The jerks / the roommate

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12 am
we decided to not talk about it for the rest of night . and it was lowkey hard , i wanted to ball my eyes out and then i wanted to party and get my mind off of it...which i did . many people started leaving , leaving us and a couple family members left . all the kids were asleep and had to be brought into the hotel . we were all exhausted, and shivering since it started getting cold .

mattia's pov
mattia- guys talk to me
roshuan- we rather not
mattia- why ?!
ale - why ?! why ?! you know why !
kairi- cut it out . my dads wedding is over in an hour or so . im not tryna discuss this right now
he said and walked away . all the boys just looked at me and walked away . i don't think the'll forgive me either . i walked up to the room i was staying with my parents and began packing my bag .  after i finished i placed the bag on the floor and walked out the hotel to see people stacking chairs and tables , the venue was pretty empty now . i helped clean for a bit and went back into the hotel , i went up to a balcony and tried getting my mind off things .

y/n's pov
vallyk- you sure you'll be okay ?
y/n- yea , michael's staying
i smiled
stephanie- i love you and remember what i said
she whispered in my ear as she hugged me .
derek- see you later
he said . they got into the car and drove off
michael- so what now
y/n- we need to clean
i smiled as i turned to face him
michael- ugh i cant stand your smile . stop smiling
he chuckled as he grabbed my hand . i laughed as he pulled me . i put a strand of hair behind my ear and threw my head back lightly making me look up...and i seen him standing on the balcony, with his jaw clenched. he made eye contact and we both quickly looked away.
michael- cmon your slow , and we have a lot to do
he said and we stopped . we began cleaning .

y/n- omg you suck
i said laughing at his joke
michael- hey it was a good one
y/n- okay sure
i said as we sat down in the living room that was in the hotel
michael- you do realize it's about to he 2:50 am
y/n- yea , im not tired tho are you
michael- na .  i should get going tho . i don't wanna arrived late
he said . we both stud up .
y/n- see you around michael
michael - text me
he said . we hugged but before he left , he kissed my cheek .
i watched as he walked away . i smiled once the door closed .
kairi- your boyfriends kinda cute , might steal him from you
y/n- he's not my boyfriend , i just said it because mat-
kairi- i know
y/n- you do ?
kairi- michael told us earlier
he chuckled and waited for me at the stairs
kairi- you know i  dont have to call you y/n anymore -
he was saying
y/n- ive known that
i smiled . we eventually walked into our rooms and the night slowly drifted off .

next morning
i woke up around 2 pm and found the room empty . i hopped into the shower and began my day . i walked out the bathroom and changed . i finished brushing my hair when their was a knock on the door . i waked over to it and seen a note on the ground . i picked it up and opened the door . their was no one , i closed it and walked over to the window . i sat down and opened the note .

can we talk ? im really really sorry , im trying to apologize but your no letting me - m.p

i rolled my eyes and crumbled it up . i threw it in the trash and looked out the window . he was looking , everyone was out their too , my eyes widened . i closed the curtains and sat somewhere else . why does he want to apologize so bad ? i understand that after everything he want's to apologize i just don't get why he wants me to forgive him so badly . i hate the right to forgive him or not...right ? i got up and walked over to the door , i put my shoes on and grabbed my phone  along with my bag . i walked down the staircases and made my way outside . i walked over to my dad's car and opened the trunk . i placed my bag in and when i closed it , mattia was standing next to me . i jumped a little .

mattia's pov
y/n- holy fuck
mattia- sorry , did you get my letter
y/n- what letter ?
mattia- shit , must've not gotten their
i mumbled
y/n- what ? im just kidding i did .
she said with a serious face
mattia- look i just wanted to say tha-
y/n- suck it . you need to understand that i want to forgive you , but i can't . i just want you to leave me alone , give me time . who knows
she shrugged . i sighed... i guess thats it . fine then .
mattia- okay
i said and walked away
y/n- are you mad ?
she yelled
mattia- nah , im cool
i yelled back and continued walking.

y/n's pov
eh , i guess he can leave me alone now . after he walked away , i walked into the cafeteria of the hotel and found the rest of the boys eating .
alvaro- finally your awake
roshuan- we totally didn't go into your room and watch you sleep
y/n- oh aha
i nervously chuckled and took my seat
robert- did you talk to him
y/n- i just told him to leave me alone and that i dunno if i can forgive him
i said and they nodded
y/n- are you guys still mad at him ?
i asked as i took a bite of kairi's waffle. they stayed quiet