Sadhvi's pov:
It was already afternoon when I reached home.....
Siddarth will be in hospital so I thought we will have a good talk in evening.
I should just say my thoughts that I want him to spend time with me and I want us to love eachother.
But as soon as I opened the door I gasped seeing the state of the home.....
I think it was not cleaned for atleast a week.
I frowned seeing all the mess.....Iean the things were not misplaced but there is so much of dust on the floor......
How is my comfy bed and my deary kitchen?
This was the only thought running in my bed......
Kitchen and bedroom are like my two eyes.....I can't choose between them.....
I like a neat and organized kitchen so much that I don't want to allow Siddarth to make it mess so I will be the one to cook.
Now I am regretting leaving my home for a month.
This guy....is this how he stayed past month.
I heaved a sigh in relief as I saw that everything was at its own place but same as living room there was a layer of dust.....
I think it will be hell of a work today.
I really thought that he is like clean freak or whatever we call it and he is living in this dumpyard.
I reached the bedroom hoping that atleast my comfy bed is clean.....
But he never fails to surprise me...
The bedroom is so clean
I mean it and I was not sarcastic.
May be cleaned it because he can't sleep in a room full of dust.
I just want to bang his head for making our home this dirty.
I sighed and grabbed the broom and started my cleaning session.....
I cleaned all the house and laid on the sofa.....
It was already 3.... Siddarth may come home late.
So I started watching my kdramas waiting for him.
I didn't know how the time passed....I heard the unlocking sound of door.
I turned towards door as I know it is Siddharth.
I think he came somewhat early today.
It is only 9 now.....
Anyways I should probably talk with him.Its great that he came early today......just then I remembered that I didn't cook anything.
I mentally slapped myself for being careful.
As soon as he saw he he looked shocked....
I frowned seeing that expression on his face.
Why is he shocked....did he not want me here?
'Again Sadhvi....you are overthinking.You should be more optimistic and Siddarth like you.' I said to myself.
"Hi..." I said breaking that awkward silence.
But he just was just glancing at me.....not even a word escaped from his mouth.
I blinked once...twice waiting for him to respond but he walked into bedroom.
What just happened?
Here I am standing in the middle of the living room.Did he not see me......
Or he ignored me?
'Sadhvi you did the same from past one month now it's your turn to taste your own medicine.... And how does it taste? Sweet as chocolate?' my mind mocked me.
It's as bitter as the bitter gourd.....
I locked my mobile and went to bedroom but he is not there.
May be he is in washroom....
So I sat on bed waiting for him.
After nearly 20 minutes he came out dressed in his maroon t-shirt and black shorts.
He is looking so handsome......wow how did I get this lucky to get him as my husband?
I came to the world when I heart a sound... Siddharth dropped his deodorant on the ground....
"Siddharth have you eaten?" I asked hesitantly.....
As I don't know how I will face him again if he ignores me now.
One ...two...three...four seconds passed but he just stood like a statue.
After god knows how much time he said
"I am not hungry." And without waiting for me he laid on his side of the bed.
What's with him today?
Why is he behaving like this?
Don't say he is trying to give me the taste of my own medicine.....come on he already did that in the hall way.
Or he is thinking to do that for one month?
The thought itself if so dreadful..how will I bear with it.
Sadhvi you got to use your brain and try to passify him....
I went to kitchen to grab something to eat but i don't want to cook as he doesn't eat ....it's for only me so I just grabbed a chips packet from the cabinet and started munching them.
After eating some I went back to the bedroom to see Siddharth who is already deep in his sleep.
I silently laid beside him and turned towards him...
I was just watching him silently.
Gosh how I missed him......
My thoughts always revolve around him how much ever I try to take him out of my mind....it looks like he is casually sitting on a throne in my mind.... disturbing me.
He is looking so cute.....
Why is behaving such a long eyelashes.....Even girls fill feel jealous looking at them....and his sharp nose..
Ufff.....his lips.
I can't even say how I am feeling right now.
I just want to kiss him.....like he kissed me in the fest.
I shyly smiled remembering our first kiss.....it was so passionate....
' Sadhvi stop being a horny woman....come on sleep.' my mind commanded me ..
So I just obeyed it closing my eyes.
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I woke hearing my alarm tone....it was 7 and Siddarth already left for his jogging and gym.
Why is he building body so much....what's the need of it anyway?
He can just sleep and cuddle with me right? Rather than lifting all the weights.
Hmm...he is becoming a fitness freak.
I did my morching chores and then did the cleaning of the house.
I quickly chopped few chillies and then kept some rice in the rice cooker.
Today I will prepare pongali which I learn from mom.She said that I should cook Dal along with it so I took tomatoes and then prepared thedal.
In next half and hour I cooked the breakfast so I rushed into the bathroom to freshen up.
I had a quick shower as I know Siddarth will be waiting for me to come out of bathroom..or else he will be late.
I got dressed into a mustard coloured kurthi with white khadi pants.
And came out of the washroom as I expected he is sitting on the bed with a towel on one hand
As soon as he saw he he walked past me to washroom....
I sighed and resumed my work.
In another 10 minutes I was all ready to go college .....I grabbed my college bag and kept few books which I need today.
And then went to serverhe breakfast.
Hence out dressed in a black shirt and khaki pants.
He directly sat Infront of me and started eating from the plate which I just served for him....
He is not even talking with me...
After breakfast we both sat in the car.
I was just looking at him all through the journey but he was just looking straight on the road.
He dropped in at the college entrance...even at that timehewas looking ahead.
It was looking like he is waiting for me to leave him...like he don't want my presence anywhere near him.
So I quickly grabbed my bag and got out of the car.
The car went past the entrance and I just stood there watching it.
I am just feeling sad and also angry with myself.....if only I had behaved maturely.....now this situation wouldn't have happened.
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