i don't really have anything to say, but it is this, mr. perfect, this was requested by someone anddd yes. I hope you all enjoy this :]
trigger warning: self-harm.
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Love was never a part of my interests. I thought volleyball was the end of it, aside from the things I usually do, my routines.
But, I guess we can't expect our expectations to be the most of everything. Things and situations will change when it will, and when the time lets them to change.
I'm someone who makes sure everything is perfectly done from 1 to 100, step by step. I follow things in the right path, like taking the stairs, stepping on each of them.
I think I've earned the nickname, Mr. Perfect, for being the way I am. I get perfect grades, I never fail, and I play volleyball well, though I'm not best.
Sometimes people regard me as a robot, I'm born human and am 100% human though.
But, I have her. Whenever I saw her around, I find myself walking out of the process of 1 to 100. I always feel like helping her out.. until I asked her out.
"(Y/n), do you want to take a five minute break?" We're studying for the exams, and she seems a bit frustrated ever since we started.
"I'm fine, let's just continue." You keep messing your hair up, how is that okay?
I look at her notebook, and realized that she was struggling with a passage. I can already see the answer, and supposedly, she should be able to as well.
"It's--"
"Shh don't tell me." She cut me off. She really doesn't want to have me help her out.
She's stressing out over the smallest problem. That's the easiest passage, and she's struggling. I want to help, but she's going to get mad if I insist.
I focused on my notes, but I can't entirely shut her out of my view. I keep hearing her tear pages of her notebook. How could I ever ignore that?
I hold her head gently, and bring her to me, giving her a kiss on the top of her head. "Relax." She looks up and starts crying. "I told you we should take a break."
"I can't understand the passage.. help me.." But you told me not to. "Oh.. my notebook..." She picked it up, and shook it a little. "It's thin.."
"You ripped the pages off, of course it's thin." She looks at me with pouted lips, scratching her head frustratingly as she held her hands in a fist.
"Come with me to the bookstore later..?" I nod, and she forces a smile, wiping her cheeks with the sleeves of her cardigan. "Shinsuke.. will you let me sleep on your shoulder?"
Before I could say anything, her head fell on my shoulder, with her sound asleep. "I'd lend it to you.. whenever you want."
I held her close so she wouldn't fall, studying and just waiting for her to wake up. She's always like this when she studies. She'd stress over everything before she even starts.
I've been curious about one thing, I haven't seen her arms without her having to hide them with her sleeves. She gets annoyed when I ask, and like right now, she woke up when I tried to peek.
She furrowed her brows, rubbing her eyes to wake herself up. She's not planning on showing them to me. I don't think she ever will.
"Shinsuke, let's head out now. It's getting late." I nod, and help her fix her things, my eyes landing on her covered arms. She's really hiding them. "Is there a problem?" I shake my head, and carry her bag as I bring her outside.
She's stressing out over her grades, she's been like that ever since, even before we got together. Though, I think it worsened ever since I asked her out. I feel at fault.
We head over to the nearest bookstore, and she bought more notebooks. She ripped all of them earlier. I wish I could do something that'll keep her from stressing out too much.
"Pick a color." Ha? "Come on, pick a color. Black or Gray?" I point to the black one, but either way, she put both into the basket.
"Do you have everything?" She holds her chin with her fingers, humming and turning around as she thought of a response.
"Ye..no?" I grab her hand and pull her away from the shelves. "Whyyy?"
"You're stress buying, I know you have more notebooks at home." She stuffed her cheeks with air, deflating as I kissed her cheek. "It's late, we have to hurry."
"Can we stop by the convenience store?" I glance at the time and at her, her eyes are sparkling. She's begging. "Please? I just want to cool my head.. before I head home."
We paid for everything, and as we walked, she begged until I gave in. I felt bad when she started to speak about her stressing out, so I let her. She's only after ice cream anyway.
