Depressing Rounds

Poem 40: Fuck Everyone

Here it's just the two of us, at this point you might be getting scared, especially when the lights go out 
Okay now listen dad I want you to know I've changed a bit, in fact when I close my eyes all I see is a windmill full of corpses 
My mind's been changing since 1 For None, I bet y'all think I'm insane now there is now doubt 
It's about time for change huh? Got to mix it up, for the way I am starting to feel like a fortress, 
Well I mean I feel like I can't be broken, damn where was I? That's right, I have my knife ready 
I'm ready to rip a unborn baby from someone's wife and shove it back down her throat 
Tike the way it was supposed to be swallowed, I just drank a fifth of vodka and am still chugging steady 
And will still denote my ex's description. Each time I hide someplace remote they seem to find me, just a side note 
In fact I have another I need to stab a nun to death with an unsharpened pencil, just need a new experience 
My mental thoughts got me thinking I'm a devil, damn I feel like I'm wrong wait the devil is the pope my bad 
I still can't get over the screams of my mom, didn't I mention that I killed her, she's not the only one, no I'm serious 
I'll cut off your head then you'll be headin' off to the woods where I can paint my log cabin, what do you think happened to my dad? 
Y'all assholes can call me a liar but I don't give a fuck, I hate everyone, yea I always say fuck everyone 
Cause everybody can all suck a dick like the world can, if I shot myself I'd be what I am now... none, fuck it I'm done