Warnings: Sexual Assault in minor detail/ innuendos
❝𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭..❞
"𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐬 he tried to call you?" Blair asked me wiping my eyes as Dorota brought me some green tea and a scone. "Thanks." I sniffed as she nodded walking off. "Nate's tried to call me a few times, part of me wonders if it's because of Howard Archibald pressuring him to do so. I see the way he looks at her, the way he looks at you. I'm not a fool Blair." I told her. "I never said you were a fool." Blair disagreed.
"Let's face it, I'm not the Queen of Constance you are and I'm fine with that. Everyone lusts after my boyfriend and that's okay but did you two do anything?" I asked her. "What! No! Alex how could you think that?" Blair asked upset. "Sorry- I just... It's hard to forget that he's actually meant to be my boyfriend. Mine, no one else's sometimes." I apologised as Blair engulfed me in a hug. "It's okay, I get it. If I was in your position I'd think the same." Blair assured me.
I sipped my tea, "Retail therapy will help me after I deal with my problems." I smiled as my phone buzzed. "How was the night with Anthony anyway?" I asked her as my sister sipped tea with me. "It was great, we talked. He stunk of pot but he also helped me figure a few things out." Blair smiled. "Like what?" I wondered. "That feelings I've had for a while was purely lust and are nothing more to be considered. I'm going to move on a reign as a solo Queen for now." Blair informed me.
"Whatever helps you sleep at night." I smirked reading my text.
Meet 4 sushi? Need 2 talk to u-N x
"Blair, I need your twin help right now!" I smiled as she clapped. "These are the moments I adore having a sister." She grinned. "Back at you, now what's stylish enough to wear to meet Nate but says, I'm pissed at you and you're not getting any of this?" I asked...
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"𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞." Nate spoke as I twiddled around with the food on my plate. "Count yourself lucky." I huffed. "Look Alex, I really hurt you and I know that, I really wanna fix it." Nate softly spoke. "How are you going to do that? Make me unsee the pair of you kissing?" I challenged sipping my water. "I'm gonna put everything in the past and I'm not going to see Serena again or even talk to her. I'll act like she doesn't exist." My boyfriend continued as I thought about what my sister would do.
There was no doubt we looked up to one another, she was a queen and I was an influencer; a fashion icon. "I think that's a brilliant idea. Let's forget about it." I smiled ignoring my feelings and looking at the revolting food in front of us. "Can I have a little?" I asked taking some off of his plate and nibbling on it slowly.
"Are you sure you're okay? You seemed pretty upset last night do you wanna talk about it?" Nate wondered. "If it's in the past, it's in the past. You say there's no feelings then there surely isn't. I mean Serena's going to miss you poor soul." I replied as Nate just looked at me confused and amazed. I ate a piece of salmon, "When's the limo coming?" I wondered. "Eight." Nate replied. "Perfect." I smiled getting up. "I have places to go bye." I said.
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"𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞 suite." Chuck smirked as I walked in, "You say that like I've never been here before." I stated rolling my eyes. "You've never slept over here before." He smiled as I scoffed. "Chuck, Nate told me about it." I admitted. "Did you tell him you watched Serena have sex with you boyfriend?" Chuck slimily smirked as I walked along to get a water from his tap. Chuck placed his arm loosely around my waist, "Did you enjoy it?" He whispered in my ear.
"Chuck, I'm with Nate." I muttered yet I didn't remove his arm. "You haven't answered my question kitten." He smirked as I felt his breath trail down my neck. "I can't enjoy it, I shouldn't have kissed you Chuck." I stated to him moving his arm from around my waist. "Well it wasn't just a kiss now was it kitten? The purring of my name escaping your lips still thrills me at night." Bass teased me as I sighed.
"Do not tell Nate, I love him." I warned sternly. "Isn't it funny how you're so mad at Serena when you did the exact same thing..." He hummed. "No wonder you're lonely Chuck, you're a bastard and a creep." I spat growing annoyed by Chuck being Chuck. "I may be lonely but at least I own up to what I do... Most of the time." He spat back as I went to walk off.
"I'll see you at eight." I sighed walking away... I hate him.
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𝐈 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 my black Chanel polka dotted dress with black tights, applied a smoky eye and a brown liquid lipstick. I was curling my hair when Blair walked in, "Hey Alex how do I look?" She asked. "Blair you look amazing, did mom say something?" I wondered. "She make comments about one of the dresses not fitting well and that she just wants me to be happy." Blair sighed as I hugged her.
