I'm So Exhausted

By iDontCondoneThis

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#1 in poem #1 in poetrycollection #1 in vent #2 in memory this is just a compilation of my vent poetry-ish (t... More

Rooms
Flowers and Gravestones
Butterflies
Go To Hell
Crimson
Speak
Self Destruction
Why Can't You?
Dear Nova Aurora Grace Wilson,
At the Brink
Reason
The Boy
Lies
Matches
Angel
Perfect
Him
light up my life
Eyes
Wonderland
Cuts and Burns
Blonde Hair Blue Eyes
Anxiety
Happy
walls covered in you
love
crooked grins
Drinks
strangers again
Yin Yang
Satisfaction guaranteed
Me Vs. You
89,000
hero
More or less
I'm too nice
rose petals
marijuana kisses
Ive been thinking too much
You Were Everything I Was Nothing
To All That I Lose
heart shaped kisses
...
tell your kids about me
we were not meant to finish the story
A letter to the girl who loves him next
No
I hope you miss me like i used to miss you
Jealous
I said no
Im getting lost in space
Sometimes you have to let go of your own happiness
What do you want me to do
this pandemic makes me feel so alone
Heartless
Knees
How did i know when it was love?
Cake
Water
how strange is it to be anything at all
it's just a dream
I broke my glasses
strangers with memories
.
Making You Stay
questioning
I watch my phone for a text
snow
I have made peace with my past, just not with myself yet
they were false, but they were made for me and that's the biggest honor
I've been cutting every label off
what happened to us
trying is so trivial , I know we are closing the chapter
How long until we cave in
I've had sex but Ive never made love
different place, different time, I know we could have rewritten these lines
a very short summary
it's all I've ever wanted from you
I miss being a child
I still haven't even told you I loved you
we are too far, but I'm far too committed to you
I'm not quite sure which hurts more
you can choke.
you're grinding me down
I can't stop
The Army Sucks
Maybe

surrendering

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By iDontCondoneThis

There are patches of you sewed into every strand of dna I have

I realized when I chose to love you,

That I hated myself more than I thought I did.

Because to let you in I'd have to face everything again.

And let you  leave me with the very little bit of myself I have left

And I'd have nothing.

And maybe that's what I want

because then I'd have the excuse to burn all the bridges I have left

Because all of me would be gone
There would be no more to give.

So to you I surrender my soul, I give you my being,
Take care of me for me, please

Because I have no more of myself to give you.

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