Hi guys! I am so sorry I have been away so long. I have a lot going on in my real life that is affecting my fantasy life. I won't bother you with the details, but I could definitely use prayers and positive vibes, whichever you are up for.
I am writing when I can, but I haven't had that much time for it lately. I do have another chapter in progress, so hopefully it won't be delayed too long. I appreciate every single one of you, every single read, every single vote, every single mention, and every single comment. Please stay with me! I am not going anywhere, I just may be a little slow for a while.
Thank you!!!!!!!
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Our anniversary trip was delightful. We went for several walks, but no hiking. I grew tired easily, so they were short walks. We visited some local landmarks and nature reserves and I took tons of photos.
I was 20 weeks along. My feet were starting to swell, and I was bloated. The walking helped alleviate those but did not stop them. I was beginning to feel like one of his whales, which in turn made me not feel so sexy. Min kept telling me how beautiful I was in spite of that, and I really loved hearing it. I needed to hear it.
We went for dinner on Valentine's Day at a romantic restaurant. He looked divine in his white t-shirt and black pinstriped jacket. His eyes sparkled in the candlelight, and his beautiful smile melted my heart... again. Dinner was a bit pricey, but the food was divine. I think I surprised him with how much I ate, because he just sat and smiled at me. He said he was happy I was feeding JangMi well.
I was hungry all the time. I tried to eat healthy snacks, lots of nuts and fruit, and things like that. I had probably eaten my weight in roasted sweet potatoes. Those things were delicious and felt like comfort food, even though I had not grown up with them.
He had brought me breakfast in bed that morning along with a beautiful bouquet of red and white roses. There was a small velvet box on the tray with a bracelet inside. It had the inscription "Forever my love" engraved on a dangling heart charm. It was simple and beautiful.
After dinner, we went walking on the beach. We happened upon a beach house close to our rental cottage that had just gone on the market. It was huge, big enough for all of us to stay in and not be on top of each other. The guys had talked about getting a vacation home together on Jeju for years, it just had never happened. But this one just might be what they were looking for. It was perfect for working vacations, which is the only kind they knew as a group. Min called Kihyun and sent him some photos. He said he would contact the agent.
We continued our walk for a bit longer. The ocean air was much colder than what we had felt at home, but that didn't stop us from reminiscing about our trip to Hawaii. We remembered how he had proposed and how we made love on the beach that night.
He was standing behind me with his arms around my waist as we looked out over the water. The sun was getting low, and the purple and orange colors of the sky were deepening as we watched. The waves crashed along the shore in a hypnotic, sensual rhythm. The hoods of our heavy winter coats prevented direct cheek contact, but I could still hear that sexy, husky voice in my ear just fine.
"I remember how your eyes sparkled in the moonlight. You were beautiful then, but you are even more beautiful now." He squeezed me gently and continued, "I remember how you felt in my hands, how you tasted on my lips, how you shuddered at my touch."
"Minmin, that night was amazing. Just thinking about it now..." I turned to him and kissed him. He smiled and took my hand. We walked the short distance back to our cottage and locked the door behind us. I hadn't realized how cold I was until we got into the warmth.
We took off our boots at the door then Min took my coat and scarf off and hung them before he took off his own. We started a fire in the gas fireplace and held each other as the flames crackled to life. We danced without music, but we had our own beat. He cupped my neck with his hand and looked into my eyes.
"Sunny-ah, I am sorry I have been so busy lately. I feel like I haven't been giving you enough time. I know I promised I would slow down, and I will... very soon. I am trying to make a future for us, all three of us." His words made me feel warm... and a little guilty. I returned them with a kiss.
Our passion ignited quickly, and what started as a simple kiss, turned into hunger. His lips trailed down my cheek to that spot behind my ear. I arched against him when the sensation traveled.
He led me to the couch and sat down. He held me in front of him and gently pulled my stretchy pants down, kissing my stomach as he went. I stepped out of them and he stood to remove his own. He was already hard, and the sight of his magnificent cock made my mouth water. I switched places and sat in front of him. I kissed the glistening tip and then slowly took him into my mouth. His hands tightened in my hair as I slid my tongue around on the shaft and sucked as I pulled my mouth away.
He growled, "noona, you drive me wild." I smiled as I looked up at him and continued my teasing. He let me go for a couple of minutes, then he laid me back on the couch and lifted my sweater off and unclasped my bra. He kissed and suckled each of my nipples in turn. They had grown much more sensitive lately and I cried out. He stopped abruptly. "Did I hurt you?" he caressed them softly to soothe them.
"No, you didn't hurt me. They are just really sensitive. It was more intense than I expected." I smiled and he resumed his kisses. He moved down my chest to the swell of my abdomen, then to my thighs. He parted my legs and lowered himself between them. His hot breath against my skin was intoxicating.
He used his fingers to spread my lips and lightly kissed the pink flesh. His tongue followed and he began making little 's' shapes, up and down. Then he closed his lips around it and sucked lightly. My hips bucked against his mouth, and he let out a low sexy laugh. That confident laugh that makes me crazy. He slipped a finger inside and my head tossed from side to side as the heat built in me.
