JA'ZIAHLEE POV
A month later || July 19
Excuse my mistakes
It has been a month and I been throwing up & finna nauseated constantly and I just hope I'm not pregnant
I want a baby but I don't know how to tell josh because I don't know if it's his
Me & him finally started having sex but one night we had an argument and it lasted for basically an whole 2 weeks
I kept calling him and texting him but he never texted back then today I found that the whole time he was at his ex girlfriend house
But while we was arguing and he left for 2 weeks basically I end up getting drunk and high with the gang but I got too drunk
To the point where I didn't know what happened till the next morning and that's when I found Kaleb in my bed and we was both naked
I jumped up so quick and went to take a shower and did what I had to do then once I was finished kaleb was now up
"What the fuck happened last night why we was in the bed naked!" I semi yelled to Kaleb making him look at me
"You got too drunk last night and way to high and you told me to come to the room and I followed you cause you said you had to tell me something but coming to find out you took my pants off and started giving me a blow job so then it went from there" he said making me shocked as fuck
"Wait so I did that" I said putting my hand over my mouth making him nod
"Omggg no no no this can't be true I cheated on josh omg he finna hate me for ever" I said on the urge to crying
I really loved him and I know he going to be heart broken when I see him again & tell him🥺
"He's not going to hate you but um his head right now he just pulled up" Kaleb said looking out the window
Cause for where my room is you can see the front
"Okay well get out then" I said making him nod and he walked out going to his room
Josh came in and I didn't tell him nothing for a good 2 more weeks
After them 2 weeks josh been acting weird and I really wanted to know where he was doing our break so I just instantly got mad
"So where the fuck have you been I been calling and texting you for that whole fucking 2 weeks with no response!" I semi yelled making him shake his head
"I was out doing what I had to do" Josh said making me chuckle alil
"Like what josh you use to tell me everything before l- I cut my self off running to the restroom to throw up
"Why you throwing you good" josh ask me making me nod
"Yeah pass me my water on the dresser" I said making him go get it then come back
"You throwing and shit you pregnant or sum" he told me making me shrug
"I don't fucking know but i know I'm not so leave it alone" I said making him nod
