I will never be loved! (BWWM) [#wattys2015]

Chapter Twenty Five

"I'm only going to say this once, I don't care how you look Danielle. I didn't just fall for you because you had a great personality, I fell for you because I love your body. Every ounce of you I love, your beautiful long curly hair, down to your cute little feet is beautiful. I love you for who you are, I don't care how much you weight, because you are mine." He said to me as be gave me an earth shattering kiss.

His words was all I needed to hear for me to realize what I already knew. I knew that he loved me, I knew that he didn't care about my weight, but knowing and hearing that is two totally different things. I pushed him over so he was on bottom and I was on top of him. I kissed him deeply as I started to undue his shirt buttons. He moaned when my fingers finally touched his chest. I moved my lips from his to trail kisses from his neck down to his chest. With each moan that I gave him he moaned louder and louder.

I worked my way down his body until I reached his pant buckle. I quickly undid it and pulled his pants and his boxers off of him. His penis immediately sprang to life. I had never seen a penis in real life before. I saw some in health and of course some on the internet, but I have never seen one in real life. I gently wrapped my hand around his penis when he moaned out loud, I quickly pulled my hand away. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you, are you okay?"

I heard Luke chuckle from up in front of me. "Baby you didn't hurt me, if anything you'd doing the opposite of hurting me. If anything you making me feel really good."

"I am?" I watched as he nodded his head at me. "I'm sorry it's just I have never done anything like this before, your the first person who I have ever been this close to." Luke quickly sat up on the bed and looked at me intensely.

"Are you telling me that you've never done this before? Are you saying your a virgin?"

I was afraid that he would ask me this question. I didn't want him to know that I was a virgin. I wanted to try and convince him that I was more experienced then I actually was. I know it sounds stupid but he was with Wendy before. And obviously Wendy was very experienced in everything she did. From what I heard she was with more men then I could count with my fingers. How was I going to compete with someone like her.

"Yeah I'm virgin."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because I thought you wouldn't want to do anything if I did." I said to him as I got up and started to pace the room. " I mean you've been with Wendy and she's really experienced. Even you have a good amount of experience. How am I suppose to measure up to that. I wanted to be good for you, I wanted to be better then Wendy for you, but I don't know how to."

I continued to pace when Luke got up from the bed and walked over to me. I felt him wrap his arms around me and bring my body close to his. I could feel the warmth from his body. Smell that amazing cologne he always wears. Everything about him always seemed to calm me down.

"Danielle you don't have try to be better than Wendy, because you already are. Your nothing like her, this will be nothing like it was with Wendy, because I didn't love Wendy, but I love you. This whole experience is going to be new for me as well, I have never made love with someone I love before. This is going to be a first for me as well baby." Luke said to me as he kissed the top of my head.

"I'm sorry I overreacted, it's just that I still have my insecurities. I hate that part about me. I wanted this to be special between us, and now I've ruined everything."

"You've ruined nothing Danielle. Let me show you how much I love you and your body. Will you?" Luke asked me as he lead me back over to the bed. I nodded my head and he gently pushed me on the bed and laid me down. He straddled my body, then leaned down and started to kiss me right between my shoulder and neck. I moaned out loud from the contact. "Hmmm it looks like I have found on of you soft spots." He then kissed me on the exact same spot then started to suck some. I couldn't help but moan out even louder then I did before.

I could feel him smile as he started to kiss a trial down from my neck to the top of my shirt. He quickly unbuttoned my shirt buttons and took my shirt off. All that I had on now was my bra. "Sit up for me baby." I did as Luke asked and sat up. He undid my bra and started to pull the straps down. "Okay baby lay back down." I laid down and he took off my bra. I wanted oh so badly to cover myself, but I didn't. I trusted Luke, and I knew that he wouldn't do anything to hurt me.

He grabbed onto on of my breast and started to suck on it. The feeling it brought me was unbelievable. He continued to switch back and forth between my breast and I felt like I was loosing my mind. I could feel myself getting wetter from the minute. I must be leaking through my underwear at this point. He sucked on my nipples and massaged my boobs for a little bit longer before he worked his way down my body. With each kiss he gave me I felt my breathing increase. He finally reached my shorts and he started to pull both me shorts and underwear down.

I heard him gasp as he touched my through my pubic hair. "God your so wet baby, I love how absolutely responsive you are to my touch." He said to me as he started to rub and suck me. At one point he started to rub my clitoris. I jumped up from the contact.

"Oh god that feels so good." I said to him as I continued to rub me again and again. Before I knew it I was feeling warm all over my body. My breathing was coming out more labored and I felt like my body was out of control. The pleasure I felt at the moment was beyond amazing. I looked down to see Luke staring up at me with a smile one his face. He worked his way back up my body and kissed me on the lips.

"I want you so bad." He said to me as he rubbed his penis up against me.

"I want you to, but we need protection." He nodded at me as he got up and walked over to his bag that he brought. He took out a condom and put it on. He came back over to me and got right on top of me. He lined himself to me as he stared deep into my eyes.

"Are you ready baby? I promise I'll go slow." I nodded my head as he started to push his way into me. It was a different but pleasurable feeling to feel. He went further into me until he reached my cherry. He looked at me for a moment as if asking if I was truly ready for this. I nodded my head again and he pushed into me. The pain I felt at first was unbearable. I felt such an intense pain from down there.

Luke held completely still as he waited for me to calm down. After a few minutes the pain subdued and I felt a little bit of pleasure starting to surface. I rubbed my self up against Luke. He took that as a sign to continue doing what he was doing before. He started to move faster and faster and I felt myself getting worked up all over again. The feeling that I had felt only moments ago had suddenly resurfaced.

Luke was grunting loudly above me as he leaned down and kissed me hard. Almost at the same time we both exploded with pleasure. Luke fell down on top of me and was breathing just as loud as I was. He laid there for a moment before he pulled out of me. I winced as he took his penis out of me. "I'm sorry baby." He said to me as he leaned down and kissed me. He got up to take care of his condom before he came back and laid down beside me.

He pulled me close to him. I laid my head down on his shoulder and wrapped one leg around his putting it in between his two legs and wrapped one arm around his midsection. Before I knew it Luke was snoring loudly, I followed suit and found myself in a deep sleep as well.

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