My breathless moans were growing louder and more ragged. He could tell he was pushing me toward the edge. He slipped in another finger and found that magic spot. He teased it as his tongue danced on my clit. My arms grabbed for something to hold onto as the sensations overtook me. I called his name as my body shook from the intensity. He didn't stop, and I climaxed a second time. Before my body could recover, he straightened himself up and pulled me up from the couch.
My breath was irregular and heavy and I felt woozy. He helped me position myself so that I was straddling him, and he guided his rock-hard cock into my dripping folds. I held his shoulders and gasped as my body accommodated him.
I rotated my hips and then rocked them front to back. I slowly rose and dropped back down, taking him inside me over and over. Everything felt more intense and I did not last long. I cried out and held his face to my breasts as I climaxed again. He held my hips and his head fell back as he joined me. We relaxed against the couch as we caught our breath. "Sunny-ah, I love you so much." He kissed me tenderly and wrapped his arms around me.
"I love you too, Minhyuk-ah. That was amazing. How can it always be so amazing?" I shook my head.
"Because it is meant to be. Because we are in love. Because we are passionate together. That is how," he grinned, knowing I was not expecting an answer.
"I suppose you are right," I giggled. We held each other for a little longer, then went to wash up and go to bed.
Our trip was too short, and when we got home it was right back to business as usual. We sank right back into our routines. Mine was somewhat stifled, and his was very busy. It was out of balance. He constantly checked up on me, making sure I was "behaving". As sweet as it was that he was concerned and wanted to check in, it was driving me a bit nuts. I knew my hormones were also going nuts, so I took it in stride and fought the urge to make him stop.
I felt like I could handle doing a bit more than I was "allowed" to do. I knew I could keep myself in check and I wouldn't lift anything heavier than a gallon of milk. I couldn't even dump the dehumidifier because it was over the weight limit. I was under doctor's orders to avoid strenuous activity. I could walk and swim, but no lifting, climbing, or stretching too far. Minhyuk made sure to enforce the restrictions.
Min had hired the cleaning lady they had at the company to come clean our house once a week, just so I didn't have to do those tasks. It was a little uncomfortable for me having a stranger clean up after me. She was a sweet lady and had been working for the group for years, so she felt right at home. I was the only one with a problem.
Another week went by, and he was working late every night. I was at the gallery, doing nothing but making calls and doing paperwork. They were not stretched for talent. There were plenty of seasoned artists as well as a lot of new talent in the pool, but they had to start small. There wasn't space or budget for too many just yet.
The roster included Remy and a couple of established groups that had not renewed their contracts with their respective companies. They were all ready to go. These would all help build the foundation from which the company would grow. The plan was to debut these initial acts, generate some recognition and revenue, then debut more groups and singers, then more after that. They had no shortage of talent.
Remy was ready to debut because he had already trained for several years. He gave all that up on the verge of his debut. He made that sacrifice without question. Even though he knew he was giving up his dream, he never hesitated. Minhyuk respected him because of how he put his family first.
Min had been going to the office every day and working late and odd hours again to get through the launch and prep for the debut. I was trying to be understanding and supportive, but it was really beginning to bother me... again. I knew how very important this first artist debut was going to be. It could make or break the newfound company. My nagging at him would not have any benefit and only serve to stress him out more. I held my tongue and stood by his side, especially after what he had said when we were on Jeju.
He talked about Remy every night when he came in. He had to update me on the progress, and they had set the debut date. Remy had followers that had been with him since his trainee days and had begun accumulating more. He was very active on social media and supplied quality content.
He was handsome, talented, and a big personality. He was the full package. This is why Joohoney pursued him so hard. He could see the raw talent and wanted to develop it into something bigger.
I loved hearing all of the stories and seeing how passionate and excited he was, but I was beginning to get tired of hearing it night after night. I felt like that was all he was interested in. We didn't talk about much of anything else for several days, at least not more than a cursory few sentences. He did always ask about me and the baby, but then he went right back to Remy. Again, I reminded myself to watch my reaction and control my responses. Hormones are a bitch.
Emma didn't need me for much at the gallery, and I wasn't allowed to do much of anything else, so I sat at home bored, while he was working. I was desperate for something productive to do. I wasn't feeling artistic, and I wasn't allowed to go hiking. I went to some easy access parks and took photos. It helped a little. Between capturing the beauty in my lens and editing it, I found some peace. When that was finished, I was bored again.
I took Sherman for several walks during the day. We both needed the exercise, and he loved going out and greeting everyone. Our neighbors had treats ready for him, and he knew it. He was a popular little pup on our street.
Too often I found myself just sitting on the couch or in the greenhouse, rubbing my belly and talking to my baby. I had begun telling her stories every day. They were about a baby whale and her family who went on adventures together. She would get very active when I would spin the tales, so it seemed she enjoyed the stories. I found this to be a great way to pass the time.
Sometimes I would talk to her when Min was home, and he would always add to the stories and make them exciting and fun. This had become a nightly routine as the weeks progressed. It helped him settle down and unwind and it made the baby happy. Both of these things made me happy.
I loved my life, and I knew I just need to get myself together and everything would be fine. He was just being a concerned husband and trying to prepare a life for us. He will slow down when the baby comes, and he will stop talking about Remy after he debuts. I repeated these things over and over to myself several times a day... every day.
Now if I could just make myself believe them...
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