I don't always agree to her wishes, but I don't want to stress her out even more.. I can't entirely decide on things sometimes, especially when it comes to her.
She's currently eating her ice cream, and mine, she seemed like she wanted more. I seriously can't say no to her for some reason.
"Shinsuke.. don't you ever get tired of.. letting me do what I want?" I look at her, and see the smile on her face, she's upset. "Didn't you want to be with someone who's as perfect as you are?"
"Why would you say that?" She looked away, and ate her ice cream. "(Y/n).. I've been wanting to ask.. Are you hiding something from me?"
"If I am, will you end it with me?" Why does she keep saying things like this? "I'm joking, please don't get mad. You just look so strained, I had to crack a joke."
"How is breaking up a joke?" She just smiled and ate her ice cream. "I won't force you to tell me, but will you stop acting like I'm not serious about this?"
She didn't answer, instead she took my hand and we walked to her house. It's quiet, and unsettling. It feels like I did something wrong.
I hold her hand tighter to keep her from heading inside, and she just smiles and waits for me to say something. I'm not even of what to say anymore.
"Shinsuke, I have to go.. do you have anything to say?" I pull her to me, and plant a kiss on her lips. "Shinsuke?"
"I love you." I wonder if she feels the same.
~~~
The most shocking fact I've stumbled upon is that he liked me. Everyone's talk is all about Mr. Perfect. He was already a bit peculiar at first, now he even likes me..
Reasons why I stress out, he's top one. I've tried to get ahead of him since the first year of high school, and now.. we're together. It stresses me out so much.
I look at my arms, and sigh at the sight of cuts all over them. One reopened and is bleeding again. He held my wrist pretty tighter earlier.
I have a habit of hurting myself when I'm stressed out. I cut my arms as long as we have exams.. I'm always restless, especially when we study together. I can't bring myself to focus.
My phone buzzed, showing me a notification of a new message from him. I love you, he said. But, he seemed like he was hesitating, or more like he wanted to know something.
I went to school earlier the next day, and I studied at the library until first period. He wasn't around, so I felt a bit at peace.
Yet somehow.. I wanted him to be around.
When lunch came, he and I ate together like we always do, but there's something strange. He's a bit odd today.
"Shinsuke, did something happen?" He shook his head, and smiled. "Are you sure?" He nods and takes my chicken from my plate. "Hey!"
He put it up to my mouth, smiling at me as I took a bite. "Do you want mine too?" I hesitantly nod, and he puts it on my plate.
"Thank you." He smiled at me and continued eating. "Are we going to study at your place again?" He shook his head. "Why? Did I offend you last night?"
"No, we'll be studying at your place tonight. It's a hassle for you to come over to my place, and to go home late at night." He pat my head, and my heart feels weird today. "Do you not want to--?"
"N-No.. I'd love to." He gave me another pat on my head, and we continued eating.
I hope he won't see anything in my room. I'd feel really scared if he finds out that I'm not the way he thinks I am.
He walked me to class, sneaking a kiss before walking off. Many around us saw what happened, even the teacher. I feel so embarrassed, but I think he feels nothing at all.
Kita Shinsuke.. what made him like me?
Sometimes I want to kill Love, if it was a person not an emotion. Why does it have to come so sudden and you know.. disrupt things?
I honestly never expected Shinsuke to have an interest in this. He seems like a robot. Goes from 1 to 100 steps, and follows everything in order. I don't think it's OCD though, however, it does seem like it.
The rival... I wanted to defeat.. fell in love with me. How did he..? We were in a few classes together during my second year, but how??
It frustrates me that he's my boyfriend. I want to aim for the top, yet he's the one that's on the top. It makes me feel like I'm wrong for trying. Why did he have to fall in love with me?
Hours passed, and we're currently in my room. This is all we do, study. I don't think we've ever gone on dates.
"(Y/n), do you know how to solve this?" Should I help? "Or... maybe you don't want to? I could solve it on my own.. somehow."
