❝𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡, 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡. 𝐊𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮..❞
𝐈 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 iron out in preparation for today, I wanted to look presentable for the Ivy mixer. I needed to get the Yale rep on my side and follow the Waldorf legacy. Nathaniel would forget all about Serena when he saw me in this outfit he'd want to grab me and kiss me. My phone buzzed as I finished curling my luscious brown hair, the only things about myself I liked was my attitude and my hair, smile maybe. But the rest of me; I wanted to hide.
𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚'𝙨 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙪𝙥𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙥𝙖𝙬𝙣 𝙤𝙛 𝙛𝙖𝙗𝙪𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙨𝙡𝙮 𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙩𝙝𝙮, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚? 𝙎𝙪𝙥𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙪𝙘𝙘𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙤𝙛𝙛𝙨𝙥𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙜𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙄𝙫𝙞𝙚𝙨.
As I blinked applying my mascara my phone vibrated violently, I glanced down at my phone as it read Chuck. "He just doesn't give it a rest." I sighed before putting my mascara away and looking through my jewelry for my A.W silver ring, it's my signature. My phone continued to buzz as I sighed finally picking up the phone. "What do you want Chuck?" I asked her placing my ring on my pinky finger. "And a hearty hello to you too Waldorf." He smirked as I scoffed placing him on speaker as I got dressed.
𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙜𝙚. 𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙨𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣'𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙜𝙖𝙘𝙞𝙚𝙨- 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨. 𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙘𝙧𝙞𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙚𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙘𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙣'𝙨 𝙛𝙪𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙚𝙨, 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙠𝙞𝙙 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙢 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣?
"Hilarious, why are you calling? Did you miss me?" I smirked applying lip gloss and stepping into my navy pencil skirt, I liked the way Chuck would give into my harmless flirts. "Always my darling, how about we stare into each others eyes with our clothes off." He flirted down the phone as I took a sharp breathe in. "Blue or black?" I replied. "Excuse me?" He asked. "Headband, choose." I instructed. "I like a woman in charge, what are you wearing?" Chuck grinned. "I'm not having phone sex! I want your opinion." I scolded.
"You give me chills Waldorf, blue." He told me. "Thank you Bass, I should probably stop talking to you." I said. "And why's that?" Chuck smiled as I sighed, "Nate has to stay away from Serena, it's only fair." "Nothing about that is fair, you realize you're just telling him to stay away from her because you're jealous and insecure." He correctly stated. "I'm not insecure." I muttered back.
"You are, and you know it." He smirked, or I gathered he did. "I'm hanging up now." I spat hanging up.
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"𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐬, 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 morning students. I ask all of you to show a little sympathy to our Junior class, they are almost finished with Ivy week." Headmistress Queller announced as I sat next to Blair and some random girl. My sister, Kati, Isabel and I were all wearing headbands as the Queen B and her crew do, however I'm not just crew; I'm a powerful bitch.
"As is our longstanding tradition, the Constance Billiard girls will be in charge of Friday's Ivy Mixer." The headmaster began to say as I looked over at Nate and Chuck, I couldn't help but eye the pair up.
"I like a woman in charge..." I heard Chuck's voice tell me again as I smiled, I felt eyes eye me up and down and I realized it wasn't my boyfriend's eyes; it was Chuck's. Anthony was too busy staring at as many girls as he could, Nate was I don't know but I saw Chuck's gaze look at me.
Looking hot A. Like something u see? -C
"And the St Judes boys will provide the Ushers for the visiting representatives." He continued.
Never in a million years. Unless perverts turn me on.-A
R u calling me that Alexandra? Kitten u know shame turns me on ;-)
"For those of you who dream of attending an Ivy League school, this mixer is the most important event of your life." Headmistress Queller informed us. "But no pressure." The headmaster spoke as the pair chuckled, I rolled my eyes.
Yet as the pair went on I soon became bored and noticed Chuck was about to walk out, a joint. He looked at me and signaled to me, asking if I wanted one. I looked over towards my sister who was intently listening, I then made eyes with my boyfriend who looked back at me. I shook my head in response to Chuck who smirked at the pair of us. "Stop." I mouthed glaring at him before focusing on the headmistress and headmaster.
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"𝐀𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐈𝐯𝐲 Weeks festivities, at tomorrow night's mixer, Blair Waldorf will announce the charity that Alexandra and Blair's community outreach committee will honor this year." The headmistress announced as Blair and I smiled sharing a glance. "Have you seen Serena?" Kati asked. "I wonder where she is." Isabel whispered back. "And you know what I wonder?" I snarled. "How we're meant to hear anything about Yale with all this talk of Serena." Blair sassed as we huffed.
