have some of these extra extras hidden away :)
♥ ♫ ♥ ♫ ♥
BEFORE DEATH
- luke starting inviting you when you and him became serious, so like dating
- you always really enjoyed it, and was honored everytime he invited you because you knew that that was really special time to him so it was sweet that he wanted you there as well
- you'd sing with them during rehearsals, constantly brushing off thier compliments on your voice
- "i've never sang in my entire life, there's no way im any good"
- they'd deny that comment countless times
- you'd honestly have so much fun with them and you wished you did it more often (but you'd never admit it)
- getting side smiles from luke as you sang
- alex's killer drum solos and you dancing along to the beat
- everyone always laughed at your dancing
- you'd only dance harder
- constantly sharing the mic with reggie face to face
- his breath never smelt bad, like ever
- luke always asking you for lyric advice, he really learned that you were quite good at it and secretly really valued your opinion
- you polishing alex's drums and the circle with the band title on it whenever there was dust
- you plugging in the amps for the boys, basically getting the set and stages ready for the band
- they even started inviting you to their gigs to do the same thing, set the stage and practically be their 'stage manager'
- they actually called you that
- you not minding it one bit
- you being their biggest fan
- reggie wanting you to sing more with them, but you never had the guts
- alex teaching you the drums in their free time, but you always hurting everyone's ears
- "please stop that." - luke
- "stick to singing." - reggie
- "yeah ill take those back" *takes drum sticks* -alex
- you randomly jumping onto lukes back in the middle of a song
- or unplugging the amps right when reggie has a bass solo
- him chasing you around the garage desperate for payback
- he never caught you
- luke asking you privately one time if you really enjoyed singing with them
- you told him yes, but that you could never actually do it in public
- he had always kept your secret and respected it, and you appreciated that so much
AFTER DEATH
- immediately excited that another girl could join you on nights like these
- leaning down to put your head right next to julie's as she played the keyboard and you both would sing in harmony
- quickly stopping and performing similar steps to what lock down drills from high school were in order to hide from julie's family (the music would still be going, so they would be able to see them)
- always violently shushing alex as you hid, even though her family couldn't hear them anymore because julie unplugged everything a moment after
- your dance parties never stopped
- julie giving you a scrapbook of pictures of you while you danced, sang, teased, and played around with the band anytime they were rehearsing
- you holding onto the book forever, decorating it with some of julies butterfly stickers, and had all the guys sign it
- "youre stupid but i love you... ps dont touch my drums" - alex
- "pull my amp again and ill re-kill you." - reggie
- "love you babe, thks for being my biggest supporter always" -luke