"Maybe you should.." Why does it feel like it's the wrong answer?
I answer the problems on my notebook, feeling him glance at me for a few times. He's thinking of something. He's making mistakes that he normally doesn't make.
I let out a gasp when he suddenly laid wrapped his arms around my waist from behind. We're on the bed.
"Kita.. Shinsuke....?" He buried his face in my shoulder, nuzzling my skin gently with his nose. Shivers rolled down my body when he kissed my neck. "W-What are you doing..?"
"Hugging my girlfriend.." He turned my head to him, and pressed his lips on mine. "I'm hungry.." He whispered in a low voice, kissing my jaw, and cat-licking other parts.
I spring up, and he looks at me with slightly pouted lips. "I-I will get us snacks haha.. umm.. I'll cook ramen too.. I'll try to be quick.. s-stay there.."
He gave me an innocent smile--you wild man--nodding his head slowly. I hurriedly leave the room, thinking that he'd attack me if I had stayed in there.
"What in the world are you doing, (Y/n)?" I look behind me, and find my mom judging me as I crawled to the kitchen. "Are you a toddler? Get up."
I stand on my feet, glancing at my room to see if he followed me. That was a scare. He just suddenly licked my skin, and kissed.. was he thinking of.. oh my god.
"(Y/n), are you going to cook or what? Don't wear the pan on your head, idiot." Mom took it off my head, and placed it on the counter, the sound of the metal scaring me. "Don't think of dirty thoughts."
"Haha, I'll cook ramen.. you go and have your tea in your room." She scrunched her nose in disgust and left me in the kitchen.
I ran out because.. my heart wouldn't stop pounding inside my chest, and my cheeks felt hot.
"What is wrong with me?"
~~~
After (Y/n) and I almost argued last night because of.. things. I had to clear my mind a little. I didn't feel alright at all.
During training, I spaced out a lot. I had to think about why she was hiding whatever, and why she was so stressed out over studying. I felt like it had something to do with me.
I thought that maybe, she was forced into being my girlfriend. Though that felt quite like the reason, it wasn't entirely enough.
She's outside waiting for me. I'm currently changing back into my uniform so we could go to her house. I already told Nana I won't be around until later.
"Kita-san, please stop sighing." I look at Atsumu and he freezes the moment our eyes met. "I-I mean, it's not a bad thing... 'Samu, help me." These two.
"But, Kita-san are you worried about something? I've been hearing you sigh since the beginning of training, and during class hours too." Suna says, and everyone nods in agreement.
"Am I a bad boyfriend?" Everyone looks at me, dumbfounded and in a daze.
"Why would you ask us that? We're not your girlfriend--" Osamu smacks the back of Atsumu's head, and the two starts arguing.
"No, you are not." Aran answered. If not... then why? "Rather than sighing, Kita-san, you could tell us." I look at all of them, and the others are still frozen.
"Does she not trust me?" I ask, and everyone seems like they're dead.
"Kita-san... I might sound rude, but those questions are not answerable by us. We're not (Y/n)-san. We can't answer that." Atsumu complains, groaning and grunting as he changed.
"Well, sorry I asked such.." She didn't say I love you last night, she hasn't.. "I'll go now, she's waiting outside. We're studying at her place."
"Kita-san wait." Atsumu closes the door, and back walks immediately to get away. I'm not a murderer.. why does he keep running? "Before asking her out.. what did you think of her?"
"Cute." They face palmed.
"I meant, as a person. Friend, rival, classmate, schoolmate.. Anything that has completely nothing to do with romance." He continues, looking really irritated now.
"I don't know.. I wanted to.." Protect her, they'll tease me until I die. "I don't know. But, she always seemed vulnerable and lonely that I wanted to be there for her."
"Ew, cringe." Why did you ask if you're going to end up reacting like that? "But, have you never thought of her as a rival?"
