Smoke and Fire

The deal....

Standing on the platform

Watching you go

It's like no other pain 

I've ever known

To love someone so much

To have no control

You said, "I want to see the world"

And I said, "Go"

But I think I'm lost without you

I just feel crushed without you

I've been strong for so long

That I never thought how much I needed you

I think I'm lost without you

Strangers rushing past

Just trying to get home

But you were the only

Safe haven that I've known

Hits me at full speed

Feel like I can't breathe

And nobody knows

This pain inside me

My world is crumbling

I should never have

Let you go

I think I'm lost without you

I think I'm lost,...

"That's very good." I turned in my seat smiling at my dad. "Uh, Thanks. It's just something I've been working on for the pass month to you know, get my head off things." He smiles at me walking to me sitting on the bench. "Ya, I understand." i watched as he dazed off. I knew he was thinking about Bella. Leaving her was really tearing him up inside. I place a hand on his arm "How about a game of Chess?" he gave a small smile. "Sure, Come get another L from your old man." I shoved him laughing "You Won ONCE!"

I liked to help him smile when he would feel down. It made me happy to see him happy. I was also doing a okay job of moving on. I'm not gonna lie though....I kinda stalked Emily's and Sam's Instagram over the pass five months. Sam, he never posted anything. The last thing on there was a picture of us with the caption "forever my girl." 

It was us at a bon-fire. Since we broke up I haven't seen a new post. Emily, posted every single day on the hour. And Half of them were of just her or her doing something on the reservation. And if Sam was in it he was either asleep or in the background. It was a weird relationship. My dad on the other hand was starting to call Bella only to hang up after the second ring. It was sad really. Father and daughter both had a broken heart. And last I heard from Alice, Bella wasn't doing so great either. She had to block Bella from emailing her since Bella sent one every day also. "Check mate." My father grinned taking my Queen. I  frowned at him "Cheater." He chuckled  "What? How?" I pouted "You used your gift! How else did you guess my every move?" He shrugged "Father powers?'' I growled "I want a re-do!" He stood up laughing at me still "Saturday. I have to go hunting for the next three days." I started to put the game away. "Okay, be safe dad." He grab a coat off the hanger. "Of course. Stay out of trouble." I frowned "When have I ever?" He gave me the eyes saying 'Really? Your gunna ask that'  I sighed. "I promise." Just then the phone went off. "I got it!" I smiled running to the kitchen. I picked it up