"And now headmaster Prescott..." The headmistress trailed on. "Serena's really not here?" B whispered. "That's what I said." Kati replied as Iz piped up, "When you weren't supposed to be talking." "Can you both shut up, you're giving me a migraine." I hissed.
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"𝐎𝐡 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 missed the assembly." My sister stated smugly to Serena, "Real shame; you were like so missed." I smirked. "Not that it matters, Brown doesn't offer degree in slut." I spat. "Fashionably late doesn't even fix you." Blair snarled as we smirked.
𝙎𝙥𝙤𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙙: 𝙎 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙨𝙤 𝙛𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙮 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙗𝙮 𝘼 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝘽. 𝙂𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙣 𝙡𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙚𝙨.
The minions, Blair and I were walking along smirking, "She's dead." B smirked as we continued to walk along.
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𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐰 𝐚𝐬 Serena and I were on the hockey field, Blair was in another class, Lit. I was remembering what my sister and I had taught each other. I was nudging Serena as I tried to get the puck off of her, "Look I made a mistake with Nate okay? But then you and Blair sabotaged me with Dan. We don't have to be friends but--" Serena went to say when I swung my hockey stick at her ankle causing her to trip up.
The whistle blew as Serena got up with a huff, "What's up Waldorf?" The coach asked. "Sorry, it slipped. I don't usually handle big sticks like Serena." I innocently stated hiding a smirk. "I'm fine." S sternly said before she walked passed me, "I really want to believe that was an accident." She spoke to me.
"Well sweetie you must be delusional." I smirked before getting back onto the field officially. As I moved the puck along I barged into Serena, the whistle was blown and the coach pointed a finger at me, I simply batted my eyelashes. The ref raised a green triangle as a warning at me, "Thank you." Serena huffed. I continued to go around the hockey field, she will pay, she will feel the pain I feel, I will hurt her.
I passed the puck to Kati and stuck my hockey stick out as Serena ran causing her to trip over and fall straight to the ground. "Ooof." She groaned before getting up, "Running out of colors here Alex." She spat as I smirked watching her get in my face. "And I'm loosing my patience, enough okay?" Serena scowled. "It's enough, when I say it's enough. Keep pushing my buttons bitch I'll keep pushing you." I snarled to her.
After a clean tackle off Amelia and I had the puck about to pass it to Isabel when Serena tackled me and I fell to the ground, "What the fuck!" I shouted as she climbed on top of me. "Get off of me! Get off!" I screeched. "Is that enough yet?!" Serena shouted straddling me then climbed off me. I soon got up and scowled at the blonde girl, "So we've actually come to physical blows huh?" Serena frowned at me.
"Truce?" She asked me as I caught my breath. "Ow my leg! It really hurts." I screamed faking agony. "Serena you're out of here." Coach said. "Oh my gosh are you okay?" Kati asked me. "I'll go get Blair!" Isabel said worried jogging along. "I hope it hurts." Serena snarled as Blair jogged along the court. "Oh my god Alex are you okay?" She asked me. "No, my leg hurts B. Someone climbed on top of me and nearly flattened me!" I shouted as she went up to Serena.
"You'll pay for hurting my sister slut and it won't just be a hockey stick that gets used in the crossfire." Blair sneered to Serena as we both smirked, Blair knew I was faking it sisters know these things. But whatever the matter I have her back, I slung my arms around Kati and Is limping away...
𝙃𝙚𝙮 𝙐𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙧 𝙀𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙎𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨, 𝙬𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙒𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙 𝙒𝙖𝙧 𝙄𝙄𝙄 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙚 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙘𝙠𝙨. 𝘾𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙪𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙚. 𝙒𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝...
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"𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 to stop her?" I asked Blair as Dorota put ice on my leg, "Nice acting by the way, you had Kati and Is fooled." Blair told me smirking as we both applied a face mask on. "I try sister." I smiled. "As for Serena, I need you to call Chuck." She admitted. "What? Why me?" I asked with a groan. "You see the way he looks at you right?" Blair raised a brow as I rolled my eyes.
"Have you seen the way Chuck looks at any girl?" I retorted. "You know your way around each other, Alex it's the easiest way to get to Serena. Chuck can scheme as well as we both can." My sister replied as I sighed knowing she was right. "Okay." I agreed as Kati and Isabel walked through putting another ice pack on my "Injured leg" and getting Blair and I a refreshing drink.