"Why would I be a girl's rival?" They face palmed again. Am I in the wrong? "Then why should I?"
"(Y/n)-san's rank is right below yours, Kita-san. I think she thinks of you.. as an obstacle that she should get rid of. You never get off the throne, and that might've be stressing her out. More so, now that you're her boyfriend."
What Aran said.. made sense. But, is that really why? It really seems like I'm being a bad boyfriend, like a man no one should trust.
"Kita-san, why don't you investigate her room when you get there? Or anywhere. You might get an answer." Suna suggests, bowing before turning on his heel to leave.
I excused myself and went to (Y/n), I felt nervous when I found Suna talking to her. I pulled her away from me, and he snickered, or maybe it was my imagination.
While we studied, I deliberately pretended that I didn't know how to solve the problems, but she never helped. Not even once, not even a hint. What the guys said made complete sense.
She's studying to get to the top. I never even thought of the rankings that seriously. She didn't help because she doesn't want me to take the spot.
I teased her, it was the best way to make her leave the room. It felt right to kiss her like that, though, I did startle her a little. She ran out.
I looked around, seeing private things.. I shouldn't have seen. But, what got me curious was a cutter. It smelled like rust, and some of it stained red. It wasn't paint.. where was this used for?
"Shinsuke, I cooked ramen." I hide the cutter behind me and nod. "Mom and I are hitting the convenience real quick, are you okay with being alone?"
"Do you want me to come with you?" I hide it in my pocket and walk up to her. She shook her head, and kissed my cheek. "Are you sure?"
"Mom and I will be fine. You can rest here. We'll be back." I kiss her forehead and she ran back out. That scared me.
I went to the bathroom, and found used bandages in the trash bin.
I ate ramen while waiting for her. It would've upset her if I didn't eat while they were out. My curiosity went to think about her arms.
Don't tell me... she's hurting herself because of stress.. because.. of me?
"Shinsuke-kun?" I look at her mom, and find the two of them looking at me worriedly. "Are you okay? We've been calling out to you since we got back."
"Yes, I'm fine. I'm sorry. I had things in mind." I smile at (Y/n), and even for a little, she smiled back. "But, I have to go now. Nana's looking for me."
She helped me gather my things. My head won't stop thinking about it. I still have the cutter.. should I keep it? She'd hurt herself more if I leave it here. But, she'll notice that something's missing..
I ended up giving it to her mom, while she was getting me chocolate from the fridge. The two of them sent me off.
Of course, Nana wasn't looking for me. I only made that up so that I could leave early. It felt wrong , considering that the two only had gotten back.
"Shin-chan, do you want tea?" I shake my head, and Nana frowns. "Are you alright?"
I take a breath and shake my head. "Nana, what's more important.. my grades.. or.. (Y/n)?" She tilted her head a little. "The pretty girl I brought home last night."
"Oh, your girlfriend," she looks happy, "what do you think is more important Shin-chan? Your future or your girlfriend?" They're both important.. "I'll make you tea, sweetheart."
I help her stand up, and she heads out to the kitchen. I sit back down on the floor, and rest my head on the table. Important.. what's more important..
Nana gave me tea, and went to bed after drinking hers. Papa's also asleep already, and I'm still here. Thinking of an answer.. but, it's worth it.
"What's more important..? Her.. of course.." Isn't that obvious?
~~~
The exams are nearing, and somehow the boys are busier now. They said they have a match. Nationals.. Shinsuke and everyone's going to Tokyo for Nationals.
He and I haven't had time to study at either his or my place. They had to train more. They're already training hard... Why do they have to train harder?
We study during lunch since he had to catch up on a few things, and harsh as it may be, I felt somehow joyful in seeing him struggle. The top one..
But, ever since he kissed my neck and almost gave me a hickey, I couldn't help but feel shy around him. I'm his girlfriend, what am I being shy for? Pathetic.
