JA'ZIAHLEE POV NEW YORK|| May 16 || Excuse my mistakes
So as y'all know last night kaleb told me that he had a whole first love and lied to me saying I was he's first
Now he might got a baby i don't know how truth it is but ion know because I don't really wanna play step momma
Also he's first love Ashley is crazy already because she making rumors but who knows if that's his child and she's telling the truth
Right now I'm just woke up going to go brush my teeth, take a shower and do my hygiene
Once I finish getting dress I felt like getting cute today so I told a picture in the mirror
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
I seen Kaleb looking at me as he was sitting on the bed, also right now me and him finna get to talking about this bull shit
"Ziah look I'm sorry I should of told you I had a first love before I met you and one I don't know if that baby mines I haven't been here in a year because I'm from New York but I was in North Carolina then we went back to New York and then came to Florida but I don't know if it's true or not but I'll try to see and talk to her about it" he said making me sit down on the bed
"Kaleb look I'm mad because you lied to me why lie to me when you know you had one before and then at that she saying the baby is yours to now I don't know what to do" I said making him sigh
"What you mean" he said
"I mean I'm not ready to be a mother well a step mother on how much I love you I'm not ready then at that I wanted to be your first everything I wanted to be your first love , to have your first child but I'm guess that don't work because I have a first love too" I said making him scrunch his face up
"What you mean you telling me I lied to you and you lied to me saying I was your first love too so who the fuck is your first love ziah" he said making me shake my head
"Look I know I'm in the wrong for not saying nothing so are you but Anthony was my first love even tho he hurt me the most I still love him i went back because I was young and dumb and I even got pregnant by him and he actually killed my baby when I was 6 months pregnant he was soo abusive and shit he use to hit me so much to almost I die but I always find my self to leave his house but one day I couldn't leave cause he's homie was there and he held me down why Anthony just kept kicking me in my stomach and then he push me down the stairs then that's all remembered before blacking out then waking up in the hospital it's so much you don't know about me and I'm supposed to be your girl friend and I don't even know much about you and you supposed to be my boyfriend i want this relationship to be my best relationship I ever had but I'm guessing not" I said wiping my tears that's falling down my face