"I guess just after all the problems we've had in the past year it could be her idiotic way of trying to tell us she supports us." I shrugged. "Have you eaten today?" I asked her. "Yeah, have you?" She wondered. "Totally." I smiled a fake smile. "Alex..." Blair sighed. "I just wasn't hungry, I'm okay now I promise." I assured her as she nodded, "Okay but you can always talk to me." She smiled.
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𝐁𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐂𝐡𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 sat together in the limo as I sat near Nate and Kati, champagne was being poured (and spilled by Blair). "Blair!" I giggled as it split all over, "What it didn't get on your dress." She laughed as Nate smiled. "Natey, tonight, me you and a bottle of champagne." I whispered to him with a smirk. "Is that right Al?" He smiled kissing behind my ear. "I'm up for that." He muttered.
I drank more of champagne as Nate light up a joint as Blair swapped places with me snatching the champagne off of Kati. Chuck grabbed the joint off of Nate and smoked some of the joint blowing the smoke into my face, "You're playing a risky game." I warned him quietly, Nate was too busy looking out the window to see our interaction. Chuck whispered in my ear, "That all depends on if you want to play it..." I sipped my champagne before taking the joint off of him, "I don't want this or the joint, Nate baby can you take this away from me the smell just bothers me." I asked him.
"But you hang out with Stoner Anthony all the time?" He wondered. "Just do it please, I don't want any." I kindly asked him as he nodded throwing it out the window. "Thanks." I smiled. "I thought you always loved a joint." Chuck piped up as I realized I was wearing his scarf. "They make me hungry." I muttered thinking no one could hear me but Chuck whispered, "Well maybe you should eat then... Or I could eat you."
I simply rolled my eyes at his pathetic comment and got out of the limo.
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"𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧 Nate?" I asked Kati, Isabel and Chuck. "No not since the limo, I thought you'd want to keep tabs on him." Chuck replied. "Girls?" I wondered. "We've just been here." Kati piped up. "Course you have, sheep always follow someone." I scoffed. "Why thank you." Chuck smirked. "Whose the newbie?" He asked as I saw Jenny Humphrey enter the party. "Oh that bimbo." I smirked. "Do you want your turn kitten?" He asked as I scoffed.
"Jenny Humphrey, she's a freshman." Kati spoke as I sipped my cocktail, fruity. "I love freshmen they're so..." Chuck trailed off checking her out. "Fresh?" Is and I quirked a brow in unison. "Anything about her on Gossip Girl?" He wondered. "Not a single thing." I answered. "Until you're done with her." Isabel smirked as Chuck looked at me, "Try not be too jealous." He smugly smirked before walking off to her.
𝙇𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙅 𝙢𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙪𝙥 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙖 𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙗𝙤𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖 𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙞𝙧𝙘𝙡𝙚. 𝙊𝙧 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝘾 𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙪𝙥 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙫𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙢? 𝙄 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙞𝙚𝙨.
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𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 guest and talking to a few boring people around the party I decided to finally text Nate:
Where r u? I thought we were ok? lmk where u r nd we can hang out just us N. -A
I then received a text from my mother:
Hows the party? I hope you and Nate are getting along well, the Captain has some plans for Waldorf Designs. x
Just great mom. He's with me rn. I'll see u whenever. x
I hated the pressure I was under to be the perfect little girl and do what mother wanted, I wish that Blair didn't have the pressures to find someone and I wished daddy was back. Then we could all be a family instead of him being off in Paris with Roman. I downed another drink before going towards the stairwell, I needed a moment away from the party.
I noticed Chuck and Jenny talking, I don't know what I felt. I simply waved at Chuck who was flirting with Jenny, "Have a glass of champagne please." Chuck smirked. "Okay, just one." She spoke as I walked off to find B, "This is a killer party sister, if I say so myself." I smiled to my sister. "Thanks Alex, how are you feeling about Nate?" She wondered. "I'll be just fine, he will be. We're perfect, we love each other." I faked a smile to her. "As long as Serena stays the hell away." We both said at the same time with a smile.
"Serena's here. Oh my gosh! Serena." I overheard guests gossip as I turned to Blair as we turned looking over towards the blonde and her lonely little friend, he was on the bus. "Serena's here?" Kati and Is said to my sister and I. "She isn't allowed here." I furrowed my brows. "She wasn't even invited!" Blair seethed going to find speak to her as I went to find Nate.