"(Y/n)--" I back my head away when our faces almost met. "Are you okay?" I nod. "Uhmm.. I have to go. I have training." I nod my head slowly. I feel a bit.. disappointed.
"Will you skip?" Why am I asking this? He smiled apologetically, kissing my forehead and my lips. "You're always in training.."
"You're going to miss me?" Is that even a question? "I'm going now, I'll call you." He kissed my cheek and went off.
He always says that, but never calls in the end. That's a huge scam. He never calls when their training ends.
I continued studying on my own, thinking about how I haven't cut myself for a while. I only realized it now. I really haven't. I'm actually proud of myself.
I also haven't been stressing out over my studies. That's a relief... Maybe because Mr. Perfect isn't around these days. I guess that helped, only that.. I feel a bit down over the fact that he's always at practice.
Time passed by quickly, and the exams came. That's when I was nervous, and had to run off to the bathroom to hurt myself real quick.
Shinsuke looked like he's confident in getting the perfect scores. I lost all the courage I had for days, and now.. I'm nervous.. again.
The results.
I'm casually walking around, staying at the back while students gathered at the bulletin board. They're all checking out the results at once, I couldn't butt in.
"The top one.. it's not Kita-san, it's.... (L/n)-san.. his girlfriend actually beat him.." What?
"It's weird.. Kita-san's not top two either." What the fucking hell.
"He's top ten.." Okay, this is absurd. "He has about 20 mistakes in every exam.."
"Hmmm excuse me." I say, and all of them screamed like little girls. "Hi, it's me, his girlfriend.. coming through." I look at the list, and it's true. He's not at the top.
"Now that you think of it.. Kita-san hasn't been paying much attention to class. He even missed a lot during the quiz last week."
"What do you mean by that?" I ask, and the two girls shivered in fear. I'm not a dead person. "What did you mean.. about that..?"
"It means just as I said it."
I find Shinsuke at the back, smiling happily at me. I'm not happy at all. How and why is this happening? He's not that type of person to miss that much.
I approach him, and he gives me a pat on the head and a hug. He's not bothered at all. I hold his hand and drag him to the rooftop. He's insane. He never missed that much.
I looked around for chairs, placing them against the door so no one else could come up here while I ask him why he's not at the top. It feels wrong.
"Why'd you bring me here? If you wanted a kiss I could've given it to you then and there." He's not even thinking about it.
"Why aren't you at the top? Why am I sitting on your throne?" I ask, and he furrows his brows, displeased at my questions. "You're always.. top one no matter how hard I try.. so why could you have so many mistakes?"
"(Y/n), doesn't mean I was given the nickname Mr. Perfect, I am perfect. I'm not perfect--"
"That's not what I meant! No matter how busy you are.. you always end up first, so why are you at top ten?!" I'm so mad right now.
"I did it on purpose.." What? Why would he..? "It doesn't really matter since I'm not going to college. But, yeah, I did it on purpose because I didn't want to be an obstacle to you."
Wait.. does that mean.. "Shinsuke, what do you know of me?" He takes his blazer off, and rolls his sleeved up, his arm.. "Y-You're bleeding.." Did he cut himself?!
"You do this to yourself whenever you're stressed out. Your mom confirmed it for me. I wanted to understand why, so I did it to myself."
"So if I killed myself would you have done the same?!" He shook his head and chuckled. "You're insane! Plus... You cancelled my efforts by doing everything on purpose!"
"I'd rather cancel your efforts than to see you hurt yourself every time I stand at the top." He held my hand, and pulled me to him, my lips landing on his. "You're more.. important to me than my grades. Please.. stop hurting yourself because of me."
"But Shinsuke..." He smiled and kissed my forehead. "It's not that I hurt myself because of you.."
"No, you do hurt yourself because of me. I'll back down if it means that you'll be okay. I know that you don't really love me.. you're distracted and stressed out whenever we study together.. You can choose to break up with me--"
"No." He raised his brow, and I rest my head on his chest. "How could I when you literally hurt yourself just for me..? I'm sorry.."
