The jerks / the roommate

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y/n's pov
y/n- fine
i sighed and looked up to see mattia already looking at me . gee he looks like a baby . a cute adorabl- stop it ! he then fixed her posture and gave me a look to keep talking . right as i was about to speak their was a knock on the door . i turned my head and looked at the door just remembering ....
i opened the door but their was no one their . i was about to close the door but something stopped the door . i looked down to see a foot . before i could look back up the person on the other side pushed the door hitting my head and then they choke-
mattia- i'll get it
he said walking to the door . he opened the door and ayiana and stephanie were standing on the other side .
ayiana- heyyy
she said sitting next to me
mattia- i'll be back later
he said and walked out the door
ayiana- are you feeling better ?
y/n- abou-
stephanie- mattia said you weren't feeling good
y/n- oh yea . im fin-
ayiana- im sorry i can't do this anymore !
she blurted out crossing her arms
y/n- you okay
ayiana- no !
stephanie- ayiana calm down please
y/n- what's going on
ayiana- you got raped and didn't bother telling us . but you can tell mattia ?! i thought we were friends
y/n- but we are !
ayiana- friends tell each other everything .
stephanie- ayiana ! calm down
she said helping ayiana take deep breaths
ayiana- okay okay . im calm and im sorry y/n
y/n- im so confused . how did you guys know
stephanie- long story short michael heard mattia telling the boys
y/n- omg . this is why i didn't want anyone knowing . no offense ayiana
stephanie- are you okay tho . you know were here for you
y/n- im traumatized but trying . i know . i just wasn't ready to say anything but clearly someone-
ayiana- okay enough talking about it . it literally break my heart . all i have to say is that were all here for you . take all the time you want plus you'll get through it and everything will get better
y/n- thanks
i slightly smiled
stephanie- were gonna come back tmrw . that okay ?
y/n- yea that's fine
i said as they both got up and hugged me
stephanie- okay . we gotta go because we promised the boys we'd get them food before 10
she said hugging me one last time . i watched as they walked out the room . they closed the door and the room was now in silence . i laid in bed looking at the ceiling . is he fr ? i told him not to say anything , but yet he goes running his mout- and then the door flew open and entered mattia .
y/n- why'd you tell the boys i got raped !
i said sitting up
mattia- im sorry i had too . hey ! everyone was eventually gonna find out
y/n- well yea but i wanted to tell them when i was ready . i didn't want to tell them now because they'd all be lovely dovely with me mattia- because they care for you
y/n- michael heard you telling the boys and he ran to the girls and told them so their's no point anymore . everyone knows
i crossed my eyes and looked at my phone
y/n- i can't even be in this room but then i can't open the door so i can't leave
i frowned and watched mattia sit next to me
mattia- the mail comes in today . why don't you go get it
y/n- no i can't
mattia- nope , you just don't want too . it's infront of ale 's dorm it's not that far away you got it
he said rubbing my back
mattia- pleaseee , do it for me
y/n- theirs no way
mattia- your mom ?
he said hanging the mail keys infront of me
y/n- fuck you fir bringing my mom into this
i said grabbing the keys .
y/n- but your coming with me
mattia- nope . you gotta do it on your own . i'll be waiting in here
he smiled . i rolled my eyes playfully and walked to the door . i stopped and looked at the door nob . i took a couple deep breaths and placed my hand on it . i opened it !
mattia- aye good job . now go get the mail
i heard him chuckle in the back ground . im actually feeling good about this . i think i can do it . i walked out the room and began walking to the mail . some guy was getting the mail which made me gulp and walk a bit slower . i got to the mail and put the key in our little box . i opened it and grabbed the mail . i closed and locked the box then looked up and seen josh inches away from my face . my eyes were watery and my breathing was getting uneven .
josh- hey ma . how are you
he smirked placing his hand on the side of my beck
y/n- fuck you
i said moving back
josh- na i'll fuck you any day
he said placing his hands on my waist but he started grabbing onto them just like when he rap-  i can't .
y/n- get away !
i said kneeing him in the nuts . i watched as he fell onto the ground groaning .
josh- you bitch !
he yelled . i couldn't even look at him straight in the eye . tears were running down my cheek , i turned around and began running .
y/n- mattia !
i cried running into the room
mattia- woah woah woah . what happened . i though you were just getting the mail
y/n- i was - bu- ma- josh
i cried as he pulled me into a hug
mattia- breath . josh ?
he said and waited for me to calm down
y/n- josh . he grabbed onto m-my waist and placed his hand on the side of my n- neck . and so i kicked him in the n-nuts
i said and mattia let go of me . as i was crying , mattia stepped out the room and came back in
mattia- he's gone
y/n- i think ima go back home with mely . i can't even be in this room without seeing his image rape me . i can't even eat , i can't mattia . i wanna go home and forget everything about him !
i cried in his arms
mattia- sure . i'll take you tmrw morning
y/n- no i'll call my aunt and let her know im going
i said as he wiped my tears

a/n- aww he wiped her tears - chao anyways enjoy 🥲🥰