi when in that situation. He would have balled his eyes out if that was him.
He got up after a few moments to take in what he just heard. He tried to think of something to say to him, anything, to change this mood that seemed to fog them both. Was he upset? Of course not, this was Levi here, but it did have to pull at least one nerve, even if tiny.
He walked into the doorway, seeing Levi drying the mug before placing it in its correct spot in the cabinet. Eren came over to Levi and did what any human would do in this moment, he hugged him.
Levi was taken back by this, but welcomed it, patting Eren's back. He wasn't really a hug person, but he didn't mind Eren hugging him. Eren seems to be changing him, for better maybe?
He practically jumped the boy and well, forced him, but what was he posed to do? Ask nicely?
No.
He wasn't one for asking nicely, but then, why was he so soft right now?
'Push him Levi'
He couldn't understand why he let this boy come into his life. Why did he drag him to hell?
'Push him away'
He was dragging him to his doom. He was a walking mess of cold, hard stone. He didn't need this.
'Push'
He wasn't soft.
'Him'
He wasn't kind.
'Away'
Fuck no.
Levi pushed Eren away from him so abruptly, Eren stumbled backwards and fell onto his ass on the floor. He looked up, green orbs meeting stormy gray. He was so confused as to what Levi just did. He was about to ask him on why he did that, but Levi beat him to it.
"Eren. Get out."
Eren tilted his head to the side, like a confused pup in a new home. Levi's eyes hardened.
"Eren, I said, get the fuck out, now."
"bu-"
"Just fucking go and get the fuck out!"
Levi slammed his fist against the table which startled the young man before realizing he should go. He got up and walked rather quickly to the room, got into his clothes, and walked out. He walked to the front door, taking a quick look into the kitchen to see Levi looking at the table, emotionless face as always staring it down, almost like trying to light it on fire with just his sight. He felt a pain tug at his heart before deciding to open the front door and walk out.
He walked down the rather empty side walk and found the path which lead to his house, letting his head drift. Why did Levi tell him to leave? Was he that annoying? Maybe it was the sex? He didn't know. Though, he felt hot tears starting to sting at the corner of his eyes, which he let them fall. He wanted to curl up into a ball and just cry a river. Why Levi reacted that way, he just, he didn't know.
He decided the best thing to do was to text the only person he knew he could talk to, Armin.
Armin's POV
Armin cuddled closer to the warmth that wrapped around him. He was content, having the best time of his life with Erwin last night, the best night of his life. He was in so much sweet bliss, he almost didn't even want to notice the buzzing phone on the night stand.
He groaned quietly before reaching for the phone. He grabbed it, hissing at the blinding light it produced before seeing who or what had interrupted his bliss.
'Eren'
"Dude, we gotta talk. I'm gonna cry. Can I come over."
Armin reread the words over and over before replying a quick "yeah," and got up. He got dressed rather quickly and made sure to brush out his bed hair and made his way to the door, hearing a soft knock sounding from it.
Armin opened the door and before he could process anything, Eren was clinging onto him, letting his hot tears stain his best friends once dry shirt.
"Dude, what happened?"
"Hme tfold mfe fto vleafve."
Armin rolled his eyes while patting his back.
"English Eren?"
Eren pulled himself away from his friend, trying to compose himself.
"He told me to just leave."
Armin looked skeptical for a moment before waving Eren to come into the kitchen with him.
Heheheeheheh
See what I did there?
I'm so cruel, but hey, you chose to read this
Now suffer!!!!
No I'm kidding ~
I made it this way because well, purposes to which you'll see.
Maybe
And so
I do hope you enjoyed~
Sorry for the late update~