"I asked Nana what was more important.. if it were my grades, or you." He engulfed me in an embrace, brushing my hair carefully with his fingers.
"What did you choose then..?" I looked up, and he kissed me on the lips, looking at me with endearing eyes.
"A future.. with you."
~~~
It must've been a ridiculous decision, but I really did want to understand her side more. Why she does it, and what she's got from doing it.
I cut my wrist, and I will say, it hurt like hell. With only feeling the pain, I concluded that she had no benefit from doing it.
Everyone got worried when they saw my wrist, but I really just wanted to understand her. She did it because of me.
I also decided to drop my grades only for a little bit, which seemed like a lot to everyone, just to see her smile. But, she ended up getting mad at me for dropping them.
I still ended up graduating as the top student while she was second. She cried a lot during that time when she found out why I did it, and probably felt guilty for making me do such things. I honestly didn't mind.
She stopped--well, not entirely--she still had a few troubles with her habit. She wanted to stop. She said she was scared that I might hurt myself every tine she does it.
We... ended up getting tattoos on the scars, well matching tattoos. I was hesitant with having our names as the tattoo but she insisted. If she and I don't marry each other..
She went to college, and dragged me with her. Nana allowed me to attend college. But we stayed here because I can't leave my grandparents, they didn't want to come along either.
"Shinsuke, look." She showed me a poem, and smiled. "Don't you think it fits you?"
"What part?"
"The maniac part." A maniac who'd hurt himself..... "Hehe, don't you think?"
"I don't." She pouts her lips, and leaves me on the floor as she went to the desk. "Hey, shouldn't I be the one offended here?" She turns to me, and lets out a hmph.
"I'm heading to Leo's place later, we have a group meeting." I immediately shake my head, and she frowns. "Why? He won't hurt me."
"Going to his place is sketchy, and for him to excuse himself from going to a cafe because he's sick is also sketchy. I'm not letting you go on your own."
"You never let me hang with him." I will hang him at the top of the Skytree if I ever see him. "Why do you hate him so much?"
"Have you already forgotten that he sexually harassed you during the welcoming party during our freshman year????" I wanted to murder a person, for the very first time in my life.
She sits in between my legs, and holds on to my shoulders, hitting my forehead hard with her own. I rub my forehead and she smiles, showing me a peace sign. She slipped..
"He did... But I forgave him already..." I wrap an arm around her waist and pull her to me. "Shinsuke don't be so possessive." It's not that.. this girl will never listen.
"Still no." She frowned and flicked my forehead. "Attack my forehead all you want, I won't let you go to him. Not after what he did to you." Got her drunk, and tried to fuck her... I will murder him.
"Do you love me?" Is that where we're going? I nod and kiss her cheek. "Then let me go." I shake my head and smile. "Kita-san." I pout a little and she tries to get off me, but I held her in place. "Possessive."
"I'm being protective." She shook her head, and bit my cheek, making me let go of her in which she took the chance to make a run for it. "(L/n) (Y/n)!" She actually left..
Is she mad..? Did I upset her too much? Should I not have done that? If she's mad...
I don't want a repeat from what happened last year. She asked me to break up in a whim while we were arguing. Even though it was in a whim, I was scared.
Will she do the same thing..?? Oh my god please no.
~~~
I went to Leo's place, and everything was fine. He was really sick so we only had the meeting. He seemed harmless too, plus he has a girlfriend now. I don't get why he's so possessive.
Though... I'd say I think he's trying to be that romantic guy. He is one.. a maniac one at that. He'd hurt himself just to understand why you do it.
I wonder if Shinsuke stayed at my house.. I did leave him there. Mom's not around, so I suppose he did? I hope he did.
I stopped by the grocery store to buy food. I'm planning on cooking his favorite food as an apology. He might be wailing when I see him. He's always scared to death by the smallest arguments.