"I can't believe Serena did this." Kati spoke passing Blair a drink, "Yeah such a cheap shot." Isabel agreed handing me my fruity drink. Suddenly my phone rang, "Finally." I rolled my eyes. "Hello to you too, Blair told me about the field hockey throw down. All those mouth guards and short skirts- I hope somebody filmed it." Chuck smirked as Blair overheard him. "You're heinous." She scoffed sipping her drink.
"I heard that, which is why you probably both kept calling." Chuck grinned. "My oh my, he knows me well." I smirked. "Women like to pretend they're complicated; I know better." The Bass boy stated as I put my phone against my chest. "My legs numb now." I said to the girls. "Scurry off to whatever for now, I'll call you when I need you." Blair told them as they nodded walking off and I placed Chuck on speaker.
"Well Bass you don't know me, maybe I'm more complicated than you think." I told him. "Kitten don't fool me." He smirked. "I'm still here lovebirds." Blair shouted. "Serena came home for a reason." She stated. "One can only guess." Chuck replied. "We're done guessing, we want answers." I sternly told him. "And no one likes to be on the ground floor of a scandal like Chuck Bass." Blair smirked.
"I am a bitch when I wanna be." He smirked. "Opportunity to cause trouble, uncover a secret?" I smiled. "Take yes for an answer, although Alex..." Chuck smiled. "Yes?" I asked him. "Come for me." He said seductively as I furrowed my brows. "W-What?" I stuttered. "I said come with me, I know you much prefer the action." He smirked. "That's not- I don't wanna go there." Blair refused. "Fine I'll come, but you better be helpful." I agreed. "When aren't I?"
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"𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 weird sort of fascination about me?" I asked Chuck as we were looking for dirt on Serena. "I told you women complicate things." He replied as I rolled my eyes. "I'm the only one who can make you roll your eyes like that... Anytime." Chuck smirked. "The thing about us Chuck is, that there is no us. I would be repulsed to fuck someone like you again." I sneered to him as he simply smirked.
"Not the first time I've heard that Kitten." He smiled as I scoffed, "I hate you." I told him. "Hate... Can turn into lust princess. And lust is an amazing thing." Chuck flirted as I smirked. "You're trying too hard." I told him. "But you're liking it more than you thought." He fired back as I elbowed him, "Ow what was that for?" He asked. "Look out the window." I whispered to him as Serena was entering the Ostroff center.
"But that's for the deeply addicted and disturbed..." I stated. "Hey Chuck you'd fit right in." I told him as he rolled his eyes yet smirked. "Now this is too good." He smirked taking a photo. "I'm meant to be meeting Nate right now can't this hurry up?" I wondered. "Nate will wait, he's reading anyway he could be a while." Chuck told me as he dialed Blair's number and put her on speak.
"Hey mom, how's Paris?" She asked, I presumed she was with Kati and Isabel. "You're not going to believe where we found our little princess." Chuck smirked. "Think about Ostroff for the charity of our choice." I told my sister smirking. "Really?" Blair smiled before telling us to meet her at our penthouse and hung up.
"I love it when you have that look on your face." Chuck smirked to me, "Back at you Chuck." I told him as we went back to my place. "You'd love me even more if you just let me... help you unwind..." Chuck seductively spoke placing his hand on my knee. "Never. In. A. Billion. Years." I sternly told him moving his hand.
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"𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐧, 𝐚𝐝𝐦𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐭 even for me this is good." Chuck told my sister as she inspected the photos whilst I sat in the chair. "If you weren't such a perv, I'm sure the C.I.A would hire you in seconds." Blair replied as I smirked. "Defending my country, there's a future I never imagined." Chuck replied resting his hand on my shoulder, Blair was the other side of me and Chuck the right. "No you probably imagine spending your future in brothels around the world." I fired back.
"Oh how right you are." He smiled breathing on my ear. "What is she doing there?" Blair wondered. "Well what's anyone doing there?" Chuck spoke getting up as I spun around on my chair. "It's a facility for the addicted or disturbed." He continued. "You must have your own wing." I smiled. "You don't get nearly enough credit for you wit Waldorf, so what do we do now?" Chuck smiled as I did.
"I was thinking..." Blair went to say. "Total Social Destruction." We both said at the same time. "And here I thought you Waldorf's were getting soft..." Chuck smirked. "So Alexandra, this is your bed huh?" He smiled. "Leaving, Now." I sternly told him throwing him his scarf. "You can repay me another time." Chuck smirked looking me up and down then my sister. "Goodbye, Chuck." Blair said.
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"𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 smoke." I groaned to my boyfriend and Chuck. "Then just have one Al, I don't get the problem." Nate softly voiced. "Because-" I went to say. "Because you cannot mess anything up in the world." Chuck replied as Anthony came over. "What's up man? How's Dartmouth looking for you?" He asked my boyfriend giving him a hug. "I'd say great but who knows." Natey sighed.
