The jerks / the roommate

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a/n- i put the same song again . anyways goodnight babes . i'll upload tomorrow morning and if not i'll upload in the afternoon. i love you all 🥰❤️ .

mattia's pov
she walked away . i watched a she stopped and covered her mouth . i seen her shirt he body , i started walking away . once i got to the end i turned back around and seen her sitting down under a tree...crying . what have you done mattia . you shouldve stayed quiet , fuck your so stupid . i thought to myself and turned around. just keep walking mattia , don't look back . but i did , i sighed and rested my back on the wall .

y/n's pov
why am i so stupid . they thought i could easily end things and forgive him . i even told them , i couldn't . and look what happened what a coincidence . i looked up and wiped my tears just staring at the stars shinning bright .
???- hey...this seat taken ?
someone said . i looked down and then at them . it was ale . i nodded my head "no" , and watched as he sat down
ale - i am so sorry for everything i did to you . it was all mattia . i swear but then i guess the fame got to us and we lost control . i just wanted to let you know that im truly sorry and ive missed you so much . i guess you hanging with derek and vallyk can give us jealousy . but i understand , we ended the friendship before you met them , and we shouldn't have been mad about that , but we were dumb freshmans .
y/n- i just can't believe mattia would do that . you all knew i would never . sorry i-
i said as i started crying again . ale just nodded his head and pulled me into a hug
y/n- ive missed you too .
i said hugging him back
ale - gee i was such a horrible friend , i shouldn't have let him take control of me . it was wrong and i'll learn from my mistakes . theirs so many things i want to say but don't know how * he sighed * the fame can be good and bad sometimes . whenever we got hate we'd take it out on you . it wasn't fair . and i promise i'll change . im sorry for everything
he said as i felt tears fall onto my shoulders
y/n- are you crying ?
i smiled slightly as i pulled away and wiped my tears
ale - no...maybe . but all i want to say is im sorry .... friends ??
y/n- don't get me wrong but i don't know . i have to think about it . 4 years of pain , of you guys literally bullying me , mentally , verbally...and sometimes physically . i just need time , we'll just see from their
ale - take all the time you need
he said . i slightly smiled and walked off . i felt my heart shatter into a million pieces , i wiped my tears and made my way inside the hotel . i headed up to our room , and looked in the mirror . mascara everywhere , my eye lashes slowly falling off from crying , it was a mess . i wiped my makeup off and just fixed the eyelashes . it's dark no one's gonna even see anyways . i sighed and leaned on the door frame , taking a couple deep breaths . then i walked out the room and out the hotel , back to the venue .

stephanie's pov
i had been walking for the past 20 mins looking for y/n when i apotted mattia walking around . i rushed to him and got his attention.
stephanie- have you seen y/n
mattia- i talked to her a little bit ago
he wiped my nose
stephanie- any clue where she went
mattia- nope , she sat down by a tree and then i left
he said quietly
stephanie- are you okay
mattia- she didn't forgive me . i don't think she'll forgive me...ever she sai-
stephanie- she said ?
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y/n- ugh, fine but if he BLOWS it , im not forgiving him ever . and this will be your fault
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stephanie- what the fuck did you do ?!
mattia- uh- i lied about something ...
stephanie- about what , i need to know
mattia- it all happened freshman year i told the boys y/n exposed them and then the whole scho-
stephanie- oh yea i remember . y/n supposedly expose you guys...hold on-
mattia- yea it was a lie , it was me from the begging .
he said and tried walking away
stephanie- she was at her worst those few days...i remember she wasn't sleeping , she was taking pills trying to overdose herself and tried apologizing to you guys for something she didn't do . you asshole !
i said and slapped him across the face . i scoffed and walked away , i continued looking for her until i found her coming out the corner .

y/n's pov
stephanie- their you are !
she said hugging me
y/n- hey , i was inside
stephanie- aw bby that asshole told me what happened . are you okay ?
y/n- yea , just - i can't forgive him . i was going to but he lied . all along
i said crying in her arms
stephanie- don't cry bby . he's dumb asf , you don't need him okay , you got us
y/n- thank you
i said wiping my nose as we got back to the table . our table was at the very end , people didn't notice i was crying but it wont matter if they do notice . it is what is it .
derek- what happened, why you crying
vallyk- told you someone was finna get hurt
michael- what'd he do ? did you forgive him
y/n- kairi told me something about this . basically mattia lied about me exposing them .
derek- the whole freshman thing ?
y/n-  yea , it was mattia the whole time . im so stupid , i should've know .  they knew i'd never do that to them and yet they never believed me
vallyk- wait how'd you find out
y/n- i heard mattia tell them
i said and put my head in my arms , crying once again . i felt their hands around me , i felt safe and broken at the same time .