The lights are surprisingly on, which means he's home or mom's back. I momentarily place the groceries on the floor as I shuffled through my bag to get my keys.
"That's not how you do it, idiot!" Osamu?
"Then how do you do it, you piece of shit?" Atsumu.. shouldn't he be in Tokyo? "That's not how!"
"Are you guys going to bicker until she gets home?" Suna... That laugh.. Aran? Okay why are they at my house?
I open the door, and found them hurrying to fix or do whatever. I bring the groceries inside, raising my brow at their odd behaviors as they smiled at me.
I try to peek behind them, and they moved. What the hell are they doing? Why are they here anyway? These idiots.. raided my home.
"Why are you here? Like all of you? Did Shinsuke invite you? Is there an occasion?" They nodded their heads, and shook their heads. So which? "Where is he?"
"Uhm.. haha, (L/n)-san, let me help you with the groceries." Atsumu steals the bags from me, and by how his jaw moved, he was mouthing to someone. "Haha welcome home.."
"Since when have I had ridiculous roommates?" Well, maybe Suna and Aran and Osamu are exempted. That kid... Atsumu... "Where is he? Did he leave?"
"Why don't you have a snack first?" I look to my right and find him. He's home! "Here try them out. We made them... Well mostly it was me and Osamu, but here."
I smile and kiss his cheek, looking at the tray he held in his hands. I look back up at him, and he looks away with pink tinted cheeks.
The onigiris were formed into letters.. and it spelled, will you marry me?
I though that when I get home I'll be seeing him cry, but in the end I cried instead. He put so much effort into this.. that's so cute..
The box at the very bottom had my name, with the initial K at the start. I stare at it as I tried my best not to cry any further. He really did this...
"Do I really have to eat it..?" He nods. "I don't want to eat it.." His face turned pale.
"W-Why?" I wipe my cheeks and take one. "D-Does it look that bad?" I try to take a bite, but I couldn't.
Osamu looks like he's about to faint any minute from now. I just really can't eat this. "I don't want to eat it..."
"A-Are my onigiris that bad, (L/n)-san?" I shake my head at Osamu, and the two of them seemed to look better. "Then why won't you eat it?"
"Because he put efforts into it.... I can't ruin it.." I look at the one by one in confusion after hearing all of them sigh simultaneously. "It's.. cute.. I'm hungry but it's.. cute.."
"Never mind about the onigiris.. what's your answer?" Shinsuke asks, his eyes aren't even directly into mine. I nod, and he smiles brightly, his eyes brimming with tears. "Really???"
I nod and reluctantly eat the onigiri. "Yummy.."
"I thought that you would break up with me after that argument.." I think I scared him too much last year. He pulled me into a tight hug, and kissed me. "You've also never said I love you.. and Suna said you will break up with me.."
Suna gave me a thumbs-up, and I laughed. "Why would I get a matching tattoo with a K as my initial for my last name if I never planned on marrying you?"
"But you never said I love you.." Hmm.. He was always drunk when I said it. "Will you really marry me?"
"I will because I love you.." I bite my lip, and he happy pecks my lips.
"I'll wait for you to be Kita (Y/n), don't ever break it off with me.." I smile and nod. He kissed my cheek, and smiled. "I love you too."
"I will never, Love." He put the ring, and I couldn't help but smile more. "A diamond ring.."
"Don't worry about how much I spent, you're worth more than a million diamond rings, and it'll never matter as long as I can make you happy."
I forgive love, I don't regret saying yes to him, and staying together after everything. Kita (Y/n)? Sounds and fits perfectly with his, Kita Shinsuke.
again this was requested! and honestly i hope you enjoyed this (●´⌓'●) i tried my best aaaaaa i love kita so much oml. so after him is kenma again! i'll update the anime oneshots tomorrow with vangeance! anywayyyy i love you all and good mornight luviesss~