"You'll do perfect baby. And if not, you will follow your dreams somehow." I smiled kissing him softly as Anthony and Chuck hugged one another. "Thank you." He smiled kissing me back. "Just like if Yale fails for me I'm choosing Princeton or Columbia." I stated. "Princeton? Did you know Chuck's the usher for Princeton, good luck with that." Tone chuckled. "You are?" I raised a brow at him, he was meant to be the usher for Yale.
"I thought you were going to usher for Yale." I sternly spoke. "Things change." He smirked eyeing up the Princeton representative. "Why does it matter so much anyway? Al just focus on Yale, you don't need it getting messed up anyway." Nate assured me. "You're right, I don't." I agreed noticing Serena stealing the Yale representative.
I walked over there, "Hello sir, I'm Alexandra Waldorf. Blair's sister, she may have informed you of the crew team. I adore sports, hockey's a favorite of mine." I smirked as Serena frowned. "Really Miss Waldorf?" He asked. "Certainly, would you care for a top up? I'd love to talk more about New Haven." I smiled. "I'd love that." He spoke as we walked along...
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𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 to the Yale rep, I looked over to see Serena, Nate and Dan, it looked like a love triangle. "And here was me thinking I'd be her second choice." A voice smirked from behind me. "Tony, come to add more salt into my wounds?" I asked him. "Not at all, I could lick them though, if it makes you feel any better I don't get what Nate sees in her." He replied. "You're one of the people I find hard to read Anthony." I smiled to him. "Thanks for the compliment." He smiled back.
"Tony." I said to him still looking at the three of them, "Yes Alex?" He asked. "What's so great about her that's not about me?" I asked him with a sigh. "Serena's what everyone wants to be, you're the one everyone wants." Anthony replied as I met his eyes. "You're bullshitting me." I stated as he whispered. "Remember, I do what I want when I want. But what I say is all true." I smiled in response, "Thanks Tone."
"Pleasures all mine." The British man winked before getting another drink...
"Excuse me, can I have everyone's attention!" Blair shouted through the microphone, good justice will be served.
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"𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧, 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 Constance Billiard/ St. Judes Ivy week mixer. I am Blair Waldorf, joint chair of the community outreach committee, my wonderful sister is the other chair lady. Come up here please." She smiled as I did so with applauds filling the air. "Hello, I am Alexandra Waldorf. Every year our schools choose to support one local institution that will benefit our community." I started to say.
"This year, our schools have chosen to honor the Ostroff Center." I smiled as did Blair and we looked at Serena who looks guilty, I wonder why. "This semester, our choice is a personal one because the center has helped one of our own. It's because of their excellent program which aids so many young addicts and alcoholics that a student today is clean and sober. At least for now, can I please have Serena Van Der Woodsen up join us on stage." Blair smiled.
"Serena, I think you're such a brave person to be here today after the struggles you had. I'm sure the Ostroff helped you as much as it could." I smiled as I met Chuck's smile, "Great job A... What else can you do?" He mouthed as Anthony smacked him round the head discreetly as if to say "leave Nate's girl alone"
𝙎𝙥𝙤𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙄𝙫𝙮 𝙒𝙚𝙚𝙠 𝙈𝙞𝙭𝙚𝙧 𝙎, 𝘽 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝘼'𝙨 𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙚𝙖𝙢 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙨 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚. 𝘽𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧...
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𝐒𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 stage, "Don't try to deny it, Chuck saw you." I smiled to her. "I didn't realize you were Chuck's bitch." She sneered quietly. "Please, he'd be my bitch. I'm not a little girl S and clearly neither are you." I smirked to her as Blair and I clapped.
"Hi, I'm Serena Van Der Woodsen, I just want to thank my friends, Alexandra and Blair Waldorf, for recognizing the Ostroff center and all the good things they do. Thank you, Blair, Thank you Alex." Serena spoke clapping as did everyone. "Try get Yale now S, it's ours." Blair snarled quietly to her.
"At the center, one thing we learn is forgiveness. I've learned about how in order to move forward with our future, we must forgive those who've done wrong in the past. And we must ourselves, ask for forgiveness from those we've wronged. Without forgiveness innocent people get--" Serena went on. "Okay thank you Serena. Thanks." Blair ushered her away. "Wonderful speech, brings tears to your eyes for the poor souls." I stated.