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"𝐀𝐥𝐞𝐱, 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐞 you really going to tell her to leave." My boyfriend told me. "I went to find you actually, my boyfriend whose been missing for half the party." I frowned as he sighed. "Did you invite her?" I asked him hurt. "What!? No! God Alex! I told you I wouldn't." He snapped. "I see the look in your eyes when you look at me compared to when you look at her. If you think I'm a fool tell me." I seethed. "Alex why can't you trust me?" Nate asked as I sighed. "Just do not talk to her Nate because then I'll be a fool for ever taking you back." I snarled.
"I was going for a walk." He stated walking off as Serena looked at me. I walked up to her, "Why are you here?" I asked her. "Jenny's in trouble." She answered. "Chuck...Try the roof." I told her walking up with them. Yeah I don't like them, but I also know Chuck.
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"𝐆𝐞𝐭 𝐨𝐟𝐟! 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐩!" 𝐈 heard the whiny voice of a freshman whimper, we reached the roof, "Hey! Jenny!" The bus boy shouted. Chuck had her trapped against the skylight, "Chuck let her go!" I urged. "Chuck get off of her!" Serena boomed as Chuck released the fourteen year old, the practically bald boy hugged the girl (I guessed they were related). "You son of a bitch!" He shouted. "What the hell is your problem? It's a party! Things happen! Who the hell are you anyway?" Chuck spat as I looked at him, how could he.
"How many times do I have to tell you? I'm in your class. My name is Dan Humphrey and that is my little sister!" Dan shouted punching Chuck in the face as I gasped. "Chuck! Don't you ever touch her again!" Serena roared shoving him as I stood next to Chuck. "You're life is over slut!" Chuck yelled as they went to walk away and I snarled.
"We know everything!" I snarled to her as Serena as she turned around at met my eyes. "W-What?" She stuttered as Dan took Jenny away. I walked up to her, "I know that you fucked my boyfriend and you will pay no matter who you're with, that poor lowlife Humphrey for example." I sneered. "Alex..." S tried to say. "No. Go after him before you ruin someone else's relationship." I spat...
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"𝐈 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 ice." I told Chuck on the roof with a sigh. "Thanks, that stupid prick is going to see what's coming." Chuck growled as I rolled my eyes. "Maybe don't try rape his sister." I spat. "She would've been all over it." He responded. "Course she would." I scoffed. "Saint Serena won't last." He stated with a smirk dancing his lips. "Not one bit." I agreed with smirk. "She'll pay." Blair agreed coming up on the roof.
"Nice eye." She smirked. "Ha ha Waldorf." Chuck scoffed. "She better not show her face again." Blair scowled as we watched from the rooftop, Chuck and I grabbed the champagne glasses he left on the side, "I'm actually hoping she will." Chuck smirked. "A toast.. To Serena's destruction and our victory." I declared as the three of us clinked our glasses together. "There's something about you Waldorf twins..." Chuck hummed.
"Way to ruin the moment." Blair rolled her eyes finishing her glass, "I'll see you at home okay?" She spoke kissing my cheek and walking off.
"Text me when you come up with an idea." I told him. "I have plenty of ideas..." He smirked kissing my knuckle. I quickly moved my hand, "I guess we're teaming up but lets be clear just friends taking down a bitch." I clarified. "Whatever you say kitten..." Chuck grinned as I walked off and felt his eyes burn holes in me. I wish Nate would look at me the way Chuck did then.
"Eyes up Charles." I warned him turning around slightly, "You know you love it gorgeous." He smirked sipping his drink. "You aren't getting a kiss on the lips off me.." I smirked walking off to find Nate, because I love him and he loves me...
𝙎𝙥𝙤𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙙: 𝙎𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙖... 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙣 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙤𝙞𝙘 𝙚𝙭𝙞𝙩 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝘽'𝙨 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙮. 𝙏𝙤𝙤 𝙗𝙖𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚'𝙨 𝙨𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙡 𝙤𝙣 𝙈𝙤𝙣𝙙𝙖𝙮. 𝙎𝙤, 𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙡 𝙣𝙚𝙭𝙩 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚. 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚... 𝙓𝙤𝙭𝙤 𝙂𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙥 𝙂𝙞𝙧𝙡.