𝙃𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙮 𝙢𝙖𝙮 𝙗𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙥𝙤𝙡𝙞𝙘𝙮 𝙞𝙣 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙯𝙞𝙥 𝙘𝙤𝙙𝙚𝙨, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙤𝙣𝙚, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙠, 𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 "𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙣𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙙𝙧𝙪𝙜 𝙖𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩" 𝙞𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙚𝙭𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙡𝙮 𝙖 𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙜𝙚 𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙮...
"Now can we please welcome Dr. Ostroff onto the stage!" I announced as the Van Der Woodsen's walked off.
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"𝐁𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐫, 𝐀𝐥𝐞𝐱 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 hell was that?" Serena asked us, "Please excuse us." Blair told the Yale rep as we walked off to talk to Serena. "So are the three of us good now? Are we square?" Serena wondered. "No are you insane." Blair scoffed. "Because nothing I do will ever be as bad as what you did to me, did to us." I sternly told Serena. "Look, I'm asking you both, please. I'll stop if you will." She spoke looking hurt, part of me felt a little sorry for her.
"You're just saying that because you lost today, and you're gonna keep loosing. Because I have my sisters back and she has mine, you have no one." Blair sassed. "Now, if you'll excuse me, unlike you, I have a future to get back to and a cigarette to smoke. Don't cry Serena, you're mascara may run." I smiled walking off.
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"𝐌𝐦 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 the food here, lovely." I smiled to Nate. "Yeah, are you feeling okay?" He asked. "I'm fine Natey gosh, I'm just saying the foods great, I'm great, Serena's perfect." I went on, I hadn't eaten the food, I shouldn't eat. "I'm glad you're enjoying the food and I haven't spoken to Serena." Nate smiled as I kissed his cheek. "Yeah totally cool Natey, how did it go?" I asked him. "I think I blew it Al." He confessed as I hugged him. "It'll be okay, you'll figure it out. We always do." I promised him kissing him softly.
"I have to go." I told him before waving goodbye, I walked through the halls to see Eric showing a scar to my sister. "Oh my god... We've done such an awful thing." I sighed not even needing an explanation...
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"𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐝 𝐛𝐞 here." I stated sadly to Serena who was sat there reading her book with a hat on her. "Whenever something's bothering you, we can always find you here." Blair voiced as Serena sat up. "Are you both here for another cat fight?" She asked. "Sorry about that." I sighed as Blair got the letter out. "What's that?" Serena wondered. "It's a letter we wrote to you. I'm not good with the words so we wrote one together." I admitted.
"I never sent it." Blair confessed as I took the letter out of her hands, I didn't want my sister to cry when reading it. "Dear Serena, Mine and Alex's world is falling apart right now and you're the only one who would truly understand. Our father left our mother for a 31 year old model, a male model." I started to read it out the tears forming in my eyes.
I remembered all the times I wished Serena was here but I got drunk and partied instead, Blair then took the letter off of me, "Sorry." I sighed blinking back the tears. "I feel like screaming because I don't have anyone to talk to, Alex is always out partying the night away. You're gone, our dad's gone, Nate's acting weird to Alex and Chuck's being more perverted than usual..." Blair began as tears slowly fell down my eyes.
"Where were you? Why don't you call? Why did you leave us without saying goodbye? You're supposed to be our best friend. We miss you so much, Love Blair and Alex." Blair croaked folding up the letter as I wiped my eyes. "Why didn't you send it? I would've" Serena asked. "You would've what?" Blair asked back.
"You knew Serena, and you didn't even call." I tearfully told her. "I didn't know what to say to you, either of you. Or even how to be your best friend after what I did. I'm so sorry." Serena croaked as her voice broke and tears formed in her eyes. "Eric told me what happened. I guess your family's been going through a hard time too." Blair replied.
"I think I'm done pushing back now..." I told Serena as the three of us looked at one another, sadness and sorrow filling us.
𝙎𝙥𝙤𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣 𝘾𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙡 𝙋𝙖𝙧𝙠, 𝙩𝙬𝙤 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙩𝙚 𝙛𝙡𝙖𝙜𝙨 𝙬𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜. 𝘾𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙖𝙣 𝙐𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙧 𝙀𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙎𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙖𝙘𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙗𝙚 𝙛𝙖𝙧 𝙤𝙛𝙛? 𝙎𝙤 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙩 𝙗𝙚-- 𝙏𝙧𝙪𝙘𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙚𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙨? 𝙒𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙚 𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙚𝙣𝙨, 𝙤𝙧 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙬𝙤. 𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙨 𝙣𝙚𝙭𝙩? 𝙊𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙚𝙡𝙡. 𝙓𝙤𝙭𝙤 𝙂𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙥 𝙂𝙞𝙧𝙡